&I am a night walker, but even if I am a night walker, I have to usher in the dawn that appears from the east, but this moving dawn does not belong to me, what belongs to me is only sadness again and again, I have listened to the strange walk in the city many times, walked through this street, and wandered across that road, the day I long, is to have breakfast together for breakfast every day, my hope is to be able to be with the woman I love, no matter where tomorrow is, today comes, tomorrow is not far away, But where did my beloved woman go? I was very deeply aware of the feeling of not being able to see each other in the same city, as if my world lacked squares, and the rising sun was so useless to me, if I really had a choice, I would rather choose a heavy night, maybe a heavy night would be more suitable for me. ▲∴，

I'm not used to the morning without a book, it's Monday, the roads in Beijing are gradually starting to be congested, this is the symbol of the city, and the haze that permeates all corners of the city is eroding me, and I am tightly integrated with the sad atmosphere that spreads from my heart, I should go to **, and then go to the huge villa, light a cigarette, look at the only closed door from a distance, **noble breath resists me.

I don't know where I'm now. Maybe I forgot the way back, I could only slowly turn around and walk along the road when I came, and I passed by a variety of vehicles, they were polite but also irritable to express all kinds of feelings to me, such a moment is really profound, my eyes accidentally saw a blue Land Rover, and the person driving the Land Rover was a woman, and then hid in the crowded traffic, my rather decadent love xù disappeared instantly, and the spirit ran to the middle of the road, my sleeve touched the vehicle blocking me, Some cars also shouted at me, with the same but somewhat different harsh sound, and I didn't care about anything, nothing, I woke up, seemed to see her figure, at this moment the sky was blue, but when I ran in front of this domineering blue Land Rover, the sky immediately turned gray, the woman driving the car was very beautiful, but not her, the feeling of falling from the sky to the earth was really not good, I stood in the middle of the road and lacked the continuity of movement......

I don't know how long it took, I came to the villa area where I came yesterday, because I didn't walk too far last night, and I walked back to Li's house when I was stuck in traffic, and I came here again, I couldn't see the cigarette butts I threw on the ground at will last night, the sturdy gate was still standing, I impulsively stepped forward, wanted to knock on the door, no matter what identity I am now, I want to see Qingshu, as long as she still loves me, I won't be afraid of anything, even if I am insulted and abused, what can I do?

However, when I hurried to the gate and was about to knock the black iron bar, I saw a man in a black suit walking up to the door, he saw me, looked at me for a moment, stood on the opposite side of the door and asked me suspiciously, "Who are you?" What are you doing standing here? ”

"I'm looking for someone."

I looked at him and said flatly.

"Looking for whom?"

The man pressed at me.

"Looking for Li Qingshu."

I paused slightly and said to him.

"What are you looking for Miss Qingshu? Who are you? ”

The man in the suit looked slightly different and asked me again.

"I'm her boyfriend, isn't Qingshu there?"

Since I chose to do so, I opened the skylight and said something bright, and directly told him who I was.

"Boyfriend? Just you? Don't be funny, hurry up and go, how can our young lady be seen by someone like you, and have a boyfriend. ”

The man in the suit looked surprised at first, and then showed a look of contempt, beckoning me to hurry up, I don't know who he is, but seeing his appearance at this time, I didn't think much about it, asked into the palm of his hand, grabbed the man's neckline tightly, his face was cold, and he said in an indifferent tone: "I don't care who you are, I have already said that Qingshu is my girlfriend, you sue sù Qingshu and said that Liang Jiafeng came to find her, let her come out to see me." ”

For my sudden action, the man was frightened, and I used great force, directly touching his face to the iron bar, no matter how he struggled, how angry he scolded me, and then said again: "I persuade you to sue sù Qingshu I am here now, otherwise the current society is very chaotic, be careful when you go out, forget to tell you, if I can't see Qingshu, I can do anything, because your young lady is my one, go quickly." ”

My face became extremely hideous, and then the words fell and he loosened his neckline, I said everything I should have said, I did what I should have done, and whether I could see Qingshu was also up to God's will.

"You want to die, don't you? Dare to threaten Lao Tzu, do you know who I am? ”

The man in the suit quickly stepped back, tidied up his clothes, and roared at me with great anger at the same time, but his expression also changed very quickly, but I was extremely indifferent, just looked at him, and then took a small step forward, and said calmly: "It doesn't matter who you are, the important thing is that you heard what I said to you, and I also heard my threats, if you are willing to pay for your own body or something, then you can just scold and beat me, but I believe you will leave this cage." ”

I didn't yell or scream, just said to him very calmly, and then turned around, ready to stay away from here for a while, I believe that someone will come out in a while, but when I turned around, I said to him again: "If you go to sue Sù Qingshu, just say that I am in the east of the Li family, and I am a lonely person, and there is nothing to worry about, and now only you are concerned." ”

After saying this, I walked slowly towards the place where the sun was rising, but this time I didn't hear the man in the suit scolding me, maybe there was still a chance, and what I just said was probably a half-truth, right? I don't know it myself.

I walked away from the huge cage, stood on the east side of the cage, leaned against a big tree, felt the late autumn wind blowing, lit a cigarette and smoked slowly, looked up at the sun that was still a little close to me, and muttered, "Will Qingshu come out?" She should want to see me especially now, right? Probably wouldn't be? ”

I would utter such muttering words every few moments, and it was a state of complete self-talk.

The long wait is like a meat grinder tormenting me, every point is a kind of torment, I am worried, I am afraid that I will think that Qingshu may be persuaded by my family to give up on me, and leave me for the benefit of the family, so what is the use of my efforts, such a hurry to see her may want to explain something to her, right? I want to hear her thoughts, but this wait is an hour and a half, Qingshu still hasn't come out, maybe that bastard is not threatened by me, maybe Qingshu can't come out, or maybe Qingshu doesn't want to see me, I went from leaning against the tree safely, to squatting under the tree, I smoked all the cigarettes, the cigarette case was empty, my heart was even more empty, now I am extremely uncalm, I think about this possibility for a while, think about that possibility for a while, I am about to go crazy.

When the sun moved to the center of the sky, Qingshu had not yet come out, and I felt that she would not come out, and I was now simply sitting by the tree, my phone was automatically turned off, there was no smoke to smoke, my stomach was hungry, and the sun's rays had changed, but my situation had not changed in the slightest.

I simply closed my eyes, I want to sleep by the side of this safe tree, trying to calm myself a little, the autumn wind makes me feel the bitterness of the autumn coolness, this big tree has not escaped the punishment of the autumn wind, the autumn wind blows up the fallen leaves, this is a prelude to parting, when I close my eyes and think about these, a fallen leaf fell on my hand, and I also opened my eyes, looking at the slightly mutilated fallen leaves in the palm of my hand, full of the breath of the years, looking at the fallen leaves in the palm of my hand, I was really uncomfortable, He muttered again: "There is such a saying, the autumn wind sweeps the fallen leaves, and the fallen leaves are accompanied by the autumn wind, this autumn may be more lonely, and me?" Are you going back to solitude? ”

The autumn wind and the fallen leaves give each other a qiē are mutual, when the autumn wind blows, it indicates that winter is coming, the autumn wind represents sadness is actually with the cold, and the falling leaves are the first moment to feel the cold of the storage zài, if I walk in the not so big but somewhat bleak autumn wind, although it is not a strong wind, but I am a thin person does not need much wind, last night in the huge city of Beijing trembling body, I don't know when the tears are also accompanied.

I stood up with the fallen leaves, since I can't wait for me to look for a chance to see her again, no matter what, I want to see Qingshu, I have a stomach to say to her, but when I turned around with the thin fallen leaves, I saw a figure that made me think about it, I was shocked, I really didn't expect that she would appear in front of my eyes, and she was watching me......

"You ......"

At this time, I was speechless, but at this time I was excited, and after dozens of hours, I finally saw her again.

"Why are you here?"

Qingshu was also extremely excited, and asked me in a hurry, not looking back at the back, as if someone was looking at her.

"I miss you."

I had a stomach full of things to say to her, but now I had nothing to say, and it took me a long pause before I could say four words, and I thought those four words were enough.

Hearing my words, Qingshu didn't speak, and in an instant a worried look appeared on her face, and at this moment my heart was throbbing, I was afraid that Qingshu would say something to me about the lines in the TV series, sue me, we lost to fate, I bear the responsibility of the family, I'm sorry, I failed you, I'm afraid of such words, I'm really scared.