For two days in a row, Mei Ying had never looked carefully at the woman on the bed opposite, and the number of visitors was constant, and she no longer wanted to distinguish his voice, but when he came to the hospital to deliver food, she would peek out of the bed and sneak a glance at the man who was full of endless charm to her.

The rain finally stopped, as if knowing that she was going to be discharged from the hospital, sprinkled with spring for her future life. It seems that after all the disasters have passed, the sun is always shining, and the spring is as bright as ever, and the plum shadow without the burden has rekindled the longing for all the good, but there is no love in it. An inexplicable, inexplicable love, pregnancy and abortion made her mature without deliberate makeup. Love, like the child she had to strangle, died, there was no funeral with flowers, she no longer had to pay tribute in any way, everything was buried and washed away by the wind, rain, thunder and lightning of that night.

There's nothing to clean up, Sister Dan can't resist her stubbornly asking to return the cigarette to her, it's still this pavilion, but yesterday's laughter was replaced by her lonely loneliness, shaking her head and smiling bitterly, the smell of smoke became boring, and half of the cigarette was extinguished by her. Returned to the ward and waited for Sister Dan to finish all the matters, the bed opposite was empty at some point, maybe it would be gone when she went out to smoke, whether it was a seizure, or go out for a small activity, she didn't know, it seemed that she was destined to not see this beautiful woman in Lin Yumo's mind, in fact, she didn't want to see it, for fear that she would be even more inferior after seeing it.

"Hi, hello! Are you going to be discharged from the hospital? Lin Yumo walked in with a lunch box.

"What about your lover? I'm leaving, and I haven't been able to get a good look at her. Mei Ying said with a pretended regret.

"She felt a little uncomfortable just now, she has been pushed in, and I also rushed over immediately after getting the news, I should be about to give birth."

"Then why aren't you in a hurry at all, it hurts a woman to give birth, and a man can never feel the pain," she said leisurely, and the sorrow of that night of unbearable torture was churning in her mind again.

"If a man can have a baby, I would be willing to replace him, but I can't even enter the door of the delivery room, so I can only go outside the door to guard her. Are you just adamant about being discharged? This is not good for your health in the future. There was a hint of concern in his eyes, and Mei Ying's heart couldn't help but be touched by the sound he emanated.

"It's okay, our young people are in good health, I don't feel like a patient at all, and I'm going to climb the Golden Dome on May Day."

"Hehe, like you say that I'm an old man, so you're okay, can you leave an address? The next time you go to Chengdu, you won't need to look for a guide. ”

While she was talking, Sister Dan came in in a hurry, she was always so timely.

"Shadow, it's all done, let's go."

"Okay, let's go." Mei Ying didn't shake Lin Yumo's hand and say goodbye, nor did she write down her address, but just waved her hand. suddenly remembered Xu Zhimo's "Farewell Kangqiao", yes, that's it, don't take away a trace of clouds!

"Old Lin, goodbye! I wish you all the best to have a lovely daughter, and I wish you all a happy family! "I don't know why, I actually called him Lao Lin in the first call for him, a reincarnation gap, and the sense of distance of the years made her more willing to regard him as an elder in her life.

didn't say anything more, the ward was a lot warmer because of the sudden release of spring, such a farewell should be pleasant, I don't know if Lin Yumo looked at her distant back to see her off all the way, but she didn't have the courage to turn back, for the first time she felt that a man who should have been pursued and should have belonged to her was missed. She has an indelible nostalgia for this man who exudes maturity, but it is clear that he only sees her as a cute and somewhat mischievous little sister.

The days are constantly flying, because time is not obsessed with anyone, whether you like it or love it, it is shallow in front of time. Yesterday is quickly erased by today, and today is quickly erased by tomorrow. She was forced to fall asleep in the bed day by day by Sister Dan, no one in the dormitory noticed her sickness, they had long been accustomed to her laziness and snooze, she had almost forgotten what the books looked like, and she couldn't remember the direction of the classroom at all. Here, no one will care about your studies, you always plagiarize each other during exams, and the teachers always treat junior college students like them with special favor.

On this day, the unprecedented noise filled every corner of the campus. All the students and teachers flocked to the playground as if they had fallen into an evil spirit, including the few in their dormitories.

"Shadow, are you still sleeping? Something happened, something big, let's go, let's go and see the excitement. Sister Dan rushed in with a sweaty face.

"What a big deal, so urgent. It's not going to be a strike, I like this, I don't want to study anymore, it's the right thing to go back to work and earn money as soon as possible. ”

"I don't know what the specifics are, but I heard that the whole country is making trouble, and there are many people who are ready to go to the rails."

"Oh, then let them go to sleep, anyway, there are too many Chinese, after a few more deaths, our chances of employment are greater, you know I hate to make fun the most, squeezing a stinky sweat on such a hot day and having to spend five cents to wash in the bathhouse, you can buy a mole smoked, too lazy to go."

"You are really calm, I'm going to see how our family Bin Bin is doing, I heard that the undergraduates are making the most trouble, don't do anything."

"Well, go ahead, don't let your family Bin Bin follow with him, what kind of suicide is committed in peacetime, it's really hell.

Sister Dan disappeared as soon as she slipped away, and she didn't even close the door. Mei Ying lazily got up, lit a cigarette, and prepared to get up and close the door.

It was so noisy in the corridor, the sound of loudspeakers could be heard from every corner of the school, and she felt funny looking at the figures in the corridor that were swaying by.

Many people have a white strip tied on their heads, holding a black flag in their hands, and they can't see what is written on it, but they feel that the atmosphere is very dignified, and everyone is fierce and fierce, with a frame of "donating their lives to the country, and seeing death as if they were going home".

Closing the door, she never participated in any activities, she was not interested in everything, she even felt that those people looked like clowns, and the family was not dead, with a white ribbon and a spirit flag in her hand, and there was a strong premonition in her heart that this was a disaster, but these people were as happy and excited as if they were rushing to a grand festival. It seems that if you read too much, your brain will be broken, and your brain cells will die, so you don't need to use your brain. What about college students, what kind of IQ is this? Some people wave their hands and follow, and they don't want to occupy the mountain as the king, and they run to make little minions for others, I really don't know what books these people read, and I am not as good as a person who has been messing around all day.

Mei Ying said to herself, closed all the windows, took out her diary and began to write down her thoughts.