The day before I was going to return, I saw Kunyuan.

When I saw him, he was checking in at the front desk of the hotel, and I was having a hot fight with the front desk lady on the other side.

"When the water stopped, you guys? It's just that I ran out of water when I was covered in bubbles, so be careful! ”。 I was wrapped in a bathrobe and had shampoo bubbles bubbling on my head.

"I'm sorry Miss, the waterway is being repaired urgently, and I'm sorry for the inconvenience. Excuse me, are you Miss Gu from Room 308? ”

"Yes!". I rolled my eyelids weakly to express my displeasure.

"We'll deliver the fruit bowl right away. I'm sorry for the inconvenience! ”

I was just about to wave my hand when a muffled voice rang in my ears. "Kunyuan Kun Xiansen, right, I have checked in for you, and your room number is 309. This way, please"

Kunyuan's gaze followed the direction of the staff's guidance, and it happened to meet my eyes with a shocked face.

"Kunyuan! Why are you again? "Gu Ningdai, why are you dressed like this?" We were dumbfounded

Even if it's deliberately arranged, it doesn't need to be so coincidental!!!!!!!!!

In the evening, we sat on the beach and masturbated.

Kunyuan sat beside me like an old man, chirping and saying, "It's really B on the beach." ”

From the moment I saw him, my mood and my world were gray.

Thanks to the enthusiastic talk of his feelings on the beach, otherwise my languishing appearance might have evoked his thoughts of wanting to masturbate me.

I turned my face to look at Xiao Xuan'er, she was lying on the beach in a big shape, I asked her how she felt about blowing the sea breeze at night, and she replied to me with one word, "Cold!" ”

Summer seems to have absconded overnight, quietly gone, leaving no traces, even let me be sad and sad to say goodbye to summer did not give me, autumn is like an instant squeeze into our lives, quickly replaced the summer storage zài, even the summer clothes in the closet did not have time to replace with autumn clothes, just, it is another reincarnation

When I was slightly distracted, Kunyuan sneakily and slowly, brought his dull head close to my ear and blew hard.

I instinctively pumped his head with all my might. With the sound of "bia", even the sea breeze was a lot quieter.

Until I set off, I didn't ask Kunyuan why he appeared in Sanya, was it just to masturbate on the beach in Sanya?

It's not that I don't ignore it, I'm just afraid of being embarrassed to ask, and I'm even more afraid of hearing answers I don't want to hear.

I'm always contradictory and I'm always greedy.

I was afraid of hurting him, and I was afraid that I was just making a fool of myself. I don't want to hear him say he likes me, and I'm afraid that my world won't be without him one day.

Zhou Xiaoshuai said that I was indecisive, and said that literary and artistic points are gains and losses.

How long am I going to walk through this world with black sorrow?

I longed for an end and was always afraid of another start.

At the end of the long flight, I returned home tired. I was instantly relieved to see the pile of small boxes at the door.

Hu Xiaodong, I admit that I still have heartache, but I don't cry every time I think of you. Because as I crouched at the door like a beggar and opened the sealed box little by little, looking at the memories that had been entrusted to you to keep, I imagined the indifference with which you put them in front of my house.

I want to know, did he pack these boxes of photos by himself? I wonder, did he bring these boxes up little by little? I just want to know, Hu Xiaodong, how do you feel when you look at Gu Ningdai in the photo?

Kun Yuan stood behind me without any expression on his face, and he told me. "If you can't forget it, don't forget it. If you can't be together, just keep him in your heart, and never open your heart to others, the people who love you will have heartache. People who don't love you will be disgusted. ”

"Don't always be so self-righteous, what you think doesn't mean you're right! You're not Sherlock Holmes, after all. "I didn't look at him, and I sealed the cardboard box by myself.

"Then why are you so sad?"

"Sadness?" I smiled wryly. "Even if you don't like it or don't love it, you will always touch the scene and never see each other, not to mention that I am still a writer of emotional novels."

After coming back from Sanya, I went to my parents' house to write scripts at home, and Xiao Xuan'er finally dared to face her brave walk. I was also inspired by her and was reborn.

Hu Xiaodong's clothes that were drying at my house were sealed in a cardboard box in the corner of my photo, and the seal I pasted on it was marked with a marker: Never open.

My life has returned to its original order. It was as if I had just had a nightmare and no one ever mentioned the name in front of me since. I've got one more man on my male blacklist.

I don't know how long I've been writing this script, but I know that one day Kun Yuan suddenly came to me and buckled the notebook I was coding, and solemnly told me. "Gu Ningdai, I'm getting engaged! Engaged! ”

I pushed the frames of my glasses and squinted at him. "Why do you cry and mourn such a joyful thing? With Sister Feng? ”

He suddenly turned cold, "Let's talk, Gu Ningdai." ”

I have known Kunyuan for more than 20 years, I grew up wearing open pants together, and we went to the toilet hand in hand, oh, by the way, my first kiss in kindergarten was cleverly taken away by him, and when he gave me the baton when he was playing a relay together, he suddenly fell down, and accidentally threw me on.

It's the first time in 20 years that we've been sitting and drinking tea in such a formal face-to-face seat.

"Say what you want to say, say it quickly, I'll go home and code words after speaking!"

"Gu Ningdai, I'm getting engaged!"

"I know, didn't you just say that!"

"Gu Ningdai, I'm not waiting for you."

"Don't wait, don't wait, I didn't promise you a group wedding with you in the future! You can't save on getting married, if you have the conditions, try not to buy in groups! ”

"Gu Ningdai, I'm serious! I'm not waiting for you. ”

He suddenly calmed down, I couldn't look directly at his suddenly cold face, I was afraid that I would hold it out loud and try my best, I was too familiar with this face, he was still more suitable for cynicism, because he was really funny!

I couldn't help but cooperate with him. "Good! Good! Don't wait, let's not buy in groups. You hurry up and get married and hold the baby, I start to save money now, one hundred a day, and when your baby is born, I may be able to resist a chicken skin bag to go with the money! ”

Seeing him look at me expressionlessly, I suddenly realized. "Kunyuan, your family won't know about such a big thing as your engagement, right? You're not going to let me call the shots for you, are you? ”

He sat up straight: "Gu Ningdai, do you want to laugh so much when I'm engaged?" ”

"Huh?! Can't laugh? That's not appropriate to cry either! ”

"Gu Ningdai, do you know what makes me the most unwilling?"

"Huh?"

"It's that whenever I want to hug you, what you need is another embrace, and whenever I want to let go of not loving you, you just need me to take care of you like now, and I don't have the strength to hug you anymore. I'm not waiting for you. ”

I never knew that time had changed unknowingly, and I didn't know it.

I hate this kind of link the most, he has always been my hair small, but I don't know when he changed in his world.

We've had a little bit of a little bit of a life, we've spent our youth together, we've grown up together, we've been with each other through their lives, but now, we're going our separate ways. I don't have the right to continue to use him as my bodyguard, in fact, I'm never qualified, but he just wants to.

We've all changed

Young people will always do a lot of things wrong, miss the right person, if you live up to it to be complete, then I want to break the mirror!

I wanted to pat him on the shoulder and say to him, sorry bro.

I opened my mouth and closed it, and the raised arm slowly put it down, my mood at this moment was only guilt, only distress, I hurt my best friend, I hurt my comrades-in-arms who escorted me.

If it's too late, I want to go back in time and keep my distance from him, to the point where he doesn't have heartache.

There is always a lot of helplessness and regret in life, such as, for example, and again