It's been a full two months since the last update. It's Thursday, June 30, 2016. I thought that I would always be immersed in my dreams and unwilling to face reality, because in the days since I returned home from Sanya, not only did my career not make any progress, but my fate was reversed, no, to be exact, it should have changed dramatically.

I don't want to seriously reminisce about the past and tell you all the "accidents", but I know that I can't continue with the following words without going through this process. Even though I'd love to skip this one and go straight to writing a sequel to the Hot Mom era.

This unpleasantness is probably that after I returned home happily, Xiao Kesheng told me that Jie Yu and Sui Xiaokai were together. A few seconds ago, my mind was in the short-circuit stage, but it didn't take long for me to figure it out, Jie Yu and Xiao Ke's boyfriend were flying away. Excuseme, the hot mom era hasn't even been able to get the investment, and I can't wait to develop the plot here?

Then I received a phone call from the other side, who told me: "We need to take back the credit card in your name." ”

"Credit card?"

"Yes. We investigated and learned that her card was in your possession, Ms. Gu, and now is the best time to recover it because you have not used the card amount. That's right, Jie Yu is now unable to repay any debts due to uncontrolled overdrafts, and our bank needs to freeze all the property in her name and she will be punished accordingly. ”

"But this card in my hand was given to her by her father."

"I don't think you understand what I mean, Jieyu is suspected of credit fraud, and secondly, her father filed for bankruptcy last year. We need to collect your credit card and ask for your cooperation. ”

If I only lost a small part of my funds, it wasn't miserable, a few days later, Xiao Ke told me that she was pregnant. At the same time, I received a polite rejection from Mr. Kim: It is good for young people to have dreams. But it's not a small amount after all. Let's talk about investment slowly, I have a lot of things on my side, and it is inconvenient to respond too much for the time being.

Then Xiaoke decided to go back to her hometown to live for a while, I think it's okay, she can take care of her body and relax by the way. At the airport, when I returned the bank card to her, she looked embarrassed and her hands were frozen in the air for a long time. Seeing this, I had no choice but to stuff it to her: "Xiao Ke, this card was originally yours." I don't need it anymore. When you get home, eat and drink well and don't think too much. Come back if you want to. No need to say hello, just come back. "She collapsed in an instant, and stood in front of me like a young girl who had not been baptized by time.

It was only when I got home that I realized why she was crying at the airport.

On the table in the living room are two keys, one mine and one hers. I instantly understood that she had no intention of coming back.

After all, I wrote about the mood at that time two months later, even if my eyes were swollen, my heart did not turn over the river and the sea as I did at that time, and now I am more like a bystander quietly writing about my feelings.

My life has become very strange, I still habitually call Xiao Ke's name in the morning, and Xiao Xuan'er always wakes me up at such a juncture: "Mommy helps me make breakfast." ”

Sending Xiao Xuan'er to school is always lost, sometimes forgetting to help Xiao Xuan'er get her schoolbag and sometimes forgetting to help Xiao Xuan'er get a water cup, and what's worse is that even the key will be locked at home. After tossing N times repeatedly, even the kind brother of the lock-picking company would sincerely say to me: "Sister." Otherwise, this time I will invite you. You see, you've opened the lock fifteen times this month, so don't give money to old customers. It's true. "Thankfully, after being hurt by someone you trust the most, there will always be unsung heroes who have never lived in life to impress you with the most mundane words, even if the hand that takes the money is honest

Seven days after Xiao Ke left, I received an email from her. In the past seven days, I have tried to contact her several times, but there has been no news. I accidentally clicked on the email with her message, and the feeling of resurgence was really effective.

I clicked on the email and it said: I never thought things would come to this point, I never dreamed of it. But it did happen to me, in fact, that man has nothing to miss, and the garbage is thrown away. But you know, Sister Xiaodai, that woman is what you are used to. She divorced because of cheating, and you were not a person inside and out because you sheltered her. Later, whoever asks about her past, you never say a word. Wrap her like an unpolished jade. But Sister Xiao Dai, you may not know, who you can forgive without a bottom line, who can hurt you without a bottom line. ”

My vision went from blurry to clear. Clear and then blurred, repeatedly.

At that time, it was April, and my novel had just been uploaded to the www.biquge.info Chinese website of Biquge, and I was selfish at the time, and I wanted to know about this work before the movie came out. At that time, standing at the window at night and blowing the wind, the cold and warm were just right, and the season would always bring me a looming sense of time, as if I watched a certain sadistic movie with someone on a certain day in a certain year and month, and that kind of sadness could go deep into the bone marrow. The memories in my heart are like being awakened, suffering from gains and losses, and vaguely seem to have missed the frustration of my previous life.

I dreamed of many people, Kun Yuan, Gong Xiaoyi, Xiaoke, Hu Xiaodong, my father, my mother, and my grandfather pulling me home to write novels. Then I laughed and struggled in my dreams, and I shouted, write tomorrow and write tomorrow. In my dream, I was the only child, and I used the most primitive tools to write novels.

When I woke up with a smile, it was just dawn, and time was still in the past