The phone is turned off, and my heart wants to be blocked, but it is not controlled at all, just now for Qilei's words, every word is stabbing my heart, I am telling myself that I am a bastard, a bastard who has done all the bad things.

The night was still as dark as ever, but the darkness seemed to crush me, and I was about to lose my breath, and I felt that I had made a wrong decision, a decision that I might regret and would regret.

I finally turned on my phone and dialed my revolutionary dad.

"Hey, Mengmeng, when are you coming back? It's almost the New Year, why haven't you come back yet? ”

The revolutionary father said to me when he answered the phone, full of doubts, but when I heard the words of the revolutionary father, I didn't know what to say for a while.

"Hey, why don't you speak? Is something wrong? ”

The revolutionary father said quickly and solemnly, with a heavy eagerness.

"No, nothing happened, I'll be back soon."

I replied quickly.

"Oh, when will you be back? During this time, Qilei has been taking care of Tom, and also taking care of our old couple by the way, if you don't work, just go home quickly, it's almost the New Year, how good it would be for the family to stay together. ”

The revolutionary father reminded solemnly.

"Yes, come back soon, Tom's little guy obviously misses you, he talks about you every day, and Qilei misses you very much."

As soon as the words of the revolutionary father fell, the words of the matchmaker and the mother resounded, and listening to their words, I could only stop talking.

"Well, I'll go back as soon as possible, let's hang up first."

I hung up the phone at the same time as I spoke, I was going to explain to them, but in the end I couldn't explain, hung up the phone and put the phone in my pocket, and then started a walk aimlessly, for me every time I make a decision is torture for me, of course I also deserve it, everything has cause and effect.

The stars are still twinkling, lighting up the boundless sky, the moon is getting rounder and rounder, gently reflecting the world, making Erhai Lake become sacred, and also lighting up the way forward for me, my whole person is in a strange state, as if my current self is no longer myself, and my soul does not belong to me.

I walked and walked, left Erhai Lake, and stepped on an asphalt road, whenever I was upset, I would walk alone, whether it was windy or rainy, or snow lit up the starry sky, which may have developed a habit for me.

The weather was very cold, so cold that I was numb, but I still continued to walk aimlessly, as if there was no end to my road, my mind, my heart was all about her, she who was deeply hurt by me, in fact, I wanted to call her with love, to see how she was doing, but I didn't have the courage, and finally I dialed the phone of the revolutionary father.

"Dad, how is Qilei?"

After the revolutionary father answered the phone, I said straight to the point.

"It's good, she just sent Tom over."

The revolutionary father replied.

"You kid, ask yourself if your wife is okay, what about me? Ask yourself to go with your wife. ”

As soon as the words of the revolutionary father fell, he quickly said to me seriously.

"Well, I'll call her, you guys go to bed early, good night."

I quickly finished speaking, and hung up the phone, this time the call was just a full minute, it was just a speed, but I just hung up the phone, and was about to put the phone in my pocket, but the phone rang suddenly.

I looked at my phone and found that it was Qilei's phone, she must have been calling me just now, but I was turned off, I looked at the caller ID, thinking hard, but I couldn't slide the instructions to get through.

My tears fell on my phone, and I finally got through with difficulty, but I didn't speak, and fell silent.

"Liang Jiafeng, where are you now?"

Qilei asked me directly and loudly, her voice was a little choked, I knew she must be crying, crying sadly, but when she went to Tom, she pretended to be fine, it was really too unfair for Qilei.

"Qilei, don't think about coming to me, I've already made a decision, I can't be with you for various reasons, I'm sorry, you just scold, I'm just a bastard."

I said very solemnly, but my tone was trembling.

"What is the reason? What reason do you tell me? ”

Qilei still asked me loudly, she couldn't keep her calm now, the so-called loud voice had become an angry roar, and it was really an unspeakable torture for me.

"I can't tell you, it's useless to tell you, my decision won't change, I'll go back in a few days, I'll go back for the New Year, let's divorce before the New Year."

I still pretended to be cold and said, I was extremely indifferent now, as if Qilei had hurt me.

"You must have something unspeakable, you tell me, let's face it together, okay? Tell me what the hell is going on, okay? ”

Qilei said loudly but also with a pleading.

My heart hurts, and it hurts beyond words.

"It's nothing, Qilei I can only say I'm sorry to you."

I said helplessly.

"Is it enough to say sorry? Is there anything we can't face together? Liang Jiafeng, do you really want to do this to me? Didn't our time together really make you fall in love with me? Is that little love you have for me just a luxury? ”

Qilei cried bitterly, the words were accompanied by pain, and she spoke intermittently, every word made me feel trembling, my heart was telling me that I shouldn't do this, but the other heart was also telling me that you had to do it, and there were two hearts in my body.

It was because of these two hearts that I was in an unspeakable chaos.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

However, I can only say such words now, and keep saying sorry to Qilei.

"I don't want to listen to your excuses, Liang Jiafeng, if you have a trace of guilt about me, just tell me what's wrong? You suddenly want to divorce me as soon as you go to Dali? What the hell is going on? Or did you meet someone? ”

"Things? Person? Did you meet Wang Xiaoyan? Do you want to rekindle your old relationship with Wang Xiaoyan? ”

Qilei kept talking, accompanied by choking, accompanied by heartache, all her emotions were vented at this moment.

Hearing Qilei's guess, I was stunned, Qilei actually guessed, and it was because I was momentarily sluggish and didn't answer immediately, Qilei had an idea and a decision.

"I see, I said why did you suddenly want to divorce me, it turned out that you met her, okay, I'll fly to Dali now, I want to see how she made you choose to divorce me."

Qilei couldn't stay calm anymore, and once she had an idea, she made a good decision.

"Qilei is not, don't think about it, don't come, I'll go back immediately."

I hurriedly spoke to her, my tone full of eagerness.

"I told you not to come back, or I'll tell my parents right now and wait for me."

Qilei threatened me, and then quickly hung up the phone, hearing the blind sound from the phone, I was even more confused, my heart seemed to stop at this moment, the wind blew more fiercely, the stars still flashed their eyes, and I sighed heavily, I knew that Qilei would definitely come, but I couldn't go back, I couldn't imagine what would happen when Qilei came to Dali? What about the emotions between us? Now that Xiaoyan is sad and happy enough, do I still want to bring such a trouble to her?

I put my phone in my pocket, I didn't choose to call Qilei, but just sat on the side of the road, sat on the cold ground, let my mind calm down quickly, don't continue to mess up, I need to solve the matter in front of me, Qilei, Xiaoyan, how should I face it? If they met, if Qilei lost her cool, what would she do? I don't know what kind of words to say, I'm even afraid of such moments.

Qilei will definitely be able to come tomorrow, and she will come to me, I must not take her to Xiaoyan, so let her vent all her anger on me.

I went back to the sea view room, but I didn't fall asleep, I sat on the edge of the bed, just in time to see the vast night sky, imagining the scene and picture of tomorrow, I kept imagining, it just kept going on like this, and finally I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I felt a pain all over my body, I knew I had a cold, I had a hard time getting up, and then the phone rang, and I knew who it was without looking, and I answered the phone.

"Where are you now? I've arrived in Dali. ”

Qilei asked me eagerly, I couldn't hear her anger, and I didn't choke anymore, just a kind of impatience, she couldn't wait to see me.

"I'll pick you up."

My voice was a little hoarse, and I said with difficulty.

"No need, just tell me the address."

Qilei refused.

"Okay, I'm in Erhai, you come to Erhai."

I replied helplessly, and as soon as my words fell, Qilei hung up the phone, and after she hung up the phone, I just stood up, and then slowly got out of bed, ready to wash, and then went out to pick her up, waiting for her to abuse me, even if she slapped me a few times, it was normal.

I quickly washed the gift, and then I was ready to go out, I walked on the shore of Erhai Lake, I knew that Qilei would go directly to Erhai when she came to Erhai Lake, and I believed that she would.

I stood on the shore of Erhai Lake, feeling the beauty of the early morning, the sun at this time was not so warm, and even a little cold, but I was standing on the shore of Erhai Lake and shaky, as if I would fall to the ground in a moment.

In this way, I stood on the shore of Erhai Lake for more than ten minutes, and suddenly someone hugged me from behind, and I knew that she was coming, and at this time I did not speak, but showed a bitter smile on my face.