(349) The mystery of prying eyes

My eyes were fixed on Yan Shaocheng, not afraid of Yan Shaocheng's gaze at all. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

My mind is a little more stable, and I have calmed down a lot. The temperature of Yan Shaocheng's hands has always been enough to warm me and warm my whole world.

Yan Shaocheng's eyes were also looking at me extremely calmly at the moment, and his eyes were more like staring at me.

I like his gaze, I like his loving gaze. It's as if I am a treasure and I will never be abandoned.

"You're so cute." Yan Shaocheng looked at me with a smile in his eyes, but I didn't know the meaning behind his words.

Yan Shaocheng was the first person to praise me for being cute, and he was also the only one who thought I was cute.

I'm not a cute girl, I'm not short, I'm not kind, how cute is it?

But when I hear Yan Shaocheng praise me like this, I still smile. Laughing and showing his teeth, his heart is still relatively happy.

It's not because of the word "cute", but because it's "cute" as Yan Shaocheng said.

People say that bad men will distinguish between bad men and bad women, and there is no doubt that Yan Shaocheng, a bad man, is deeper than me. So he'll feel that all my bad is a little bit of a joke, so he'll call me cute. The only bad man in the world who understands me, a bad woman, is a cute bad man, and it is the sense of fun that one thing descends from one thing.

"I love you." Yan Shaocheng looked at my gaze and said these three words extremely seriously, his eyes were scrutinizing, as if he wanted to see the clearest thoughts in my heart.

Of course I wouldn't let him find out, I needed to hide my innermost thoughts.

"I love you too." I followed his words and smiled as if I could ooze honey.

"No, you don't love me." Yan Shaocheng's face became expressionless, as if only a scrutinizing gaze remained, as if I was a fish who had been sentenced to death.

Yan Shaocheng's words made me a humble person. My heart became uneasy, and my whole state began to change.

"It's late, go to bed." Yan Shaocheng got up and didn't plan to say anything to me anymore.

Yan Shaocheng walked past me, turning my calmness into unease.

Yan Shaocheng is tearing away my disguise too clearly, he knows that I don't love him, but he doesn't want me to lie to him at the moment. I don't know if it's my heart that is doing tricks, I inexplicably doubt myself, and even doubt Yan Shaocheng's deepest thoughts of this man.

My hands clenched unconsciously, and there was the residual warmth left by Yan Shaocheng in my hands. I looked up at the wedding photo, Yan Shaocheng and I might be such a gamble.

In the face of love, I have no bargaining chips. In the face of Yan Shaocheng, I am ashamed of love.

And now in this game, I can't be betrayed by everyone. I need Yan Shaocheng to stand by my side and accompany me down.

My face was solemn and I began to doubt myself. I don't know how many chips I have left to continue, and whether I can still win without Yan Shaocheng.

My hands were cold, and I picked up the coffee cup, but I panicked and the cup slipped out of my hand.

The cup shattered on the ground with a "pop", and my heart became even more flustered. Try to calm down and let your thoughts be organized.

I have to admit that the recent changes are very big, and I can't deal with the big ones, and sometimes I am also confused and don't know what to do.

In the current situation, it is impossible for me to face Yan Shaocheng in the mall, let alone Shen Muyang.

I'm upset, but I can't change it.

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Today is Shen Muyang's birthday banquet, and it is rare to have been preparing for so long, and I really want to see the host appear.

The birthday banquet that started at seven o'clock in the evening, and the host appeared here at nine o'clock in the morning at this moment, which was really a bit too much of a hospitality.

I didn't sleep very well last night, I didn't fall asleep until about 4 a.m., and now I'm even more sleepy, I drank coffee to refresh myself to hold on until now, I suspect that I must have very heavy dark circles under my makeup.

I wanted to be lazy and sleep, but Shen Muyang came. I'm really tired, I haven't figured out anything about Yan Shaocheng yet, Shen Muyang appeared, and he really didn't want me to have a good time.

I sat on the chair next to me, and my whole person was in a state of excessive exhaustion, but because I was Fang Jingxian, I never showed a boring appearance.

Shen Muyang walked straight to me, and his face always showed the demeanor of a gentleman.

For example, the striped suit double-breasted he is wearing at the moment looks extremely elegant, but it still can't hide what he has in his bones, he is arrogant and casual in his bones, and he has always lived in the light.

Fate always favors such people, and if I had been born like this, I would not have become what I am today.

I smiled politely.

Shen Muyang sat down directly in front of me, and it seemed that he didn't care what I had designed his birthday party to be.

I smiled, a polite smile. Then he took out the cufflinks he bought at the counter from his bag, but I think the cufflinks he is wearing at the moment are also very good.

"Birthday present." I laugh like an angel, but I'm not an angel.

Shen Muyang took it, opened it and smiled. Remove the cufflinks from your sleeves and put them on, which is undoubtedly a no-brainer.

I smiled and didn't plan to say anything more. Shen Muyang and I seem to have a lot to say, but I don't know what to say, to be precise, I don't know where to start.

"I love what you sent." Shen Muyang's words would be very happy if a woman who had affection for him heard it, but I'm sorry I'm not, so I don't have so many feelings to face him.

I think a woman like me, who doesn't believe in love, can fall into the whirlpool of love. It's a pity that it's the person who loves me, not the person I love. It seems that I have lost the ability to love people.

"Why don't you give an opinion on the venue?" I looked at Shen Muyang's gaze as usual, and it was no different.

Regarding Shen Muyang, I only regard him as a friend, a valuable friend.

Normally, people who want to talk to me about feelings will be close and far away, but in this case it is different. I'm already walking on thin ice, and I have to take advantage of it.

"I said so, as long as you designed it." Shen Muyang's words have a clear meaning, a man like him has a good appearance, but he is dark inside.

Shen Muyang is a spoiled child, while I am an abandoned child, and Yan Shaocheng is a bound child.

Our childhoods were different, but fate made us meet and end up like this.

I looked at Shen Muyang, who was extremely serious about his love words with me at the moment, he had darkness in his bones, even if he always showed sunshine. And I'm already a very dark person.

(To be continued.) )