Brother Wei Min knocked on the door and persuaded my mother a few words, my mother made me more determined to go, I had to go, she even said to Brother Wei Min in front of me, I and Jianjun just got married in order to serve her apart, she didn't want to be infamy, which made me ashamed, as if I couldn't do without Jianjun, I couldn't hang on my face, and I felt that my mother was talking more and more unimportant.

Brother Wei Min pulled me to the station in a taxi, and saw that I was not very happy, so he persuaded me: "My mother was in good health for a while before she became ill, and she couldn't do anything, so you don't need to take care of her, and you will be fine after a while." ”

Looking at outsiders is always relaxed and rational, I don't know if Brother Wei Min was as calm and sensible as he is now, with Brother Wei Min's social youth back then, I have seen enough.

I got into the car home with a sense of anxiety, thinking that today was Thursday, and in two days, it would be Sunday, and I would come back to see how my mother was at home, and that she would have to come with me.

At the time, I didn't know that this was just the beginning, between my house and my mother's house, I started to run more intensively than when I went to technical school, once a week, sometimes I had to come back in the middle, my mother insisted on staying in her own home, and her dependence on TV had reached the point of symbiosis, but her eyes did not deteriorate further, but I watched her face and memories age rapidly, even at home, she said very little, and sometimes, I also came to the TV to play the plot with her, I found that my mother was a little confused, The characters don't remember very clearly, until one day, there was a power outage at home, and after my mother went out, she couldn't find her way home, and was sent to the police station by a kind person, and after several rounds to find my phone, I immediately came back to the police station to pick her up.

In the reception room of the police station, my mother was sitting on the sofa against the wall, and when she saw me, she looked dazed: "Xiaonan? Why are you back? It's Sunday again? ”

This is four years later, only four years after I got married, and it was only four years since my mother talked about my marriage with Jianjun's parents at the dinner table.

When I came back from the police station, I was packing her clothes in my mother's room, and my mother walked around behind me restlessly.

"Really following you? Is it okay not to go? My mom asked me tentatively.

"Nope." I don't stop working.

"So, come back, right?"

“…… If you want to come back, I'll come back with you. ”

"I want to come back now."

I pushed the folded clothes in my hand to the side, and said to my mother angrily: "Mom, can you not just think about yourself, everything you think you think, when do you also think about it, I have to be here by myself, I run at both ends, I will come back when I am free, Jianjun's parents' house is right in front of me, how many times a year do I go?" How can I have time to go? Do you know that my family has a lot of opinions about me? ”

My mother looked at me and whispered, "I'm not afraid of bothering you." ”

"You're going to save me trouble?"

My mom knew she was at fault and stopped talking, so I continued to clean up mine, and my mom continued to walk around the house.

After I quarreled with Jianjun about repaying the money, I didn't want to do it with Jianjun, I felt that the brains of the two people couldn't get along, and it would only drag him back, so it was better to find another job by myself. After Jianjun caused a debt of 100,000 yuan in partnership, he no longer dared to easily partner with others, and he ran outside like a salesman, often away from home for ten days and a half months. The work of distribution and delivery falls on my head, and I often go in and out of the hospital. In order for someone to watch the store, I asked the middle-aged woman who gave pregnant women health care products to watch the store, and gave her a salary of seven or eight hundred yuan a month.

In the past few years, Jianjun's mother has a lot of opinions about me, and often speaks to me: "Let's quietly upstairs met me a few days ago, and I want to introduce someone to Jianjun!" I told her that Jianjun had been married for several years, and she still didn't believe it, saying that she hadn't seen Jianjun's daughter-in-law come back! ”

I can hear that my mother-in-law thinks that I go back and talk less and beat me, but what can I do, my mother doesn't like to go out, I want to go back once a week to see if there is anything to eat at home and whether there is washing.

"It's better to raise a daughter, you see that your mother will have a daughter's help, and raising a child is for nothing!"

Jianjun's mother would say the same.

I know that I am doing a poor job as a daughter-in-law, so no matter what my mother-in-law says, I listen silently, never talk back, as long as I go back to Jianjun's house, I will do all the work, I would rather work in the kitchen than sit in the living room, because chatting will only cause trouble.

"Didn't go to the hospital again? What the hell is going on? What's wrong with taking advantage of your youth to see early, those who got married later than you and Jianjun are so old. ”

My mother-in-law nagged, sometimes I talked too much, and Jianjun's father would give me a grievance: "My mother's body is like that, Xiao Zheng is just one, who won't she go to go back?" It's okay for both of us, what are you just letting her run here? ”

Only the mother-in-law nagged about giving birth, and Jianjun's father didn't say a word and stretched out his ears to listen.

"I've gone to see it."

"What did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said there was nothing wrong with it."

"There's nothing wrong with it, I can't conceive it for several years? What kind of doctors are these doctors now! ”

I don't know what's wrong, since I got married, Jianjun and I haven't had contraception, but in the past few years, menstruation has come every month, and there is no movement in my stomach. Sometimes taking advantage of the empty delivery to the hospital, I also go to the outpatient clinic to hang a gynecology to have a look, but I can see, I don't see anything wrong, a few doctors suggested that my husband also go for a check-up, I went home and said to Jianjun, I heard that I want to take sperm, Jianjun frowned.

"If there is something wrong with a man, it is impossible to even live a normal surname, what can be wrong with me who is alive and well?"

"Go see what's wrong? Rest assured that there is no problem! ”

"Let's talk about it when I come back from this business trip!"

Jianjun doesn't go to the hospital every time under various excuses, I also understand, this kind of thing may make him feel embarrassed, from my point of view, I don't think it's Jianjun's problem, from my ignorance and fear of the surname when I was young, caused me to have an inferiority complex in this regard, I think the problem must be in myself, but I haven't found it yet.

I didn't know what the fallopian tubes were, so I went to the hospital to find a doctor to do dredging surgery, saying that it was a very small operation, but it was very, very painful, and I didn't dare to straighten up for a whole afternoon.

Even so, the menstrual event came as scheduled.

The hard work is not all wasted, Jianjun saw that I was tossing so hard, and promised me to go to the hospital for a check-up.

Because he was afraid of meeting acquaintances, Jianjun found a remote township hospital, and I accompanied him, and when he got the results, Jianjun was dumbfounded. He had severe necrospermia, and it was impossible for her to get her pregnant. (To be continued.) )