I put all the clothes my mother wore that season into a big bag, and when I looked back at my mother, I found that she was no longer in the house, and I went to the yard to look for it but could not find it, and I was worried that she would go outside again, when suddenly I heard the sound of Xi Xi Suo coming from the kitchen. When I walked into the kitchen, I saw my mother squatting on the edge of a cupboard where miscellaneous items were kept, with a bunch of iron nails, screws, wrenches and other messy items at her feet.

"Mom, what are you doing?"

"Find something."

"Say what you're looking for, I'll help you find it."

"No, I've found one, that one must be here."

I crouched down next to my mom and saw her holding a door nose in one hand and pulling through the pile with the other hand, as if she was looking for another one.

"Mom, what are you looking for?"

"It works."

"What's the use?"

"There's no one at home, so put on an extra lock."

I burst out laughing, not to mention that there are nothing of value at home, even if there is, it is really impossible to resist with such a thin two-piece door nose. "Do you have anything of value with you, and it's worth locking?"

I said as I helped my mom pull it, and soon found the half of the door nose. My mom said, "Take the hammer and help me hit it." ”

I followed my mom to the door of her room, and my mom weighed the height, "Nail it here." ”

"Do you have any treasures in the house?"

"Hmm."

My mom stood by and watched as I nailed my nose to the door, locked an old padlock that I had found in my hand, and slammed it down hard to feel secure.

Packing up, I led my mother to the station, I carried a big bag in front, my mother followed one step and three times back, I remembered that when I was a child, I followed my mother to work, and it was like this, but now it has fallen back and forth.

Turning the corner, I couldn't see my home, and my mother began to mumble incessantly in the back: "I stay at home well, I have to let you go, I have lived all my life, and I have to listen to you for everything!" Say yes, I'll stay with you for a week, and then you send me back next week! Did you hear that? ”

I walked forward with my head shut, not wanting to speak. My mother just muttered to me a little annoyed, as if I had nothing to do, and I had to beg her to go, in fact, it was not appropriate for my mother to go to live with me at this time, after Jianjun found out that necrospermia came out, he didn't believe it, and went to several hospitals, and the diagnosis was the same before he was sure that he had a problem. On the night of the diagnosis, Jianjun smoked a room of cigarettes at home, and finally, he raised his head and said to me seriously: "Xiaonan, let's get a divorce!" ”

"Why? I don't leave. ”

"I'm sick and can't have children."

"If you are sick and cured, why should you divorce?"

"I asked the doctor, it's not curable."

"It's not incurable."

"What if it can't be cured?"

“…… No, if it really can't be cured, we won't have children, let's have a good time. ”

I hugged Jianjun, buried my face in his chest, and said firmly, "I don't divorce." ”

"Okay, don't leave." Jianjun touched my hair with his hand and sighed deeply.

The man's disease is indeed difficult to treat, but it is even more difficult to treat in Jianjun, because Jianjun is running a hospital, and basically any of the local hospitals can meet a few familiar faces, which is too embarrassing for Jianjun, he would rather go to the field near and far, every time it costs money and effort, what we didn't expect is that the cost of medicine is too expensive, a course of treatment for half a month, more than a dozen doses of traditional Chinese medicine, it costs thousands of yuan, we go to some well-known specialized hospitals from the newspaper, the hospital makes a living from it, and it is not surprising that the price of medicine is inflated.

Every day at noon, I will go home to Jianjun to boil Chinese medicine, the corridor is often filled with a smell of Chinese medicine, neighbors sometimes ask, I said that I went to see the Chinese medicine to take the Chinese medicine, I discussed with Jianjun, and said that I have gynecological problems, can not have children, women infertility seems to be very common, there is no mental pressure, so that Jianjun is not so embarrassed.

There are many contraindications to the treatment of this disease, counting from my menstrual cycle every month, how many days to start taking medicine, how many days two people are together, are strictly controlled, to ensure that the time when the medicine takes effect is when I ovulate, so as to increase the chance of pregnancy.

In the first half of each cycle, Jianjun and I will work hard and expect, and the second half will be waiting in fear until the moon comes, hope is shattered, and we have to work hard for the next cycle, and the cycle repeats.

Therefore, it is not appropriate for my mother to come at this time.

But my mom didn't know about it, and she was nagging all the way, thinking that I wouldn't let her be at home.

To my surprise, when my mother saw Jianjun, she couldn't even call his name, and she didn't even seem to know him, so she quietly followed me to the kitchen and asked me in a low voice, "Who was that person just now?" ”

My mother seemed to be really confused, I told her the name of Jianjun, but she suddenly realized, "Alas! Xiao Su, look at my brain. ”

My mother is used to staying at home, relying on herself for everything, like a spoiled child, in order to cooperate with the treatment, Jianjun minimizes business trips as much as possible, and after a long time at home, my mother is a little uncomfortable. Once, after dinner, Jianjun and I watched an American blockbuster on TV, and we were so happy that we forgot about my mother's daily TV series.

Seeing this, Jianjun and I reacted, and quickly changed the TV channel back to my mother, my mother was still standing still, Jianjun hurried back to our bedroom, gently closed the door, I went to pull my mother over and sat on the sofa, facing the TV, my mother's face eased, and after a while, I watched the TV series and smiled happily.

When I went to bed at night, Jianjun asked me to take the time to go to the hospital with my mother, "I don't think our mother is doing well." ”

"Isn't it like this when you're old?"

"No, look at my mother, she has more eyes than me."

"Your mother is younger than mine, and she may be the same in a few years."

"You'd better take the time to go and have a look with her, and see if you can rest assured."

"Hmm."

The next day, Jianjun was in the store, and I had nothing to do, so I coaxed my mother to say that the community gave free physical examinations to the elderly over 60 years old, and coaxed my mother to the hospital. The doctor said that my mother's cerebellum was atrophied severely, which is a disease commonly known as Alzheimer's disease, although I felt that my mother had been sober for a while in recent years, but I didn't expect that this was a disease, and the doctor said that there was no special drug treatment, and it was difficult to control it.

I came out of the doctor's office and saw my mother sitting on a chair in the hall watching the TV hanging on the wall, sitting precariously with a serious expression, I looked at her from a distance, and suddenly I was disheartened, what is wrong? Jianjun and I can't have children, and we haven't been cured yet, and my mother has Alzheimer's, why can't things be the same? Let me take the same call?

When I was a child, my mother said that my father, give me such a name, Zheng Nan, it is difficult, do you want me to be difficult for the rest of my life? My dad said that a person's name is a mark, and what does it have to do with what she is called, "If I want to call her rich, will she be rich for the rest of her life?" ”

I also don't really believe that names can affect a person's life, it's just that things that don't go well are a bit concentrated, so I persuaded myself in my heart.

I know that from now on, I will try my best to protect my mother, her memory and intelligence are rapidly declining, and the situation of not being able to recognize people and not being able to find a home will happen at any time, and the doctor said that the future situation is not optimistic, maybe it is not as easy to take care of as a child. (To be continued.) )