I am Gu Ningdai, the skin is like a condensed cream, and I don't apply powder. I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth since I was a child, and I was admired by all eyes because my father was a rich man.

But my life is a joke, a bloody plot that makes people laugh, but it makes me cry.

I am Gu Ningdai, I am no longer the princess, the wall is pushed by everyone, which is what I am bearing now.

After Xiao Ke left, he was as usual, still coarse tea and light rice, and circled around his daughter.

Sometimes I envy Xiao Xuan'er, even if she doesn't have a luxury car to accompany me to the roadside every day, but she is still alive as always. Eating the so-called three meals a day, even the food that was burned by me is used to it, and she is still so fat and fat.

And I can't, I walk in a huge, lost black hole every day, I can't see my fingers, I can't see the sun when I look up, and I don't even go to the school gate to pick up my children and stand in the crowd. I don't have any money, and I don't speak hard.

In addition, I just learned a few days ago that my father's company declared bankruptcy, let alone a princess, I am not even a rich second generation now, at best I am a realistic version of Cinderella without pumpkin carts and little mice, or a Cinderella with a little Cinderella.

Whenever my daughter sleeps in the dark, I think that if I didn't have her, I might have gone to find a piece of tofu and crashed to death, or I might have found a noodle and hanged myself.

When I returned the money to Wu Feng, he was stunned and asked me what I was doing.

I calmly told him that I didn't want to make any movies. I don't have a backer, I can't afford to lose.

He hesitated for a moment before taking the card from my hand and said nothing.

It took him a few days before he sent a message to me that his father was not a rich man at all, he was not a prince, he was just a not very popular online drama actor.

I said, "You guys are filming third-level films, why don't I know that making online dramas is so profitable?" ”

He said, "My stepfather is quite rich"

I didn't reply to him.

I feel like this life is ridiculous. I used to think that the worst thing was to break up and divorce, but now I know that it is worthless compared to the betrayal, disintegration, and emotional things.

This fate is really tossed, it's so ridiculous, just because it's so ridiculous, I was just about to grin with my teeth bared when tears fell.

I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth, and everyone complimented me because I had a rich and powerful father. When I was nine years old, my birth mother died, and less than a month later, my stepmother walked through the door. A few times ago, Dad's company collapsed, and I TMD jumped out of an aunt again.

I thought my aunt was working with her sons to rescue her ex-husband, but she only came with the half-brothers and sisters who I had never masked. I wonder, what else can be grabbed if TMD is bankrupt?

It's really ridiculous, other girls are tired and want to cry, with their parents' shoulders and lover's chest. But I'm different, I have quilts. Other girls can cry lying down, crying standing up, crying sitting, crying crawling, how happy they can cry, how to cry, I can only hide crying, cry secretly, run to cry where my daughter can't see, and have to pick time to cry.

I didn't dare to cry, and I had to choose a quilt to cry in the dead of night. The most painful thing is that you have to laugh at others after crying. People cry with chests and shoulders, I cry with quilts, my quilts are great, right?

I'm actually quite heartless, and a lot of people have been deceived by my disguise, and they all agree that I'm living without anyone as usual. I laughed, can I only cry? After all, I have to bear a lot, and I have to bear the life of my children, so I have to endure the grievances that come without a sound.

This life is very hopeless, dreams are shattered by reality, and even survival begins to be unsettled.

I started selling my clothes and shoes online at super low prices to make ends meet. Because there are many roads that cannot be returned, even if you go back, you will see a sign prohibiting traffic at the intersection.

Life is very hopeless, and I don't want to die, and I can't die, so I can only finish the difficulties alone.

Later, I started picking up and dropping off my daughter on foot, rain or shine. I've also learned to be smart and bargain. Even the beggars at the gate of our community began to say that I was getting stingier day by day. The taxi driver at the door would never again honk his horn at me.

My daughter and I barely got any new clothes. I don't know if my former friends know about me, and I don't want to say it, and they won't ask.

I have understood a lot, I have seen a lot, before, I only saw through love, now I am looking at human feelings.

It seems like I've spent more than twenty years going through my life.

The one who used to stand at the school gate wearing new clothes every day is gone, the one who spent a lot of money is dead, and the Gu Ningdai who is full of ambition has been stifled by life.

I really regret that I used a lot of money and time on fox friends and dogs, but in the end it was just a void. What I regret the most is not that I can't go back, but that I understand too late.

Wufeng was afraid that I was too negative, afraid that I might retaliate against the society, so he invited me to a dinner party in his villa, I didn't want to go, pinching my toes to know what kind of people they were. But he said, "The girl you poured water on her last time said she wanted to be friends with you." ”

I raised my eyebrows: "I'm hehe! So high-sounding? I guess I want revenge. ”

So here I am.

Sure enough, in addition to the last gang of sluts, there were a few more dog-like losers.

I was carrying a canvas bag that I had found, and the clothes and accessories on my body combined didn't cost me more than six hundred dollars. Before coming, Wu Feng said that he wanted to take me to buy clothes, but I resolutely refused: "Wu Feng, if you feel that I am wearing too cold, then I will not go." ”

He said, "It doesn't matter what you feel. ”

I stiffened: "Of course it doesn't matter, but your friends make me feel like they matter?" ”

This group of guys was full of food and drink, shouting and playing inscription games to show their rich second-generation cultural accomplishment. I subconsciously rolled my eyes for a moment.

The girl I had watered shook a man's arm shyly: "Who can help us write a good word?" ”

Taking advantage of the time when they were all seriously thinking, I quickly interjected and offered: "**** with a dog lasts forever." How to fit and fit. ”

The two of them were still laughing from the outside. After listening to me, she immediately became angry, the woman stomped her feet angrily, and the man asked Wu Feng: "Who is this person you are bringing?" What about smashing the field? ”

I hurriedly prevaricated them: "What, isn't it appropriate to dislike them?" Then I'll give you a couplet. Listen up, the upper link is a cheap man with a little three, and the lower link is a little turtle. Horizontal batch, don't do it and don't die. How do you like it this time? ”

Except for those two, the rest of the strange people laughed loudly, only Wu Feng pulled my arm and asked me in a low voice: "Are you stimulated?" Why? ”

I glared at him, "No, you should have predicted this." ”

The woman didn't want to come over and scratch me, so I quickly gestured to stop: "Don't come here, I have a habit of cleanliness." ”

The woman obediently stopped, and I sat there with a nonchalant expression. The more light I was, the more angry the woman became. She pointed at me and scolded: "What kind of thing are you, carrying a broken bag, wearing a broken shoes, and selling goods all over your body, what qualifications do you have to scold me?" ”

As soon as I heard this, I became energetic: "Well, every time you make a fuss about what I wear, aren't you tired?" Why was it poured boiling water last time? Disgusted enough, want to experience it again? ”

The woman was like crazy, pointing at me and scolding, "You are dressed like a ladyboy!" ”

I was happy, straightened my waist and commanded her: "People are born of people, and demons are born of demons." Your grandmother was born to me, and the grandson knelt down and called the ancestor! ”

Seeing that the woman was about to pounce. Wu Feng pulled me up and started running.

Running outside I shouted, "You let go of me, walk the dog." ”

He didn't let go: "Yes! It's still a mad dog that catches whoever bites whom. ”

"You let go, why are you pulling me away? How low my posture is! ”

"If I don't pull you away, then you will die."

I stopped and shook him off. "Wu Feng, you change your name, and you will be called Wu Qilang in the future. You're really unwinded, not waves, uneasy and kind! What are you taking me for? You like to see me being insulted, don't you? I'm not rich or powerful, so I'll have to let you rich grandsons bully, right? ”

"Gu Ningdai, not everyone is as thorny as you think. It's you, you're a walking dolphin. Catch whoever stabs whom, don't be afraid that others won't hurt you. ”

"Enough, I'm leaving, please disappear into my world in the future, I don't want to be as boring as you are and only make fun of others."

"I'll take you to see a psychiatrist, Gu Ningdai. I'm really but heartily. He stood behind me and spoke very seriously, and listening to his tone I began to believe that I was sick.

"I'm not free, I'm going to pick up the kids, goodbye." Without looking back, I waved my hand behind me, "Don't meet in the future." People who are not one world do not say the words of one world, take care. ”

"I want to feed you." He shouted behind me, I didn't look back and walked farther and farther, he didn't chase after me, I was very relieved, every time I sent someone away, I was very relieved.

After picking up my daughter and returning home, I quietly consulted a friend who is a psychiatrist by phone, and she was very sorry and told me: "Gu Ningdai, you suffer from deep depression if it is not treated"

I absentmindedly interrupted her: "It's okay and you won't die." ”

She held her breath and was quiet for a long time before she made up her mind: "Otherwise, I'll help you sue Gong Xiaoyi." ”

After hearing her say, my heart fluctuated: "What do you mean? ”

"In your case, children will not grow up healthy and happy with you."

The last line of defense in my heart collapsed in an instant: "As long as you dare to sue him, we will die together I will treat you as a friend, but you will help that man snatch my only most precious daughter when I have nothing, and it is better to die together." When I die, my daughter will be in order

It's him. ”

"Xiao Dai, if you really love your daughter. Can you cooperate with my treatment? ”

"Hehe, what treatment do I take? Your psychiatrist even charges per second for consultation, okay? ”

"Xiao Dai, there is no negotiation of interests between us, you are my friend, you have helped me, let me help you this time, let me put down your mustard, okay?"

"You've touched my defenses, and if you hadn't mentioned my little Xuan'er just now, maybe we'd still be friends. Good bye! ”

My child is my life, my armor, my hope to support my survival, she is my armor, but also my weakness, whoever intends to snatch her is my enemy.