This is the side of his home, like the bright sun in autumn, giving people a feeling of warmth all over the body. He took good care of me, didn't let me touch the cold water, personally brought water to soak my feet, and even adjusted the temperature of the water in the bathtub before letting me take a bath. The most amazing thing is his customized recipe, three nutritious meals a day, not the same every day, or steamed or stewed or fried or boiled, he has it at his fingertips, and the dishes made by his hands are sweet, sweet and just right; Fragrant, fragrant and elegant.

I never thought that he would have such a gentle and jade-like appearance, he always gave me the feeling of a businessman's copper smell, doing things too rationally, always speaking lightly, occasionally with a little youthful frivolity, but most of the time it was serious. This kind is very different from the way he looked when he was at home.

He wears a cotton white T-shirt and a pair of black shorts every day, drags flip-flops, and the large hem shakes slightly as he walks back and forth, looking like an ordinary family man.

After a week off, I said that I had recovered and wanted to go back to work, but he didn't allow it, he said you should take another week off, there are not many things in the company recently, and it is the same if you go.

Afraid that I would be bored, he bought me a lot of literary movie discs, and said to me with a smile: "I know that you like literary films, No, these are all quite classic, you can make up for all the movies you haven't seen before." ”

I don't know why he took such good care of me, such care and thoughtfulness, even my own brother may not be able to achieve it. He didn't mention Jin Yan's name in my ear, and we tacitly avoided this topic when we chatted. Until Sunday night, he made a special Western meal, took out a bottle of white wine, and said to me: "Today is a special day, can you drink a small glass with me?" ”

We exchanged pleasantries as usual, chatting about innocuous things. After half a glass of wine, I couldn't help but ask, "What day is today?" Is it related to the torture rain? ”

My gut tells me so. And so it was.

Xing Feng said with some sadness: "If Xiaoyu is still alive, today is her birthday." ”

"I can actually feel the smell of torture rain when I live here, and even though there is nothing about her in this house, I feel like she's always there, right?" I asked.

Xing Feng shook his head, and he said, "No, she is not here, she should go to heaven and become an angel." ”

"Can you talk to me about Xingyu?" I asked cautiously.

"She has been an angel since she was a child, and there is no one who does not like her when she meets her, and there is no one who does not praise her." Xing Feng subconsciously glanced at the locked room, and then smiled at the place as if he was watching there.

"She must be a lot better than me, isn't she?" I asked weakly, subconsciously lowering my head.

"Silly girl, why do you say that?" He sensed my inferiority, reached over and pinched my face, and said, "There is no comparison between people, you have yours, Xiaoyu has Xiaoyu's good." ”

"The reason why you are willing to recognize me as a sister is because I look like Xiaoyu, right?" I took a sip of wine, and finally asked the words that had been held in my heart for a long time: "Am I like the shadow of the torture rain to you and Jin Yan?" Because Xing Yu passed away, I just happened to appear, so you all take me as a consolation? ”

I saw that Xing Feng's body was strongly stunned, he was stunned, and looked straight at me: "How do you know that Jin Yan and Xiaoyu ......?" ”

Really...... It was true that everything was related to the torture rain, and in an instant my eyes darkened.

"It's true that you are somewhat similar to Xiaoyu, but I don't see you as Xiaoyu's shadow. Silly girl, you are always too inferior, too easy to suffer from gains and losses, and it is difficult for people who are too sensitive to grasp happiness, don't you know? He said mildly.

"But I wonder what you've been through to each other? There are also Jin Yan and Xiaoyu...... Of course, I knew that maybe I shouldn't ask, after all, Xiaoyu was gone. Brother, if I was abrupt, I apologize to you. I said quickly.

"We are relatives and do not need to apologize. I understand your thoughts, and I understand where your sensitivity comes from. So today, I'm going to talk to you about it as well. Xingfeng said, taking another sip of wine.

I understand that Xing Yu's departure is quite a blow to him, if he doesn't deliberately want to forget, how can he not even keep anything in this room? Great love is silent, great compassion is silent, the deeper the pain, the more you can only put it in your heart, and you dare not say it easily.

"Our brother and sister relationship has been good since childhood, because I am much older than her, and the eldest brother is like a father, and I always try my best to give her the best of everything. When we were poor, I gave her all my love and let her live like an angel; Later, when I made money, I sent her to the best school and found her the best teacher. Xing Feng began to have difficult memories, and despite his deliberate forbearance, I could still feel the overly strong sadness behind his words.

He was holding back tears.

"Later, my cousin married Jin Yan's father. On the wedding day, Jin Yan and Xiaoyu became their flower girls, and they met like this. Xiaoyu begged me to let her transfer to the same school as Jin Yan, and I agreed, and I would respond to any of her requests. It's just that she has always been a child in my eyes, I didn't think much about it at all, I thought that she and Jin Yan would be like brother and sister, and then who knew that slowly, they fell in love with each other. At that time, Jin Yan, Xiaoyu and Shen Ziyan had a very good relationship, and the three of them were together from junior high school to high school. Xiaoyu is very kind, she knows that Shen Ziyan also likes Jin Yan, so she has been hiding her liking, she recorded all her inner words in her diary, until the physical examination found out that she was suffering from leukemia......" Xing Feng said here, and immediately choked up.

I stood up, walked over and sat next to him, wordlessly holding his hand.

"It wasn't until she developed leukemia that I realized how poorly I took care of my sister. During that period of time, I took her around like crazy to find doctors, Chinese medicine and Western medicine, both domestic and foreign, and I had seen them all. That was the first time I understood that money could not buy health, and I had spent countless dollars, but I could not save her life. I watched her get thinner day by day, her hair gradually falling out, and her big beautiful eyes gradually sinking into ...... Jin Yan came to see her every day, and Shen Ziyan also came, and the three of them were always in the ward, not knowing what to talk about. Until one day I asked Xiaoyu, I said Xiaoyu, what are your wishes that have not been fulfilled, and my brother will do his best to help you. Xiaoyu suddenly blushed, and said to me shyly for a long time, brother, I want to talk to Jin Yan about love for three days, three days is fine, we haven't had time to fall in love, I'm going to leave this world......" Xing Feng said here, his body was shaking violently uncontrollably, he turned his head to prevent me from seeing his tears, but I can still empathize with the huge sadness.

He quickly stabilized himself and continued: "That was the first day I realized that my sister was no longer that little girl, she had grown up and was almost an adult. I asked her if you like Jin Yan, and she nodded. I asked that Jin Yan if she liked you, and she nodded. I said then why did you tell me until today, she said, because Shen Ziyan also likes Jin Yan, the three of us are good friends, and I can't rob my friend's sweetheart. But brother, I'm leaving, I really want to try the taste of love, I want to know what it's like to be loved. This sentence made me jealous, and I said, have I always been bad to you? She smiled and said that it was her brother's love, which was different from her boyfriend's love. ”

"And what about later? You promised? Hearing this, I couldn't help but ask.

"Well," he nodded, "how can you not agree?" Looking at her expectant eyes, where can I not agree? ”

"So Jin Yan accompanied Xiaoyu through the last section?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Yes, in the last days of Xiaoyu's life, Jin Yan has always been by his side, and Shen Ziyan also comes every day. The relationship between the three children at that time was very sincere and simple. Xiaoyu said to Jin Yan on her deathbed that she hoped that he and Shen Ziyan could go on well, and go to Baitou together with her unfulfilled wish, and at that time in front of Xiaoyu's hospital bed, both of them agreed. Xingfeng said.

I couldn't help but imagine the scene in my mind. Xiaoyu, who was lying on the hospital bed, pulled Jin Yan with one hand and Shen Ziyan with the other, and after putting their hands together, he fell asleep with peace of mind and fell asleep forever...... What kind of parting was life and death, which seemed to be completely related to me, but it was inextricably linked to me.

Then ...... "I suddenly didn't know what to ask, and my mood was completely infected by the torture wind, and I was sad like a pool of stagnant water."

"Later...... Xiaoyu left, and we were all heartbroken. Jin Yan and Shen Ziyan mobilized all the students of the school to see off Xiaoyu, and even the principal came. Xiaoyu was a good character when she was alive, she was a good student every year, she always had a smile on her face, when she was a child, she would even touch the ground to ask if the earth was injured, and she had helped others many times, until she died, she also asked to donate her cornea to others. She is an angel. Xing Feng said with emotion.

Xiaoyu left, and Jin Yan and Shen Ziyan became boyfriend and girlfriend. Maybe it was Xiaoyu's death that was too heavy between them, and I saw that they were all in pain for a while. Jin Yan often asked me to play ball, often drank too much and went out to find someone to fight, and also played drag racing, causing a lot of trouble, his father had no choice but to let the two bodyguards follow all day long. We often drank together, and when we got drunk, we began to talk about the good of Xiaoyu. I know that Jin Yan can't let go, it's just that he is too young to know how to put away this grief, and of course, this also affects his feelings for Shen Ziyan. Both of them are too young to bear such a heaviness, and after a long time, many, many problems arise. In those two years, the two families often quarreled because of their quarrels, and the ups and downs were not peaceful. Later, it was probably Shen Ziyan who did something wrong, Jin Yan broke up with her in a fit of anger, and since then the two have become competitors. Shen Ziyan's family is profound, her parents and grandparents are all natives of H City, after all, Jin Yan's father is a rising star, and the foundation is not solid, so after coming and going, Jin Yan's father is gradually powerless...... "Xing Feng talked about this period of origin in the past, and I knew that there were so many stories in the middle.

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