After I knew that it was Tang Yanxin who was clinging to me, my heart was even more panicked. In an embarrassing situation like this, I tried not to let her know that I was behind her. Otherwise, I don't even know how to explain it to her! Can you make it clear that it wasn't intentional on my part?

Moreover, my position with her is so ambiguous. Even if I don't have evil thoughts, how can I be paradoxical and unnatural in the eyes of others? What's more, her mature body, under the rapid and slow driving of the bus, the close contact made my blood rush.

I can't help but say that I am a well-informed person. From elementary school to university, I studied for 16 years. I still know how to be polite, righteous and shameful. Therefore, from my heart, I have never meant to blaspheme Tang Yanxin. It's just, it's just...... What embarrasses me so much is that in my youthful and enthusiastic body, I can't control my natural reactions!

This really makes me shameless! At this moment, if there is a crack in the ground, I am willing to burrow into it! It's true! It is not difficult to imagine that Tang Yanxin must have known that the man who was close to her had subtle and ambiguous small movements. In this place where everyone is crowded together, she is a girl's house, and she is in an ambiguous contact with a man, can she not classify the other party as obscene?

Oh, my God! When I think of this, my heart "clicks" for a moment! Man is completely broken! What am I going to do? What should I do? Do I still have the face to see Tang Yanxin? Although we have read a lot of books, no teacher has ever taught us how to distinguish between natural human reactions and evil desires.

But these two concepts are fundamentally different. One is an unintentional act of nature without subjective desires; One is malicious, with an evil consciousness of subjective desires. One is an act that is forgivable, understandable; The other is vicious behavior that needs to be punished and cracked down......

Just as I was thinking and overwhelmed, the bus arrived at the first stop. As long as some people go down and the car is a little looser, I don't have to be next to Tang Yanxin's back. In this way, the scene that made me extremely embarrassed can be relieved. But I don't know if it's because the first stop is too close to the station where we got on the train, and people take the train to go farther away, so no one gets off at the first stop. I still have to cling to Tang Yanxin's back!

It gave me an embarrassment that I couldn't breathe. I didn't dare to come out of the atmosphere anymore, my head was full of bloody horror, for fear that Tang Yanxin would feel too embarrassed, so I slowly turned my head to see clearly who was ambiguously touching her behind her back. I know that when Tang Yanxin sees clearly that the person who disrespects her is me, my life and my image will plummet!

I don't expect anything from Tang Yanxin. But everyone rents and lives in the same room, not to mention love and envy because of this. At the very least, you shouldn't let the other party think that you are a nasty billet and a villain with constant evil thoughts! Therefore, I pray that Tang Yanxin will not turn back and not let me face unbearable embarrassment.

I kept praying in my heart as my mind thought about how to avoid embarrassment, and the natural reaction of my body was slowly snubbed. The impulse was finally suppressed. As long as Tang Yanxin never turns back, I can escape the catastrophe. Thankfully, Tang Yanxin didn't look back until she got out of the car, which made me feel greatly relieved!

When I got out of the car, I was still flustered. Reaching out and touching his forehead, his head was covered in cold sweat. Shame on you! What did I do today that doesn't really mean people? It's breathless to think about. When I was close behind Tang Yanxin, I once admonished myself a hundred times, a thousand times, not to be rude to Tang Yanxin! Don't let Tang Yanxin think I'm a shameless villain!

However, how can I not control myself? Why am I panicking and making small moves at the same time? Ouch, what a shame. I blamed myself like this, and when I saw Tang Yanxin disappear in the crowd in front of me, I suddenly realized that I was going to be late today! If you go down the street to the company as you used to, you will be late. So, I made a detour from the alley to rush back to the company.

Luckily, I was able to get back to the punch card machine almost ten seconds and eight seconds before the last ten seconds, and typed out my name that I wasn't late for the day.

"Ladies and gentlemen, editors of the Second Editorial Department, please go to the editor-in-chief's office. The new editor-in-chief wants to get to know everyone! "I had just sat nervously at my desk, opened my mailbox, and was about to download the correspondents' manuscripts, when I heard Litch shouting at everyone.

So soon, someone will fill the vacancy of the new editor-in-chief? Alas, it's really hard to find a job right now! The original editor-in-chief has only been fired for less than two days, and the new editor-in-chief has come to fill the vacancy! I want to see what kind of divine means he can do, and as soon as he comes, he will be directly promoted to our editor-in-chief! So, I followed everyone and poured into the editor-in-chief's office.

In the editor-in-chief's room, the new editor-in-chief is smiling and introducing himself to his colleagues one by one. As soon as I heard that voice, I was inexplicably nervous, and somehow it was so familiar! I looked up, oh my God! My fellow tenant, the tall and pretty Tang Yanxin, has come to me!

Her face was still full of the smile she had just introduced herself to others, no surprise, no surprise, just like the first time she met me, shaking hands with me in a fake and artificial way.

This was something I didn't expect, and when I was about to show a surprise, Tang Yanxin had already walked in front of me and was chatting with the next editor. I can't help but admire her ability to control and adapt so strongly, no wonder she will sit directly in the position of editor-in-chief. Instead of being like us, from apprenticeship to posting, and then one day Mr. Ma was in a good mood and promoted us to editors.

I don't know what she meant by pretending not to know me. Is it to avoid suspicion? Or is it for the sake of future work? Or even deliberately snubbed me for the sake of my indecency towards her on the bus just now? However, in the car, she didn't turn her head to look! It stands to reason that she shouldn't have known that the man standing behind her was me!

Anyway, she came to the site to be my top boss, and it always seemed to me that there was something weird. I can't say what this strange feeling is, but it's what haunts me so often.

It is said that a woman's heart is a needle under the sea. Judging from Tang Yanxin's expression, I have two questions. That is, does she know that on the bus, standing behind her, the person who has an indecent natural reaction is me? If you know that she doesn't say it, and she deliberately doesn't say it, it means that she is generous and well-cultivated. Understanding that small gesture was not what I wanted.

The other is, what is the psychology of pretending not to know me when she saw me on the website? Under normal circumstances, such an unexpected meeting should make you laugh in surprise, and even can't help but say, "Oh, it's you?" What a coincidence! ”

However, Tang Yanxin's different normal reaction surprised me a lot, and I had to admire her ability to pretend! That's not something that ordinary people can do! She is nothing more than twenty-five or sixteen, and it stands to reason that there should still be the influence of innocence, otherwise, then she is too heavy and precocious.

Normally, I thought men were the only ones who were sullen. Because men have been taught since childhood that they have to support their families when they grow up, and shoulder the responsibility of protecting their families and defending the country. As a result, it is easier for men to mature and thus enter the roles that society has long set for them. There is no way around it, it is the innate vocation of men.

Of course, from another point of view, the responsibilities of life are indeed a kind of helplessness for men. Therefore, even if a man is not originally heavy, he still looks more mature. Who made them men?

Therefore, sullenness is a kind of goodwill disguise for men, although they wear masks, but once they "riot", they tend to be stronger, more persistent and more crazy than ordinary people.

The premise is that when they are out of people's sight, supervision, and moral standards, and in a private space that they think is safe and reliable, they will put aside the surface of "stuffiness" and let the instinct of "Sao" be fully released, let go of their hands and feet, indulge themselves, and debauch themselves.

And the strange thing is that women just have a soft spot for sullen men!

Why is it easy for sullen men to capture women's hearts? This is thanks to the mystery that women like men. Because, sullen men will show his connotation, cultivation, bearing, elegance, calmness, maturity, self-confidence, etc. in front of women, they will not be exaggerated, will not be oily, will not act recklessly, will not be anxious, this is the charm of sullenness!

There's nothing strange about this to blame. It's just that what I don't understand is that this beautiful Tang Yanxin actually gives me such a sullen feeling! What is her mission? What weight did she carry? Why is her innocence gone?

I suddenly realized, why did she and I have a role reversal? She is calm, mature, and confident like a man; And my apprehension and cautious suspicion were somewhat like a woman's.

And in love, I don't have the rationality of a man, and I am in doubt and speculation all day long.

I think, originally, sometimes women themselves don't know what they are thinking in their hearts, and women's reserve is not expressed to everyone! If a girl is reserved in front of you, it can only be said that she likes you.

Oh, my God! Could it be that my role reversal has reached this point?

Even I can't believe it's true!

When I got off work in the afternoon, I was walking alone on the way back to the house, and my mood was in such a strange state of crankiness. After having dinner in a small restaurant on the street, I lazily walked back to the rental house......