When I bought 99 roses and ran out of the flower shop, I found that it had already fallen with a heavy snowfall, and it was quite heavy, which was a sudden goose feather snow, a heavy snow with deep meaning and meaning.

Looking at the Santa Claus wallpaper pasted in various stores, looking at the endless road, I realized that there was still some distance from the supermarket, and when I wanted to get to the side of the road and quickly hail a taxi, I couldn't wait for one.

After waiting for a while, I couldn't wait, so I was ready to run wild on a snowy night, and called Li Qingshu in the car, but she didn't answer, I only know now that I want to find her as much as possible, don't have anything wrong, I feel a little bad on this snowy night.

Maybe it's because my feelings have been suppressed for too long, because I can't continue to endure Ling Chao's appearance, Li Qingshu's sudden departure, I even think it has something to do with Ling Chao, I hope I'm suspicious.

The leaden gray sky, the dark clouds have become its tulle, the goose-feather snow is falling one after another, I am running wildly on the ground where there are already traces of snow, thinking about how I should express when I meet Li Qingshu, my eyes are watching the snow fall on the houses, on the trees with forks, because of the cold weather, it can't melt at all, and this snow may be the moment when the hidden head and tail are revealed, with a 'naked' sense of exposure, every moment is stirring my heart, nervous and throbbing heart.

I ran in the cold wind for more than ten minutes, stepping on countless slightly shallow footprints, and finally the cold wind mixed with snowflakes swept me to the vicinity of RT-Mart supermarket.

And when I steadied my pace and walked towards RT-Mart with roses that had been adjusted to zero by the snow, there were happy couples snuggling all the way, wearing cute hats and gorgeous scarves, boys holding bags containing the so-called peace fruit and flowers, and most of the girls were holding a big bear taller than her, plus although it was cold and beautiful snow, the picture was particularly warm, as if the ice was just an accelerator to promote love between couples, so that they could get closer to each other and give each other the best warmth. Maybe this is the best love.

For many years, what I have longed for the most is to watch the first snow with my beloved, hug each other tightly, and look at the sky with no stars but snowflakes, how happy it is, and I think this is the best decoration of love, even the best love, but it has not been realized so far.

Along the way, looking at all kinds of men and women, the ambition that I have been hiding deep in my heart has gradually been aroused and exploded, my confession must be successful, I want to see the beautiful snow scene with Li Qingshu, and feel the first snow in Hangzhou in 2015.

Tidy up the clothes, carefully photographed the snow on the white line coat, blindly got the hair full of snowflakes, straightened his waist, and walked to RT-Mart supermarket with red and white roses, but when I walked to RT-Mart supermarket with excitement, nervousness, and joy, I saw two people standing under the street lamp.

At this moment, I felt that the sky was falling, and suddenly my legs were a little weak.

A couple under the bright street lamp, in the snow at the moment, from the night full of Lang diffuse, is kissing sweetly, I immediately stopped the pace, the rose in my arms is also sad to fall, falling on the ground that has been paved with snow, the fall of flowers, awakening my innocence, real innocence

Looking at Li Qingshu and Ling Chao's happy kiss, the so-called heart seemed to be torn apart for a moment, the pain was unspeakable, the distressing taste made my soul roll, and I had suppressed the confession for a long time, but I saw such a scene when I was running wild on a snowy night, my heart was painful, my arm was trembling non-stop, and my throat was even a little itchy "poof"

Looking at Li Qingshu who was standing under the street lamp and kissing Ling Chao not far away, I couldn't help but vomit a mouthful of blood, painful in my heart, looking down at the bright red blood stains in the snow, I covered my heart, slowly squatted down, touched the red but white roses stained with blood, and my palms were so trembling, definitely not the shivering of being frozen, but the trembling of blood pain.

My palm left the rose, touching the cold, bloodstained white snow, and I bit my lip and smiled bitterly

The snow is bleeding, maybe it's a memorial, right? For the sacrifice of love, suddenly for a moment I hated the snow so much, it couldn't be reflected on my face, how I wished it was raining at this time, so that I could see my wolf bèi appearance, after innocence, after willfulness, after self-immeasurability, the so-called cheap face.

It's really a beautiful snow, and it's even more gorgeous with the rendering of blood

Because I was still some distance from the street lamp, and I was in a dark position, the two people who were kissing affectionately did not notice my existence at all, and I, an outsider, did not disturb their happy moments, and the stirring of the tip of the 'tongue' did not stop because of me.

I squatted, grabbed only a trace of blood-stained snow with both hands, and choked up painfully after smiling, and because I saw this scene, it seemed that the snow was even heavier, maybe Hangzhou City has never had such a big snowstorm, right?

The snow of the memorial seemed to drown me who deserved it, and the snowflakes weighed on me so much.

Grabbing the snow that will pass in an instant and make my palms tremble, I can't help but look at the two who are still kissing, I feel like I'm about to suffocate, I can't stay here, I can't watch my beloved kiss with someone else's emotional kiss.

I was already sitting in the snow, I got up and walked towards the dark wall, the destination was just a corner, I could hide me, or I could not see the painful scene, but as I walked, the soles of my staggering feet slipped and fell to the ground.

Because the distance was not too far, I didn't get up, but grabbed the slightly thin snow with my palm, moved my body and climbed to the corner, leaving no footprints in the snow, but leaving marks on the slow movement of my broken body, and tear stains caused by the tearing of my palms.

Curled up quietly in the corner of the snow-dyed wall, looking up at the gray sky that made me breathless, and the snowflakes that were about to drown me in the sky, but I thought of the picture of her and him standing in the snowy night of Lang, under the light of the street lamp, forgetting to kiss.

I could no longer suppress my broken heart, cramping, trembling, hot tears finally flowed out wildly, the way to stop the tears by looking up was useless, before the real pain, any method and way can be ignored.

Just the tears that flow out will be ruthlessly frozen in an instant, frozen in this embarrassing world.

In addition to these in my mind, there is also Li Qingshu's blurry eyes, maybe I should have understood last night, and understood that everything I did was useless.

Now my love can't be expressed at all, and she won't see my so-called surprise.

Curled up in a corner full of cold and cold winds, I looked up and wept, feeling that I was too stupid, really too stupid, too stupid.