515.Chapter 514 The situation is very good

Tonight is a lunar festival, and throughout the night, my phone is ringing non-stop, and a lot of things with the same blessings fly to my phone again and again. Copy URL visit wรจn%77%77%77%2e%76%6f%64%74%77%2e%63%6f%6d

'Refresh yesterday's troubles, download today's happiness, log in to the healthy platform, enter a happy smile, and click on a beautiful life. 'It's a witch.

It's not that I didn't plan to send a text message to the witch, but I felt that those text messages that were forwarded and forwarded were not creative at all, and they were not sincere at all, so when I was imagining how to write a text message to the witch, she was one step ahead of me.

Indescribable excitement.

I'm wondering if the witch's text message was sent in a group.,The content of this text message is the first time I've seen it.,Although it's not necessarily written by the witch herself.,But at least she picked it up, right? In the end, I wonder if the witch's choice of such a text message is also alluding to something?

Anyway, receiving her blessing was even happier than being promoted by three levels and picking up a million.

Holding the phone, my hands are a little shaky, how do I reply?

Sincere thanks? Or do you also use analogous sentences to make a counterpoint to these blessings?

Looked and looked,

Looked and watched,

Look and see,

It's really like the mood when I was young and frivolous and went to school flowers.

The only Korean drama that can be named, and the essence of it that I can take from here is probably these names, right? However, the stringing of these names can really reflect the feeling of holding my phone at this time.

I know that the witch loves me, and really does.

Maybe it's because in this large pile of words, my description of her cuteness is not detailed and vivid enough, or maybe everyone who reads the story looks at my Xu Fei'er with a pair of colored glasses, but I believe that the witch really loves me.

Because of her true feelings, she will entrust her future to me, what kind of woman she is, a strange person. This is not child's play.

I messaged back, but she ignored me.

One weekend, from early in the morning, there were all kinds of Valentine's Day on the radio, reminding the boys and girls, and even the host on the airwaves was still teasing 'Don't be cheap that kid', which is quite incitement to the girls.

After returning from a weekend trip with the company, I returned to the hotel, which is the highest floor of the building, which is cool in winter and warm in summer, but has a great view and a quiet environment.

Outside the window, the weather was overcast and some fog was gathering inside the city.

On Saturday, I didn't know what I was supposed to do, and after a long period of hectic and tangled struggle, I began to gradually calm down, being alone every day, only turning on one light.

That loneliness has learned to enjoy itself.

With a coat in hand, I wanted to walk around the streets, and the loneliness of the late summer was also a pleasure on a special festival when the cold wind was blowing.

The flower shop is diagonally opposite the neighborhood, where a large pile of roses and a large number of people gather, coming and going.

On this side of the road is the breakfast shop, and I found a seat by the window, in fact, it is just to be able to feel the Tanabata that only belongs to others to the greatest extent.

I hadn't heard from the witch for a long time, for I had followed her hopes and not bothered her, and though I missed her so much, I used to spend the night staring at her black-and-white avatar until dawn.

However, they cannot be touched.

And her voice, it was on a certain phone call from her, after she accidentally touched the recording button on the phone, she silently stored it in the mobile phone.

I've heard it over and over again, and every time I'm immersed in the joy of being with her and don't want to leave. I don't want to do anything, the witch's naughtiness and cuteness are frozen in that short ten minutes, there are comments on our past, there is yearning for our future, and there are also our understanding and memory of the details between each other.

There is also a photo of her, Lin Huaxi picked up.

I set her picture on my phone desktop, and every time my phone lights up, I see the witch's amazing face.

I still remember the first time I sent flowers, I bought a large bouquet of purple and red flowers, although she didn't ask for it, I gave it to two girls passing by.

But today, the front of the flower shop is full of red roses.

In retrospect, it seems that I didn't even give a bunch of red roses symbolizing love to the witch.

I can't help but feel a little guilty and self-blame.

Indeed, it is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and a way for a woman that is vulgar and romantic, but absolutely effective.

But she won't take it, and if she will, then she won't be so resolute.

She has already said to me that since you don't agree to the real divorce, we have to separate, at least for a year, let us both calm down, and you can decide after a year, if you figure it out during the year, we will be separated at any time, and we don't have to stick to it anymore. Actually, that's giving me a chance, but that's it. She needs time to settle down, and it's time to test me. But. Lin Batian has already begun to introduce objects to Lin Xi, they are all rich and noble sluts, not comparable to my generation, among them, there is no shortage of talented and good-looking mature handsome guys, in short, I am very entangled, tangled so that the egg hurts, do you know what it means to have an egg pain?

These are the last things the witch said to look me in the eye for the sake of our future until now. So, I didn't go buy that bouquet of roses.

Back upstairs, I downloaded a picture of a pink rose from the internet, edited an MMS, and sent it to the witch's phone.

'Happy Valentine's Day. Finally, a simple blessing.

Instead of choosing red roses, pink roses were used. โ€ฆ

Maybe it's going to rain.

I moved my notebook to the balcony, where I didn't have the floor-to-ceiling windows of a big house, or the greenery of the plaza outside, but the gloomy and foggy concrete building gave me a good mood and set it off.

Waiting for her reply was obviously a luxury, and of course she didn't reply, even though I picked up my phone countless times in between keystrokes and looked at it.

When a person calms down and returns himself to that situation, time will pass very quickly, and before I know it, there are more than 10,000 words on the screen, and during this period, the sun has not appeared, it seems to be deliberately taking care of my mood, and also deliberately creating the situation I want.

The room was silent, and there was no sound except for the sound of the keyboard.

Put yourself quietly and deeply back into the joy and excitement of meeting the witch for the first time, as if returning to the original, but, when I stopped tapping and went to touch the cigarette case in a habitual way, I guessed that the reality and memories were so close that I was a little reluctant to stop, and I was reluctant to get out of the memory.

I once said to the witch that if I could turn back time, I would be willing to exchange twenty years of yang life for being with the witch, although this is like a fool's dream, but this is not to please her sweet words, but I really want to pray to the heavens.

Since the phone does not reply, it is obvious that it is more rational from the online chat. Open QQ, the witch's avatar is still black and white, and there is no sign of being online.

It's another number we used to share that has changed positions.

Of course, the avatar is also black and white, but it is no longer the original name, it has become her avatar and her name, and she stays there quietly.

For a long time, I didn't deliberately pay attention to this number, I always thought it was just a number that we could use for each other, and we didn't use her name from the beginning of the application to the end of our application.

But at this moment, I really saw the familiar avatar and the name that has been engraved in my heart for a long time, Lin Xi.

It was already completely dark, and a light rain began to fall outside the window.

Turning the chair, I handed my upper body to the windowsill.

It was a little cold, because I opened the window, and wanted the rain from the endless darkness to fall gently on me, although I didn't hope that those small droplets would cause any ripples, but that the deep and endless night sky could feel my urgency. In this southern city, there is so much rain, it is annoyingly much.

I wasn't hungry at all, but I hadn't eaten for a day, and I smoked so much that I could smell the choking smell of smoke when I breathed.

Remember that there is still wine in the room, and drinking some wine at this time can not only warm up, but also make yourself more comfortable with this rare situation.

A sip of wine, a puff of cigarette, a piece of text;

Reminiscing, excited, and happy.

Before you know it, a bottle of liquor has become a wine bottle, and the cigarette butts in the ashtray are piled up.

Getting yourself a little drunk.

I have a kind of ** in my heart, I want to listen to the voice of the witch, and the more I suppress this **, the more I can't stop pressing her number.

I've listened to that recording so many times that I can memorize it.

In this already drunk state, these are far from satisfying me.

I know that the tacit agreement to tell Xu Fei'er that she can't bother her anymore, and she has been silently abiding by it for a while, although she can't disobey it no matter how much she wants to.

But I couldn't help it, although it was a bit far-fetched to blame drunkenness for my disobedience, but after all, I was drunk.

**At the mercy of me to press the number that is too familiar to be familiar.

The phone went on, and my hands were shaking.

Excited, very excited.

Self-blame crept up in my heart again, why did I follow that tacit agreement and not contact her, if I let go of the so-called tacit agreement, wouldn't I let the witch wait for my contact.

It's all because I'm not good, I don't know her heart too well.

The phone was still on, but no one answered and it wasn't hung up.

The final blind tone came from no answer.

Fight again, still.

After a few successions, I gave up.

Compared with the time, except for the witch deliberately not answering the phone, there seems to be no reason that can be explained.

'Witch, are you alright, I want to hear your voice, will you answer the phone?' The original excitement was like the Titanic slowly sinking to the bottom of the sea.

Is it because you are too abrupt?

'Witch, I know I'm not good, I hope you can answer my call, okay?' Again, the same request was lost.

I remember seeing from a mobile phone forum that you can make some kind of settings and then hide your mobile phone number, so I flipped through the Baidu tutorial over and over again.

It's such a long tutorial, I feel dizzy when I look at it, not to mention that my eyes are a little blurry after drinking again.

It takes a lot of mobile phone software to do it, and I haven't had the patience to tinker with these things, but now I have surprising perseverance.

I finally got it almost.,I found a phone call from a dead friend and tried it.,It's really not showing.ใ€‚

was scolded, and it was definitely not good to disturb people in the middle of the night.

Anyway, it works.

If I call again, I still won't answer.

It's almost ten o'clock, still can't you fight?

One last time, if you don't pick it up, then I really don't have a trick.

Doomed to a sleepless night of disappointment and disappointment.

The next day, with red eyes and the smell of tobacco and alcohol, he got out of bed.

The setting on the phone prompts, the car should be serviced today.

Also, I forgot what time I had the last maintenance, and I only cared about it for a while.

Gratgy driving to the service station.

As soon as he stepped into the customer lounge, the witch's text message came coldly.

'Didn't you call and text me?' Go ahead! What's the matter. There's no temperature in there, it's cold.

Despite this, my heart was beating faster, and my palms were sweating all the time.

This is a bit abrupt, and I am not prepared to meet this question of the witch at all.

The witch's words revealed not only coldness, but also some faint impatience.

Probably last night also made my text messages and phone calls toss enough, and I didn't have a good rest.

Thinking of this, a burst of heartache and self-blame suddenly rose in my heart.

But no matter what, the witch still contacted me, regardless of whether the content of the text message and the tone of the question belonged to me.

Enough is satisfied.

And when the real witch was about to ask, my original kind of what I wanted to say to her secretly hid in the shadows under the sun, and my mind was almost blank.

'Lin Xi, I want to know how you're doing. Is that possible? This is what I want to know the most, there are so many things in it, there is a lot of missing her, there is a concern for her, there is a worry about her, and there is that kind of urgency for her. In short, they are all integrated into a few Chinese characters that they think they can fully represent.

'Want to know how I'm doing?' Or is it too much curiosity? Sorry, no comment! The witch's reply was unhurried, but even colder, and didn't seem to intend to give me a ray of sunshine.

'Witch, don't get me wrong, I'm not curious, and I don't mean anything else, I hope you can live well and live happily now, it's just a greeting, but I have no malice. The witch's reply was unexpected, but it was also reasonable, but it also disrupted my thoughts, even though my heart had quickened to the point of prostration, and whatever I wanted to express in my heart was confused at this point.

I wasn't in the mood to deal with the consultants who came to sell car supplies, but I was too embarrassed to refuse, and I walked around hiding and prostrating.

If you really want my life to be better, please don't go back on your word and stop greeting me from time to time. 'The witch frost is still there.

'Witch, I only know that it's all my fault, and it's my fault that I've hurt you for so long, so I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness, I just hope to get the news of your safety and happiness, and nothing else. โ€™

The continuous coldness has made me sink into the deep sea where I can't see anything, and there is darkness everywhere, even if I have a good psychological element, I can't accept this kind of rejection, I blame myself for not understanding her psychology, but in this way, I don't know how to understand it no matter how I look at it, I can't digest it.

'Don't put gold on your face, no one is good or bad, I don't think I owe you anything, you too, so don't make me feel that I owe you too, I want to live quietly, please, please don't bother me anymore, I hope this is the last exchange, because I don't want to know anything about others, let alone tell others anything about me, I will definitely be grateful, thank you. โ€™

The long Chinese characters are combined to form the witch's reply, looking at this ruthless and cold text, it is like falling into the deep sea and being bitten by those carnivorous fish that are not yet known to mankind, and then, only a bloody skeleton slowly sinks to the deepest bottom of the sea, never to float up again.

I read it over and over again, and although I didn't believe it was the witch's beautiful finger pressed the text, it was indeed stored in front of me.

'Lin Xi, I said that this is the last true love in my life, I will not forget it, I will always remember it in the deepest part of my heart, in the end, although I am very reluctant, I also promise you, I will not bother you again, I will not ask you anything for me, but I reserve the right to give you blessings. โ€™

This is the most helpless and useless answer, and I can't think of any other words to deal with the witch's cold frost.

I don't have a story with you, okay, I won't send you a word again, and I don't want to receive half a word from you to me, today I can take the initiative to give you a text message here is not any ambiguous relationship, but out of a kind of respect for you, and more importantly, a trust, the words are all said on this, I believe you understand better than anyone else, or maintain each other's dignity, don't let the good things deteriorate, then there is really nothing to be nostalgic about! โ€™

This is the last text message the witch gave me, and I really don't have anything more to say about it, and the witch couldn't be more clear.

remembered that a few weeks ago, when Zhang Shaoyang's company opened and rushed to celebrate, he received a call from the witch.

For the sake of Xinhuang, she went to negotiate a project, maybe the process was not smooth, she may have hit a wall, so she called me.

Faintly, she expressed her hope that I could be by her side at this time, or I could help him face the embarrassment and bear the unbearable rejection together.

On the phone, she wanted me to go, but she was afraid to let me go.

Thinking is the hope in her heart.

I'm afraid it's her inner struggle.

Of course, my own hope is also urgent, although I am helping my friend, but if the witch agrees, then I will put down the one here and run to meet her, to be a strong psychological backing for her, a warm haven.

However, the witch refused, and the refusal was very clever.

I don't want to let myself down, I don't want to worry about myself.

Although a few months have passed, her usual mantra and familiar voice still linger in my ears until now, how can I accept and face her coldness now?

If two people are judged.

She's already more miserable than me, can I blame her?

Extreme chagrin.

This is a wound, the deepest part of the heart.

There has been no healing until now.

Perhaps, many would say, time is the best medicine.

Perhaps, some people will say that you don't want to heal.

I don't deny that forgetting jรฌ is indeed the easiest way to do it.

The reform of Zhenhe is a big good, not a small good, but a big good, and the whole shape is better than ever. In a few months, the whole shape will get better and better!