"I don't want to go, I don't want to sing."

Xiaoyan completely refused, but her refusal was simply ignored for me, and she was just holding her hand and preparing to leave here, a little cool Erhai, I believe it will come again.

"Why are you such a bastard? Saying I don't want to go, do you have to force others? ”

Xiaoyan was a little angry, maybe she was already angry, but I took her anger as a smile, at this moment, I just want to accompany her, if I can I am willing to give up everything, she chooses to live alone in order not to affect me, if I don't accompany her when I learn the truth, accompany her through the most difficult time, I am not a person.

Time flies quickly, five days have passed in a blink of an eye, I directly rented a sea view room in Erhai, and Xiaoyan I didn't send her back, the two of us lived together, of course I fell asleep on the ground, and she slept on the bed, these days I have been taking care of her with my heart, and she has changed a lot from the reluctance at the beginning to the helplessness and calm now.

It was another morning, I bought breakfast, and Xiaoyan was still asleep, I stood on the edge of the bed and looked at her who was asleep, and smiled faintly, because I saw a serene smile on her face.

It's just that I looked at her, and inevitably thought of Qilei, I didn't contact Qilei these days, but Qilei would text and call me, and she would greet me every day, but I was a little afraid to talk to her, after all, I was doing something that could be called a betrayal of marriage in Dali, I began to be chaotic, and I began to be entangled, I wanted to go back to Hangzhou, and Xiaoyan completely cut off all contact, but I couldn't take a step, when I saw Xiaoyan's empty eyes, I thought that Xiaoyan lived in the dark every day, Thinking that her blindness was because of me, I felt extremely uncomfortable and guilty, I couldn't go back, and I even thought about whether to go back.

Just when I was thinking in my heart, Xiaoyan who was sleeping on the bed opened her eyes, but for her, she opened her eyes and didn't open her eyes the same, it was all darkness, I couldn't understand her feelings, but it was understandable that Xiaoyan, who was suddenly blind at that time, must have been desperate, and she chose to leave me when she was desperate, just leaving a recording, and the ruthless words she said to me, all of them didn't want to drag me down.

I don't know if Xiaoyan felt that I was standing next to her, maybe I should have felt it, right?

After Xiaoyan opened her eyes, her empty eyes stayed in the void, as if she was looking at me who couldn't see me, and it seemed that she was waking herself up, and then suddenly she sat up, she was sleeping in pajamas, and then the next action was to prepare to take off her pajamas, I hurriedly turned around, and didn't speak, just waiting for her to get dressed.

Soon Xiaoyan was dressed, because I heard the sound of her shoeing on the ground, she seemed to be going to the toilet, so I turned around and followed her, but to my surprise she did not go to the toilet, but took out her mobile phone, and when I saw her take out her mobile phone, I knew what Xiaoyan was going to do, she was going to find someone to pick her up.

Seeing this, I stepped forward and snatched her mobile phone and said to her seriously: "Xiaoyan, who are you going to call?" Wouldn't it be good for me to take care of you? Is it to give a smile? ”

"Liang Jiafeng, what are you doing? Bring my phone, I'm going to call my mother. ”

Xiaoyan was startled by my sudden movements, and then said to me angrily.

"Really?"

Hearing Xiaoyan's words, I asked a little unconfidently.

"What are you lying to do? You bring your phone. ”

Xiaoyan still said to me angrily, and the palm of her hand was also stretched out in front of me, I looked at her, and finally handed her the phone.

And Xiaoyan took the phone and turned around to go back to the bedroom, watching her return to the bedroom with some difficulty with memory, my heart hurts, but it only hurts.

"Xiaoyan finished the phone call and had breakfast."

I whispered into my bedroom.

Soon Xiaoyan finished the call, and I also sent breakfast to the bedroom, I was going to feed her, but she didn't want to, of course, she was used to eating by herself during the period of blindness, and even used to touching unknown objects with her hands, we ate breakfast quite quietly, just when we finished breakfast, when I cleaned up the leftovers, suddenly the doorbell rang, my heart jumped, glanced at Xiaoyan, and muttered: "It should be the waiter, I'll open the door." ”

I got up and walked out of the bedroom, ready to open the door, but when I saw someone coming with a cat's eye, I was shocked, and I also knew that Xiaoyan wanted to leave me after all, and didn't want me to accompany her, she called her parents to pick her up, and when I saw Xiaoyan's parents who seemed to be a little anxious outside the door, I didn't choose to open the door, but turned around and walked towards Xiaoyan.

I opened the door, looked at Xiaoyan who had already stood up, and said with a hint of helplessness: "Xiaoyan, can't you give me a chance to accompany you and take care of you?" ”

"Are you going to keep me imprisoned in the inn? Will you always be by my side? Don't be funny, you go back, you still have a wife, children, parents, you spend a lot of time with me, maybe tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, you will leave, but all this is meaningless, today should be our last time together, I'm leaving. ”

Xiaoyan looked at me who couldn't see me, and said seriously, every word, every sentence was unusually solemn, she couldn't see me, but she saw through my heart, at this moment my heart was even more chaotic, as Xiaoyan said, my so-called companionship has a deadline, and this deadline is just around the corner, Xiaoyan doesn't want to be a junior, let alone drag me down, her choice is not wrong, I was wrong.

It's just that when she was walking in the dark, I reached out and grabbed her wrist tremblingly, and said to her: "I have no time limit to accompany you, I will always accompany you through the most difficult days, I don't know if my choice is wrong or right, but the only thing I know now is that I need to be by your side, I know that you don't want to leave me, I know that you still love me, your blindness has a reason for me, I want to make up for all this, I won't let you run away in despair, Xiaoyan hopes that you don't go with your parents, I want to show you the world, even if you can't see it, but you can feel it. ”

My words were well thought out, maybe there was a hint of impulse, maybe there was a hint of abnormality, but after all, they came out, and Xiaoyan also looked at me with a vacant look, this is a habitual action, and her look let me know what she was thinking.

"I know I'm married now, I'll make it clear to Qilei, I believe she can understand, if I leave Dali, it will hurt you, if I leave Hangzhou, it will hurt Qilei, maybe my choice will hurt someone, right? But I have to choose, you can take this as pity, as this is a compensation for guilt, as if this is an unknown emotion, but I have made such a choice, I just hope that you will not continue to escape, if your blindness is a drag on me, then I would rather be dragged down by you for the rest of my life, Xiaoyan, do you remember what you said to me at the beginning? ”

I held her hand tightly, looked at her confused and even trembling, and said seriously.

Xiaoyan was silent when she heard my words, but her body trembled, and I knew that she was touched, and I don't know if she would say that, but I would.

"Where you are, I will be there, and I will always be with you."

When I said this, tears flowed, and the whole person was in a kind of agitated emotion, Xiaoyandong's parents were still ringing the doorbell, and I was after the words fell, I saw the tears flowing from Xiaoyan's empty research, and the hot tears were in my mouth, and I hugged her tightly and hugged her tightly.

Maybe I'm not a good man, but a jerk, right? I have been hurt and hurt in my life, I have been happy, I have been painful, I have been painful, I have been angry, I have been excited, but these may be the meaning of life, right?

The ringing of the doorbell throbbed my heart, Xiaoyan did not struggle, I was hugged tightly, I heard her crying, I felt her difficult emotions, maybe pain, maybe excited.

"I'm not worthy of you, I'm not worthy of you."

However, in a moment, Xiaoyan made a move, broke free from my embrace, and spoke emotionally, she was extremely loud, her emotions collapsed a little, my words touched her pain, my words aroused her extravagant expectations, and all I could give her at this time was a hug, and I hugged her again.

"Xiaoyan, you are not unworthy of me, what you said to me before, I will return it to you now, where you are, I will be there, I will always be with you."

I said so-called good words, but also sincere words, I am going to hurt Qilei, I want to be by Xiaoyandong's side and protect her.

"Don't, don't, you go back, you go with your wife, you let go of me, I'm going to open the door to my parents."

However, Xiaoyan was still struggling, still shouting, she burst out of her subconscious power and pushed me away, stumbling towards the door.

However, as I hurried to catch up with her, I saw the crowd of intruders, the security guards, the staff, and Xiaoyan's parents.

I was shocked and helpless to see such a scene, but Xiaoyandong's parents were not much surprised to see me, maybe Xiaoyan had already informed her parents of my news.

"Xiaoyan."

Xiaoyan's mother shouted Xiaoyan with concern, but Xiaoyan's father looked at me strangely, I didn't know what to say at this time, after all, there were still some outsiders, and at this time Xiaoyan threw herself into Xiaoyan's mother's arms, like a tortured child, crying in her mother's arms.

Xiaoyan's father let the others leave the room, and now there are only four of us left in the room, Xiaoyan's mother hugged Xiaoyan and cried together, and Xiaoyan's father walked in front of me, and I finally spoke: "Uncle." ”