Rainy on Monday

Some people say that the weather affects people's mood, but today it is obviously a rainy day, but my mood is good, yes, my mood is indeed very good. Don't know why? It's as if beautiful music is always around me, and the mood is alive with the invisible melody. And feel that good things will happen while alive......

It was strange that I had written this paragraph, and I was very surprised...... But I can honestly confess that my life has changed. In short, I'm no longer alone, and now someone is on my side. That person was Teacher Xiaorou. Oh yes, I've started calling her Xiaorou-sensei.

Since I had a heart-to-heart with her that day, I've been in a lot of good mood. It turned out that my instincts were right, and Ms. Xiaorou understood my feelings, but at first, she was hesitant to ask for me. No matter how much I pleaded, she was still a little hesitant. Why? Is it because of the identity of the teacher? I can understand this, growing up so big, this is the first time I have done things impulsively and recklessly. If it really brings any confusion to Xiaorou teacher, then I have no choice but to give up.

Also, I don't know where I got the courage to ask Mr. Xiaorou for answers to my emotional problems...... Maybe it's her inexplicable smile, and until now, I've longed to know what it means behind that smile. If I have the chance, I will definitely ask Ms. Xiaorou.

Tuesday was cloudy

When I went to the office today to hand in my homework book, I found a piece of paper in Ms. Xiaorou's seat. It was a new seating chart in the morning, but strangely, I found that my name and Shaoling's name were surrounded by a heart drawn with a red pen. Whose prank is it exactly? Even if it's a prank, it has to be put in the position of the head teacher, it's too hateful.

Wednesday was cloudy

That new seating chart had depressed me all day and made me uneasy. Whose prank is it exactly? As long as I was in the class, I would be suspicious of my classmates, and one of them must have a spy with bad intentions and doing dirty things behind my back. Could it be that he likes his female classmates? Because I'm sitting with him, I'm jealous? It's a big possibility, but why draw a heart on our names? Why not just draw a cross on my name? Or erase my name? I think more and more, and I can't listen carefully in class, and it seems that today's knowledge points and homework are about to fall behind.

Thursday was fine

I unexpectedly discovered a secret......

The heart on the seating chart is drawn with a red ballpoint pen. Today, I found such a red ballpoint pen in Mr. Xiaorou's seat, tried it, and it turned out to be the same one. So, that love was drawn by Mr. Xiaorou?

I have more and more questions about Ms. Xiaorou, I feel that she is a special person, and I feel that she is different from other teachers.

Friday was fine

I'm in a bad mood today. I don't understand, how can some female classmates have fun with a pair of male classmates? Just like Yang Yu and Yang Xiaoqian, when they changed positions before, they said sternly that they didn't want to sit with male classmates, but in private, they mingled with male classmates and called them brothers. And Yang Yu and Yang Xiaoqian are always around Shaoling, like two flies, they can't drive away, didn't they see me reading and doing homework on the side? Don't they think they're bothering me?

It's hard to understand such a girl.

Also, it turned out that Xiaorou-sensei didn't want to help me, and it turned out that I had already caused her confusion, so I decided to stop my stupid behavior. But before, I asked Teacher Xiaorou that question, why do the names of me and Shaoling on the seating chart be drawn with hearts? I thought that Ms. Xiaorou would refuse to admit that she painted it, but no, she did, but the reason was a bit naïve. According to my intuition, there must be a hidden truth behind it, but Xiaorou didn't say it, I wanted to ask, but I didn't know where to ask. I'm very concerned about that.

But I am not willing to give up, I still hope that Teacher Xiaorou can help me. Before that, I thought about lobbying, I took out the matter of Luo Wenjie and Li Yue's patting, I didn't expect that the organized words could really move Teacher Xiaorou, I even said things like "don't disturb happiness", now I really feel goosebumps when I think about it, why would I blurt out such a thing? Do I really think that Ms. Shinorou is reluctant to disturb the happiness of others? Probably not, I guess, she probably thinks "more is better than less". No one wants to be involved in the maelstrom of events, so many people choose to stay out of it. Hey, that's a long way off.

But fortunately, with my encouragement, Mr. Xiaorou returned to my camp.

Tomorrow is Shaoling's mother's birthday, as in previous years, I prepared a gift a month in advance, it is L'Occitane's cherry blossom body protection series in France, I don't know if she likes it? In addition, I really hope that tomorrow my mother will not show foreign appearances, this birthday party duì, just go to the past! In Prayer......

Just received a call, Teacher Xiaorou was invited to tomorrow's birthday party? In previous years, there seems to be no rule for inviting school teachers......

Saturday was fine

Tired. My hands are no longer able to write, so I can only focus on the main points.

1. Mom wore a fancy dress to participate in the pie again today, and I really want to thank God, I didn't inherit her taste.

2. Why does that boy always appear by Shaoling's side? What is the relationship between him and Shaoling?

3. Why does my intuition tell me that the relationship between Teacher Xiaorou and Shaoling's mother is not so simple? I don't believe it's my suspicious thoughts, my instincts are always accurate.

4, Shaoling said that his Poppy died, it was the little poodle, every time I went to Shaoling's house, I had to bark, especially when I saw my mother, Poppy had a fierce face and wanted to come forward to bite someone. Mom and I didn't like this dog. Now that the dog is dead, there is no need to worry about being afraid when you go to Shaoling's house.

It was cloudy on Sunday

I slept until noon today, probably because I was too tired last night. After getting up, I had nothing to do, and I wanted to call Shaoling, but I didn't know what to say. I haven't been to his house for months, and I think of the days when I used to be at his house, I went to bed when I was tired of playing, and I continued to play when I woke up. I am reminded of a saying on the Internet: like is presumptuous, love is restraint. What does this phrase mean? Loving presumptuously, loving without a trace? So, am I restraining my love for Shaoling now? It's hard to understand what an adult says.

However, I really want Shaoling to know my feelings for him, even if I am given a chance, I also want to show my heart in front of him. Can there be such an opportunity? Or is it just my wishful thinking?

Delusion or not, I'm looking forward to it, hoping for it.