Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Phantom Gully
"Chenchen, let's go back, it's really late, I have to catch an early bus to the city to move luggage tomorrow, what do you have to say, don't be in a hurry at this time, let's talk about it next time, okay?"
Sang Chen broke his liver and intestines for a while, and the tears that had been condensed in his eyes for a long time couldn't stop rolling down at this time, falling into the grass like a string of beads with broken threads, shining and incomprehensible. www.xstxt.org she looked up with a pair of tearful eyes that were so sad that it was heartbreaking, and looked up at Du Ruo with a face of hope and anxiety soaked in the bleak moonlight, staring at Du Ruo with a depressed and sluggish gaze, and turned around silently for a long time, letting the tears wet her eyes and cheeks, and finally crying out with sorrowful tears, "If you want to go, you have to go, and no one wants to stop you, a forgetful stone heart like me, I don't know what to do with the pimple of wood, how dare I work for the mercy of the man who has a lot of money, How dare I be tired of the favor of you, a noisy painter, I am so poor that I drink the northwest wind is my life, I am so poor that scooping rice soup and washing my hair is my blessing, I will marry in the mountains, just pound and grind in the mountains, and I don't want you to pretend to care about me, pretend to make a wish on the coffin, and coax the dead! You go well, the farther you go, the better, you have the ability to never go back to the mountains in your life, you haven't returned to the thatched thatched cottage where you raised you, how can you still have me, the sister next door, in your heart! There is me, a bitter person who soaked in Coptis water! ”
Du Ruo was overjoyed for a while, as if a cloud had taken away all his irritability and anger, his face immediately showed a rich color of joy, and the clouds of doubt that had gathered in the depths of his eyes also dissipated, and his expression radiated a kind of exuberant light. I really didn't expect Chenchen to be so attached to herself, completely attached a girl's heart to herself, and entrusted herself with the joys, sorrows, reputations and glories of life! However, when he was young, he stopped again, as if he suddenly remembered something, his heart hesitated, and a suspicious look rose between his eyebrows. Could this be true, the heavenly cloud of the girl's heart, and she will abandon worldly ideas and unite with herself. Will she abandon differences such as education, age, and personality and become a family with herself? Du Ruo was in a dilemma for a while, but he let out a long sigh and stood stiffly to the side.
Sang Chen's cold eyes saw it, and her heart was even more like a fire, and a resentment gathered in her chest and abdomen, together with her indiscriminate grief, made her suddenly hide her face and sob, while kicking the grass mound on the side of the road with her feet indignantly, "You go, you go." You go far away, why don't you walk the sand, where are you poking like a pile, it's disgusting, you don't have the ability to stab someone, why do you have to roll your eyes and chew your tongue to make people laugh shamefully, and you don't spare people and don't be ashamed to beat a rake, stunned to spit out bones and swallow meat, and the old cheeky pretend to be kind. You go wow, you go wow, do you nail your feet or pierce your legs, you don't go, right? If you don't go, I'll go, I won't believe it, this mountain is high and the water is long, the slope is steep and the stream is deep, and no one can die! After Sang Chen finished speaking, he wiped the tears splashed on his face in the stars and moon. Turning his back, he ran out crying and crying to the top of the slope.
"Chenchen, are you good at listening to someone's words, this black light is blinding. It's dangerous to go up the mountain, this young lady who learned there has a temper, you come back, I'm not leaving, I'm just cheap, I'm sorry! ”
Du Ruomeng stomped his feet, his face suddenly turned gray, he wanted to simply leave his legs, leaving behind this unreasonable little sister next door, but Chenchen's pear blossom with rain Chu Chuchu's moving face kept flashing in front of his eyes; He wanted to chase after him and catch up with this handsome girl who was heart-wrenching and cute, but Chenchen's cynical and disrespectful brutality was broadcast in his mind from time to time. Du Ruoyou hesitated and thought for a while, and then saw Sang Chen running up to the top of the cliff in a hurry, a white shadow fluttering leisurely through the stacked boundless emerald peaks, a few wisps of neon clothes flickered brightly and dimly reflected on the stream with dazzling waves, the picturesque pine forest stretched behind her like a screen, and the dreamlike waterfall shadow circled down like a silver ribbon of silver light on her head. Du Ruo couldn't help but be stunned, the figure that vividly reflected on the green and purple cui was not the goddess in his mind, and the words left in the quiet and secluded like a warbler and a swallow were not the voice he prayed for in his sleep. Du Ruo was overjoyed for a moment, and couldn't help but kneel on the ground on his knees, the white shadow in the haze had floated up to the peak, the flat and delicate feet were moving in the clear light of the sky, and the dancing figure of the fairy was also dancing towards the brilliant galaxy and the bright moon in the sky. Du Ruo couldn't hold back the surging passion in his heart anymore, jumped up from the ground, picked up the discarded mat, and ran along the secluded mountain road, "Chenchen, wait for me!" ”
Sang Chen ran to the top of the peak in one breath, and now the moon wheel broke out from the clouds, the purple grape-like clouds slowly changed from deep to shallow, and split into different areas of flocculent in the blue sky, and the cool wind went straight to the bottom of the nose with the refreshing fragrance of wild grass. The four fields are really quiet and quiet, the dark mountains earlier are now full of peaks and ravines, the beautiful colors of the high and low distances have been stretching to the invisible distance, and the pine waves that have not been heard for a long time outside are also slowly swaying at this time, echoing the gurgling streams of the mountain streams and drifting to the ears. Sang Chen took a deep breath of the fragrant air of the silent night, and the resentment and resentment that stirred in his heart gradually dissipated. How good, people should really dissolve together with the breeze and bright moon like this, why torture their bodies and exhaust their minds for some tempting fame and fortune and a future that makes people suffer, people come and go naked, no matter how chic and beautiful they are, they are just a cup of pure land to cover the romance, and live a pampered life, how can it not be a loess hill Zhongqing He thin life. If she had said all the good things and done all the bad things, she would have stayed in the city, but she would have seen more high-rise buildings, better sounds, lights, lights and shadows, and more fashionable things, and no place to travel all year round. And if she is like a rose with a beautiful rose at the beginning of the day and blooms in the mountains, although she does not wear gold and silver, and does not have the gorgeousness of silk and satin, but she eats green food without pesticides, drinks the sweet spring in the mountains without pollution, sees the shadow of the Ming River and the clouds, and listens to the dew and silent trees, this is not more lofty than the life in the city, and this is not better than the healthy and happy life in the city! As the saying goes: there can be no disease, and there can be no health. Now she kowtows thousands of times, and when she sees the Bodhisattva in the broken temple, she also burns incense, and the city civilization is still the moon in the mirror for her, and the city is still frosty on the grass and tiles! She originally thought that if she sprinkled a little delicate and sown a little love, the brother next door would fall in love and hold up a sunny day for her in the city; She originally wanted to twist a red rope and twist a red thread. Tied the beauty and love of a young girl to the brother next door who has been stumbling for half her life, and the brother next door will fall in love with her and circle a piece of grass for her in the city. However, who would have thought that all her good wishes were to mistake the mud fetus for the real Buddha, and enter the wrong temple to worship the wrong god; All her perfect enthusiasm is to hold the pipa into the fence and dream of the cow playing the piano! Go fucking disturb the city civilization that disturbs people's dreams, since you can't think of it when you hollow out your mind, Chenchen vows to be with the breeze and moon in front of you, and get out of the fucking heart-wrenching city love, since you can't get it even if you rack your brains, Chenchen will swear to die and be with the green mountains and green waters in front of you!
"Chenchen. You really have Yaxing, I am convinced of you, but this barren mountain is indeed full of wild fun, or how to say: the mountains are not tired of being far away, and I am deep everywhere! ”
Du Ruo ran to the top of the peak panting, the night was deeper, there was no sound quietly around, the night moon above his head was brighter, and the flowers and plants around him were bathed in the silver moonlight and the branches and leaves were so beautiful that they could be seen. Du Ruoxing will run to the edge of the cliff in a drenched manner. Look at Sang Chenzheng's fluttering clothes standing under a pine, his trembling figure quietly fell into the weeds behind him, and his cloud-like hair was more messy than the weeds behind his head. Du Ruo suddenly felt that his eyes were blurry, and his nose was sour. The bursts of pity and grief for Sang Chen made his heart break, and he took off his coat in a panic, and put Sang Chen on his shoulders with a melancholy face, "Chenchen." I'm still angry, look at you like this, it's like someone owes you 800 yuan and hasn't paid it back. Why bother. It's not good to be happy, you are elegant and elegant, adults don't care about villains, don't get angry, or you scold me, and then you hit me. Oh, girl, please don't be angry anymore, I'm depressed, my brother can't afford it! ”
Sang Chen pursed his lips, a burst of blush covered her cheeks, and she turned around like a flowing wind returning to snow, with a little girl's intoxicating fragrance and a bit of charming beauty, and pestle his forehead, "Who is your sister-in-law, who said that the third aunt and six mothers-in-law have kissed, and it is not ashamed to talk in the big moon and talk in the dream!" You will bully me, slap a sweet date to eat, and coax you to coax others to go, I don't have the leisure to listen to your dreams, and I don't have the blessing to be your sister! ”
"Hey, this is a big flood that has washed away the Dragon King Temple, and the family doesn't recognize the family!" Du Ruo laughed, and the few remaining doubts and confusions in his heart dissipated. He pretended to go back down the mountain in a puff, and when Sang Chen was confused, he grabbed her a few steps forward and hugged her, "At first glance, we will teach people harm, and if you don't see people for a while, you will have to see and teach people to love!" Say that you are my sister is my sister, although the old man did not tie us a red line, but there must be the mark of our kinship on the Sansheng stone, I have made up my brother in this life, and I also need three aunts and six mothers-in-law to kiss, you are destined to be my little sister, I can't get rid of the broom star, or how to haunt me since I was a child, I have had the foresight to watch over me since I was a child, and I can't drive away like a leper dog! ”
"Who has been pestering you since you were a child!" Sang Chen smiled, closed his lips with residual hatred, and pressed his hand against Du Ruo's chest while struggling unrelentingly. However, the bursts of cheerfulness that spontaneously rose in her heart had already washed away the layers of troubles and melancholy that had condensed on her face. She breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of her heart, beating Du Ruo's arms with her palms like raindrops, and then she seemed to be embarrassed and inexplicably ambushed her face, blinked her eyes with a little shyness, and then fell into Du Ruo's arms generously, with a coquettish and charming attitude, a soft and charming tone, leaning down to Du Ruo's ear, "What about the beautiful you, talking to yourself, it's so embarrassing!" Then she closed her eyes quietly, her arms languidly wrapped around Du Ruo's neck, and Du Ruo carried her towards the mountain woodland where the flowers were swaying and the leaves were shaking.
Du Ruoxing hugged Sang Chen excitedly, the narrow mountain road under his feet was undulating, twisting and turning by the mountain, the thin branches and young leaves of the bushes beside the road were snickering from time to time, the pines above his head were like green stacked clouds, and the coquettish smile covered the secret moonlight that wanted to peep at people, the strange stones on the slope squeezed their eyebrows, the vines made their eyes, and occasionally there was a cluster of late-blooming camellia quietly leaning out, which was also a happy smile. Du Ruo hurried to the bottom of the forest, surrounded by the mountains and the shadows of the trees, the lush branches and leaves on both sides blocked the cool night breeze of the mountains, and the mottled grass under his feet spread into the distance like cotton. Du Ruo couldn't get enough of putting Sang Chen on the ground. Look at her eyes closed like a sleeping beauty, her face is red and white with a shy and charming smile, her long and well-proportioned body branches are bent into a charming curve, and her moist skin is like a hollow valley orchid. Du Ruo suddenly felt his heart beat wildly, and a stream of hot blood rushed to his brain, he hurriedly prostrate himself, licked his thirsty lips with great effort, extinguished the fire of greed that ignited in his chest, and his knees knelt beside her unconsciously. Looking at Sang Chen, he still looked unaware, as if he couldn't withstand the cold of the mountains and forests. He snorted softly, and put his arms on his shoulders again, intentionally or unintentionally. Du Ruo breathed a sigh of relief, dissipated the panic and excitement on his face, and affectionately hugged her to her pounding heart, but one hand could no longer control it and stroked her satin-like shiny sideburns, "Chenchen, I understand your intentions, and I am grateful to you from the bottom of my heart." I'm now a road builder in the mountains with nothing, and I've lost my reputation. ruined the status, just like a pile of stinky shit, the world is afraid to avoid it, like a walking corpse can only fend for itself in the mountains. At this time, you can be by my side like a fairy. Take care of me like a goddess, can I not understand your heart? But I just can't get over this hurdle, you are young, beautiful, and educated, like a lotus flower that ripples but is not demonic. And I am drifting for half a lifetime, half a life, half a life has been buried in the ground, can I drag you down indiscriminately like this? You are virtuous, elegant, and knowledgeable, just like a clear lotus that comes out of the mud and is not stained. And I'm lost all my life, I'm ruined all my life, I'm about to hold a grudge for the rest of my life, can I fall to you like this! For more than a month, I have been thinking about you all the time, always dangling your shadow endlessly in front of me, and my head is like a movie in the daytime, and I am thinking about some of our past grievances and grievances. But I can't patronize myself, I have to carry out the affection of my brothers and sisters in the past to the end, you are my sister, my idol, and my dear baby who I watched grow up, I want you to be happy, I want you to be rich, I want you to live a carefree life. Otherwise I would be a pig, and only a pig would be greedy for a little food in the trough; Otherwise, I'm a dog, and only dogs love the leftover bones in the nest! ”
"Are you ......, fool? Do you dislike me, or do you cherish me? If you dislike me, I'll die for you! If you cherish me, take me with you! Sang Chenjiao writhed her body frequently, her cheeks flushed with shyness, but her eyes stared at his face with blazing light.
"You ......, why are you so brainless? You can marry me, it is a blessing that I have cultivated in eight lifetimes, and it is the greatest mercy of God for me! But can I be so selfish and add a hurdle to your flowery life, what will my neighbors think of me? But can I be so immoral, cast a shadow in your pure and flawless emotional world, what will my relatives think of me? Human beings are emotional animals, but they must be rational to restrain their behavior. We have been rude in this way, we have crossed the moral gap, if we are like a couple of affection and love, then it is not as good as pigs and dogs! Du Ruo tried his best to suppress his unbearable passion, and his mind was like a disturbed honeycomb, but what came out of his mouth were words that he didn't even believe.
"You ......, what a fool, once you were bitten by a snake, you ran away when you saw a yellow eel, and you don't even understand human nature! If everyone is like you, hiding from a woman, holding a woman and holding a woman, is there still love in the world, and can you still have children? Don't you want me, put me down, why are you still holding me, the duck is dead and the mouth is still hard, and he compares himself to a pig and a dog, don't you just want to scold me for being shameless, and I will follow you when I die! Sang Chen couldn't help but straighten up, and his sultry gaze stared directly at Du Ruo's face, as if he had seen through his thoughts, with a trace of grotesque and annoyed looks.
"You ......, what a stupid stupid sister who hurts people's hearts!" Du Ruo's expression suddenly moved, and a strong tenderness for Sang Chen filled his entire heart, but his body froze as if he had been hit by evil for a while, as if the great happiness that suddenly fell from the sky made him cover his head and lose his mind, and after being stunned for most of the day, he dared to widen his eyes tremblingly, and put his hand on Sang Chen's corset in fear and stubbornness. Seeing that Sang Chen was like a tame lamb with his head lowered, his hands were at a loss to resist his caresses, his eyebrows were filled with a layer of nervousness and anxiety, and the corners of his eyes were difficult to hide a warm smile. Du Ruobei felt bold, got up and hugged Sang Chen on his lap, followed by a deep affection for Sang Chen that had been hidden in his heart for a long time gushed out like a tsunami, making him can't wait to lift Sang Chen's corset. At first glance, Sang Chen's beautiful silhouette that haunted him in the faint moonlight, which made him unforgettable, reflected the gorgeous leaf shadow and doubled the beauty of the cam. Du Ruo is like a weak man struggling in the boundless darkness. I saw the light of hope at once, and with a happy look of contentment, I breathed a long sigh of relief. How good, if you don't endure hardship, it is difficult to be a master; It is not bitter in the bitter, and it is rare to be sweet. Recently, I have tried my best to block the temptation and want to have this fragrant area, and now it is finally in front of me again, and I have thought about it for more than ten years, and I have endured all the hardships and want to occupy this fragrant and fragrant land, and now it is finally deserved. From now on, he is the master of this land! You can sow seeds for whatever you want, or you can harvest as you like; He can cultivate his favorite hope here, and he can also let his most brilliant dreams fly here; Wounded, wounds can be healed here. If you have lost your mind, you can receive solace here; Here he can enjoy the pleasures of a man who loves a woman, and here he can get the dignity of a man without blame or honor. This is the whole purpose of his life, this is the highest ideal he strives for, and this is where he places his chivalrous bones! Du Ruo was full of thoughts and emotions for a while. He only felt that the last piece of ice in his heart was melting, as if endless happiness surrounded him, and the last cloud of sorrow in his mind also dissipated, as if there was an endless happiness that completely imprisoned him in it!
Sang Chen was puzzled for a moment, and peeked at it with curiosity. Look at Du Ruo stunned there as if he was fascinated, looking infatuated with his wish fulfilled, and his whole body seemed to be out of his body and remained motionless. Sang Chen was surprised like never before, and couldn't help but laugh out loud. He hurriedly covered his mouth again, and turned his head in a shy reply......
Du Ruo smiled, came back to his senses from the momentary trance, and looked at Sang Chen's slightly closed eyes with shyness and timidity. The red tide on his face swelled, and the silky delicate body was even more docile against him, and the plump dots on his chest formed a wonderful arc with the line of the hunyuan under his abdomen. Du Ruo's eyes were hot. An unbearable inspiring tremor spread all over his body, and he hurriedly spread out the mat, picked up Sang Chen with a red face, and fell down on the uneven grass that was pressed by the mat in both directions.
Sang Chen was stunned for a moment, her face flushed with shame, and the humiliation she realized in her mind was deeply stinging her, but the lingering affection for Du Ruo and the longing for a certain wish in her heart made her have to turn her back on herself and endure this longing love with affection. Seeing that Du Ruo abandoned his reserve as if he had changed people, threw away his self-esteem, and attached himself like a gust of wind; Sang Chen was dumbfounded, he felt that he was a round of sun shining on the earth, Du Ruo prostrated like a pilgrimage to bow to himself, under his radiant infinite charm, re-growing upward strength, and mustering the courage to conquer fate. saw that Du Ruo tore apart the hypocrisy as if he had changed his face, destroyed the mask, and pressed against himself like a fire; Sang Chen was stunned and felt that he was a wide and burdened field, Du Ruo bent his knees to himself as if he was respectful, and in his infinite scenery of spring and autumn, he re-soothed the wounds of his soul and held up his wings with thousands of holes. Sang Chen was anxious and let her thoughts drift for a while, and the huge fear that suddenly grew in her heart made her almost scream, she gritted her teeth reluctantly, and controlled her mind strongly, and suddenly felt that Du Ruo had snorted and hugged herself in her arms, Sang Chen's eyes were dark in an instant, and she was disgusted like ten thousand insects biting her body, and the blood all over her body was about to coagulate, and the extreme despair and incomparable panic made her hold Du Ruo's hands tightly, At the same time, he almost pleaded and fell on Du Ruo's shoulder, "Brother......, brother...... I ......!" I......! ”
Du Ruo suddenly felt as if he had entered the kingdom of heaven for a while, and his whole body irreversibly reached a state of extreme euphoria, at this time all his thoughts were focused on deeply integrating into Sang Chen's vigorous body, accepting the baptism of life and eulogizing the magic of life in the extreme frenzy full of fighting and conquering; At this time, all his physical strength was also exerted to the point where he was eager to disarm Sang Chen from all his arms, and experience the joy of life and enjoy the joy of life in the sensory friction full of wildness and bestial desire. Seeing that Sang Chen was protecting his bra without understanding the slightest feeling, and guarding the position of his whole body more and more loyally, Du Ruo's heart was fluctuating, his will was scattered, and his body was so anxious that it was about to explode. He simply withdrew his hand as a retreat, hugged Sang Chen tightly to his chest, and then leaned over and prostrated himself on Sang Chen's body that was as warm as warm jade and as soft as clotted fat. Tenderly leaning into Sang Chen's ear, he said a lot of words that were intimidating and intense, "Chenchen, why did you retreat?" The one who just swore that he would follow me, and it won't count for a while! You should believe me, I will remember you for the rest of my life, and I will be grateful to Dade for putting you on the tip of my heart for the rest of my life! What kind of person am I, don't you understand it until now! Didn't I spend all my time on you? I can't fail you, if I fail you, I will turn my back and not recognize anyone. Not to mention that I'm sorry for the infatuation that I have loved you since I was a child, what face do I have to meet your grandmother, can I still hold my head up in front of our neighbors? You won't be like our girl in the mountains, don't dare to let a man get close until the wedding night! It's unbelievable that this modern trend of thought, which is all over the world, can't take root and sprout in your mind? The modern civilization that has been copied all over the world has not shown a little light or a trace of clouds on you! I know you too well, what you want to say with a smile and a smile, what whimsy you have in your little head can't escape my eyes! You don't have to pout and shake your head! I must make you rich and happy for a lifetime! So that your lifestyle can be constantly enriched. The quality of life can continue to improve, this day can live freely, and this love can come fresh and moisturized! Otherwise, I will have the courage to eat swan meat with a toad - touch your fairy spirit! The weasel doesn't come out of the cave door - defend your fairy hole! I went to live in the mountains of my yellow soup low house early, and I broke the rake early to make my candle husband and wife have the same bed and different dreams! I can still beg you so lowly! You can still be guilty of treating the old face as a tender ass, please have mercy! Chenchen. Don't you love me in the first place? I think I'm old, and I'm a stinky worker with no diploma! If that's the case, I'm not complaining! I've said so much with my lips burned, and you're just going to fart. Just think I'm dizzy and crazy, don't take what I say and do to you to heart! We can't become husband and wife, but we still have the love of being brothers and sisters. I will also dress up my morning like a spring flower to attract love, and cultivate my morning like a fresh fruit after autumn! Who told us to grow up in the mountains, and it is rare to get out of this heaven in the mountains, who told me to like you since I was a child, and regard you as the only hope in my heart and the only idol in my life! Chenchen, why are you crying again, look at your tears, it seems like I have insulted you! Don't worry, I won't force you, I won't base my happiness on your pain, and I still have the grace to be difficult if I don't force others! ……”
Before Du Ruo could speak, Sang Chen suddenly opened his teary eyes, and the corners of his mouth deliberately hung with a large sneer of ridicule and ridicule, and he interrupted his words angrily, "Hello! You are noble! You are my benefactor! You're going to bully me, don't treat me as a human being, I'm talking to you about friends, I'm not here to sleep with you, I'm married to you? Even if I marry you, I have to allow people to have a time to get on the sedan chair and worship heaven and earth! I'm not a kiln sister on the street, ridden by people and bullied by people! Don't say that you are frivolous and boring, and you have lost selfishness, but you have suffered unjustly complained about me! Count you ruthless, you can do it, you will bully people! I knew that my life was hard, and I wouldn't have a good life if I married you! ……”
Du Ruo was depressed, his face was pale, his eyebrows were tightly twisted together in an instantaneous embarrassment, he rolled over and rolled on the grass, listening to all the surging passions in his heart like a receding tide quickly calming down, and all the thoughts that were boiling in his mind like a pot for a while also died down at once. Du Ruo sighed deeply, rubbed a handful of dew on his face, and saw that the arrogant bright moon in the sky was covered by a group of inconspicuous clouds, and the mountains and fields suddenly became gloomy and dark, and the songbirds that were still singing in the forest with their voices just now were dull and silent, and the splashing and flowing sound that had been delicate just now also disappeared behind the mountain yin for a long time. Du Ruo shook his head gloomily, closed his eyes in a chaotic manner, and then he suddenly felt that there were small and slightly cool droplets of water dripping on his body, bursts of cool and delicate pleasure all over his body, and the fluffy weeds under his body suddenly seemed like a trace of shy breath and a warm murmur, gently and comfortably caressing him, and the wisps of pleasure that were not like physiological satisfaction but better than physiological satisfaction soaked the whole body. Du Ruo was pleasantly surprised, and even more obsessively lay down in the grass and trees, letting the dew-stained grass stems gently kiss the legs, knees and arms, and let the earthy grass roots slowly rub against the chest, abdomen and buttocks, just like this, it blends with the clear and cold dew and faint green grass! There will be no woman in this world who likes him, no woman who uses her charming face to inspire his continuous love, and no woman who uses her charming figure to satisfy his passionate love! When he was still a road roadman in the mountains who had nothing, he suffered all the hardships for the sake of women's faces, and in the end his women took his cheeks that he kissed all over and dragged his body to marry others; Now he is well-dressed and calm, and he is a famous painter with a great reputation, and the woman he wants is not as good as a crab, and his heart is like a rock and he is guarding others like jade, so that his full enthusiasm cannot be fully volatilized in sexual provocations, so that his exuberant energy cannot get the most perfect vent in sexual union! Could it be that he was not born a human being, and his innate sense of poverty made him so perverse that he could not integrate well into society, and could not find his place in the strict hierarchy of society; Could it be that he was born different from others, and his increasing sorrows made him so pretentious that he couldn't grasp himself well, and he couldn't find his own woman in the moral code of "love is to be a man" in the world!
"Hey, old-fashioned, angry again, and swear that you love me and love me, you can't stand it if you say something, and I'll sew it in the future, see if you're still interesting, really!"
Du Ruo opened his eyes exhaustedly, and saw Sang Chen sitting on his lap gracefully, and half of the armament he wanted to disarm in every possible way had been unloaded by her. Look at Sang Chen's charming eyes, like the pure and holy expression on the face of the altar, and the corners of his mouth bloomed like a sweet smile in shyness and timidity. Du Ruo sat up from the grass like a ghost, hugged Sang Chen's shoulders with great joy, and suddenly pressed his hand on the clothes she was about to take off. Du Ruo's heart was very happy for a while, as if he had gone through a lot of hardships, he finally found his own place on the unattainable road of society according to his own will, as if he had endured all kinds of hardships, he finally followed his wishes and found his own woman in the unfathomable red dust of the world. Let the sins of the past pass, the suffering of the past also makes it pass, life has always been difficult, people who truly understand life are not to survive the difficulties to wait for happiness, but to create happiness in the hardships and hardships. In the future, the days full of sunshine and flowers are still very long, he can be extraordinary, and then follow his own thinking logic to go further and further on the road of personal struggle, and he can continue to follow his own emotional trajectory in the ** of personal freedom. This is not a mountain and a river, and there is no way out, and the willows and flowers are bright and another village! Du Ruo breathed a long sigh of relief with satisfaction, and the atmosphere of tension and confusion that had been entangled in his heart for a long time relaxed, and the indignation and shame that could not be chosen in his mind disappeared. Du Ruo smiled incomprehensibly, bowed his head and kissed Sang Chen's red lips, "Chenchen, I have wronged you, you don't think my brother is rude, vulgar, or not like a person, my brother is so happy!" You sit down, get dressed, brother doesn't need this mountain wilderness, let alone you bring a little emotion, brother wants you to marry me happily, be a beautiful woman, in the high-rise buildings with electric lights and telephones in the city, live our love life sweetly, and spend our happy time happily! ……”
After bidding farewell to my little sister, the sky darkened, and the night breeze with a slight smell of the sea in Dalang Town blew in the streets and alleys. Du Ruo took Sang Chen to the electronics factory to quit his job, went to the landlord to quit the house, and the two of them were like migrant workers who had been working for a year, picking up large bags of luggage and embarking on the journey home. (To be continued......)