Travel, from a place with a lot of people to another place with a lot of people, I thought it should be inaccessible in the mountains, but after arriving, I often find that it has already been overcrowded, and looking back, you are likely to see the neighbor who walked behind you, that is, the neighbor who had a few sides with you. At this time, will you still be interested in sightseeing? The excitement of setting off has long since melted away like the ice surface of early spring in the scorching sun and warm wind. When you look up, you can only see the messy ground and the mood that exudes moisture. I don't like to travel.

"I don't like to travel, you guys go, I won't go." I said.

"Isn't that far away? How are we going to get there? Feng Xiaolu asked happily.

"It's not far, just drive." Sun Hao replied.

"Looks like I'm going to take a leave of absence with the company first." Zhou Ying said with a smile.

"I'll take care of the food and the items we need." Zhang Hui said lightly.

Lu Xue looked at them who were full of interest and were discussing enthusiastically, and said with some doubts, "That, that, did Brother Xiaoshan say something just now?" ”

"No, I don't." Everyone looked at each other and replied with doubts.

Me,""

"I said, I don't like to travel, you guys go, I won't go." I repeat it again.

"Zhou Ying, let's go buy some sunscreen and toilet water in a while, let me think about what else I want to buy, and you can think about it too." Feng Xiaolu continued to ignore me and said to Zhou Ying.

"Think about it, bring an umbrella, what if it rains?" Zhou Ying thought for a while and said.

"We have an umbrella at home, I'll bring it." Zhang Hui looked at them helplessly.

"It's old at home, and besides, we want parasols." Feng Xiaolu glanced at Zhang Hui, and her tone was very dissatisfied.

"What's the difference?" Sun Hao looked at Zhang Hui with a puzzled expression.

"It shouldn't make a difference." Zhang Hui shrugged his shoulders and replied helplessly.

"That, Brother Xiaoshan said he wouldn't go." Lu Xue hesitated for a moment and interjected.

"Oh." Everyone sighed and continued the discussion.

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"Why don't you go?" Guan Ling looked at everyone, then looked at me and asked.

"There are people you can never understand." Feng Xiaolu said without saltiness.

Guan Ling ignored her and continued to wait for my answer, and Lu Xue also looked at me with a smile on her face.

"Why travel?" I asked rhetorically.

"Relax, and pray to the Buddha." Feng Xiaolu replied as a matter of course.

Relax, travel is not relaxing, at least I think so, I prefer to travel to travel, just by myself, with a backpack, in a car or walking, for a hike, out of the world, just watching people come and go, not bothering and not paying attention, just quietly watching, thinking about a simple or complex problem, like a ghost floating in the world. I prefer to travel.

"I prefer to travel." I say.

"What's the difference?" Feng Xiaolu looked at me with disdain, and said to Sun Hao, "You should solve this freak." ”

Distinguish? Maybe the real difference is that there is a destination in travel, there is a going and there is a return, but travel does not, I am always on the road, always on the road.

Sun Hao looked at Lu Xue and motioned for Lu Xue to say something.

Lu Xue thought for a while and said, "Brother Xiaoshan, my brother said that there is a temple there, so hard that you don't want to know about it?" ”

"Hey, it's a Taoist temple, not a temple." Sun Hao muttered dissatisfiedly.

"I don't want to." I said.

"Don't pay attention to him, he likes to go or not, this guy doesn't have the consciousness of burning incense and worshiping Buddha at all." Feng Xiaolu pouted and turned her head away from me.

"That's a Taoist temple." Sun Hao muttered weakly.

"Why burn incense and worship the Buddha?" I asked again.

"Why burn incense and worship the Buddha? To pray for blessings, of course? Is this still to be asked? Feng Xiaolu seemed to be really angry.

"Why pray?" I continued.

"Cut, are you a child? With so many questions, do you want me to explain to you what happiness is? Feng Xiaolu roared violently, and it seemed that she was really angry.

"Happiness." Guan Ling muttered in a low voice and was silent. Zhou Ying also lowered her head, as if she was thinking about something.

"It's good that Wang Huan is here." Sun Hao also muttered in a low voice.

"What does Brother Xiaoshan think is happiness?" Lu Xue thought for a moment and asked.

"Don't ask." Feng Xiaolu and the four of them made a weak sound at the same time, intending to stop it.

"What is happiness? Tens of millions of people have thousands of answers. But the question is not what happiness is? But why do you feel happy? I said.

"Do I make any difference?" Sun Hao said weakly, as if he was talking to himself and seemed to be asking others.

"Nope." Feng Xiaolu and the three of them replied weakly, as if they were answering his words, and as if they were talking to themselves.

"This, Brother Xiaoshan, is there any difference between this?" Guan Ling frowned and asked the same.

"Happiness is a feeling that can be achieved by two factors, one is the anticipation of an upcoming pleasant event, and when people enter the event, their happiness gradually diminishes until the event is over, and the happiness returns to zero. The other is the joy of unexpected events, such as a millionaire and a homeless man on the street at the same time, if the millionaire dropped a hundred dollars without his knowledge, and walked a long way to find out, and the homeless man picked up the hundred dollars, if someone asked them if they were happy? The millionaire would have said that today was his worst day, even though he had a lot of money, even though he had only lost a hundred dollars, and the homeless man would have said that he felt very happy, even though he had only unexpectedly received a hundred dollars, and nothing else. ”

"Tramp," Guan Ling repeated in a low voice, as if thinking about something, and suddenly raised his head again and asked, "Brother Xiaoshan, if you keep letting that homeless man pick up money, will he always feel happy?" ”

I looked at Guan Ling seriously, was silent for a moment, and shook my head slightly, "No, happiness is in a state of decline in the same event." ”

"That's right." Guan Ling seemed a little disappointed, and his eyes suddenly dimmed.

Lu Xue looked at Guan Ling and shook her head slightly, sighed, and asked me again, "Brother Xiaoshan, there is always a way for people to be happy all the time." ”

"That's the first one, the anticipation of an upcoming pleasant event is fine, but happiness is decreasing in the same event, and in order to be happy, you have to keep doing different things, just like constantly riding a car to different places."

Guan Ling looked at me seriously, nodded with a smile, and said confusedly, "Thank you." ”

I looked at her as well and nodded silently.

"You're done. That little mountain, in the name of happiness, should you also be prepared? Sun Hao asked with a wicked smile in the blink of his eyes.

I shook my head, "Happiness is always fast, and happiness always brings a sense of loss, so I chose to refuse to take the car." ”

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"You like to go or not, but I'm telling you to make our journey more secure, so I've decided to put a lock on the door." Sun Hao roared fiercely.

I thought for a moment and asked, "You're not going to give me the key?" ”

Sun Hao nodded. "No, for safety."

"Okay, I'll go." I said calmly.

Everyone looked at Sun Hao strangely, and then looked at me strangely, and suddenly burst into laughter.

After laughing, Zhou Ying stood up and said to Lu Xue, "It seems that the matter is settled, Xiaoxue, let's go cook." ”

Lu Xue looked at me with a smile, nodded, and followed Zhou Ying to the kitchen. Feng Xiaolu laughed and stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

Guan Ling also stood up, but stopped again, looked at them and then at me, hesitated for a moment and asked in a low voice. "Brother Xiaoshan, do you have any ideas for changing jobs?"

Lu Xue turned her head when she heard her words, looked at her with a frown, didn't say anything, and continued to walk into the kitchen.

I looked at her with a frown, and didn't reply to her words, and Sun Hao and Zhang Hui also looked at her strangely.

"That, that, Brother Xiaoshan, you are very smart, that, I am now in charge of a small company owned by my parents, I feel a lot of pressure alone, that, can you help me? What do you need? As long as I can, I can give. Guan Ling said intermittently, as if she was under unimaginable pressure.

I looked at her in silence and didn't answer her. Sun Hao and Zhang Hui also looked at her silently.

"How is Xiaoshuai doing?" After a while, I asked rhetorically.

"Xiao Shuai, Xiao Shuai hasn't been very good lately." Guan Ling stammered.

We continued to look at her in silence.

"Brother Xiaoshan, I'm sorry, please forgive me for being unreasonable." Guan Ling sighed and continued, "Xiao Shuai has been very weird recently, always doing all kinds of dangerous things, mountaineering, bungee jumping, and drag racing. I'm afraid, I'm afraid something will happen to him, I'm really scared. ”

Guan Ling paused, lowered his head and wiped his eyes, "I know I shouldn't come today, but I also know that I have to come today, so I begged Zhang Hui to bring me, I know that only you can help him, Brother Xiaoshan, can you help Xiaoshuai?" I'm really scared something will happen to him. ”