14. Chapter 14: I Know How to Be Jealous!
Tan Xing smiled unexpectedly, her lips pursed, and her face became bright. "Ouch, the sun is coming out of the west! Lian Xianyi is so polite! I'm afraid I've met everyone's girlfriends, right? After speaking, she smiled and walked towards the editor-in-chief's office with the text clip.
Of course I'm embarrassed! It was a painful breakup with my girlfriend that I realized this truth. But when I started to change myself, I still felt hard and shy. Of course, in front of such a beautiful and lovely Tan Xing, I didn't feel hurt by Tan Xing's ridicule of me. I know that a beautiful girl like Tan Xing would not intentionally hurt me.
I don't know if I want to change myself, is it really that my breakup with my girlfriend Yi Ting is too miserable, or is there another reason? But one thing is for sure, I really want to change myself! As for the root cause of changing yourself, I don't think it should be important. The important thing is that I have the will to change myself.
Although the process will make me very strenuous, embarrassed, and shy. However, my will did not change because of the hardship. I even thought that this was the process I had to go through to be born again. Let the ridicule and incomprehension come more violently, in order for others to accept my changes, I am willing to phoenix nirvana!
When I encouraged myself so much, I returned to my desk, and before I sat down, I subconsciously and unconsciously glanced at Tang Yanxin's office. Tang Yanxin's office is made of a large transparent glass partition, although there is a large area in the middle of the sand, but through the feet and the top of the unsanded part, I can still see some of Tang Yanxin's situation in the office. Although, this is indispensable to speculation and moderation.
But even so, I still somehow like to sneak my gaze over, even if most of the time, I don't know what Tang Yanxin is doing inside. As long as she doesn't stand up and walk around, I think Tang Yanxin should be looking at the columns compiled by the editors of the department.
I was meditating, and suddenly, I saw Chen Yideng, the editor-in-chief of the first editorial room, angrily break into Tang Yanxin's office. It seems to come with questions and accusations. This made me pay more attention to what Chen Yideng was going to do!
This Chen Yideng is thin, and his appearance gives people the impression that he is more than strict and has a lack of smile. It's as if you have to be perfect in everything, or the sky will fall. His work attitude is too serious, rigid, unlikeable, and secretly ambitious, although the reality is not as good as he wants, but he just believes that he will climb to the highest position. As a result, as the main editor, the editor of their first editorial department, that harshness is really chilling, and even I can't stand it.
Now, he is angry, he must have grabbed some trick, and he wants to give Tang Yanxin a dismount! Although I don't know why he is looking for Tang Yanxin, it is conceivable that Chen Yideng will definitely have some evidence in his hand, and after breaking into Tang Yanxin's office, he threw the evidence on his hand in front of Tang Yanxin, and then opened his mouth to ask aggressively, and sent all his anger on Tang Yanxin's body.
Thinking of this, my heart can't help but shrink! Imagine Chen Yideng's hideous appearance when he was furious, and his slightly hyperthyroidistic eyes staring at him, it was simply unbearable! If you're psychologically fragile, you might even have nightmares! No, I don't want Tang Yanxin to suffer this resentment for no reason, I gritted my teeth and looked at the desk, trying to find a way to relieve Tang Yanxin.
On the mass reporter website, Chen Yideng is definitely a difficult figure to mess with, there is no doubt about it. In that case, I should stay away from him. In normal times, I do do that. As I said, I'm an introvert, and I don't like to flirt. Well, it's my character to ignore this kind of thing that doesn't concern me.
However, today, I don't know why I suddenly got angry, and I was full of grievances because Chen Yideng angrily broke into Tang Yanxin's office!
I gazed angrily at Tang Yanxin's office. The frosted glass could faintly see the blurred figures of Chen Yideng and Tang Yanxin. Although I pretended to be looking at the computer, my attention was all focused on Tang Yanxin's office. This Chen Yideng is really a little brainy. Speaking of which, his position is only on an equal footing with Tang Yanxin, what qualifications does he have to break into Tang Yanxin's office angrily? Accuse? Lesson? Or ridicule?
In fact, in terms of ability, he is not as capable as an ordinary editor like me! I am responsible for more content, including website column updates, website thematic planning, website content operation, and even network promotion and necessary hype event planning. The workload and ability far exceed Chen Yideng, but the salary is less than half of Chen Yideng! That's the reality.
Life is always like this, full of many injustices and embarrassments! Some people can always rely on all kinds of hard work, connections and drills to get a raise and promotion in a short period of time, even if everyone knows that he may not be strong, but in the blink of an eye, he will be your top boss. And some people are destined to be mediocre all the time, regardless of whether he has peerless skills or not, at best, he has spent his life making wedding clothes for others. And even more unfortunately, I was one of them.
I consider myself to be a good performer, and I am appreciated by many of my peers and individual superiors. The columns I made were not only rich in content, but also had many articles, and the click-through rate was at the top of the website. You know, a high or low click-through rate can mean the life or death of a website.
It stands to reason that it is an honor for the website to have such a capable editor on the website. But I don't know why, in the end, my work achievements have become achieved under the guidance and help of the editor-in-chief. The result is, of course, predictable. Promotion and salary increase are the business of the editor-in-chief, but it is I who honestly stay in my position!
Such an upside-down website, to say that I never had the heart to leave, is absolutely lying to you. But when I thought about leaving the site, I realized that I couldn't find anywhere else! Since I left school, I've been dealing with these online units, and they've become more and more powerless. It seems that without this kind of business of typing keyboards for a living, there is nothing I can do anymore. So, I had to stay inertly, aggrieved, and pitifully on the site.
I was thinking about it in annoyance, when I saw Chen Yideng walking out of Tang Yanxin's office with his head down. Behind him, followed by Tang Yanxin, who had her upper teeth and lower lip, was walking towards me. My heart couldn't help but "chuckle" for a moment, thinking: Could this be related to me?
You Chen Yideng! Don't let me know what bad words and deeds you have to Tang Yanxin, otherwise Lao Tzu will work hard because of this!
It's not like I've never done this before! Ever heard of men being jealous and violent?
That year in college, for the sake of the female classmate who openly showed love to me, I gave someone an educational lesson that he would never forget. It was a very cold day, and the wind blew on people's faces, so a ray of sunshine came out after noon, which attracted many adults to the open-air stadium on campus, playing chess, cards, and entertainment while basking in the sun.
My winter coat is not reliable in the first place, and when I see the sun coming out, I naturally have to go out to warm up. I staggered from the cold school building to the stadium, and when I got there, I saw a group of big men squatting on the stone orange around playing chess and cards. So I stopped and watched the big guys play chess.
I was shy to socialize because I was poor, but I gradually developed a thinking personality, so I was most interested in activities such as chess. In many cases, you only need to look down and think, and you can plan carefully, and you will have the pleasure of strategizing and winning a thousand miles. While I was watching the battle, a big man approached, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Hey, Xianyi, the girl's shoes that openly showed you love last time are running to you again!" ”
When I heard this, I was a little surprised. I heard that she still hasn't given up on me, so it seems that I have to avoid it. lest she show her love in front of so many children's shoes, I can't stand the embarrassment! With that in mind, I stood up and prepared to flee. I didn't expect that as soon as I stood up, this girl's shoes had already run over.
patted me on the shoulder and said with a smile: "Brother Yi, you are so ruthless, you haven't paid attention to me for so long!" I've told you publicly, and I really miss you! ”
As soon as she finished speaking, the children's shoes around her burst into laughter. This laughter instead became the courage to provoke her to get close to me, and people approached me, as if there was a tiptoe kiss! As I said, I'm a more introverted person, so naturally I can't make affection on this occasion.
But at this time, the children's shoes were so happy that they coaxed on the side, saying, "Brother Yi kisses one!" Brother Yi kisses one! Brother Yi kisses one! ”
If I was seen in public being kissed by a girl's shoe, how could I get it? I don't know where to put my face! Just as I was about to be kissed by this girl's shoe, this girl's shoe was pulled and I breathed a sigh of relief. Alas, someone finally helped me out!
I was about to thank this person, but when I looked at it, I couldn't help but gasp and take three steps back! It turned out to be a person who admired the girl's shoes! Hey, I suddenly have the vinegar that I can't tolerate that boy's shoes and forcibly snatch the girl's shoes from me!
Even though I'm poor, I can't love that girl's shoes, but likewise, I can't watch that boy's shoes pull the girl's shoes that like me away from me mercilessly!
I said, "Hey, you've got to ask if the girl's shoes would like to be taken away by you, right?" ”
But the boy looked down on me and said, "Who are you?" Can you handle it? ”
The girl's shoes were not easy to mess with, and she turned and shouted to the boy, "Who are you?" ”
Now it's good! Lao Tzu had a reason to beat people, and he stopped talking, and punched at that kid!
I'm not as good as you in fighting rich, it's good to fight! When I was a child, Lao Tzu pulled the cow and didn't allow it to go down to the field to gnaw the seedlings? I've already trained my arm strength......
Love is not a one-man business. It's like a slap, can one hand clap? If you don't have two hands in the same direction at the same time, the slap won't ring.
Do you understand, boy!