[003] The defendant is in vain

I stared at her, not knowing how the conversation was going to go.

"So, do you believe I'm a girl? Believe me without confirmation? ”

"Confirmed? How to confirm? ”

I asked angrily.

"It's best if you can believe it like that, and if you still don't believe it, then let you ...... Touch, touch...... Newly grown boobs ......"

It was as if she was talking about a newborn kitten and a puppy.

Because your pet has given birth to a cub, you have to show off to others and let everyone say praise like "it's cute" and "cute".

How uncommon sense is she? Don't you understand that you can't say such a dangerous topic in front of the opposite sex?

"Huh? Do you think it's a great thing to grow breasts? ”

"Hmmm......"

She was ashamed to admit it.

Seeing the disgusted expression on my face, she hurriedly lowered her head again:

"I'm sorry, I'll reflect! I, who had bullied you like a demon for many years, have shamelessly grown such things...... Sure enough, I hate you! ”

No, speaking of which, my feelings about you are not hate, but belong to the level of "hate", right?

Especially when you become a girl, I don't even have the motivation to take revenge, what is the purpose of all those hard work and efforts before?

Frustration and endless emptiness completely enveloped me.

"Forget it, as long as you give me back Brother Optimus Prime, no, it's the big red truck robot, and the two of us will write off our accounts!"

There was a blank look on her face, couldn't such generous conditions satisfy her?

"Can you give me a little more time?" She pleaded, looking pitiful.

"Actually, I have a lot to say to you today...... Don't worry, I've kept all the toys I stole from you, and if you're willing to listen to what I've said, I'll give you back a lot! ”

I was relieved to hear that Big Brother Optimus Prime was safe and sound.

Since listening to her will not lose a piece of meat, I nodded with this childish idea at the time.

She smiled as if a condemned prisoner had been given a reprieve, and tears of joy even hung on the corners of her eyes.

"Xiexie, really, I'm sorry I was incoherent...... When I received your letter, I was so happy that I didn't sleep all night......"

She does have thin dark circles under her eyes.

"Happy? In your case, shouldn't you be afraid? Aren't you worried that you will be pressed to the ground by me, and your nose and face will be bruised, and even your mother will not know you? ”

"No, the Ye Lin I know won't do that. But...... Even if I really get treated like this, I can't help it, then I will close my eyes and not resist, and I will take it as atonement for my past sins......"

What the? Lie on the ground with your eyes closed and let me beat me casually? Is this the final showdown with the little overlord that I've rehearsed countless times in my head? weishenme feel so sad? weishenme has an urge to cry, bastard!

"I know it's useless to say sorry too much...... But at that time, because of my genetics, I was tall and strong, and I didn't look like a girl at all. Because I'm not popular among girls, I'm pretending to be a boy and I'm crazy with you...... At that time, I bullied a lot of people by relying on my physical advantage, especially you who lived next door, so ...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! ”

Just looking at her daoqian's posture, it is very sincere.

"Forget it, you don't have to do a daoqian salute to me anymore, anyway, if you return the toy to me, we'll be clear, why do you have to forgive you?"

"No, you have to forgive me!" Her tone was resolute again.

"Because...... Because I have an important request for you, and if you don't agree, my illness will never be cured again!" ”

"Heal? What happened to you? ”

I was amazed at how much I cared about her body.

"Hmm...... You know, because I've been a boy for too long and I don't have female features, I once doubted my gender and even had the idea of spending my life as a boy. It was really fun to play with you guys at that time, because boys sometimes played the nasty game of monkeys stealing peaches, and I used to stuff socks in my panties when I was afraid of revealing my stuffing...... As a result, it turned out that the breasts that I thought would never grow grew out......"

"Don't say anything about panties and boobs! I'm ashamed of you! Tell me what disease you have. ”

"Good...... Haode, after I grew breasts, I had doubts about my gender again, and it was so serious that I couldn't see people. If it's a boy, I don't think I know anything about boys anymore, but once I change back to being a girl, I suddenly find that I don't know how to get along with men of the same age...... The doctor said that if I continue like this, I am in danger of developing a gender cognitive disorder......"

"Where did you see the quacks! You've long since had a gender dysphoria! You've had this disease since you snatched my sugar gourd when you were 6 years old! ”

Well, does it turn out to be a gender perception disorder? I thought it was some kind of scary terminal illness! Anyway, why am I so kind-hearted and worried about this guy's health?

"But...... The doctor said that if I can't cure this disease, I may not be able to accept my real gender in the future, and Zuihou may find a woman to marry......"

"Nima, what kind of doctor is this! Same-sex marriage is not allowed in China! Don't make such irresponsible predictions, okay! ”

"Well, in order not to violate the laws of the country in the future, I have decided to actively treat my illness from now on."

"Treatment? How is it treated? ”

"I ...... My main symptom is my fear of boys my age, but there is one person who I am not afraid of......"

Is this talking about me? Because you have trampled me under your feet all the year round, are you not afraid?

"But because I hadn't seen him in years, I thought he had forgotten about me...... But yesterday I received a letter from him......"

"I really...... Really happy......"

Without warning, she suddenly rushed at me, and the expression on her face seemed to be full of courage.

I was almost scared to death, subconsciously thinking that she was going to hit me in the eye, so I hurriedly covered my face, but she hugged my waist.

Under the action of inertia, my back hit the rough old banyan tree.

"You...... What are you doing? ”

I looked down and saw that her face seemed to be on fire, and it couldn't be more red.

"Ye Lin, please be my boyfriend!!"

"This is the request of my life!!"

She looked at me like Bambi, expecting my reply.

I was so grief-stricken that I almost killed myself by biting my tongue.

I struggled to get out of her hug, but I didn't succeed, and with her current size, I really did my best.

"What an international joke! I don't even know your name! ”

"My name is Ren Xiaoqin! Celery fried meat with celery! You know now! Answer me! I won't let go if I don't reply! ”

She buried her head in the folds of my clothes and clung to me desperately.

"Don't tease me, okay! Do you want to say that you have been bullying me before, but in fact, because you like me? ”

"That's right! That's it! I'm a bad girl who bullies the guys she likes! Give me an answer! ”

Nima, what kind of unfolding is this! It's supposed to be a duel of ghosts and gods, but why has it become a romance soap opera?

"Quick, let go! It's not good to be seen! ”

"I'm not afraid to be seen! In order to say that, I have just used up all the courage of my life! ”

Qin grabbed the front of my blouse, and her body trembled violently.

She seemed very, very scared. I've never seen a person so scared.

Like a frightened little rabbit, crying and red-eyed, it pounces into your arms and prays for your protection.

I could scarcely resist immediately acceding to her request.

It's really a man's instinct, right? There's no resistance to girls' tears or anything.

"It's not impossible to ......be your boyfriend"

I would have liked to answer that.

But halfway through the words, I thought back to the resentment that had accumulated in my heart for many years, the humiliations I had suffered—being kicked down the river and becoming a chicken in soup, being taken away from the stool and broken in half, and the big brother Optimus Prime who had been bought for me with great difficulty was snatched away with a smirk......

So the sentence became:

"Being your boyfriend – it's absolutely impossible!"

"Why, weishenme?" Xiaoqin had a desperate expression on her face.

"No weishenme! It's because I don't like you! In order to make her die, I accentuated my tone of disgust.

The tremor on Xiaoqin's body disappeared, and she moved away from me lifelessly, her movements sluggish, her eyes dark.

It was as if today was the day she was going to be executed.

I couldn't bear it, and I wanted to change my words for a moment, but I finally relented and put on a cold face to her.

"For this day, obviously I have worked very hard...... Xiaoqin muttered in despair, "completely abstaining from violence, staying at home for three years, in order to learn how to be a girl, I have studied thousands of shoujo manga......

Hey, hey, hey, the research direction is wrong, okay! It's like a tragedy like a leftover girl who wants to get married and studies Korean dramas every day! It might be more effective to spend that time shopping!

“weishenme…… Weishenme still hates me so much? Obviously, in order not to be hated, I am willing to do anything......"

"It's okay to hit me, kick me, or spit on me...... Isn't it okay to do everything I've done to you before? ”

No, you don't have to do that, please let me go! The scene is so embarrassing!

Xiaoqin's shoulders began to shake, and the amplitude became larger and larger, and finally turned her head and began to cry loudly.

"Sure enough, it's because - I'm not a real girl!"

She ran away from me crying like that.

Looking at her who disappeared behind the morning mist, tears running down, I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart.

It turns out that my lifelong enemy is not called to let me go.

There was a girl named Xiaoqin who was hurt by my refusal, and she ran all the way home crying, and maybe there would be tears of sadness rolling down her cheeks in her sleep.

weishenme I feel so guilty?

She's a little overlord! Evil tyrant, the root of all evil, and the villain who will torment me in my nightmares!

Will I ever see her again?