I rode my bicycle to the store blankly, and the words of the female doctor just now were still ringing in my ears: "Go to the pharmacy to get medicine, this disease will be cured early, or you will be finished if you don't retrograde infect the uterine cavity, and you will want to have another child." ”

I didn't take my medicine, I didn't take the doctor's prescription, I didn't even remember how to get out of the hospital gate, my mind was empty like a walking corpse, and there was a lot of traffic around me, none of which had anything to do with me.

No one can tell me what I did wrong, why all kinds of things have been lingering all the time, what is wrong?

The door of the store was open, and Jianjun was in the house, and when he saw me coming in, he came over and asked, "You called?" I called back and no one answered, I thought something was wrong, come back and see. ”

I didn't say anything and walked straight to my office. Jianjun followed.

"What's wrong? What's wrong? "Jianjun noticed that my face was abnormal.

I sat down in my chair, where no one was around, and I could finally cry heartily.

"What the hell is going on? Say it quickly! Jianjun leaned over and asked me anxiously.

I looked up at him, this man who had known and loved me since I was seventeen years old, suddenly felt so strange today.

Indeed, there are only my mother and Jianjun in my world now, I just take care of my mother's diet and daily life, and my mind is full of Jianjun, for him, I can even give up the child, isn't it enough? I don't believe that he passed on my illness to me, and not long ago he kept saying that he wanted to live with me and say that he would compensate me well, how could it be him?

I wiped my tears, sat down across from Jianjun, looked at him across the table and said, "I went to the hospital this morning. ”

"What do you do in the hospital? What's uncomfortable? ”

"I'm ...... The surname is sick. When I said these two words, I burst into tears, I can suffer anything, but I can't stand this insult.

"What?"

The army suddenly became dead-faced. I took the test sheet out of my pocket and put it on the table, and Jianjun hesitantly picked it up and looked at it, and stayed there.

"Jianjun, we've been here for so many years, I hope you don't lie to me anymore." When I said this, I hoped that Jianjun would be furious and angrily accuse me of wronging him, but he didn't, he leaned on the back weakly, as if talking to himself, and whispered: "Impossible." ”

I looked at Jianjun's appearance, tears began to flow uncontrollably, from the hospital to now, I have a glimmer of hope, now all hope is shattered, and the reality is bloody in front of me.

"Don't cry, is there a mistake, hospitals often misdiagnose." The short time gave Jianjun a chance to breathe, and he quickly recovered, "I'll go to another hospital with you in the afternoon to check if it's wrong." ”

Jianjun said, got up and walked around the table, stretched out his hand on my shoulder, and I jumped up: "Don't touch me!" ”

Jianjun froze there, and I shouted angrily and in a low voice, "Go to the hospital again? Do you think I'm embarrassed enough? Su Jianjun! I've been with you for so many years, good or bad, I've never said anything, and today, you have to make it clear, what the hell is going on? ”

“…… Xiao Nan, listen to me, it's not what you think. ”

"Smack" I raised my arm and slapped Jianjun hard, "What do I think?" The Su Jianjun I think is my dearest man, a man who has no children and I have been with him all my life, are you? Do you deserve it? ”

Jianjun's eyes were red, and he lowered his head, "I'm sorry." ”

"I don't need you to say I'm sorry, I want you to tell me the truth!"

“……”

"Say!"

“…… Entertain people in the hospital and ...... in the bathing center"

I felt a chill in my heart, I had seen the "young lady" on the street who was open and leaking breasts, and I originally thought that they and I were people of two worlds, but I didn't expect that Jianjun would connect us.

"When?" I asked Jianjun coldly.

“……”

"Are you dumb?"

Jianjun lowered his head and didn't speak, and I sneered: "I can't say it, it's been a long time, right?" Can't remember? ”

"It's not."

"Not? What is that? I'm thinking about treating you and having a child here, you fucking go out over there, why don't you have children, you gave all the medicine you took to Miss, why did the medicine you take for so many years not work, you went to have a child with those bitches! ”

The humiliation made me ignore the scolding, Jianjun sat on the chair next to him with his head down, and let me scold.

"When you are with me, and when you want to be with me, do you want to be with those young ladies? Why are you so cheap! Yes! How much happiness can you get? Are you happy to have hurt me like this? ”

"You don't want to talk to me, you say, I'll let you go, why do you want to hurt me? Why? ”

"Su Jianjun, I have always remembered your goodness, and I am dedicated to living well with you, now, even if I owe you in my last life, I will pay it off, and I will divorce you!"

"I don't want a divorce." Jianjun looked up at me and said.

"Su Jianjun, why don't you die? Why did you go earlier? You should have thought about it a long time ago when you hugged those young ladies to sleep, and you say now, don't you think it's late? Do you still have a face? ”

“……”

After the hysterical seizure, I looked at Su Jianjun and couldn't help but ask him: "Su Jianjun, can I ask you, why are you?" Why are you hurting me so much? I didn't do anything wrong, did I? As long as I follow you, rich or poor, I admit it, and I admit it if I don't have children, what are you not satisfied with? ”

Su Jianjun put his hands on his face and cried, I sneered with tears on my face and went to pick up his hand, approached his face and continued to ask him: "You tell me why, I even die and die to understand, why are you, you say, ah?" You say, I really don't understand, why the hell are you? ”

Su Jianjun's eyes were red, and he kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

"I don't need you to be sorry for me, I thought you were different from others, I was stupid, stupid!" I roared, tearing Jianjun's hair with my hands, "Why don't you die?" If you die, I don't know about your dirty things, and I will treat you as the Su Jianjun back then, I will guard you for a lifetime, why do you want to harm me like this? ”

Su Jianjun sat there and was torn and staggered by me, neither blocking nor resisting, letting me vent.

Until I was exhausted.

After venting, I slowly came back to my senses, I knew that it would not help, thinking of my mother who was locked in the house by me and didn't eat lunch, I sat on the chair and rested for a while, and said to Su Jianjun: "In the afternoon, let's go to the divorce, and now go back to get the marriage certificate." ”

"I know that I am not qualified to say that I will not leave, I will listen to you, I have a request, that is, I will accompany you to cure the illness before leaving." Jianjun raised his head as he spoke, with a few nail scratches on his face.

"I don't need it!"

"Xiao Nan, I know I'm not a thing, but this disease can't be delayed, I promise you, as long as it's cured, I'll divorce you immediately."

"I'm not cured! Anyone who gets this disease deserves to die! I'm damned too! ”

"Don't be rash, your life will be ...... in the future"

"Grow your mother! Su Jianjun, do you think everyone is the same as those young ladies, who can take off their pants when they see them? ”

“……”

"Now go back and get the marriage certificate, now!" I stretched out my hand and pulled Su Jianjun's clothes out, but I didn't expect Su Jianjun to stumble and kneel on the ground.

"Now I won't leave, heal first!"

"Su Jianjun, what are you doing? I don't need you to pretend to be a savior here, I wouldn't be where I am without you harming me. ”

"You can say whatever you want, cure the disease first!"

"I'm not going!"

"The disease progressed very quickly......"

"Shut your mouth!"

I rushed out the door like crazy, I didn't want to get into this endless battle of words, as if his conscience still existed, and I wanted a divorce!

The sun is shining on the streets, and people come and go, but it has nothing to do with me. (To be continued.) )