"What are your plans for the future?"

Determining that Yun Mu had no intention of seeking death and life, Yuan Ze pulled the topic away.

Although Yuan Ze did not express comfort to Yun Mu from beginning to end, nor did he express his feelings sensationally, Yun Mu felt that this was already a great comfort. Not everyone can find someone to talk to when they are down, and Yun Mu happens to have such a person around him, which is worth thanking.

As for Yuan Ze's question, Yun Mu couldn't answer it.

"It seems that I need to give you some guidance...... Yuan Ze sat up and said solemnly: "You can't do this now, pretending to be depressed and pretending to be sad to toss yourself up, this is a pure waste of time." Liu Ya's departure, I think this is a hint from fate to you, you should wake up. ”

Yun Mu: "What did I wake up to?" ”

"Don't you think this is a test that you are destined to test? You're a bit conflicted, not sure if you should give up the whole forest for the sake of a big tree, and then the test comes. You don't have an answer to your own feelings, and others can't give you a standard answer, so you should brace yourself and find the answer yourself. Yuan Ze discussed this kind of problem absolutely one by one, and added: "I think, you and Liu Ya are like last year's movie, the hero and heroine have known each other for a long time, but it may not be a good thing to be together too early, the two tossed for seven years before they got back together, so what is the movie called?" ”

Yun Mu: "Ashton? Coetzee starring in "See You Early"? ”

"Yes, yes, that's it!" Yuan Ze was very excited, and said with foam at the mouth: "Sai Weng is not blessed if he loses his horse, there are no willow buds, but you have other sisters, look, you have recently had an affair with Mai Zihai Mimi, brother is optimistic about you!" Don't stare at me like that, maybe you think I'm shameless, then I'll tell you, what is really shameless! The most shameless and boring thing in the world is sadness, you can't bring any benefit to yourself, you can't bring any contribution to society, but it will also bring a lot of side effects to the people around you who care about you. Do you think it's great for people who have been in love for many years because of broken love, anyway, I feel stupid, so many years of time have been wasted, and so many girls have been missed. ”

Speaking of this, Yuan Ze said earnestly: "Young people, cherish your youth." You have to do more things while you're young, and you won't regret it when you're old, my motto, you know. ”

Yun Mu smiled, unlike many peers who waste their time, Yuan Ze is a person who "cherishes youth" very much, and his motto in life is: Take advantage of your youth, hurry up.

After settling down, Yun Mu said: "Don't talk about me first, talk about yourself, what are your plans in the future?" ”

Yuan Ze: "What can I do?" ”

Yun Mu: "Don't talk nonsense, every time you talk to me, in the end, when don't you discuss your own problems in depth?" ”

"Hehe, you've seen it." Yuan Ze laughed twice, his face was a little unbearable: "Actually, recently, I feel that my life should be different, there is an impulse in my body, I can't hold it back, and I'm ready to do something meaningful." ”

Yun Mu: "Pull it down, can you get to the point?" ”

Yuan Ze: "Let me tell you this, last time I squatted in the toilet and picked up a newspaper, and there was a story on it that shocked me. In the West, someone did an experiment in which a normal person was placed in a closed place and given him a book every day. This man has nothing to do, and he reads a book every day for pleasure, and after a year, do you know how that person is? ”

Yun Mu didn't answer, and cast an inquiring gaze.

Yuan Ze said with a sad face: "That person is crazy, schizophrenic!" ”

Yun Mu was stunned: "This kind of story can also shock you?" ”

Yuan Ze was very excited: "Damn, you didn't understand the deeper meaning. Why can you go crazy even if you read a book? The analysis behind the newspaper said that it was an ideological shock. When a person reads 365 books on different topics for 365 days and receives all kinds of information, his thoughts will be affected in all kinds of ways, and he will not be able to go to the outside world to verify these thoughts, and it is almost inevitable that he will go crazy in the end. ”

Yun Mu: "Say, why are you studying this?" ”

Yuan Ze was angry: "Your sister, I originally felt that I had a tacit understanding with you, why don't you understand what I mean now?" Don't you understand the central idea of this story? ”

Yun Mu: "This is understood, it seems that a thinker has said that thoughts that have not been precipitated are not real thoughts. Maybe that person's mind was not precipitated, so it fermented and exploded in his brain? ”

"Talent!" Yuan Ze looked at Yun Mu in surprise and exclaimed: "It's too profound, that's what it means!" Precipitation, don't you see, I've reached the point where I have to precipitate? ”

Yun Mu looked at Yuan Ze carefully and replied, "I really didn't see it. ”

Yuan Ze stood up and said lonely as snow in the river breeze: "You still remember my ideals, right?" ”

Yun Mu: "Remember, Bai Niu Chop." ”

Yuan Ze was even more lonely as snow: "Just yesterday, I completed the Ten Girls Chop!" ”

Yun Mu couldn't help but say a foreign sentence: "So? ”

Yuan Ze's tone was serious: "I need to precipitate." ”

Yun Mu: "Why do you suddenly have this thought?" ”

Yuan Ze's tone was a little sad: "It's not sudden, it happened some time ago." By last night, the feeling was particularly strong. I was very happy last night, and when I finished the first time with that girl, I was very excited, and finally ten girls were killed, and the Sprinkle family was worth it in this life! But the second time, I felt a little numb, I was playing with the old man's cart, pushing and pushing, I suddenly wanted to cry, I don't understand what I'm doing, can you understand this feeling? ”

Yun Mu thought about it and replied truthfully: "I don't understand......"

"Say, I told you to get a few more women, you have to be principled. If you hadn't turned down those girls before, you would have understood what I meant! Yuan Ze was very angry, and after a lot of resentment, he said in a deep voice: "I used to know what I was doing, but now I don't quite understand what I'm doing, so I have to settle down, do you understand?" ”

"Got it." Yun Mu nodded, and asked again: "Then what are you going to do, change your mind and face, and go to Shaolin Temple to become a monk?" ”

"Is it so easy to be a monk, who wants you without a bachelor's degree?" Yuan Ze said, getting to the point: "I mean, I have to think about life, look back on the past, look forward to the future, and finally be reborn." In the words of the book, in the near future, I want to be a man with a story! ”

Yun Mu: "If you follow this routine, if you become a man with a story, you will be more attractive to women?" ”

Yuan Ze stroked his hair: "That's a must." ”

Yun Mu scolded with a smile: "You have too much foreplay, right?" It's just eighteen bends in the mountains, can't you go straight to the point? At the end of the day, you're essentially trying to soak up more chicks? ”

Yuan Ze defended: "You can't be so arbitrary, my inner world is also confused and hesitant, and after precipitation, my own problem will be solved, and at the same time, the girl is also fascinated by me, isn't it good?" ”

Yun Mu: "Wouldn't you be too utilitarian?" If you do something too deliberately, it is often difficult to succeed. ”

Yuan Ze: "Sometimes you have to be deliberate, too deliberate things, in fact, are ideals, is beliefs, as long as you adhere to this belief, I believe that one day you will succeed!" ”

Yun Mu: "If you precipitate, you will precipitate, what kind of meaningful thing is this?" Oh, I understand, you didn't harm the girl when you precipitated, it's considered a virtue? Yuan Ze: "This is related to the happiness of the rest of my life, how can it be meaningless?" ”

Yun Mu: "Then how do you plan to precipitate?" ”

Yuan Ze: "I'm going to write a book. ”

Yun Mu: "As you said last time, Teacher Bai's story?" ”

Yuan Ze: "No, that story is too superficial. I want to write a profound story, through the experience of the main character, to express the struggle of my inner world, and finally achieve the effect of precipitation. ”

Yun Mu was a little looking forward to reading Yuan Ze's book.

In fact, Yuan Ze is a very literary person, and this talent was shown in junior high school, when the teacher asked everyone to use "if...... I "make a sentence, Yuan Ze's pen walks the dragon and snake, the sentence is amazing, he wrote: If I have a 30 centimeter big [***], I must say all over Europe, America, Asia, Africa and Latin America...... This sentence made Yuan Ze stand in the office for an afternoon and invited parents, but it did not extinguish the raging flame of his heart Chinese art youth, he always took the route of postmodern fauvism, and once relied on an essay to hook up with a girl. The prose begins with a very lyrical one: I know who you're waiting for, just like I know that Jim kissed Lucy in the mouth, just like I know that Li Lei said Sister Han...... "Have you thought of the title of the book?" ”

"I've figured it out." Facing Yun Mu's inquiry, Yuan Ze said word by word: "What do you think of "A Future"? ”

Yun Mu was taken aback: "Say a future? ”

Yuan Ze nodded heavily: "That's right." ”

Yun Mu: "What kind of story is it?" ”

Yuan Ze: "A long Xiuzhen novel about double cultivation. ”

"Double cultivation?" Yun Mu raised his eyebrows, very sensitive to these two words.

Yuan Ze: "Yes, in fact, the story is very simple, a young man in a mountain village has a crush on Cuihua in the east of the village, and one day, Cuihua is occupied by a landlord from the city. The young man was angry and turned red, picked up a flat pole and killed the landlord's house, was beaten by a large group of evil slaves and thrown into a mass grave. The boy lying in the mass grave and dying realized that only a big fist is the last word, and the weak cannot survive in this world......"

Yun Mu: "Can you change your thinking, why do every upgraded novel firmly believe that fists are the last word?" ”

Yuan Ze: "Isn't a big fist the last word?" ”

Yun Mu: "Theoretically, that's the case, but it's cliché if it's written too much. ”

Yuan Ze: "I have also considered this issue, and there will be changes in the future." Later, I will slowly tell readers that a big fist is not necessarily the last word, [***] big is the last word! ”

(To be continued)