What amazed me was the look in his eyes, and when he looked at me, his eyes were calm, and that gaze was a very natural disregard, not at all deliberately disguised or whatever.

He got out of the car like this, and then passed by me without looking, I noticed that the car he was driving now had been replaced by the latest Porsche, the shirt on his body was the same style that Tao Mengran had chosen for him in the mall, the hair on his head had turned black again, and his whole person exuded an aura that was completely unfamiliar to me, so that I had a second to think that he was not Jin Yan.

"Jin Yan ......" I shouted tentatively, we were in the parking lot at the time, and there was no one else around except the nanny who followed me. I saw that he was also out alone and didn't know what to do in this hotel.

Hearing me call him, he turned his head to look at me, and then asked me in a friendly and unfamiliar way, "Hello, do you know me?" ”

At that moment, I almost cried. The sleeping baby I was carrying was his blood, and I was the lover of whom he had been in love for many years, and he asked me if I knew him.

"Jin Yan, you don't know me?" I choked up and asked, a little too emotional, and the nanny saw me like this, and came over and hugged the child.

"Do we know each other? I see you're familiar, but I can't remember where you've seen you. He stood there, trying to remember for a while, but still couldn't seem to remember.

"Jin Yan, what's wrong with you? You don't even know me anymore? I'm Pan Rushu, I'm Xiaoshu. I shouted at him, and the moment I realized that he was not in disguise, I was amazed, and at the same time a kind of indescribable, inexplicable despair welled up in my heart.

"Little book?" He looked at me suspiciously, and then showed an extremely warm smile, he came over and stood beside me, I smelled the same perfume on his body as before, but his face was still full of confusion, but as if he couldn't bear to hurt my self-esteem, he smiled perfunctorily: "Is this your child?" Can you give me a hug? It looks so cute. ”

When he reached for the ball, I was stunned, and for a moment, I wanted to blurt out that this was your son, and that this was the baby we had been dreaming about for so long.

However, his gaze was so unfamiliar, he carefully took the ball in swaddling clothes, he reached out and hooked the nose of the ball, and the ball opened his big round eyes and looked at him drippingly, and he grinned without timidity at all, and his eyes narrowed into a line.

Jin Yan hugged the child for a while and put the child back into my hands, and he politely said to me: "Your baby is so beautiful, his skin is as white as snow, and he must be very handsome when he grows up." I'll come upstairs to do something, I'll go first, and I'll see you later when I'm free. ”

After saying that, he waved his hand at me impatiently, as if he regarded me as an old friend who I hadn't seen for too long and couldn't remember for a long time, and there was no familiarity in his tone.

Zhao Qinhan got down from the elevator at this time, and when he saw me and Jin Yan standing together, he was stunned for a moment, and then came to his senses, ran towards me in three steps and two steps, stood next to me, and looked at Jin Yan with a wary face.

"Hey, aren't you who? …… Let me think about it, by the way, aren't you Zhao Qinhan? I finally remembered, why are you here? Is this your lady? Jin Yan slapped his head and said with a smile.

Zhao Qinhan was also stunned, he looked at me, and then at Jin Yan, as if he didn't expect such a result at all, so he didn't know how to answer at all in embarrassment.

"Hey, you forgot about me? Do I remember that our university was not alumni? Jin Yan slapped Zhao Qinhan on the shoulder as if he had completely changed his temperament, and then said, "I remember you kid, at that time, you and our family Mengran hosted together, and I was half angry, haha." ”

When he said this, I felt as if I had been struck by lightning, my body and mind seemed to have been split in half, and I stood there speechless and looked at him in amazement, unable to believe that this sentence came from his mouth.

"Mengran? Are you talking about Tao Mengran? Zhao Qinhan looked at Jin Yan in disbelief.

"You kid don't have garlic! Didn't you like Xiao Ran for many years? But it's good to see you so happy now. Judging by the way you look, you should have just gotten married, right? Congratulations! Jin Yan's smile on his face hurt me deeply.

What kind of means did Tao Mengran use to replace me as his love of mind in his memory? What a blow and irony this is for me!

"Thank you, you...... You don't know her anymore? Zhao Qinhan was also completely stunned, Jin Yan's expression was so natural, where was the slightest pretense. Zhao Qinhan pointed at me and asked Jin Yan.

Jin Yan smiled awkwardly, and then said: "I don't know much about my previous classmates, and I haven't been in school much at all, I really don't remember, I'm not embarrassed." But I'll remember it later. ”

"And do you remember the dance you danced on the school stage?" I muttered, two lines of tears wordlessly spilling out of my eyes.

"Of course I remember, it was specially for us Xiao Ran. Was I particularly handsome when I danced? Jin Yan winked at me, with a hint of mischievous in his tone.

How did he know that this tone was like a thousand arrows piercing my heart to me, the blood in my whole body was coagulated, I stared into his eyes affectionately, and then asked a sentence that made me extremely sad: "Jin Yan, who is the woman you love most in your life?" ”

"Of course it's Tao Mengran, do you still need to doubt this?" Jin Yan said firmly.

When the three words "Tao Mengran" were spoken, it was like a stone stirring up a thousand waves, and layers of waves reverberated infinitely in my heart.

The world says that the farthest distance in the world is that I stand next to you and you don't love me, but at this moment, I deeply feel that the farthest distance in the world is not only like this, the farthest distance in the world is that I still love you deeply and you not only forget me, but also forget all the past related to me.

"You...... Why is your wife crying? Jin Yan pointed at me and muttered to Zhao Qinhan, his two innocent eyes stung me deeply.

Zhao Qinhan came over and tried to support me, I pushed him away violently, my eyes still stayed on Jin Yan's body, I tried to get even the slightest hint from his eyes, telling me that he was just acting, just acting. But no, not at all, he seemed to have completely forgotten about me, completely unremembered that I had existed in his life, and didn't care at all.

Oh, my God! Why should I be punished like this?! What am I doing wrong?! At that moment, I knelt straight on the ground, and I finally understood what kind of mood it was like when I shouted that pathetic "Oh my God" in the play?! Who can deeply understand this desperate sadness without experiencing it personally!

"Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan, why are you still here? I've been waiting for you upstairs for a long time! A delicate call came from the elevator, and I saw Tao Mengran wearing a royal blue deep V long skirt, bewitching towards us, her waist twisted and twisted, and every step revealed infinite pride.

I got up from the ground at once, with infinite hatred, staring at this woman who was opportunistic, stole my love, stole Jin Yan's memories, and stole my man.

The high heels she wore were getting taller and taller, her nails were getting brighter and brighter, her whole face was filled with a kind of happiness bathed in love, and her eyes were so proud and so proud. And I, with my hair tied in a ponytail casually, a shirt on my top and jeans on my bottom, sneakers, ordinary and ordinary.

But so what, Tao Mengran would never have thought that just as she was about to pounce on Jin Yan's arms, I rushed over and slapped her in the face neatly and simply. Then, just push her to the ground!

No one thought I would do it! I didn't even think of it myself! I don't even know how I got there! I don't even know what I'm going to do! It's just that at that moment, I really hate and hate this woman!

"What exactly did you do to Jin Yan?!" I shouted it almost from the depths of my throat.

"What are you doing? You crazy woman! What I didn't expect was that Jin Yan pulled me away, and then helped Tao Mengran up from the ground.

If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, how could I have believed that my Jin Yan would have been so merciful to another person in front of me, how could I dare to believe that my Jin Yan would have thrown me to the other side in order to protect other women, how could I dare to believe that he would caress her injuries so distressed and ask her where she hurt!

When Jin Yan threw me away, Zhao Qinhan firmly protected me, and he whispered in my ear: "Jin Yan has a problem, you stay calm." ”

"Tao Mengran!" I have no way to calm down at all, I had illusions about life before, and I am extremely confident that one day I can return to Jin Yan and take our children to live a good life with him! But now, this chilling scene in front of me took me to the beach like a huge wave, and I had reached the point where I had to accept the reality!

"I don't know what you did to Jin Yan! But Tao Mengran, if you do this, you will be punished! I shouted.

"Pan Rushu, are you sick? You're married, don't set your eyes on other people's men! Let me tell you, that is, Qin Han exalted you! But don't do too much! Throwing yourself into the arms of other people's men in front of men, where do you put your man's dignity away?! Tao Mengran covered her face and shouted at me.