Mei Ying's name is taken by her grandmother, I heard my father say that their family moved from Anhui, originally a large family, in order to avoid the war before coming to Chengdu, after several generations, the family road declined, the few remaining family members were scattered in all directions, and the people were not prosperous, to the grandfather's generation, the grandmother only gave birth to him and his aunt, at that time was very poor, the older generation of people were patriarchal, my aunt was seriously ill when she was two years old, because there was no money for treatment, and I had to support my father, and it didn't take long for my aunt to go. On the day my mother gave birth to her, my grandmother kept watch, and when she came out of my mother's belly, my grandmother was disappointed and said, "Alas, there is not even a shadow of a little jiji." ”

Because of the surname Mei, grandma named her Meiying, after two years of mother gave birth again, grandma was still disappointed, and then named her sister Meilin, probably to their Mei family as lush and prosperous as a forest, spread branches and leaves, but grandma failed to fulfill her long-cherished wish, died more than ten years ago, and within a few years, grandpa also went with her. It seems that their Mei family is destined not to prosper, and she has vowed not to have children in this life.

At this time, thinking about these is inevitably sentimental, this night I slept very well, I didn't even have a dream, I really wanted to see the outside world, and the ward was really not suitable for recuperation. Just as he was about to get up, the doctors and nurses came together to ask how the condition was, and then they touched it and left. What a ward round, but to see if she's still panting. Really, if she had been so attentive last night, she wouldn't have bled profusely.

Sister Dan went to the bazaar to buy eggs for her, the sky was still a little rain from time to time, the ward was filled with a strong smell of blood, although the sheets had been changed, but the mattress was still stained with blood, as if she was always reminding her of the sins she had committed.

The man on the opposite bed was gone, and when did the two old men come in, Mei Ying didn't notice it, they were talking to the pregnant woman on the bed, it should be a conversation between parents and daughters. I didn't want to listen to other people's things, so I put on my coat and walked out.

The air is so good, she forgot what Sister Dan told her, she doesn't care what illness she wants to fall in the future, it's good to be young, she almost died last night, and today she seems to be full of energy, she suddenly realized how right it was to lose weight, whatever, live a day is a day. All the facilities of the hospital are very old, there is not even a place to walk, back and forth for most of the day, finally saw a dilapidated pavilion in the side corridor of the courtyard gate, I think this should be a deep house compound a long time ago, the pavilion eaves are exquisitely shaped, carved birds and beasts, so dilapidated can also be lifelike, the pink wall and tile behind it make it show an ancient charm. There are also a few apricot trees by the wall of the courtyard, which are still gorgeous and delicate in the light rain, and they are rouge and rich, and they occupy the spring color alone. I can't help but think of the famous sentence in Ye Shaoweng's poem "It's Not Worth Visiting the Garden", "The garden can't be closed in spring, and a branch of red apricot comes out of the wall." If there is a pool next to it, wouldn't those flowers and beautiful colors be like a group of Nine Heavens fairies descending to the earth, combing in front of the water mirror, thinking about it is infinitely meaningful, it is really a wonderful scene.

Walking towards the pavilion, he got closer and found a man squatting under the tilted pillar who was spitting clouds and mist. Looking at the smoke, I suddenly felt that my throat was itchy, I hadn't smoked for two days, Sister Dan didn't know where to hide the cigarette, she clearly remembered to put it in the bag, but it was in vain to find it.

"Hello!" Mei Ying walked to the pavilion and planned to smoke a cigarette, although she didn't like to socialize with women, she was still very generous and casual in front of men.

The man stood up and looked at her,

"Aren't you the ...... on the other side of the bed?" Mei Ying was about to ask, but he was quick to pout. Although she only glanced at it vaguely just now, she was sure that she couldn't be wrong because of this voice.

Since it is easy to know each other, Mei Ying is secretly happy in her heart.

"What? I also wanted to come out and smoke a cigarette to relax, but my cigarette was confiscated by my friend, and I am afraid that there is no cigarette sold in this hospital, so you can make it convenient. ”

"You girl speaks cheerfully, without turning. You're not just that ......, smoking is not good for your health. The magnetic energy rushing out of his sound waves grew louder and louder, and she was sure it was the most charismatic voice she'd heard in eighteen years.

Finally had the opportunity to speak to him up close and undisguised, he was quite tall, imposing, with short hair, very energetic. Wearing a white shirt on the top, although it is very ordinary, he wears it with a very textured texture, very ironing to set off the beautiful curves of his body, and black trousers underneath, clean and straight. He has a strong body, how can he have to be 1.78 meters without 1.8 meters, Mei Ying has a special affection for tall men, in her heart, men should be tall and majestic, and such men will give women a sense of security. He actually has a mustache, it's so sexy, those two rows of dense and thick beards wrap around his thick and moderate lips, I really want to touch it, I want to experience the feeling of prickly, she still rarely sees men with beards, those little kids in their school collapsed, she really didn't understand how she could like a little white face like Qi Yuanhui. At this moment, the man standing in front of her is called a man, his eyebrows are cheerful, his eyes are deep, his dark complexion is written with vicissitudes, and his angular face clearly reveals his affection and sex, such a man will definitely only love a woman.

Mei Ying's heart was stirring, she had only seen such a man in books, how could he stand in front of her alive, a little dizzy, this is the man she should be looking for, to be able to be embraced by such a man, that is called happiness.

Some distracted, didn't she come to ask for cigarettes, she almost forgot about her business, people have made you have a wife, besides, how can people take a fancy to her, are you thinking too much.

"Give me a cigarette, it's okay to skip a meal for a day, but if you don't smoke for a day, you'll die." She teased with ease. The man handed her a cigarette and pulled out a lighter to light for her.

"Wait a minute", Mei Ying walked to the edge of the pavilion, soaked the cigarette butt with the rain dripping from the eaves, and then blew the cigarette upside down.

"Come on, click on it, thank you." This is Mei Ying's habit of smoking, and I don't know where to look at it, saying that there will be less nicotine smoking in this way.

"Hehe, you're really interesting, it's the first time I've seen someone smoke like this, and I'll learn from it in the future."

"You don't have a local accent, right? Why did your lover come here to have a baby? ”

Mei Ying began to talk to him one by one.

"Good hearing, one listen."

"There are more people in Beijing in our school, so it is natural that you will not be wrong to listen to more."

"School? No, are you a student? Students still smoke? Also, how do you ......?"

Mei Ying knew his question, maybe she didn't look like a student, she looked more like a woman in her twenties.

"Don't you think I'm old, people are like this, old and ugly." , Mei Ying felt as if she had been struck, and said self-deprecatingly.

"I didn't mean that, I just looked mature. Who said you are old and ugly, I think you are pure-minded and very spontaneous and cute, but it is still good not to smoke cigarettes, which is not good for girls' skin. ”

"Don't comfort me, I've been fat for so many years, and I don't mind people calling me pigs. I started smoking at the age of thirteen, and I felt that smoking was a spiritual companion that I couldn't quit. I said, it's really whimsical for you to bring your lover here to have a baby. ”

"This is her hometown, she went to Beijing to study and we met, we got married after graduation, isn't this about to give birth, she has to go back to her hometown to live, saying that the wind and sand in Beijing are too big and dry, and the mountains and rivers here are beautiful, the sky is refreshing, and the children born will be smart and aura."

"Oh, rich people just love to toss and be hypocritical." The last two words Mei Ying lowered her voice, hoping he didn't hear it.

"Hehe, you little girl is quite mean. What kind of rich people are we, there are too many rich people in Beijing, just get a fixed salary, and I have to rush back to work after she gives birth, so that she can take care of her body in her hometown and then pick her up. ”

As soon as I heard that she was a student, I called her a girl, this man has a very good brain, this "girl", she still gladly accepted it, the tone was mixed with the love of the big brother for the little sister, and she liked it very much, she had never liked a man younger than her.

"Your lover must be very beautiful, I didn't look at it when I came out just now, you two must be very affectionate, I really envy."

"It's okay, when I was studying, she was the flower of our department, but it took me a lot of effort to catch up, she was right, the mountains and rivers here are very nurturing, I hope to have a daughter as smart and beautiful as her." I heard your friend call you Shadow just now, is that your name, it's very good. “

Mei Ying suddenly didn't want to speak, and she wondered why the man had nagged her for so long.

"Oh, it's just a nickname, just a joke. I'm going to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, it's hell on earth, and I don't want to stay for a moment. ”

"Listen to the nurse say you're ...... Do your parents know, but what about your boyfriend?

"You have to be a man to have a child, if you give birth, you won't have another child in this life."

"Okay, don't talk about this, my name is Lin Yumo, you study at Southwest University, I've been there, it's quite close to Baoguo Temple, I hope I'll see you again next time I travel."

"I'm afraid I won't see it, I will graduate next year, and it would be nice to get a job back in Chengdu."

"Chengdu is a good place, the land of abundance, outstanding people, snacks are very famous, and your Sichuan hot pot, every time I accompany my lover to eat, I basically dare not move chopsticks, hehe. There are also many Sichuan restaurants and hot pot restaurants in Beijing, no wonder you talk so spicy, and you are also round and beautiful, next time I come to taste your Chengdu food. Oh, by the way, what's your name? ”

"You are really good at talking, you are fat, you are fat, you are still round and jade, and I am not Yang Yuhuan. No wonder you can even catch up with the flowers, your kung fu is good, you Beijingers are quite good. If you want to talk about hot pot, you have found the right person, people are not afraid of spicy, I am afraid of not being spicy, and I even want to lie in the chili noodles when I sleep. As for my name, it's not that important, it's just a code name, call me Swan Girl, a fat swan, hahaha......" Mei Ying smiled, she hadn't laughed so happily for a long time, in fact, her smile was very innocent and bright, and it was easy to infect people, and the man was also happy with her words.

"It's really bad, you might as well call it a generation of heavenly peppers, peppers of peppers, this name is strong." Lin Yumo said jokingly, looking at her with a smile.

"What generation of Tianjiao, don't be Genghis Khan, only bend the bow and shoot the eagle, now they are advocating environmental protection, even the sparrows can't fight, and the eagle is still playing, acting in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes"?"

"It's really interesting to talk to you, you have a good conversation, and you must be good at studying. I've rarely spoken to a woman for so long, especially a woman who met for the first time, oh no, a girl. Lin Yumo smiled again, to make such a man happy because of her words, Mei Ying felt that she was more or less attractive, but why didn't the boy she once liked want to chat with her, it seems that Maxima really needs Bole. Is Lin Yumo the Bole who excavates her charm? She didn't know that everything was so natural and casual, why should we have met before, and it was reasonable to say that.

"I'm still a good student, I'm in good health, sleep well, and eat well, hahaha", Mei Ying couldn't help laughing, she had such a happy chat with a man for the first time in her life.

"Are you Guigeng? Twenty-eight? Thirty? Mei Ying asked him with a smile.

"You can tell fortunes, pinch a pinch, it's Chinese New Year's Eve today, alas, and nothing can be achieved in the year of establishment."

"Okay, thirty years old, just one round older than me. Why did you have a child at the age of thirty, my parents had me at the age of twenty-four, my father and I are both dogs, and you are also a male dog, hahaha. "

"A round? Twelve years, you are eighteen? He seemed to be surprised, probably hearing her say that she was about to graduate, and thought that she should have twenty-one or twelve, and did not bother to explain so much, she had never liked to make simple things complicated, and he said that he was what he was. In fact, she combed her bangs straight and stuck them on her forehead, and she was not so old-fashioned, but she was stubborn by nature.

"Well, I'm nineteen in a few months, and I'm an adult. Alas, don't say it, I'm a little tired after standing for a long time, thank you for the cigarette, but I don't plan to pay you back, and I don't have a chance to pay you back. ”

"Little girl, it's funny to talk about, it's just a cigarette, you don't have to take it to heart. It's very difficult to mix in Beijing, and I only divided the house last year, so I dare to have children. I said you smoke less, it's not good for your health, mountains and rivers meet, there is no absolute thing in this world. I won't go to the ward, it's all women, and it's inconvenient for me to have a big old man there. ”

"Don't take care of your lover? Also, men are like this, just do their best, and let women obey the destiny of heaven. ”

"Look at what you said, men are not all what you think, her mother is here to take care of her, and I am responsible for delivering food, and her house is quite close to here. Come in, spring rain and damp, don't catch yourself a cold again. ”

"Then goodbye, thank you again for the cigarettes." Mei Ying said as she walked towards the inpatient department, they were just one side, she didn't know what the men in the world were like, but the men she met did deceive and play with her. The rain was denser than just now, walking through the rain curtain, sighing at the opportunities of life, she felt that this man was the type she should like, a reincarnation gap, but she couldn't catch up, since she was destined to be lost, then he didn't have to know her name.

"Swan girl, I wish you a speedy recovery, and may you be happy forever!" Lin Yumo waved to her, Mei Ying turned around and looked at him again, carrying the rain silk and drifting away.