Hibiscus sat in Beratung's spacious and warm office, and across from her sat a German woman about fifty years old, with a kind face that reminded her of her mother, Shao Minzhi, the aunt of the neighborhood committee.

The German aunt was very enthusiastic, and after she went in, she took the initiative to pour her a glass of water and put it in front of her, and then sat down and asked her two questions, of course, in German.

Mu Hibiscus couldn't understand what the aunt said, so he could only shake his head and say in English helplessly: "That, I'm sorry, I don't speak German, I only speak English and Chinese." He"

The German aunt was slightly stunned, obviously she didn't speak English, and she didn't understand what Hibiscus just said, so that the communication between the two was hindered at the beginning.

Mu Hibiscus is thinking about whether you don't need to apply for this abortion license if you can't communicate, in Germany, it seems that without this abortion license issued by Beratung, no hospital will give you an abortion.

If she really can't get this certificate, it means that God wants her to keep this child, so does she really not have to worry about anything and directly obey God's arrangement?

It's a pity that as soon as she thought of this, she saw the German aunt beckoning to a young woman in her twenties next to her, and said a word of German, and then the young woman came over with a smile on her face.

"I'll translate for you," the young German woman said to Hibiscus in English, with the same kind smile on her face.

This young German woman is not as beautiful as in movies and television, in fact, she is an ordinary German woman with freckles on her face like some young Chinese women.

"Thank you!" Hibiscus nodded to the young German woman, showing little gratitude for her enthusiasm.

The German aunt said a long list of words to the hibiscus, and of course the hibiscus did not understand, but the young woman waited for the German aunt's words to fall, and immediately repeated them to her in English.

"Our director asked you why you don't want the child in your belly? The baby is very cute, you should consider giving birth to the baby, think about it, if everyone doesn't want to have a baby, then where did you come from? You should learn from your mother to give birth to her baby and raise it. ”

Although the young woman translated the words of the German aunt a little quickly, and did not carry too much emotion, even so, listening to Hibiscus's ears still made her feel uncomfortable and warm.

She bit her lip lightly to stabilize her emotions a little, and then looked at the German aunt and said softly: "I know that the baby is very cute, and I also want to be like my mother learning to give birth to the baby, but my body doesn't allow me to do this, I"

Mu Hibiscus said this, her nose was sore, her eyes were moist, she paused, tried to stabilize her emotions, and only then did she take a deep breath and choked her mouth.

"The doctor said that there was a tumor in my blood, and I had an examination of my whole body except for the brain, and no tumor was found, so the doctor suspected that the tumor was in my brain, and now recommended that I take a CT scan to confirm the diagnosis, and the radiation of CT is very large, which is likely to teratogenic the fetus in the womb, if I really have a tumor in the brain, I can't have a child."

The young German woman translated Hibiscus's words to the German aunt, who was also stunned after listening to the young woman's translation, and then looked at Hibiscus with sympathetic eyes.

"I deeply sympathize with your situation," the young German woman translated, "and we know that you love children, but God has given you such a cruel choice, and your choice is wise, and any of us will make such a choice from your point of view." ”

"Therefore, we will help you issue a certificate of miscarriage, and at the same time, we hope that you can go for surgery as soon as possible, take a CT scan of the brain as soon as possible, and diagnose whether you really have a disease as soon as possible."

"Of course, we pray that God can give you the greatest mercy, I hope you are free from illness and disaster, I hope you can escape this disaster smoothly, and I hope you can have a lovely baby in the future."

Mu Hibiscus thinks that the German aunt is not only kind, but also very persuasive, especially the words she said, which makes people feel warm in their hearts, who said that Germans are mean and ruthless and stingy?

Look at how good the German aunts she met, and the German landlady she met was too good, they were originally strangers to her, but they were still very sincere to her, even if the German aunts in this beratung were just formulaic sincerity.

In the end, he successfully opened the miscarriage certificate, and Mu Hibiscus took the certificate and said to the German aunt: "Thank you." ”

thankyou is an English word that people in the whole world can understand, even German aunts who can't speak English can understand it, so the German aunt said to Hibiscus with a smile: "Sincerelywishyouhappinessandourgod-Almighty'sbless." ”

I wish you happiness from the bottom of my heart, God Almighty bless you! This is the meaning of the English sentence spoken by the German aunt!

Hibiscus was surprised that the German aunt, who couldn't speak English, could say such a fluent English greeting, and couldn't help but wonder if she couldn't understand English just now.

The young German woman smiled and explained to Hibiscus: "This is the only English that our director can speak, and I taught her for a long time before she learned." ”

Hibiscus nodded, holding the abortion certificate issued to her by the German aunt, as if carrying a thousand pounds of heavy burden, and slowly walked out of the warm and spacious office of Beratung.

Shi Yan smoked outside Beratung's office, and he didn't know if it was because Hibiscus had been in it for too long, so he smoked two cigarettes outside before he came out.

"Is it done?" Shi Yan saw her come out, holding an A4 piece of paper in his hand, which seemed to have black printed words and red seals.

"Well," Hibiscus replied in a low voice, handing him the words in his hand, and whispering, "It's done." ”

"Let's go," Shi Yan folded the piece of paper and put it in his bag, took her hand, and walked towards the taxi that was waiting for them not far away.

"Are you going to the hospital now?" Mu Hibiscus asked softly when he got into the car, only to feel that Shi Yan's hand was a little tight and painful, so he struggled slightly, trying to break free from his palm.

"Hmm," he replied, not letting go of her hand, but releasing a little bit of force, and grabbing her a little bit with his other hand, so that she was close to his body.

"Today," she hesitated, but finally asked, "Surgery?" ”

"No, I'll give you a gynecological examination today," Shi Yan turned his face sideways, hugged her tightly with his hand, and said softly: "The doctor said that before the operation, there are still some necessary examinations to be done, so it is estimated that the operation will not be done today, but I have to stay in the hospital today, and the operation will probably be done tomorrow." ”

Hibiscus nodded, no more squeaks, things have come to this point, it seems that it is useless to say anything, not to mention, she is indeed a coward, she really doesn't have the courage to risk her life to give birth to a child in her womb.

Wu You originally said that she would come to the hospital today to accompany Hibiscus, but Shi Yan called her and said that she would not have surgery today, just an examination, not to mention that she was going to open a certificate in the morning, and she was not sure when it would be opened, so she asked her not to come over today, and come back when Hibiscus had surgery.

The doctor made an appointment in advance, and the gynecologist was a beautiful female doctor, about 30 years old, who carefully examined Mu Hibiscus and then drew a tube of blood, and then talked about the operation process to Mu Hibiscus in detail.

"We will use a suction cup like something to suck out the BB in your stomach, if the sucking is not very clean, we will use a small spoon to help you scrape, that is, to do the most cleaning after the cleanup, of course, the whole operation will be under general anesthesia, you don't have to worry about whether it will hurt, because you can't feel it at all, just a sleep."

This beautiful female doctor was very formulaic when she said this, but it was terrifying to hear it in Hibiscus's ears, which made her involuntarily think of the miscarriage process a few years ago.

Of course, the operation was done because of a fall and miscarriage that could not save the fetus, and general anesthesia was not used in Bencheng at that time, so although she couldn't see the whole process, she completely felt it.

That kind of pain, that kind of pain, she really didn't want to experience it again, but God was so unkind to her, so even if she went to a foreign country, she still had to experience the pain she experienced a few years ago.

After saying this, the beautiful female doctor gave Hibiscus a form, which is similar to the Chinese form, that is, some questions such as whether there is a family history, and Hibiscus checked it according to his own situation.

The beautiful female doctor asked her if she had a place to live after the operation, and whether there was anyone to accompany her within 48 hours after the operation, and other common sense questions, of course, this was not a problem for Hibiscus.

After filling out a bunch of forms, the next step is to talk to an anesthesiologist, because abortion is a mandatory procedure in Germany and requires a certificate from the anesthesiologist.

In the past, Hibiscus felt that there were too many proofs in China, and she needed to prove them no matter what she did, but now she realizes that Germany has far more proof than China, at least she didn't need any proof for the abortion she had in China a few years ago.

It was already noon when Mu Hibiscus came out of the gynecologist's clinic, Shi Yan had been waiting for her outside the clinic, and when he saw her coming out, he hurriedly greeted her, and asked nervously: "Is there anything wrong?" ”

"It's okay," Hibiscus shook his head slightly, then took a deep breath and said, "But I have to talk to the anesthesiologist in the afternoon, and the doctor said that the anesthesiologist must issue a certificate." ”

Shi Yan nodded, he knew that Germany needed a lot of proofs, and before he came, Aka had told him that it seemed that he needed three or four certificates to obtain permission for an abortion, and he could also perform an abortion.

At noon, the two of them did not go back, but had lunch at a restaurant near the hospital, perhaps because this matter was very depressing for both of them, so they both tried not to talk about the miscarriage as much as possible.

The anesthesiologist was a young and beautiful German woman, and Hibiscus gave her a bunch of forms when she went in, and Hibiscus filled them out very carefully, because she had already filled out the forms once in the morning, so this time it was much smoother to fill in.

The anesthesiologist gave her a thick photo album after she filled out the form, which of course contained some terrible pictures, and the anesthesiologist cautiously told her that anesthesia may cause some consequences, such as shock, which will cause life-threatening during the operation, etc., in short, the same risks that Chinese doctors tell their families before surgery.

The anesthesiologist said after the last minute, of course, these are all columns, and this kind of situation generally does not happen, such as minor surgeries such as abortion, anesthesia almost never occurs in this kind of situation.

After talking to the anesthesiologist, of course, she got a certificate, and the anesthesiologist looked through the information she brought when she issued the certificate, and then asked puzzled: "Why don't you have an insurance certificate?" ”

Mu Hibiscus froze slightly, she didn't know how to answer this question, so she asked the anesthesiologist, why do you need an insurance certificate for Lu? Is it difficult to have an abortion or buy insurance?

The anesthesiologist explained to her that the insurance company can reimburse the unplanned pregnancy, which means that the operation can be done for free, and you only need to go to the insurance company to issue a certificate.

Mu Hibiscus smiled bitterly after figuring it out, and then said lightly: "I am a foreigner who has just come to Germany, and I have not bought insurance in Germany, so I don't need to go to the insurance company to issue any certificates." ”

I took the certificate issued by the anesthesiologist and went to the female doctor in the morning, and the doctor told her that the operation was scheduled for eight o'clock tomorrow morning, which was already because the professor said hello to take care of her, otherwise it would be arranged in three days.

Of course, I can't eat anything after 10 o'clock tonight, not even water, because I am afraid that the food will come up and block the trachea during the anesthesia, causing unnecessary danger and trouble.

Originally, she could come early tomorrow morning, but Shi Yan was afraid that Mu Hibiscus would change his mind after he returned, so he insisted on being hospitalized this afternoon, because a professor greeted her, so a single room was reserved for her.

I can't eat after ten o'clock in the evening, and I will hold on until tomorrow after the operation, which is a bit long, so at nine o'clock in the evening, Shi Yan sent a supper to Mu Hibiscus again.

"I didn't have dinner until six o'clock, where can I eat now? Are you not hungry? "Hibiscus really convinced him, when she is a pig, so can she eat it?

"This is a tree bun made by the landlord's aunt, and she has repeatedly told you to eat more," Shi Yan took out the supper brought from home, in addition to the tree bun, there was also milk and pure juice.

Hibiscus actually wanted to say that I couldn't eat, and it didn't have much to do with whether I was hungry or not, it was mainly because I wasn't in the mood, thinking that by this time tomorrow, my child would not be in my belly, and she would be so uncomfortable that she didn't have any appetite at all.

But she didn't say anything, but still picked up the tree bun made by the old lady of the landlady and slowly stuffed it into her mouth, the tree bun is a famous bread in Germany, and it is said to be one of the best breads.

Maybe because of her mood, she didn't taste anything, just because Shi Yan was here, she didn't want to let herself behave too reluctantly, after all, she promised to compromise, weigh and give up with him last night for the sake of tomorrow's maximum happiness.

Therefore, she still insisted on stuffing these foods into her mouth, whether it was tree bread, milk or pure juice, but fortunately, Shi Yan didn't bring her much weight, and it took her half an hour to finally stuff it all into her mouth.

"You rest early, I'll sleep on the sofa next to me at night," Shi Yan pointed to the sofa next to him, and joked with a smile: "I haven't slept on the sofa for a long time, and I don't remember what it's like to sleep on the sofa." ”

"Actually, I don't have anything to do, and I don't need to take care of it," Hibiscus looked at him and said, "You can go home and sleep, and it's the same if you come back tomorrow morning." ”

"It's rare for me to run around," Shi Yan cleaned up the coffee table she ate and said, "You know that I'm very lazy, not to mention that it started to snow again when I first came, so it's better to stay in your hospital room than to go home in the snow at this time." ”

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Mu Hibiscus didn't speak anymore, she knew the purpose of Shi Yan staying here, but in fact, to put it bluntly, she was afraid that she would suddenly change her mind again in the middle of the night, and then secretly got up and ran away.

She remembered that she had watched a bloody online romance drama like this, the heroine seemed to be suffering from some serious illness and couldn't have children, but the heroine was very persistent and insisted on giving birth, the male protagonist did not allow her to give birth, and asked her to do it, and finally the heroine secretly ran away.

She can't remember the title of the bloody romance drama, but she knows that Lu Dao is written by a more famous author on the Internet, and she doesn't know if Lu Dao Shiyan has also seen that bloody romance drama, so she is so wary of her.

She thought that Shi Yan was completely overwhelmed, she was not the heroine in a bloody romance drama, and she didn't have so much courage and so firm determination and inhuman perseverance.

She is just an ordinary and ordinary woman, so ordinary that she has never been able to do anything earth-shattering, and she is so ordinary that she plans for herself first when she does everything.

People don't destroy the heavens and the earth for their own sake!

This is what Orange once hung on her lips, and she was deeply affected by it, so she planned for herself everywhere, was self-centered in everything, and would do things that were good for herself, and generally resolutely not consider things that were unfavorable to herself!

This night, Shi Yan really didn't leave her ward for half a step, which made her a little crying and laughing and a little sad at the same time, obviously the two of them were doing an extremely cruel thing, but they behaved so resolutely, as if they were doing something so heroic, they couldn't be ignored, and they were not allowed to escape!

At eight o'clock the next morning, a nurse and aunt entered her hospital room, took her to the examination room, and said to her before putting pills on her genitals: "If you want to keep this child, it's still too late." ”

She shook her head with a wry smile and whispered, "Don't stay." ”

It's not that she doesn't stay, she can't stay, because she is not a brave, kind, strong and omnipotent heroine, so she has to sacrifice the life of the child in her belly for her own life.

When the nurse heard her say this, she didn't say anything more, but just put a pill on her lower body, saying that the pill was good for uterine opening or something.

When she returned to the ward from the examination room, within ten minutes, the nurse brought her another pill and a glass of water, and asked her to swallow the medicine, which Hibiscus of course did.

When she swallowed the pill, Shi Yan stood next to her, she put the pill into her mouth, picked up the glass of water, tilted her head slightly, and swallowed the pill without ambiguity.

After swallowing the pills, she began to get sleepy, and after sitting on the edge of the bed for a while, she couldn't hold on, and finally lay down on the bed and fell asleep, of course she didn't know how long she slept, but then a nurse came in and said that she was going to start the operation, and then pushed her out of the ward.

Hibiscus has always wanted to keep her head clear, but when she arrived at the operating room, she was already unconscious, and in a daze, she heard someone say that she should be put on the operating table, but she couldn't climb up by herself, and then it seemed that someone helped her up.

After getting on the operating table, she seemed to see the anesthesiologist coming in a daze, and greeted her with a smile and said that it was her anesthesiologist or something, and she couldn't remember whether she had responded or not.

In short, her worst memory was a tingling in her arm, and then she fell asleep like that, and she didn't know anything

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PS: Dear friends, look at the open point, look at the open point, the hibiscus in Populus euphratica is not a virgin-like heroine, she is just an ordinary and ordinary woman, just like you, me and her in life, so Populus Hu did not let her risk her life like the heroines in other texts to insist on giving birth to the child.