The night of Erhai Lake is also charming, the white mountains are not obvious, the ripples on the lake surface are not obvious, I sit by the window, looking at the crowd playing by Erhai Lake, people who come here are happy or sad, come here is to find a dependence, non-existent dependence, and for me at this time, the firm heart has become extremely messy, when Qilei called me, I communicated with her, my heart was shaken.

There are reasons and disadvantages to any decision I make, and that's it, I just sit by the window all the time, looking at the scenery outside, swayed by my thoughts, and tormented whether it counts or not.

The night may have passed like this, and what about my determination?

Early in the morning, I got up early, bought an early and came to Xiaoyan's current place, of course Xiaoyan wouldn't tell me, it was Mr. Wang who told me.

I knocked on the door with breakfast, and soon the door opened, it was Mr. Wang who opened the door for me, and Mr. Wang saw that I did not show any surprise on his face, as if he had a premonition that I would come.

"Good morning, uncle."

"Good morning."

Mr. Wang responded with a smile on his face, but he seemed to have a bitter look on his face all the time.

"Have you had breakfast? I brought breakfast from outside. ”

I picked up the plastic bag and said to Mr. Wang.

"I didn't eat it, Xiaoyan's mother is doing it, you came just in time, let's eat together."

Mr. Wang replied.

"Is Xiaoyan up?"

"Get up, but she knows you're probably going to get emotional."

Mr. Wang reminded me.

I smiled helplessly and then walked into the room with Mr. Wang, and when I walked into the room, I saw Xiaoyan's mother who was cooking in the kitchen, and then I saw Xiaoyan sitting in the living room wearing a white headset and listening to a song, Xiaoyan was wearing cartoon home clothes, her hair was scattered at will, and the slightly soft sunlight penetrated into the home, reflected on her body, and fell on her face, at this moment she was so dusty, I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and then I heard the light cough of Mr. Wang next to me, I inevitably scratched my head in embarrassment, Walked slowly to the sofa, put breakfast on the coffee table galloping with thousands of horses, and then sat next to Xiaoyan, I didn't speak, I don't know if she sensed my arrival.

I looked at her quietly, silent, trying to reach out and gently caress her cheek, but I didn't raise my arm, I lacked courage? I couldn't keep my emotions calm, every time I saw her empty eyes, I felt very uncomfortable, if my heart could cry, then my tears were too much.

"Xiaoyan, good morning."

I just said four words simply, and these four words are extremely difficult, but the moment my words fell, Xiaoyan's body trembled for a moment, but this tremor was only for a moment, her face did not stir up too many waves, she was still as indifferent as before, I don't know if she was pretending, or is it really so? Seeing her like this, I finally trembled and said: "Xiaoyan, I know that you are still worried about affecting me, and even not confident in yourself, but you have to understand that you have not been like this all your life, you will eventually see the light, and you will see my ugly appearance again." “

I still reminded her with concern and persuaded her.

"If I could open my eyes, I don't want to see you, you go, if you still have face, you can leave."

Xiaoyan still said indifferently, her heart still has not wavered, I see it in my eyes, it hurts in my heart, her personality has changed after she is blind, if she is not blind, she is definitely not like this, I really hope that there is if, then Xiaoyan will not be like this, I will not be separated from Xiaoyan, I will not be so entangled, but there is no if in this world, if there is an if, there will be no people who die in car accidents, and there will not be so many people who die because of impulse.

"I don't have the face anymore, I don't have anything, I just want to accompany you now, Xiaoyan don't drive me away, don't be angry, okay?"

I looked at her, getting closer to her, and said tremblingly, I am very serious now, and I have never been firmer, as long as Xiaoyan promises me, I will accompany her.

"I don't want a faceless man to accompany me, are you going to go? We can't do it anymore, we can't do it from the moment I lost my sight, you give up, you have your own family, is it because of me that you abandon your family? Then you're a ruthless person. ”

Xiaoyan slowly put the headset on the sofa, and at the same time said to me very solemnly, this time she was not angry, but said to me very calmly, expressing her decision, she refused again and again, I was numb, I still want to continue to persuade her, but at this time Mr. Wang suddenly said: "Good gift, let's talk about it later, let's have breakfast first, Xiaoliang, you can stay for breakfast." ”

Mr. Wang acted as the middleman, we also stopped talking, everyone came to the dinner table, this is the first time I have eaten with Xiaoyan's family, but the mood is extremely heavy, I can't see through Xiaoyan, and I also feel dark about our future, she may not consider me accompanying her at all.

The atmosphere of eating was a little silent, everyone didn't have anything to say, Xiaoyan was eating with fritters, drinking gruel slowly, and I was looking at her, and I wasn't in the mood to eat.

"Xiaoliang, how is your travel company? Do you have any ideas for opening overseas tourist routes?"

Mr. Wang asked me suddenly.

"Uncle, the tourism company has just opened, and it has not yet been fully developed, but I am also ready to start foreign tourism."

I replied with a smile.

"Uncle, how is your company?"

I asked politely.

"It's still like that, now that I think about it, you used to stay in my company, and now you have become the CEO, life is really unpredictable, and our family can sit together for breakfast, and it's quite late."

Mr. Wang said with emotion, with a smile on his face, but the bitterness has not disappeared.

"yes, it's the first time we've eaten as a family, and it's so late."

I also said with a sigh.

"Who is the same family with you? You're really shameless, it's enough to pester me, and now you're still here to eat, I'm really speechless. ”

However, Xiaoyan, who was eating calmly, said extremely angrily.

"How can Xiaoyan speak? Xiao Liang was able to come to see you, because he has a heart, and he wants to take care of you until you recover, why can't you talk to him properly? You hurt his heart too much. ”

Aunt spoke at this time, patted Xiaoyan's wrist, and said solemnly.

"Mom, I don't need his care, I just want him to disappear from my world."

However, Xiaoyan still said indifferently, she was not ready to eat, she got up and walked to the bedroom, she was now very familiar with the room, and walked into the bedroom without any difficulty.

I looked at Xiaoyan, speechless, and my uncle and aunt were also speechless.

"Uncle and aunt, do you think I still have a chance? I really want to accompany Xiaoyan, if I continue like this, Xiaoyandong's personality will become more and more withdrawn. ”

I looked at the closed door and muttered.

"Since Xiaoyan lost her sight, her personality has changed, and we are helpless, your uncle and I have been persuading Xiaoyan every day, but it is useless, we know what she is thinking in her heart, Xiaoyan is thinking about you, we can see it, sometimes she will cry secretly in the room, but in front of us it is extremely calm, as if nothing happened."

The aunt said with a sad face, her brows furrowed tightly.

"Yes, Xiaoyan still has you in her heart, but her state of mind is still wrapped in a layer of diaphragm, maybe it will take time, right? If you have the heart, go on, and if. ”

Mr. Wang said meaningfully.

"Uncle, I will insist, I will definitely make Xiaoyan change her mind, I will let her change into the same her she used to be, let her be happy every day, and don't let her cry secretly alone."

I looked at Xiaoyan's parents and said firmly.

"Let's eat first, and then we'll talk about it after eating."

Mr. Wang smiled.

I didn't say anything more, but picked up a fritter and ate it in a big bite, thinking about how to talk to Xiaoyan for a while, now she is like a piece of gold, she is simply not afraid of fire, no matter what I say, she is a look, a word, which makes me feel a feeling of powerlessness.

Breakfast was over soon, but I didn't go to talk to Xiaoyan immediately, but communicated with Xiaoyandong's parents, and when I heard them talk about Xiaoyan's situation during this time, I am now like a make-up class.

"Uncle, do you know how to smile?"

I suddenly asked Mr. Wang, and the smile is also a person in my heart who stirs my heart.

"I know, a good guy with a smile, and he will accompany Xiaoyan from time to time, but Xiaoyan doesn't seem to be so keen on him, what's wrong?"

"No, it's nothing, I just misunderstood Xiaoyan and Smile before, but now it seems that I used to be wishful thinking."

I said helplessly, full of regret, and then sighed.

"It's already happened, it's useless to say what happened before, if you want to make up for it, it's up to you to the present."

Mr. Wang said to me with a smile.

"Yes, it's useless to say that the previous thing is useless, what I should be thinking about now is now, uncle, you can think of a way for me, what should I do to persuade Hao Xiaoyan?"

I asked Mr. Wang quite eagerly, I really don't have anything to do now, and I can be regarded as seeking medical treatment for illness.

"I can't help you, only you can help you, I'm optimistic about you, Xiaoliang, let Xiaoyan be happy."

Mr. Wang said to me loudly and with a smile, the bitterness on his face disappeared at this moment, and he was truly happy now.

And I smiled helplessly, but I also understood that this kind of thing can only be done by myself, I stood up and looked at the bedroom, although I couldn't see what Xiaoyan was doing now, but I knew that she must be preoccupied, right?