The cell phone rang non-stop, and there was only one sound in the dead car, which upset me.

I didn't answer the phone, but started the car a few minutes later, turned the steering wheel with the palm that could not be stretched out and drove into the wide road, the joyful street lamp illuminated my loneliness, the wind was still blowing, and this time was more obvious for me, the bleak wind continued to cut my face, but I didn't feel the slightest coolness, in the winter, I was probably the only one who opened the window on a dark night.

This is pure masochism on my part, 2000 without heating is cold enough, and now when I open the window, it is obvious that the cliff is cold.

I drove like this, and after about a dozen minutes of cold wind, I finally returned home, but I stopped the car at the door of the courtyard, and I didn't want to go back when I got home, I felt that I was not ready to confess to my parents.

I'm struggling and wandering, what kind of way will I tell my parents, I broke up with Xiaoyan, your favorite daughter-in-law left me, and the marriage you were looking forward to was ruined.

I can't even talk about it, I think that when I say these words, it is a kind of harm to my parents, and it is even more torment for me.

Stopping the car, I lit a cigarette again, listening to the lively sounds in the small courtyard, feeling the happy atmosphere, my tear-washed face had a faint smile, but it was a bitter smile, a smile that was more ugly than crying.

I smoked a cigarette and thought about the situation I was going to face, what was going to happen, what was going to be said, and I was going to go over it all over in my head.

But after going through it again, I still can't convince myself, and I still don't want to go in and sue my parents for a true ~ phase.

I didn't give up and took out my phone and called Xiaoyan, although I knew she wouldn't answer, but I still had to call, I took this call as the last chance.

But what he didn't expect was that when the slow beep sounded for the second time, Xiaoyan actually answered the phone.

"Hey, what the hell are you going to do? I've made it clear today. ”

Hearing Xiaoyan's familiar but unfamiliar indifferent words, the tears I held back surged again, looking at the picture in the courtyard, listening to the continuous sound of firecrackers, my line of tears crisscrossed my cheeks, and I choked up and said in a low voice: "Xiaoyan, I really can't live without you, can you give me another chance?" Don't break up with me. ”

With tears streaming down my eyes, I prayed to Xiaoyan for the sake of me and for my parents.

But this time Xiaoyan didn't answer me, she fell silent, I thought she was going to hang up the phone, so I said in a panic: "I will drive out of Hangzhou tomorrow with my parents Tom, if you change your mind, come to the courtyard before eight o'clock, if there is no change, we will say goodbye completely, Xiaoyan." ”

However, after I finished speaking, I found that the phone had hung up, I don't know if Xiaoyan heard it or not, but I hope she can think about it this night, and I hope she can change her mind.

After making this call, I don't know if I was heavy or relaxed, anyway, I drove into the courtyard, crushed the exploded firecracker scraps with the wheels, and then parked the car in the courtyard, quickly opened the car door, got out of the car and went upstairs, I didn't answer the phone, my parents must have been anxious.

I quickly went upstairs and stood in the doorway, paused for a moment of hesitation, and then knocked on the door.

Soon, the door opened, and it was the matchmaker's mother who opened the door, looking at her panting appearance, she ran over at a glance, she was so old, and she still ran like this, and she was so sad for me, I was really sorry for her.

"Mengmeng, why didn't you answer the phone just now? I thought something was wrong? ”

The matchmaker mother hurriedly grabbed my hand~ and said to me with a worried face, the anxiety became more and more obvious, and I was more and more uncomfortable, I was going to say everything in a hurry as soon as I entered the door, but I couldn't say it after seeing the matchmaker's mother, so I should postpone it for a few hours, and wait until after twelve o'clock, and then tell them.

Today I want to let them have a good year, and I have to pretend to be a reason.

"I just came out of Xiaoyan's house, my phone was silent, I didn't hear it, I didn't even know you called me."

I was held by the matchmaker's mother, smiling and lying, hoping that she would be happy.

"Then why did you get back? It's good to have dinner at her house today, and then stay up late together. ”

The matchmaker said to me with some doubts and some blame.

Mom is still so anxious, it's really a matchmaker, I have to continue to talk nonsense.

"It's all at their house all day, I can't accompany you two elders at night, I and Xiaoyan have only been talking for a short time, it's good to be able to marry as a guest, if you want to become someone else's family and stay up late together, it's a little too fast, I think her mother doesn't like me, hey, let's take it slowly, is my mother cooked? I am hungry. ”

I said without blushing or panting, but the matchmaker's mother's eyes were staring at me, looking at me very carefully, and I couldn't help but ask with some doubts: "Mom, why are you looking at me like this?" Do I have words on my face? ”

"You don't have words on your face, but you have something on your face, and you seem to have cried, your eyes are swollen, let's say, what's wrong with you and Xiaoyan? Call today and feel like you have a problem. ”

The matchmaker's mother stared at me and said solemnly, as if her deep eyes had seen through me.

"Uh, Mom, it's okay, where can I see crying? It's just that the wind and sand got into my eyes, I'm hungry, let's eat. ”

I continued to tell the lie, even though I understood that I might have seen through it, and I forgot to wash my face when I got home, so that now as soon as I entered the house, I was seen by the matchmaker's mother, and I was really embarrassed, and I forgot to do the simple but most important things.

"Mengmeng, don't lie to me, you are my child, I can still see that you are lying, tell me quickly, what happened to Xiaoyan? It can make you cry, if you don't say you're hungry today, don't think about eating. ”

The matchmaker grabbed me easily, and I wanted to hurry into the house, but now I understand that I have to say the truth~ appearance.

Because at this time, the revolutionary father also appeared in front of my eyes, and he also saw my face, his face strewn with tears, first surprised and then stern.

The two elders have surrounded me, bound me to the idea of wanting to run aground, and forced ~ to say it as much as possible.

I sighed heavily, my face instantly lost my smile, and I said with a bitter face: "Mom, Dad, listen to me slowly, sit on the sofa first, don't stand like this." ”

I glanced at them while talking, and then walked to the living room decadently, and then sat on the sofa with a fart~ share, after sitting on the sofa, I saw Tom who was looking at the remote control car, looking at his happy and happy appearance, I smiled bitterly, his happiness also reflected my loneliness, the most important thing is that the remote control car he played with running around on the ground was bought by Xiaoyan, which is definitely the biggest irony for me, Xiaoyan just came to the house as a guest in the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, bought a gift for Tom, and today is the first day of the new year, She told me that she had broken up, and she didn't leave any room for it, it was completely iron-hearted, I was really heartbroken and sad, and looking at my parents who were hurriedly sitting next to me and in front of me, I felt even more uncomfortable, and touched my face with my hand randomly, ready to say words that made them desperate.