39. Put it to death and then be born, break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly!
"Auntie, I'm sorry I didn't protect you." His voice trembled faintly, even in his body.
"Silly boy, what nonsense are you talking about, I'm just-"
At this time, an anxious voice beside him roared, "Hey! I said you're not done! Don't you see we're going to start playing? Are you ready to chirp until dawn? ”
The man glanced at us hatefully, "I said Zhao Alcohol, can you go elsewhere if you are tired?" The man looked me up and down with disdain as he spoke, and then said mockingly, "Yo! This girl is a little older, but she looks pretty good. It's all said that mature women are very good at kung fu in bed, Zhao Alcohol, this kid has to enjoy tonight! ”
As soon as these words came out, everyone else laughed along. I gave the man an angry look, and didn't intend to pay attention to it. Zhao Yu suddenly broke free from my hand, took off his helmet, jumped out of the car, rushed up, and gave the man a hard punch.
The man fell out of the car defenselessly, struggled to get up, and scuffled with Zhao Yu.
The people next to him cheered as if they were making a fuss, and kept shouting "Fight!" Beat! Fight to the death! ”
I stood aside, a little stupid at first, but when I came back to my senses, I saw that Zhao Yu was pressed under the man, and I rushed up and trapped the man from behind without thinking about it.
However, my strength was really limited, and the man broke free in three or two strokes, and when he saw that the person behind him was me, he smiled, turned around and prepared to clean me up. Before the clinker hand could be raised, he was shot to the ground by Zhao Yu.
Just when I was still stunned, I was slapped on the shoulder, and then my head was covered by Zhao Yu's helmet. Then, I heard him shouting at me, "Auntie, get in the car!" ”
I jumped up in a hurry, and as soon as my hand was on his waist, I heard a boom, and the whole person rushed out like an arrow off the string.
Behind him, the man chased after him with several brothers. I hugged Zhao Yu's waist tightly, and my body shrank into a ball in fear.
When I got closer, I felt like the man could reach out and grab me, and I screamed in fright. Hearing my scream, Zhao Yu raised the speed again, and in an instant, I felt that the world in front of me suddenly turned into a light that was constantly stretching back, shaking people so much that they couldn't open their eyes.
I don't know how long later, when I looked back again, there was no one behind me.
I tightened my hand around his waist, "Zhao Alcohol, they've been..."
He yelled at me, "I know. ”
I looked at the seemingly endless road ahead, and asked blankly, "Zhao Alcohol, where am I going?" Is this the way home? ”
He didn't answer immediately, and after a long while, he said in a loud voice, "I hope there is no end to the road ahead." ”
When I heard this, I looked forward with my head headed, and thought to myself, where in this world can I find an endless road?
When I got downstairs, he didn't want to come back at first, but I dragged him back to the house.
When I opened the door, there was a foul smell in the room. I cleaned up for him again, opened the window and blew the door for a while, and finally had some home again.
During this time, he sat on the sofa in a daze, looking stupidly.
After cleaning the room, I sat down next to him, "You shouldn't have been so impulsive just now!" ”
He clenched his teeth, "I can't be angry that bastard said that about you." ”
After thinking about it, it's better not to continue the topic. I paused, then cautiously asked, "You haven't been home all these days, and you're just hanging out there?" ”
He opened his mouth, but finally said nothing, just nodded as if he were nothing.
I was stunned, and then said, "Didn't you tell me that you were just a hobby?" But the one just now, it should be an underground race, right? Why would you want to go to such a dangerous race? ”
He turned his head away, "Because I need money." ”
"You need money urgently? What do you want money for? ”
"It started out to buy a phone."
I was stunned and tilted my head in confusion, "Didn't I already buy one for you?" ”
His expression suddenly turned resentful, but he didn't say anything. I wondered if I should ask something else, so I changed the subject, "You said it was at first, but then what?" ”
The look on his face finally softened a little, "Later, I just wanted to get together with my friends, sing songs, eat supper, and then invite them to the sauna to bubble, and it won't stop all night." ”
When I heard it, I really couldn't laugh or cry, "The money you exchanged for your life was used to invite your fox friends to eat, drink and have fun?" ”
He glanced at me angrily, and said in a loud voice, "What is a fox friend and a dog friend!" Do you know how sad I am without them for me? ”
"Who can also be called friends? A true friend is someone who will look out for you. At least they should persuade you and something like that when they see you doing something dangerous, instead of lying to you and asking them to eat all the money you paid for with your life. ”
"Auntie, what is a lie? Don't be so ugly to speak, okay? Good! Even if you say it, lie to me, I'm willing! I'd love to! I just love to be cheated by them! So what? Anyway, they'll be with me all the time! ”
Looking at his innocent eyes, I couldn't resist the words that were already on my lips. Thinking that a child is a child after all, he doesn't even have a concept of planning for his future.
I shook my head, "Without them, wouldn't you still have Xiaoya?" ”
At the mention of Xiaoya, his face sank again, "Don't mention that person in front of me in the future!" ”
"Why? Xiaoya is a good girl, she is so good to you, why are you-"
He was anxious all of a sudden, "Am I not good to my aunt?" But don't you go with that little Japan too! So, it's really not that important who is good to whom. You like whatever you like, and if you don't like it...", he snorted twice with a wry smile, "Even if it's so good that it's useless to take out your life." ”
For a moment, I really didn't know how to communicate with him. It seems that our conversations can easily lead to a dead end.
I tried to think back to what I probably had been thinking when I was 18 or 19 years old, and I couldn't help but laugh when I thought about it. When I was my age, I had a crush on my teacher for a while, and I looked like I was cheering when I saw him, and I was going to die if I didn't see him. I don't dare to tell anyone, I secretly like it in my heart.
is such a feeling, and now it seems that it is just a short moment in memory. But for me at that time, it was tantamount to a whole piece of sky.
Thinking of this, I didn't dare to talk nonsense anymore, for fear that my unintentional words would stab his heart again.
The feelings of this young boy and girl are like a transparent and fragile glass heart!
I simply stopped talking, and instead found the medical kit to wipe down the area on his face that had just been cut in the fight. It was at this time that I finally understood what Xiaoya said, "If he continues like that, he will die!" The true meaning of ".
His hands and legs were covered with bruises from bruises. Occasionally, there are several scars that are gradually healing after obvious skin breaks. Presumably, there are many cases where things go wrong in such an event, and it is already lucky to be able to save this life with so many injuries.
The thought that he might have to go back to that smoky place made my heart congested.
After wiping those scars, I forced him to sleep, and was about to leave, when he grabbed his hand, "Auntie, are you going back?" ”
I nodded, "It's almost 4 o'clock, and I have to go back to work when I lie down." ”
"Oh!"
I waved my hand, and he tightened his grip.
"Auntie, don't go!"
"What's wrong?"
"I'm ......," he hesitated for a long time, and finally twisted out a sentence, "I've been used to day and night reversed all these days, and I can't sleep at all at this time." Otherwise, you can sit next to me and talk to me, whatever you want. ”
Seeing that I was obviously hesitant, he lowered his head unwillingly, "If it doesn't work, forget it." I don't mean anything else, I just don't want to...... Alone. ”
I admit that his last words still moved me with compassion. So much so that I agreed in such a daze.
After that, I sat down and talked to him. Of course, it's all fun. I always feel that between us, it is heavy enough, so heavy that the slightest unsatisfactory is enough to crush the last hope.
Chatting and chatting, he didn't know when he fell asleep in a blur. As for me, I was going to get up and go home, but I was really tired, and I thought about taking a nap for a while and going back when I had a little more energy.
Who knew that when I opened my eyes again, the sky outside the window had already cleared. I hurriedly stood up, and because I had sat for too long, my thighs were so sore and numb that I almost fell down again without standing still.
I hammered my thigh hard, then I slowly took a few steps, looked at Zhao Yu, who was still asleep, I took out a note from my bag and left him a message, and then tiptoed out the door.
As soon as the door was closed, my feet were fatally numb, and my legs were weakly bent, and I struggled to support my knees with my hands, and finally straightened up again.
I hated these legs in my heart, and I really damn them.
However, when I looked up, I completely understood what the real damn was!
I saw Duanmu Qing standing in front of the door of my room, carrying something in one hand, and still knocking on the door with the other, his body turned halfway, and his eyes were like nothing I had ever seen before-
Sluggish.
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