This afternoon, because the editor-in-chief of the department was fired, his mood was somewhat affected. Although I don't know why the editor-in-chief of the department was fired, I still feel sorry for him when I look at his back and how sad he is. Probably this is the so-called rabbit death fox sorrow. This depressed feeling has always enveloped me, making me sad and preoccupied to return to the rental house, still unable to let go.

Open the door and walk into the living room, it was quiet in the living room. Tang Yanxin didn't sit on the sofa in the living room and watch TV. She was huddled in her room, as she said when she shared a house with me. The door of the room was bolted tightly, and a glimmer of light came from the foot of the door, indicating that she was in the room.

It's a hot day, it's really hard for her to lock herself in her room! Is there any secret that I should not know? Or is it just to protect me? If that's the case, it's hard for us to live in the same house for the rest of our lives! I stood in the living room and thought about it for a while, but I didn't come up with the right answer.

After eating a boxed lunch on the street before, I was still worried, so I bought two bottles of beer at the store. When I returned to the house, I found Tang Yanxin hiding in her own room unreasonably, since I couldn't guess what she meant, I also wanted to be alone and quiet, so I hurriedly shrunk into my room, secretly locked myself inside, half lying on the bed, and sipped the beer to my own beer.

Wine is amazing. When you enter it, it may not feel very appetizing. However, when you fill yourself with drunken eyes, the pain and unhappiness in life and love in your brain will be forgotten for a while. Perhaps, you will feel the world spinning; Perhaps, you will feel bad. But one good thing is that while you're uncomfortable, your brain will go numb! Will want to sleep! In this way, life will become much easier.

The reason why I buy alcohol and go back to my room is because I want that effect. Only in this way will I not unintentionally surf the Internet at the same time, my brain will unconsciously think of Yi Ting. The thought of Yi Ting, her face that once fascinated me, once made me fall for me, makes me miserable. In the end, I had to hate her.

I don't want to get stuck in this mire of pain and not be able to get out. So, I consciously numbed myself. Sure enough, after I poured both bottles of beer into my stomach, the state I wanted started to appear. I felt my mind swell and my eyes blurred. Soon, I was leaning over on the bed.

I don't know when, I don't know what time it is. Anyway, I fell asleep that night. I didn't wake up until after seven o'clock in the morning the next day. As soon as I looked at the two empty beer bottles on the bedside table, I remembered that I borrowed wine last night to drown my sorrows, and I slept until now without even washing my body!

I got out of bed, opened the door, and tried to rush to the bathroom. However, no. The bathroom door was locked behind the scenes, and there was a gargling sound coming from inside. I knew that Tang Yanxin was inside, so I had to wait patiently. It's just a lower body that doesn't fight, and I was drunk with alcohol one night, and I don't see it in a hurry. Now when I'm in a hurry, I'm so anxious that the ground is cracking, and it's unbearable!

I folded my legs half-bent and folded them, my hands folded between my thighs, and my face was grinning. There he was whirring and gasping, looking like a wolf bèi unbearable. I just hope that Tang Yanxin will be faster, you will be faster, if you are slower, I can't help it, I will not be able to hold back and pull it out.

My attention was all focused on patience, and I didn't notice that after Tang Yanxin finished washing, she walked out of the bathroom, holding a mouthwash cup in one hand and a towel in the other, seeing my wolf bèi unbearable appearance, from the initial surprise and curiosity to the secret laughter later. Afraid that I would be embarrassed, the hand holding the towel bent up and put it next to her mouth to hide her smile.

I was so embarrassed for a moment that I couldn't do it. I was half-bent over, my hands still between my legs, in a gesture of patience. When I looked up and saw her snickering, I felt a sense of self-esteem. I want to explain that it's not my kidney deficiency, and that's not how I do it on a daily basis. It was only like this after drinking two beers last night.

But, obviously, Tang Yanxin didn't want to hear me explain anything. She looked at my wolf bèi, and after a very ambiguous snicker, she swayed into her room. Then, she closed the door of her room. I looked at the qiē in front of me in a daze, trying to explain? Want to explain?

I don't know. I felt that the urgency in my body had reached the point where I could not bear it. After a long period of blank and confusing brains, suddenly it became clear to me what I needed to do the most! I suddenly returned to my impatience and turned my head to the bathroom almost naturally.

I was too anxious to take care of it so much, and rushed into the bathroom with an arrow to remove all the things that needed to be eliminated from my body. All of a sudden, I felt lighter. The feeling of unloading a thousand pounds of weight is so comfortable! However, I still can't fully relax, it's almost time to go to work, and I need to hurry.

I took care of myself almost as quickly as I was on the march, picked up my satchel, rushed out the door, locked the door, and ran towards the bus stop. In the distance, a bus approached the waiting station, and I couldn't wait any longer. This was the last train I was able to keep from being late.

Seeing that the last passenger to get on the bus was about to get on the bus, and I was still more than ten meters away from the station, I had to rush closer panting, and squeezed into the bus the moment the driver closed the door. There are too many people in the car, in addition to rushing to work, there are also uncles and aunts who can't sleep too much. The inside of the car is like a can of sardines, and it's impossible to move if you want to.

It's embarrassing. Men and women huddled together, with their butts on top of each other's buttocks. I want to avoid suspicion, but it's good if you can squeeze into the car, and can you still move? Don't you think it's too extravagant? I know that there is no way to do it, although there are people in the newspapers and on the Internet who have called on retired uncles and aunts not to join the excitement of young people going to work, but in reality there are many people who understand this principle, but it is not interesting to wake up too early and stay at home, so the uncles and aunts are coming to join in the fun.

But to my embarrassment, after I squeezed into the car, as soon as the door closed, my front body was clinging to the back of a girl. The smell of her perfume made me dizzy. Her curved back was clinging to my front. And what embarrassed me even more was that this tall and pretty girl turned out to be Tang Yanxin, who was renting in the same room as me!

It's so embarrassing, how embarrassing.

At such a time, in a place with so many people, how could I meet Tang Yanxin!

Life is a joke sometimes! And this kind of joke has the potential to discredit me for the rest of my life. Please don't think that this is my inherent obscene thought, which leads to the embarrassment of the moment. In fact, in my heart, there has never been a trace of disrespect to Tang Yanxin at all.

Even for women I don't know, I have never thought of being disrespectful. But physiologically it's so unreasonable and uncontrollable! I knew that I was about to make a fool of myself in public, so I tried my best to control myself, and constantly admonished: We are born as human beings, and we must know etiquette and shame! At this time, you must maintain your image!

In fact, who doesn't have so many embarrassing things in life? It's just that this time it's too embarrassing!

When I was in college, I was embarrassed by a beautiful cutie.

As I said, I grew up in a poor rural area, and because my family was poor, I was ashamed to show off, and I didn't like to socialize. Single-mindedly only in academics. Unexpectedly, this aroused a beautiful woman's interest in me. She was so bold that she stopped me halfway and said in public, "Is it okay to be my boyfriend?" ”

I was a little stunned and replied, "I think it's better for us to be friends." ”

After less than a minute, she asked, "Is it okay to be my boyfriend?" ”

I already had hot flashes: "It's really not suitable!" "I don't dare to say I'm poor!

Unexpectedly, my refusal made Meimei furious, and she said unrelentingly: "I chased you twice, but you refused, it's too faceless, right?" Anyway, you're going to chase me back and let me reject you, so that I can balance my mind! ”

I think, yes. It's too shameful to let a girl be rejected in public, no matter how many reasons I have. So, I said to her, "Beauty, will you be my girlfriend?" ”

Unexpectedly, Meimei replied, "Yes! As she spoke, she came up and was about to take my hand, and I was immediately embarrassed.

Once, also on the bus, a woman wore a pair of high-heeled shoes with a height of 10 centimeters to get on the bus, and people naturally leaned forward. Unexpectedly, after she leaned over, when she turned around, she saw that I was staring at her with red eyes and hot eyes, so she scolded me as a villain: "I am a stinky rascal!" What to watch? Haven't you ever seen a woman? It's all over the place! ”

I immediately became angry: "You stinky rascal!" I'm too lazy to look at you! But your shoes are on my toes, I am in pain, in order not to make you embarrassed, I didn't say anything about you, my face is red, how can you say that I see a blush? ”

Everyone on the bus was laughing, but I was so hot that I felt my whole head and even the roots of my hair.

Ay! Embarrassment is a very strange thing, it puts you in a state of panic, tightness, and self-preservation; But in reality, it is often not something you can anticipate and prevent.

It comes unexpectedly, catching you off guard, catching you off guard, and not being able to dodge. It hurts your self-esteem and reputation, but you can't do anything about it. Expecting to be forgiven by others for explanation, the more the description becomes darker and darker. Therefore, for the appearance of embarrassment, you can only let time fade it.