Changming Fanwai is love or obsession (4)

That night, he heard someone knock on the door, and when he opened it, he saw that it was the girl who had glanced at her in a hurry during the day, and she took off her toad glasses, revealing the face that made him think about it.

He had imagined how she would react when she learned about him and Linlin, but her reaction was not at all what he expected, no crying, no anger, she looked at his wolf bèi with a cold and mocking gaze, leaving him unremarkable, like a funny clown.

Her actions surprised him even more, it turned out that she wanted to push him into a more awkward position, he didn't stop her, or he didn't have the heart to stop her, he thought, is there him in her heart, even if she encounters such a thing, she can still calm down so much, he even began to dislike her sanity.

Fortunately, she did not disappoint him completely, he saw the panic and uneasiness hidden under her calm, as well as the confusion and despair in her eyes, when she left, it seemed to be a desert and fled, he put on the clothes he had bought and chased out, but saw her squatting on the side of the road crying like a child.

He wanted to go out, he wanted to hug her and tell her that he missed her very much, but he didn't dare, or he couldn't, she cried, maybe it would be fine, she would forget him, she would start another life without him, even if he died, she would live well. If he sued her, it would only make her more sad.

He looked at her quietly through the glass of the hotel, they were so close, but he didn't dare to take a step closer, the end of the world was close at hand, the end of the world was close at hand, and it was said that the will of God made people, it turned out that the will of God could fool people to this point. There is no way to advance, and there is no way to retreat.

She did start a new life, but it was not the life he imagined, the speeding truck knocked her away, the lightning and thunder outside the window, he rushed out of the hotel like crazy, only to see her eyes closed, on her face, I don't know if it was rain or tears.

She finally left him, and the already bleak world was now completely discolored, and he closed himself off. Hiding in the room all day long to get drunk, her ashes have been kept by his side, and she died. He didn't live long either, and this time, she was finally able to stay with him.

Linlin is a person, he hasn't remembered her for a long time, she is to him. It's just a pastime, and now that the snow is back, he doesn't need her anymore.

He finally realized why she was always busy, and hung up in a hurry every time she called, she was just rushing to study, in order to end classes early, and to spend a birthday with him.

He didn't know what kind of dark place she was busy abroad, and he didn't know that in this short love. Stupid, it's him, or she.

Wanzhang Hongchen, for him, there is no love.

His ashes were all spilled into the sea, the white ashes fluttering, and he fell into the deep sea with them, he didn't know if there was really an afterlife, the cold water drowned him, his last thought. I still want to meet her in the next life.

He didn't die, and in a drowsy mood he heard a flattering female voice, "Congratulations Niangniang, it's a prince." ”

He opened his eyes in a daze. He wanted to ask who they were, but when he opened his mouth, his voice turned into a cry, and he realized that he had become a baby.

It turns out that there really is an afterlife.

He was initially confused and uneasy. Later, in the ecstasy, until he accepted it calmly, he wondered, since he was still alive, did God also think that he and she had suffered too much, and he wanted to give them a new fulfillment.

But God was never so merciful, and growing up in the palace, the kindness and kindness of his previous life disappeared little by little, and this environment finally changed him - if he hadn't changed, he would have been gone.

When he was three years old, he didn't walk very steadily, but after all, he had the memory of his previous life, and he was much smarter than other children of the same age, and he was the only prince, his father, the emperor of Nanqi, loved him very much, and even took his mother and concubine for a while. Fortunately, he also understood the truth that Mu Xiu would be destroyed by Lin Feng, so he often pretended to be ignorant, but this was how others calculated him.

That year, the concubine in the palace was pregnant, and he was still receiving the education of enlightenment, which was the age of ignorance, that day his father said that he wanted to see him, so he called him to the palace of the concubine, but he was intercepted halfway, a beauty seemed to be smiling, avoiding everyone to bring him a bowl of soup and medicine, and told him sΓΉ that "the emperor recently snubbed your mother, you gave this medicine to the concubine, and told the emperor that it was given by your mother, and the emperor must think that the queen is empathetic, and will go to your mother's harem more when the time comes, little prince, isn't this good?" ”

He pretended to be ignorant and looked up at the beauty, "Then why don't you go and deliver the medicine?" Don't you want my father to spend more time with you? ”

The beauty's face stiffened for a moment, and then she continued to smile kindly at him, "The queen and I are like sisters, and I can't bear to see her being so neglected." ”

He nodded quietly, and did hand the medicine to Concubine Shu.

It's just that the beauty's original intention was to ask him to explain that the fetal pill was given by the queen, but he didn't say it, but waited until Concubine Shu finished drinking the medicine before he looked at the emperor without saying anything.

The emperor found that his face was wrong, so he picked him up, teased him, and asked what was wrong.

He swallowed, "Erchen met a beauty on the road, she was the one who gave the medicine to Erchen, and said that Erchen would send it in the name of the queen mother, so that the father could go to see the concubine, but, but Erchen felt that this was not the queen's medicine after all, it was true, it was true that the beauty was also kind, but Erchen was uneasy. ”

The emperor immediately changed his face and ordered someone to call the imperial doctor, but Concubine Shu's child was not saved after all, and a formed female fetus was beaten, and the first human life stained on his hand was his unborn sister. The second human life is indirectly tainted by him, it is the beauty who framed his mother, and his father gave her a white silk.

He is always glad that at least he can be born safely, and as long as he pays more attention to it, nothing will happen.

He finally noticed the fruit on the table, and he usually didn't think much about it, but after the events of that day, he realized that the fruit and snacks in his room were all spherical and tasted good. And the size is increasing day by day, which is a kind of hint similar to psychology, which makes him think that spherical things are delicious, and he wants to eat them when he sees spherical things. If he is really a normal born child, sooner or later, he will choke to death by these fruits.

He thought that he had to learn to protect himself, otherwise in the future, he might be eaten by this palace without any scum. He has read the history of his previous life, although it is not the same as here, but in fact, most of the history is similar, and he has seen too much of the drama of the nine sons seizing the heir, and he must be more careful.

He gradually accepted the identity of Luochen, and Changming gradually faded away in his life, and he rarely remembered the past of his previous life (to be continued. )