443 I'm sorry

Sitting on the edge of the couch, I uttered too many words that were on the verge of collapse, and the words fell, and I slowly lowered my head.

At this moment, I don't have the face to look at my parents, and I don't dare to look at the desperate looks of their two elders, all the qiē is caused by me, and now I have to implicate them.

The firecrackers outside crackled, but there was a dead silence in the house, I was so depressed that I was about to lose my breath, and other people's homes were full of joy, why is my home like this, maybe you can only blame me?

Such a comparison, I really can't continue to hang my head like this, cowardly avoiding the eyes of my parents, a cannon in unison, strings of firecrackers never stopped, and I finally raised my heavy head, and at this moment, the lifeless house is no longer silent, the matchmaker mother opened her mouth with a shocked face, her shock was obviously a little delayed, and more still couldn't believe it.

"Meng Meng, you sue me, what you just said was a joke, it's not true, sue me."

The matchmaker looked at me anxiously and asked, the unbelievable shock, the indescribable eagerness that made my heart twist.

In addition to the matchmaker's mother, the revolutionary father also had the same look, he had always been very stable, and he was shocked and washed his face in an instant, and gradually became angry.

"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, what I said is true, I broke up with Xiaoyan, and she left me."

I silently clasped my hands together and watched them murmur, my voice hoarse to make my voice like that of a mosquito, so low that I couldn't even hear it.

"How is this possible, Xiaoyan came to the house yesterday as a guest, and the gifts he brought to us, why did they break up today? What the hell is going on with Meng Meng? ”

The matchmaker's mother confronted me as soon as my words fell, and her wrinkled face was still full of disbelief, maybe even if she didn't want to believe it.

"Mom and Dad, it's divided, I'll go back to the countryside with you tomorrow, take Tom, I can find a local girl, go back and get married right away, it's okay, don't be disappointed, don't worry too much about me~ We will only divide if we are not suitable, otherwise even if we get married, we will be divorced."

Now that I say the truth~ phase, I have to make my parents feel hopeful, even if they are a little disappointed, they will not despair, so that they don't feel particularly excited and uncomfortable for the time being, if Xiaoyan doesn't come to keep me, then I have already decided, and I will find a woman to marry immediately when I return to my hometown.

I won't accept Li Qingshu, not for anything else but for Xiaoyan, even if she breaks up with me, I won't accept Yu Xue, I can't face her, as long as I think of her, the guilt and remorse in her heart will fill my mind and body.

Maybe this ending is really good, accompanying my parents, raising my children, living an ordinary life, ordinary, there is no more deceit, and I can't do anything morally corrupt.

"What bullshit are you talking about? Is that what you think? Are you still a man? You said openly that you would accompany us to call back to Hohot, but in fact, it was a cowardly evasion, you are a coward, let the feelings simply defeat you, are you still worthy of being my son? ”

This time the matchmaker mother did not speak, because let the revolutionary father sitting opposite me take the lead, compared to the matchmaker's mother, the revolutionary father's tone was already extremely angry, but also trembling, as if it would burst out in a moment, a slap in my face, his face was no longer strict, full of hatred of iron and steel, I didn't see the despair in my imagination, I couldn't help but be a little surprised.

"Dad, I don't think I'm suitable to stay in this city, I think being a village official, or even a farmer is better than staying here, to be honest, I'm a little tired, I feel tired for a moment, I feel tired when I take a breath, no matter what I do, I'll be tired, I want to go home"

For the anger of the revolutionary father, I did not flinch, but calmly expressed my thoughts, even if the revolutionary father beat me today, I also admit it, I am desperate for Xiaoyan, I understand that she will not come to the courtyard to keep me, and I have also decided, I must drive home, just take it as an escape.

"You and I won't kill you today, you hurry up and beg Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan thinks that she won't break up with you, it must be your reason, I see that you and the two women who came yesterday have an affair, isn't it?"

The revolutionary father stood up while he spoke, and tried to beat me, but he was stopped by the matchmaker mother sitting next to me, but the revolutionary father still pulled his neck and yelled at me, but the more angry he was, the more I felt that my father was desperate, and he was desperate again.

"Grandpa, why are you beating your father?"

Just when I didn't know how to talk to the angry revolutionary father, Tom, who was playing a remote control car car, suddenly confronted the revolutionary father.

Hearing Tom's inquiry, the revolutionary father didn't want to continue to be angry, after all, the impact was not good, I saw the revolutionary father look at me coldly, and then instantly smiled, turned to Tom and said: "It's okay, Tom, you go to the bedroom to play first, I have something to say to your father." ”

"No, grandpa is going to beat my father, I won't leave."

But Tom didn't leave obediently, but said to the revolutionary father with a solemn face, seeing that Tom can speak for me like this, but also to protect me, sitting on the sofa I inevitably have a little relaxation, no matter what my future is? As long as Tom is by my side, I am enough, I am easily satisfied, and at this time I have more faith in leaving Hangzhou.

"Tom listens to you~ grandpa, you~ grandpa won't beat Dad, Dad is such a big person, it's a shame for him to beat me back, don't worry, go to the bedroom to play racing, and wait for tomorrow Dad will buy a remote control plane, so that you can have fun."

I said to Tom with a smile on my face, and made a promise by the way, and Tom immediately ran into the bedroom when he heard my promise, apparently the remote control plane impressed him, and children are like that.

When Tom walked into the bedroom, the matchmaker mother grabbed the revolutionary father tightly, afraid that the father would really beat me, but I was not worried, I believed that the revolutionary father would not beat me, he would only persuade me to let me save Xiaoyan.

"Dad, I understand what you mean, you just want me to save Xiaoyan, I have made one hundred and twenty efforts today, and I have already told her that I will go back to my hometown tomorrow, if there is still me in my heart, come to the small courtyard to stay with me, otherwise it will be goodbye, Dad's things have become like this, I can only resign myself to fate, if Xiaoyan comes, I will stay, if she doesn't come, I will definitely not stay in Hangzhou."

The revolutionary father is very determined, and I am also determined, although this is not the situation I want to face, but there is no way but to wait for the dawn to come in the long night, the next dawn is a turning point in my life, I am afraid, I am nervous, and I am sad, if the night goes on forever, I will not see the dawn, I will not face the situation that Xiaoyan will not appear.

"Hey, what a sin, tell me how many girl friends you've found? Tom's mother has no results, and Man Qing has even withdrawn from the marriage, and now she just took Xiaoyan home, and they broke up in less than a day, are you playing with me and your father? Our hearts can't stand such a blow. ”

When the matchmaker heard my firm words, she simply sat down on the sofa as if she were paralyzed, and that desperate look made my heart bleed

I'm sorry