Section 4 The first control of hope is discolored, and the past is relied upon

I haven't seen her for a few days since that goodbye. It's not easy to ask her sister about her current situation, she seems to have disappeared from the world. On this day, I sat alone in the old place again, turned on the computer and wanted to write something, but my mind was full of her figure, every word she said. I was a little scared, I wondered if I was in love with her, what a terrible thing! I don't know when I sat across from a couple, and at first I didn't pay attention to it, but then I vaguely heard the woman mention my friend. I listened carefully.

"Honey, it's terrible for me to see a woman in the hospital today?" The woman spoke in a frightened voice, as if she were scared.

"You're just nervous, haven't you and Ah Wei seen many girls, not to mention that aren't all the women you see in this line sick women? Who's going to you well! The man said her girlfriend in a disdainful tone.

"My dear, what kind of jealousy are you eating! Ah Wei is a girl, when he sees a woman, he looks like he hasn't seen it, who is like you, when he sees a beautiful woman, it's like a hungry tiger pounces! "I was so angry that I dared to speak ill of my friend behind his back. But I'd like to hear what else she has to say about my friend.

"I'm sorry, my dear, but what happened to you today? Tell me about your husband! ”

"Who said I was going to marry you, do you men know the pain of our women? You're so tough on that side! I'm telling you, I don't want that in the future, it's not good for me, do you hear? The woman spoke in an angry tone.

"Hehe, haven't we done a good job of disinfection? I'm not happy to say that, you have to kill it several times every time you want to be intimate. Someone like you who is afraid of death, maybe ......"

"What nonsense are you talking about, I'll ignore you." The woman stood up with tears in her voice to leave.

"Baby, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I will hurt you well in the future, don't I bring you to faint! Besides, I don't understand, don't you? The man stood up and grabbed the woman. I could tell from the back that it was my friend's nurse.

"You have to listen to me from then on, you can ask for it whenever I want, and you can't force me. Besides, we haven't gotten the certificate yet? I'm afraid I'll accidentally get pregnant, what should I do? ”

"Okay...... let's not talk about that!" The man said impatiently.

"Every time you get impatient at the mention of getting a certificate, are you playing with me? Today, that woman is being played by a lot of men, and now time is running out. And she's still doing that, doesn't Ah Wei ignore her for the sake of his writer friend? Now she stenched! I had to wash my hands for half an hour after the examination...... "I can't listen to it anymore."

"Do you have a little medical ethics to talk about your patients behind your back!" I stood up and walked over to her, pointing to her face and saying.

"Who are you talking to my girlfriend like this!" As he spoke, he stood up and raised his fist to hit me.

"Hadron, don't mess around! It's my fault, please don't tell Ah Wei, or my ......"

I didn't wait for her to finish speaking, and then said: "You still have to accumulate some virtue, do you think your love is real love?" Hello do it yourself! After saying that, she turned around to leave, not wanting to be grabbed by her boyfriend.

"You tell me clearly, what is not true love, don't think about leaving if you don't make it clear to others!" After saying that, he threw a punch at me. I was caught off guard by him. Suddenly I felt a burst of fire in my nose.

"How do you hit someone!" The woman quickly took a tissue from the table and helped me wipe my nosebleed.

"That's what I hit him! Who called him to help talk nonsense! After the man finished speaking, he was going to hit again. When the woman saw that the situation was not good, she immediately stood in front of me. The man hit the woman hard in the face. The woman was so painful that she immediately squatted down! The man was stunned when he saw that the woman was beaten.

The woman stood up for a moment, took my hand and walked out. Only the man was left standing there in a daze.

"Where are you going to drag me to?" I hurriedly asked her.

"I'll take you to the doctor, where else can I go?" I'll let her pull it.

Ah Wei was really startled when he saw that my face was covered in blood, and asked the woman what was the matter. The woman was silent and looked at me with begging eyes.

"It's okay, I accidentally fell on the way!" I glanced at the woman, and I saw that she was secretly smiling.

"What about her, she also fell? What day is it? Ah Wei glanced at the woman, and the woman turned her face away from her. But I saw that her face was red and white.

"Alright, don't ask any more. I ask you, how is Fangfang! ”

"I knew you were going to go to her. When have you listened to me? "I'm really convinced! Xiaoqin, take her over to see her! It's good to make my buddy die! ”

Xiaoqin heard this sentence and replied as if she had been released, and pulled me out with me.

"Thank you for not pushing me!" She looked at me with gratitude on her face.

"Can you let go of my hand? That's not good! "I said Nono. She was embarrassed to let go of her hand.

"I think I care about her! What is your relationship? She asked curiously.

"It doesn't matter, you're worried about yourself! The man loves not you, but your body. I reminded her.

"Well, I know. Well, here it is. I won't go in, I'll wait for you outside! ”

I read on the door: Intensive ward area, idlers are not allowed to enter. I was about to push the door in, but Xiaoqin grabbed me. I looked at her puzzled.

"You don't want to die, wait for me, I'll get you armor." After saying that, he turned around and trotted away. I looked at her departing figure even more puzzled.

After a while, she was holding a white coat and a hat and mask. She enthusiastically put on my coat, hat, and mask. I hurriedly waved her away and said, "Let me do this, I'm not used to it!" She was embarrassed to take her hand away and smiled from ear to ear.

"What are you laughing at, is it so funny?" I asked her unhappily.

"No, no, hehe, don't you rarely have contact with women, I'm embarrassed!" After saying that, he couldn't stop laughing. I was overwhelmed by her laughter. Stood there dumbfounded.

"What are you doing standing there stupidly? Let's go in! She smiled and waved my hand to let me in.

I pushed open the door and a foul smell hit my nose, and I immediately retreated.

"What's wrong?"

"Where's the bathroom?"

"Well, the end is it." I looked at her hand. Sure enough, there was a sign at the end of the hallway, indicating the direction of the bathroom.

I ran over like a fly, only to hear Xiaoqin shouting from behind, 'Slow down, be careful of falling!' I looked at myself in the mirror and I saw that my face was frighteningly white! What's going on, I instantly admired Xiaoqin and Ah Wei, it's really hard for them! Dealing with these people on a daily basis. A voice in my heart asked, 'What are you here for?' I quickly washed my face, put on my coat and hat, and walked out.

"Are you alright, do you want to matter?"

"It's okay, you can get me a few more masks!"

"Why, you still want to go in?"

"Uh-huh. I apologize for my previous comments about you, you peacocks are easy! ”

"Cut, what's the big deal, wait for me!" After saying that, he turned around and left.

After a long time, I saw her walking over wearing a nurse's uniform and a mask. I was puzzled and asked, "What are you doing here?" ”

"I'll go in with you, I'm afraid you'll have an accident inside!" After that, he pushed the door and walked in. I had no choice but to bite the bullet and walk in.

I saw Fangfang's face even paler, I didn't expect that I hadn't seen it for a few days, how could it become like this? Seeing her lying on the bed with her eyes closed, several places on her face were thickened. I felt sick to my stomach and almost didn't throw up. There are still needles in his thin hands, and his skin is swollen and rotten. I saw Xiaoqin walk over and lift her sleeves, pinching something with pliers? I took a closer look, and oh my god, that's not a maggot! My stomach was churning again. This time I couldn't help myself and rushed out of the door. I vomited in the bathroom, I threw up everything I had eaten the day before yesterday and didn't leave the bathroom until I was sure that nothing was going to throw up.

When I returned to the ward, Fang Fang had already woken up. I glanced at Xiaoqin with an inquiring look, and she gave me a positive look to make me understand that I had woken her up. When I looked at her again, her tears flowed down like pearls with broken threads.

"I didn't expect you to ...... Can you still see ...... Look at me. After saying that, tears flowed down again. And I could only stand a foot from the end of the bed and look at her.

"This ...... This place is not you... Where you should come...... Place! As he spoke, tears swirled in his eyes again.

"You better stop talking, rest for a while, you're fine!" Xiaoqin comforted.

"Miss Nurse, can you ......" After speaking, he looked at Xiaoqin with begging eyes.

"I see!" Xiaoqin glanced at me and left the room.

I saw her reach for the bedside table. I see her struggling. I walked over and opened the cupboard, and she fumbled around in the drawer for a while. Take out a pink notebook. The notebook was packed in a white plastic bag. She slowly opened the plastic bag and poured the notebook onto the tray.

"Brother Liang, this is the diary I have written since I entered this industry. Put...... Feel relieved. Notebook, I ...... I've had the doctor sanitize! Could you please put ...... Let's get started! She closed her eyes and rested.

After a moment, she opened her eyes and said, "I thought ...... In this life...... I can't see you again! Didn't expect you...... You can come and see me! I'm too ...... So happy! She struggled to squeeze out a smile.

"This place...... No...... It's for you, I'm tired...... I'm tired, I'm going to rest, you can go......" After speaking, he twisted his head to the side. I saw her shoulders shaking slightly. I couldn't stay any longer, so I walked out of the room with my book.

"It turns out that this notebook is for you!"

"You know, have you seen it?"

"Where did you think of me?"

"What is the situation with her, can you tell me?"

"It's not early, you're hungry, let's go back early, I'll tell you when I have time." By the way, tell me your number. I'll tell you about it when I have time! With that, she took out her phone. I gave her my phone number and left the hospital.

"Hello, I'm Xiao Lin, I'll rest the day after tomorrow, are you free? I'm looking for you......