500. Chapter 499

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Inside the turnstiles, the hotel is decorated in gold, with warm lights shining on it.

This is the hotel we chose for our dinner. She said she loved the stuff and wanted me to feel it too.

The orderer slowly followed behind us, introducing the dishes that caught our eyes from time to time.

He Ke is very familiar with ordering a few things, which are basically the characteristics of this hotel. The seat we chose, behind a curtain of crystal beads, has a low sofa that creates a comfortable posture that you don't have to sit in.

"I often come here to eat" He Ke seemed very satisfied with the place she chose.

"Really?" I took a sip of my tea and turned my eyes to her.

"Aren't you a good drinker? Come on a white bottle, right? She said wickedly.

"Shall we drink together?" I asked rhetorically.

"I won't drink with you! I drink watermelon juice! ”

"Then I won't drink it anymore, it's boring to drink it myself? Then drink beer! You can have a drink with me, too. "I'm going back to the serious eight hundred.

"I drink watermelon juice!" She insisted.

"Just have a drink!"

"That. , I'll take a sip, you take a drink! "She's naughty and mischievous.

"Are you sincere about getting me drunk?" I smiled wryly. "That's fine, you're going to get me drunk, I'll obey you! And I promise you one condition! Any condition you can think of! In the same way, if you can't get drunk with me, you promise me one condition! ”

"Humph!" She was dismissive.

I smiled faintly.

The business of this hotel is good, the car is parked in front of the door, and I watched the waiters turn the tables one by one, but the speed of serving is not slow.

She takes a sip, I have a cup.

We're slowly fulfilling the rules we've just made.

"I'm not drinking, am I?" He Ke took a sip, "Beer is not as delicious as watermelon juice!" I can't swallow it anymore! ”

"That's not going to work!" My eyes widened, and my voice was an octave higher.

"You remember the rules. You're going to throw in the towel, but you have to make me a request, huh? I lowered my voice again and put on a wicked face. No matter what the requirements! ”

"Then you say, what a request!" She is righteous and awe-inspiring, and she looks like she wants to go to the execution ground.

"Don't say it!" I looked up at the ceiling.

"Say it! You don't say I'm repentant! "She intimidated and threatened.

"Don't say it!" I'm still looking at the ceiling, humming a ditty on purpose.

She stared at me, as if she was looking for something crooked.

"Then you change the white!" She saw that my intimidation didn't work, and started playing tricks again.

"It's not good!" I quickly moved my gaze from the ceiling to her face. "You're a fool! If you cheat, you lose! Hum Hum Hum! "I continued to look at the ceiling.

"Oops! I can't swallow it anymore! "After even beating and scaring didn't work, the ability to be coquettish moved out again." I don't drink anymore! The chirping voice dragged on for a long time.

"And you're throwing in the towel?" I chased after it.

"Then I'll take another sip!" She just doesn't say admit defeat, this guy is the hell.

After all, the rain did not fall, but secretly carried away the gray clouds. Under the orange street lamp, the figures of the two of us gradually changed from long to short, and then gradually from short to long, so slowly alternating under the street lamps one by one.

He Ke put her hand in my trouser pocket, and she said she liked to walk like that. My hand gently wrapped around her, savoring the happiness.

"If I say height, we're a perfect match!" Talking about the height of the two of us, she said suddenly. "What do you say? Are you ten centimeters taller than me? ”

"Of course!" I can't deny it.

"If we were together, people would definitely say, "Oh, how well do you think the two of you are compatible?" She thought in reverie.

Many times, it is difficult to understand He Ke's thinking logic, no matter what happens, most of the times when she is in a good mood will always be fun or not fun to concept, giving people the feeling of being like those ignorant girls after the 80s, maybe this is her cuteness, but really in dealing with people, I also have to admire He Ke is still more sophisticated, not only considered in place, but also can make some pleasant reactions in a timely manner, feeling at least stronger than me.

A few streets of the road fell behind us in our nonsense.

I went to the hotel I opened, she looked at my clothes very strangely, and asked me why, I only said that the witch was not at home anyway, she was in the office for a long time, and our company was busy, so it was better to go to this place closer to the company. She smiled.

She didn't allow me to turn on the roof light, so I had to turn on the bathroom light, through the layer of translucent frosted paper on the bathroom glass, the warm and soft light was somewhat evenly emanated, and it was spread warmly and casually on the bed surface of Nuoda.

"Shall I sleep here tonight?" She seemed to be asking herself, and she was asking me.

"Are you still leaving?"

"You take off your clothes and go to bed and wait for me, okay?" It seems to be her helpless warmth, and it seems to be her deliberate hint that gives me infinite reverie.

"Alright then!" I have no reason to disagree.

In the bathroom, she locked the door, perhaps for fear that I would break in. After a while, she didn't understand the switch of the shower, so she had to ask me for help.

The lock was opened, and she covered herself with a bath towel. As a sign of respect for her, I didn't deliberately keep my eyes on her body, but silently adjusted the temperature of the water. I turned off the ceiling light in the bathroom, leaving only the mirror light on alone.

She didn't understand what I meant, and waited quietly for me to leave the bathroom. I approached her and gently took her in my arms. She didn't refuse my kiss. Gently remove the towel she held to her chest. For the first time, she showed herself in front of me in its entirety.

Perhaps, she was still a little embarrassed and shy and didn't know what I was going to do. I kissed her with my own kiss and unscrewed the shower.

Gently hug her on c.

In the dim light, she stared at me with wide eyes, as if she didn't believe the man she was up against.

In her eyes, I read a hint of fear, a hint of expectation, and a hint of trust. Perhaps, she wants to give it to me, but she is afraid to give it to me, and even afraid that she will regret giving it to me.

We kissed passionately, I thought of her as her, and the thoughts, fantasies, expectations and worries of the years melted into our passionate kiss.

"I'm a little scared!" Her voice trembled a little.

"I know." I stopped sanely.

Her eyes seemed to read my heart, too.

After a few seconds, long eyelashes covered her eyes full of worry. I hugged her tightly, and she hugged me tightly.

"Am I lying to me? Will we have a relationship? She asked a little silly, a little helpless, but it was something she wanted to know from the bottom of her heart. Because if she takes this step, she will never be able to claim to be pure in front of others, although she loves me the most, not someone else, but in her heart she has completely turned herself into a tainted woman and will never return to purity.

"No, because I don't want to!" I hugged her tighter because I wanted her to feel that it was coming from my heart and not an irresponsible lie to be able to get on with her. She closed her eyes and kissed me. She really decided to give.

It stands to reason that any man facing such a situation does not have to think about anything else, because he has no heart to think about it at all.

But at this time, I was under a lot of psychological pressure.

I like her, and she does love me. But I am someone else's husband, and I have to admit that I am a little scared, a little inexplicably afraid. I always felt that the locked door would be kicked open, and although she was ready to surrender herself completely, my heart ran through my ears into the hallway outside the door, and even the slightest sound would make my heart beat.

I've never been weak, but I can't do it at this moment.

He Ke looked at me a little strangely.

Of course, I felt embarrassed myself.

I don't want to give up, but I can't do anything about it.

"Let's take a break!" She's helping me.

I didn't want to face her eyes anymore, so I simply fell to the side, taking the opportunity to avoid her gaze by taking the opportunity to catch my breath.

She turned around and hugged me from behind, without speaking.

She lay down gently and slowly fell asleep.

I smiled, grabbed the beautifully wrapped ring, and went out. When I went to Emperor Xin, the lights were still on in the witch's office, so I gave the security guard a little money and asked him to help send the ring up, and help me pass a word, saying that I was waiting for Mr. Lin here. He went up, and ten minutes later, he came down and brought the ring box back to me: "Mr. Lin said don't disturb her work. ”

I took the ring box and sent a text message to the witch: I'll wait for you downstairs.

I sat on the steps of the security booth, smoking cigarette after cigarette. At two o'clock in the morning, the lights in her office were turned off, and I was full of joy that she would come down, but I didn't expect to wait until more than five o'clock in the morning, it rained, and she still didn't come down, I stiffened all over, stood up, went back to the car, and went back to the hotel.

I walked over to the window and gently opened a gap.

On the street, the sanitation workers have already begun to work, a red dot in the distance slowly squirms under the flashing yellow traffic lights, the occasional car drives quickly past them, and the neon signs of several hotels in the distance also show the fatigue of a night's work. The windowsill was slightly wet, and scattered raindrops were falling inadvertently.

Reaching for my shirt and draping it over my body, I leaned half out of the window. Take a sharp breath, and the cigarette butt will shine through the air flow of the spit. There was no wind, and the ash that had fallen after burning swirled and fell to a corner far downstairs, and the blue-gray smoke slowly rose with the faint air current, and then disappeared into the gray-black sky.

It's rare to feel the city in the morning light, without the hustle and bustle of the day, and the neon glitter of the night, it sits quietly, quiet and full of charm.

Fall in love with a city because of a person.

I don't know who knows who this sentence came from, but I really feel it. It's no longer so ordinary and no longer so strange to me.

Looking at He Ke, I thought, what are we?

Yes, I admit, it's immoral, and if something happens to us again, it might be an irreparable mistake that no one wants to see. But, at this time, the desire in my heart and the ** to break free are so strong. In the face of a person who can really walk into your heart, in the face of a person who can interpret ordinary things with you in a beautiful melody no matter what you do, and in the face of a person who can perfectly complement you to the point of seamlessness, can you not be tempted?

People are like a rough gear, character, habits, nature, lifestyle and even shortcomings constitute the different sizes of gear teeth on everyone's body, in this big society with many gears, how can you find another gear that can fit your gear teeth exactly?

Of course, people need to run in with each other, between men and women, between colleagues and friends, including husband and wife, and slowly combine their own gear teeth with each other's gear teeth. But how much time does that take? How much passion and energy fade away in the process of running-in, and when the run-in is successful, the fit is close, and the person is old.

Although I don't believe in God, or in any old age, I believe in fate. A lot of things are predestined.

When I got up, she asked me, "You didn't sleep all night last night?" What the hell is going on? ”

I said she didn't have time to pay attention to me, I was lonely. She didn't say anything and went to change her clothes. I said I was tired today and didn't want to go to work, and she said okay.

After changing her shoes, she got up and silently opened the door, and I didn't want to get up to see her off, because it felt a bit cruel to us. And when the footsteps actually sounded outside the hallway, I regretted it.

There was no longer her in the hallway. Sitting back on the sofa in extreme disappointment, my heart was really tasteless. The sound of soft footsteps in the hallway dragged me back from my chaotic thoughts.

Quietly, she stood in the doorway. Gently, she pushed the door open, as if trying to scare me.

But I found out.

"Hey, hey!" It's her classic opening line again, no matter what time it is, it can give you a relaxed, sunny and naughty and cute feeling, making it difficult to lower your feelings in front of her. "Why didn't you come out to see me off?"

"Me." I'm speechless.

"I walked to the elevator, thinking you'd catch up with me!" When he said this, he was obviously complaining.

"Don't you want to go to work!" I asked. I'll catch up.

"I'm waiting for the elevator! However, if I don't go to work, you won't deduct my salary? "Her cute expression." You won't come out to see me off! Instead, a hint of disappointment crossed her cheeks.

"I'm sorry!" I hugged her tightly, and in this way I apologized.

She looked at me affectionately, waiting for my kiss. The monitor in the corridor not far from the corner of the wall appeared in the afterglow of my eyes, and a trace of worry instantly flashed through my heart.

Her kisses were so affectionate that I didn't have time to think about them anymore. No matter, since she is not afraid, what am I afraid of? I'm too unmanly to do that. No matter how long the kiss is, it will be separated after all, and I stopped. Perhaps, she realized this thought of mine and didn't say anything more.

Silently, I sent her to the staircase and waited quietly for the elevator to arrive. In the elevator, she smiled and waved at me with a pretended ease. The golden mirrored elevator doors divide us in two spaces, leaving only my mirror image on top.

My world lacks a gentle perfection.

I quietly returned to my room.

At the door, I deliberately glanced at the monitor.

There was also her body temperature and fragrance on the bed. The bag of chocolates was still lying quietly on the side, maybe she had forgotten it, maybe she had left it for me.

The weather was still gloomy, and the rain finally fell.

Time does not turn back. I had no choice but to sigh like this. It's starting to rain again.

I drove lonely and aimlessly on the street, it was time to get off work, there were more cars on the road, I was moving slowly on the crowded road, and I didn't know where to go. Before I knew it, I was in a very strange place that I had never been to before.

In a tavern. I asked for a bottle of liquor and only ordered two dishes. Maybe it's more remote, there aren't many customers in the tavern, and the chef comes out to sit at the table next to me and watch TV after cooking the food.

I'm pouring myself a drink. On the TV in the corner, a film of reasoning and solving a case is being broadcast, and it looks like the murder of an extramarital affair director.

When I drank stuffy wine alone, I felt that the liquor at this time was really like boiled water, and I swallowed it in a big gulp. The chef and the hostess looked at me strangely, and the waiter was whispering, as if they were a little strange about what I was doing, and I didn't bother to say anything to them, so I drank on my own.

It is said that it is easy to get drunk when I am worried, but the more I drink, the more sober I become. In this glass of clear liquid, I wanted to find a solution to the problem, in fact, I knew that it was impossible, but at this time, I wanted to get drunk.

The rain outside the door didn't seem to stop, it was just falling so lightly, maybe God deliberately matched my mood. I thought, I thought, I thought about it.

I didn't finish the two bottles of liquor. I couldn't swallow it anymore, I just wanted to cry. But I can't cry here, my heart is uncomfortable, and my stomach is uncomfortable.

I want to call Lin Xi, but what do I say? This kind of plot that only appears in TV dramas and novels happened to me.

Yes, the ending of the TV series is basically to unite with the person you love despite the opposition of a qiē, and then there will be a good future, just like the fairy tale: they live happily ever after. But this is the reality, I want to separate from my wife, to be a heartless Chen Shimei, I want to live up to my parents' expectations of me, let others poke their backbones, I want to surprise my leaders, colleagues and friends, become a topic of conversation after dinner, I want to give up the happiness I have worked so hard to earn with the witch.

I love her deeply, I love Lin Xi who I finally found and can fit my heart perfectly, how many years of relationship, I don't want to give up, if I give up, I will never have a chance. But what should I do?

The rain stopped, the road was waterlogged, and occasionally a few cars hurried by. There was already a lot of fog on the glass inside the car, and I couldn't see the outside, like a cage that isolated me from this world.

Be quiet. I was in this closed world, and the lights were already on outside the car window, and I wiped the fog from the car window, revealing a clear warmth.

I drove to a nearby plaza and walked slowly and aimlessly. I want to sober myself up. But how is it possible to be sober?

I've drunk so much wine, maybe a little fast, and now it's only getting stronger. Before I knew it, I arrived at a KTV, and I staggered in.

It may be that the waiter inside has seen too many drunk people, and he is not surprised at all.

"How many gentlemen?" A face with a thick foundation.

"One!" I didn't bother to look up.

"One?" The thick foundation face was somewhat surprised.

"I'm sorry sir, we don't have a san accompanist here."

"I don't want to sing with the young lady, I'll just sing it myself!"

"Oh, okay."

I staggered inside.

"Another lovelorn! Drunk like a bear! The thick foundation face behind him didn't mumble loudly from the front desk.

But I heard it and was not happy.

"Do you believe it or not if you talk nonsense, I'm going to smash your shop?" I scolded loudly.

The thick foundation face was scared, and he hid back and shouted sorry.

"!"

Sing.

I howled for a long time, which can be regarded as a kind of venting.

His voice was hoarse.

Sitting quietly on the sofa, watching the lyrics of "Later" on the big screen turn from white to blue sentence by sentence.

Saori's text message came.

I sued her that I was singing, and I was singing alone. She didn't believe it, of course she didn't. Because it was a bit funny to her that something like this happened to me.

Unbelief?

That's easy to do.

The phone is on, I'll sing you.

"Go back early and rest, it's late!" Saori couldn't bear to persuade me.

"I want to marry you!" I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

"Really?" She was a little unconvinced, and there was a bit of ridicule in her tone.

"Marry me!" No matter.

"And what about your wife?"

"I don't know."

"You can rest first! I'll talk about it tomorrow, you've drunk too much! ”

I wanted to say, but she hung up the phone.

Hit again,

No,

Also fighting,

Not yet.

Forget it, don't fight, maybe she's angry.

I don't want her to be angry.

Swinging the car to the hotel.

I have a strange trait, I usually don't drink and park more casually, crookedly. After getting drunk, I woke up the next morning and saw that the car was parked more than my mother. I suspect it wasn't me who parked the car.

Back at the hotel, it was past 10 o'clock, maybe my parents hadn't slept yet. I dialed the phone.

"Mom, you didn't sleep, did you?"

"I just went to bed, what's wrong with it so late?"

"I told you not to be angry!"

"What's the matter, you're arguing again!" I could hear my mother's worries. "What's the matter?"

"No, no quarrel!"

"What's wrong with that?"

"I said don't be angry." I'm determined. "I'm divorced!"

"Divorce?" On the phone, I could hear my mother suddenly sitting up from the bed.

"Divorce!" I tried to stay as calm as I could.

"What the hell is wrong with you, kid? Drink like a fish? ”

"It's drinking, but not much!" I must admit.

"Why? Did there be a fight or something else? Could it be that what has her family done again? ”

"It's not." I'm still going to be calm, but I'm a little nervous.

"Where are you?"

"I'm at home!" I lied.

"What the hell is going on?" Mom asked anxiously.

"I don't think I'm bored living with her!" I am reluctant to reason.

"Then you're divorced?"

"I feel tired." I wanted to narrate slowly, but was interrupted by my anxious mother.

"Then you can't say that you can leave, Lin Xi is not sorry for you, you can't be like this? We've never had such a person in our family for so many years, so you can't make this example. ”

"I'm telling you." I emboldened it a bit. "I don't want to leave, but I can't stop her!"

"You bastard!" Mom was angry. "And what else are you calling? Yes? I think you are! ”

My mother has a slight heart attack and high blood pressure, and I regret what I said just now.

The rest of my mother's words were listened to by me with my phone on my lap, and I didn't dare to interrupt her or interject. I'm afraid that she will have three long and two short when she is in a hurry. But I can guess what she said, and I don't want to hear it......

I know my mom must be having insomnia tonight, but I'm going to let her know sooner or later. I'm sorry Mom and Dad.