&"Are you okay?" ”

We looked at each other in silence for a moment, the wind was not so enthusiastic, and the Qingshu who looked at me finally said to me, and asked me with a little concern. ☆→，

"Not good."

I replied without hesitation and with great honesty.

Qingshu's expression changed, and he didn't speak, but I began to speak, and I found my words back.

"Because I don't have you by my side, I'm not good, because I can't see you, I'm not good, because I've waited so long to see you, I'm not good, I'm not good anywhere, anyway."

My words lost their calm and calmness, and became excited and crazy in front of her eyes, as if the autumn wind had become manic at this moment, and the loneliness in it was also extremely obvious.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's my fault......"

Qingshu reached out and grabbed my trembling palm, and said apologetically, his eyes were already flooded with tears, a few fallen leaves fell with the autumn wind, falling on her shoulder, I suddenly smiled, reached out and took the withered yellow fallen leaves on Qingshu's shoulder in my hand, and the fallen leaves in my hand had fallen at the moment I saw Qingshu, I slowly squatted down, picked up the leaves that I had just looked at carefully, my movements were very slow, as if the time we met could last forever, I didn't seem to be in a hurry, I seemed to be deliberately slowing down the movements, Maybe I'm trying to put off a little bit of time that won't last forever, right?

"The story of the two people, just like these two yellowish fallen leaves, was born from the same root, but in the end they had to be stripped away by external factors to separate, even if they have been together for a long time, even if they have loved each other, in the end they are not too much of a bitter autumn wind, but although their experience is lonely, but fortunately, they can be buried together in this grassy land, and together become the nourishment of the earth, and we? I don't admit that I don't believe you, but I still have to admit that my heart is bottomless, maybe I'm thinking too much, maybe I'm wrong, but I really want to know how you think about us in the future, are you willing to be swept away by the wind? Still devoured by the earth and reduced to abundant nourishment, or clinging to the branches, not swayed by the fate of destined? ”

I held two different dead leaves, pretending to be calm and said, when I spoke, my love was actually collapsed, the moment my words fell, my heart was even more in my throat, I was looking forward to Qingshu's answer, and I was even more afraid of her answer, such feelings have been filling me, I looked at her, looked at her with tears, slowly raised my hand, and the two leaves in the palm of my hand were in front of her eyes......

Qingshu looked at me, then looked at the leaves, without words, without hesitation, picked up a withered yellow leaf that had just fallen on her shoulder, and then said to me with a smile: "When we meet again, these two leaves will reunite, they are still happy lovers, they will feel the warmth of this world together, even if the wind is strong, we can't let us go our separate ways, I am waiting for you, you have to wait for me, I will always love you, Liang Jiafeng, believe me." ”

Qingshu's words turned my expectations into joy, and my heart was comforted, even if she returned to my untouchable home, she did not change her mind, she was willing to wait for me, I was very excited.

"Qingshu, thank you, I will definitely work hard, I will bring you out of the castle, definitely, believe me."

I glanced at a leaf left in the palm of my hand, then looked up at her and said solemnly, at this moment, I did not shed tears, but controlled the tears in my eyes.

"I should go back, in fact, I lied to my family that I broke up with you, if I don't go back, they may deal with you, Jiafeng, you go, take care, I believe we will meet immediately."

Qingshu said to me very sincerely, when it came to the end, he stepped forward and stood on tiptoe, kissed me lightly on the lips, and then turned away without hesitation, I felt the short-lived beauty of the previous moment, and also felt the sadness and separation of this moment, touching my shriveled lips with the palm of the hand that did not take the leaves, and staring at the back of Qingshu leaving with his eyes, the autumn wind blew up her long hair that was already up to her waist, at this moment she was so moving, but it was so lonely, this moment would be the pain of the next moment, Maybe it will be eternity, thousands of miles to Beijing, wandering all night I got a result, this result is what I hoped, I believe that the short separation is for a beautiful reunion in the future, the next moment I longed for, I forgot the last moment, and this moment I just want to remember her back in my heart, in my mind.

I hope time can pass slowly, but this is just hope, a qiē will have a result, but I know this is not the end, we have just begun, Qingshu's figure disappeared from my sight, my tears fell the moment she disappeared, flowing on her cheeks, and falling on the leaves along the autumn wind, but there was no trace of life, I slowly closed my palms, slowly turned my face, from the east, back to the east, I should leave this city full of haze.

……

"Are you looking for Li Qingshu?"

Liu Qilei looked at me seriously and asked me.

I didn't speak, just nodded slightly.

"Why didn't she come back?"

Liu Qilei's question continued.

"You can't come back with me."

I looked at her and finally answered her.

"We can't come back?"

Liu Qilei continued to ask me.

"You don't care about my business, thank you for taking care of Tom, I'll treat you to dinner."

I really didn't want to mention it, so I immediately changed the subject.

"But I want to care, look at you, after so long, so much love, and still alone, how long will you continue like this?"

Liu Qilei looked at me and said to me with a look of hatred that iron is not made of steel, and the distance between her and me is also so close, and the anger on her face belongs to the category of concern.

"This is not what I want, Qi Lei, let's go to dinner, don't talk about these unhappy things."

I looked at her, shook my head and said flatly, I was pretending to be calm, but in fact, my heart had already set off turbulent waves.

"But I want to say that I have been cowardly all these years, I dare not tell you a little bit about feelings, I have been pretending to quarrel with you, or maybe I want to figure out this way to get your attention, and now, I want to say, my feelings can not be suppressed, after a marriage that was wrong from the beginning, my love for you has not weakened in the slightest, but has become more and more intense, Liang Jiafeng, Maria abandoned you, Man Qing escaped from marriage and left, Yiyi is now in love with Ou Kuangda, Xiaoyan didn't even say goodbye to the end, and now Li Qingshu has been taken away by the family, your love will eventually be defeated by something that will always exist in this world, and this is only me by your side, in front of your eyes, I will no longer confess to you, because I am a remnant, I only hope to be by your side, help you, take care of you, this is what I want. ”

Liu Qilei said to me excitedly, she is half a head shorter than me, this time makes me extremely helpless, her eyes are full of tears, but she didn't cry, her body seems to be trembling, but it is not obvious, she didn't say I love you, but it is very heavy, I really don't know what to say at this time? Perhaps silence was the best answer, so I turned my face, moved my eyes, and walked towards Tom's bedroom, quickly pulling Tom out of the doorway, eavesdropping.

"Little one, did you eavesdrop on the adult's affairs?"

I can't say anything to Liu Qilei now, but I can say it to Tom, which can be regarded as changing the topic.

"Father's bloody mouth, I didn't eavesdrop."

Tom flatly denied it, but I felt that this little guy seemed to understand my heart, and deliberately fought against me, and I couldn't waste such a good opportunity to change the subject, so I said to him angrily: "Okay, you little fellow, don't admit it, see if I don't beat your ass today." ”

As I spoke, I was about to slap Tom's ass, but Liu Qilei, who was watching us, stepped forward to stop me, and I expected her behavior.

"Why are you beating children? That's not good, okay, let's go eat, Tom must be hungry, right? Let your father take you to eat delicious food today, what do you want to eat? ”

Liu Qilei said to me quite dissatisfied, and then leaned over and said to Tom with great care.

"Auntie, I want to eat KFC."

Tom said with a childlike face, but this little guy is getting more and more handsome, and he is simply a little male god, and her eyes are very similar to her mother Maria.

"No, eating too much KFC is not good for your health, Auntie will take you to eat nutritious things, okay?"

Liu Qilei touched Tom's head and asked calmly.

"Okay."

Tom agreed very obediently, and then Liu Qilei and I looked at each other a little awkwardly, and then I quickly turned my head and said in a rather high-pitched voice: "It's a little cold outside, let's wear a coat." ”

Then I touched my nose and walked to my bedroom, looking a little unsightly.

Tonight, it will be an embarrassing night, eating must be embarrassing, I hope Qi Lei will not continue to talk about emotional things in front of the child, I want to hurt Liu Qilei, she is already a poor woman, if I am doing something that makes her more sad, I am not a person, now to escape, maybe the best result, if she wants to stay with me all the time, then I will always avoid her.

The moonlight was reflected on each of our faces, and I turned my head to look at Liu Qilei, but I couldn't help but think of Qingshu, what is she doing in that villa now? Are you thinking about her as much as I do? Looking at Liu Qilei, Qingshu appeared in my mind, and Liu Qilei became Qingshu, and I gradually lost my mind, until a voice rang out.

"You must have thought of Li Qingshu, right? Treat me as Li Qingshu. ”