15. Chapter 15
In the office, when Tang Yanxin walked over to me, I was still suspicious, and I was sitting in an office chair in a daze. Listening to the sound of Tang Yanxin's high heels walking on the floor, it is getting closer and closer, closer and closer. When I was about to come to me, I heard Tang Yanxin frowning and saying to me, "Xian Yi, come here!" ”
"Me?" I pointed to my nose and couldn't believe it really had anything to do with me! I have always thought that I am down-to-earth and safe, why did Tang Yanxin come to me directly after Chen Yideng came to her office and shouted? It's weird. It's as unbelievable as the sun rising in the west.
"Yes, you can come to my office." Tang Yanxin looked at me faintly, a little embarrassed. Seeing my innocent and puzzled expression, Tang Yanxin nodded affirmatively to me, indicating that she was indeed looking for me.
"Oh, okay." I don't know why, the anger caused by seeing Chen Yideng's fierce face just now disappeared in Tang Yanxin's soft voice, and my heart calmed down sometime. Was it at the moment when Chen Yideng left Tang Yanxin's office? Or the moment when Tang Yanxin whispered softly to me?
I don't know. Anyway, now I'm so gentle and honest. I lowered my head, stood up from my seat, didn't dare to look at Tang Yanxin, followed behind her, obediently hung my head, hung my hands, and walked into her office. In this short distance, I can feel that my colleagues must be looking at my back with surprised and confused eyes, which makes me feel weak and embarrassed.
I followed Tang Yanxin into her office, and the soft light that penetrated the frosted glass made the office look very soft, and there was an indescribable atmosphere that was easy to make people think about it. Tang Yanxin kept her head down and walked to her chair and sat down. I don't know what she called me in, I was a little apprehensive and a little cramped.
After Tang Yanxin sat down, she suddenly stood up again, poured a glass of water on the coffee table as if she remembered something, and approached with it and handed it to me. I snorted and wanted to say thank you, but for some reason, I didn't. The apprehension and cowardice in my heart made me not know what to do.
Looking at her behavior, this behavior, tsk, she is really polite and graceful. also shows her approachable personality, just looking at it, there is a warm feeling, teaching people to her in addition to attaching her head to her ears and obeying orders, she no longer dares to gasp. Lo and behold, she smiled softly, pointed to her computer screen and said:
"Brother Yi, you ...... What's going on? It doesn't look like your style! ”
"Me? What's wrong with me? "I should be along, I really don't know what kind of disaster I have caused. I followed the computer screen she was pointing to, turned around and slowly approached. On the computer screen on her desk, she was opening the web page of the column I had edited. I didn't know if she noticed the column I made up so quickly, or if Chen Yideng came to her office and pointed it out to her?
"Not long after I came to the website, I heard several people introduce you, and they all said that you are capable, familiar with business, serious in your work, and meticulous in your work. This one...... It stands to reason that you are a senior web editor with a lot of qualifications. No...... Out of this...... Wrong, right? Tang Yanxin carefully chose the words and spoke to me carefully and carefully. I'm afraid that a certain sentence will offend me and make me unhappy.
Actually, I don't have enough of a small device to resent my critics because of my mistakes. Especially my supervisor is Tang Yanxin! I'm really wrong, "Tang Yanxin, just pull down your face and criticize me!" I said this in my heart, but my face did not change. No wonder the girls say I don't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade.
"Isn't there something you've been bothering lately? Otherwise, it stands to reason that you would not make such a low-level mistake. Don't be embarrassed, just speak up and see if I can help, or just unravel you and make you happy? Tang Yanxin said to me with a smile. The attitude is gentle and sincere. It's the kind of honest person who lowers his posture and is easy-going and easy to approach.
"I ...... What's the bother? Will I have any worries? I pretended to have nothing to do, and replied to Tang Yanxin. Actually, that's the only way to do it. Am I still in front of Tang Yanxin, crying with snot and tears about how Yi Ting betrayed me?
"Oh, it's best if there's nothing to worry about. It's just that you need to pay more attention in the future. You know, the site splits the newsroom into two so that we can compete with each other. So, as long as we are not careful, someone will get caught, it will become a reason for others to attack us, right? Tang Yanxin's speech sounded very soft, but there were words hidden in the words, and it was not pleasant to think about it carefully.
I knew that Tang Yanxin was tactfully criticizing me. But sadly, I still don't know what I did wrong. Since entering her office, I have been nervous and thinking about what is wrong. It can be said that my heart is in turmoil, and I am also in a state of confusion.
Of course, this is not the result that Tang Yanxin hopes to see. Sure enough, Tang Yanxin was a little dissatisfied with my state. She held the elbow of the other hand in one hand, bent the bowl with the other, her chin attached to the back of her hand, and stared at me with both eyes, embarrassed to accuse me directly. Instead, he asked me softly:
"You don't seem to be in a state, is there really something in your heart? Very sad thing? Isn't it? If not, how can you still not know what you have done wrong? She said, looking at me with wide eyes. Maybe I'm afraid that my eyes will be too sharp, so I pull the corners of my mouth up slightly, so that I can make a smile.
Actually, she doesn't have to be so cautious. After all, she is my boss, and if I do something wrong, she can point it out and let me change it. Now, she dodged and wanted to speak, but it made my second monk feel at a loss. Of course, I understand that she has difficulties, and I am afraid that if my relationship with her is stiffened by work matters, then we will not get along well if we live under the same roof. As the saying goes, look up and see you, look down and see you!
But I don't think I've gotten to that yet. Even though I was so taciturn and cautious. But I think I have enough heart to handle things in my work and life correctly and not let them be confused. It's just that my heart is real, I don't know if Tang Yanxin can understand it or not?
To be honest, now, I hate to tell Tang Yanxin what I have in my heart. However, it was clear that I could not explain this to her at this time. Now is not the time for men and women to make friends.
I'm really stupid. Tang Yanxin said so, but I still don't know where I was wrong! I know that Tang Yanxin is good for me, and I don't want to directly tear my face and put the problem on the table, so as not to embarrass me. So I had to look at her computer screen again, and I did make up the layout on it, but I really didn't see anything wrong.
I turned to face her, my face feeling a little hot, and I didn't dare to look at her. I snorted and hung my head in embarrassment, like a child who had done something wrong in front of a teacher. "Editor-in-Chief Lu, can you tell me directly, what did I do wrong?"
"You...... It's true...... Can't you see it? There is something wrong in the column you edited! Tang Yanxin obviously didn't want to blame me too much, and looked up at me with a concerned face, that kind of tenderness should not appear in the dialogue between superiors and subordinates. I'm not stupid, I can feel it. So, my heart was racing, my breathing was difficult, and the suffocation made me blush.
"I thought, I must have done something wrong. But I really don't know what I did wrong. Can you sue me directly? I really don't see what I'm wrong......" I muttered and pleaded.
Tang Yanxin looked a little surprised, and her face was full of exoticism. "That's not right! I heard that you are one of the senior editors in our website, and your business ability is very good, why are you distracted today, ......" Tang Yanxin still wanted to say something, and suddenly stopped talking as if she understood what it was. If you don't say it, you won't say it, why do you suddenly turn red?
I was also a little embarrassed for a while, and I didn't know how to get the courage to hang my head, but I raised it, my eyes were full of eagerness and ambiguity, and I boldly looked at Tang Yanxin. The watery eyes under the willow eyebrows really make people's souls follow! The delicate nose, the lips are slightly open sensually, revealing the snow-white and neat teeth, which shine like pearls, and it really looks so beautiful that I am dazzled.
I froze there, looking at her pretty face, not knowing what I should do. At that moment, there was a very strange feeling, as if time had really stopped, and there was nothing in my brain except Tang Yanxin's good-looking face. It wasn't until Tang Yanxin suddenly woke up in a dream that I came back to my senses.
"Don't you see that?" Tang Yanxin said, her voice was silent. "What's going on with this column you're making? Travelling cuò for business! And it's also clear that you really ...... Can't you really see it? Tang Yanxin continued, and suddenly found that she and I were already standing too close! Each other's breath swept into each other's faces, and they hurriedly took a step back.
Tang Yanxin's office was silent for a moment, and an indescribable ambiguous atmosphere permeated the entire office.
"yes, how can this be?" I'm still ignorant.
Tang Yanxin turned around and pointed to the layout on the computer screen. I rushed over, because I was solely responsible for this column, and I had to be responsible for anything that went wrong!