Could it be that just one Zhao Qinhan made him so vulnerable? I thought quietly by the lake for a while, and I thought no, I had to go to him. ∈ 8∈8∈ read ∈ books, .≦.o≧

I stopped him downstairs in his dorm room, he had just moved out of the dorm building, carrying a black backpack and Ajay behind him was carrying all sorts of things.

Seeing me from afar, he looked a little overwhelmed, and when he saw me walking straight towards him, he stopped and motioned for Ah Song and Applejack to go first. I stood in front of him and asked with some disappointment, "Jin Yan, what's wrong with you?" ”

The sun was burning hot on my face, the temperature was hot, beads of sweat were rolling down our faces, and I stood on the ground in flip-flops, feeling like I was stepping on a fireball.

He looked at me stupidly for a while, and finally squeezed out a smile, reached out and stroked my head: "It's too hot, let's go have a cold drink and talk slowly, okay?" ”

I nodded, and he walked ahead of me, keeping a few paces away from me, and I followed quickly. When we were about to walk to the school gate, we found that Zhao Qinhan was at the school gate, pointing at some banners at the school gate with a few people, as if they were discussing something.

Jin Yan seemed stunned, but then walked towards the door. Jin Yan didn't say hello to Zhao Qinhan, I wanted to flash out of the school gate quickly, but I didn't want Zhao Qinhan to call out my name loudly, and then strode towards us.

"Like a book, where are you going? Such a hot day. He obviously saw Jin Yan, but he still asked me in an affectionate tone.

Jin Yan also stopped in place, looked back at Zhao Qinhan, and said lightly: "I invited her to drink cold drinks, do you want to come along?" ”

Although Jin Yan lost the momentum and people's hearts in the confrontation in the past six months, they did not really tear their faces, after all, they are no longer children now, although many things are not completely in accordance with the rules of adults, but in the end they follow the routine of adults. Everyone understands this truth when they meet.

Jin Yan was just a polite remark, but he didn't expect Zhao Qinhan to readily agree, he said: "Okay, I happen to be thirsty too, this weather is really hot." ”

Jin Yan and I were both stunned. Twenty minutes later, we all showed up at a cold drink shop near the school, each ordered a drink of ice cream, and found a place to sit.

Zhao Qinhan smiled and said, "I graduated today, I should be very happy, right?" After four years of college, we have finally succeeded in our studies, and we have just begun. ”

This sentence should have been taken for granted, but it was a little ironic to Jin Yan's ears, after all, most of the four years had been wasted for him. Therefore, as soon as Zhao Qinhan said this, Jin Yan's face darkened a little, and he said: "There is nothing to be happy about, and you don't have to say that." If you mix well in school, you may not be able to thrive in society. So, don't be complacent. ”

Jin Yan's words made my heart slightly relieved, the waiter brought the cold drink, I naturally picked up Jin Yan's favorite mango juice and put it in front of him, and then moved the red bean pudding and ice cream I ordered to my side. Zhao Qinhan sat on the side with his hands folded, as if waiting for me to get a drink for him, but I didn't.

He didn't seem to mind, though, he reached over and moved the orange juice he wanted, and then smiled slightly: "I didn't mean that, I think you might be thinking too much." As in the book, Fu Jie is planning to resign recently, and the position of the head of the Propaganda Department is vacant, do you want to come back and replace him? ”

"No, the student council is not for me. I'm not going. After I finished speaking, I subconsciously glanced at Jin Yan and found that his face was much soothed.

"I've seen you lose a lot of weight lately, are you not eating on time again? Did you eat the fruit I asked Han Xiaoshui to bring you a few days ago? Zhao Qinhan didn't care, and asked me warmly.

"Give them food, thank you, don't send me this or that in the future." I said lightly, I said this politely many times, but he never cared, and still cared for me as always.

"As long as you're okay, I'm very pleased." After Zhao Qinhan finished speaking, he looked at me with affection.

Jin Yan's face darkened a little again, and I saw his nose trembling slightly, knowing that he was already angry. Sure enough, he quickly spoke: "Please don't ask for warmth to Rushu at every turn in the future." ”

Zhao Qinhan smiled slightly, looked at him very calmly and said, "Why?" Give me a reason. ”

I paid close attention to Jin Yan, and I saw that the expression on his face was a little tangled, and I felt that he seemed to have a strong heart, which made it difficult for him to make a clear decision.

In the past six months, in fact, the contest between him and Zhao Qinhan is meaningless, he knows that as long as he opens his mouth, I will definitely agree to be his girlfriend, but I don't know why he has not confessed to me for a long time. Moreover, I can feel that, to some extent, he really seems to feel that Zhao Qinhan is more suitable for me than him. But...... It doesn't make sense, why did he suddenly become so withdrawn? It's not his personality.

He struggled for a long time, and stopped talking several times, but finally chose to be silent. My heart rose and fell with the expression on his face, and I waited for him to say that word, but he didn't, which made me disappointed and deeply surprised.

"Rushu, did you see it?" A trace of disdain flashed on Zhao Qinhan's face, and then he turned his gaze to me, and said, "I said him earlier, he and you are not from the same world. People like them can play and don't take it seriously. ”

"You don't know him at all!" I blurted out angrily.

"Like a book, I'm not in a hurry to explain now, one day you will find out what kind of man is really suitable for you." Zhao Qinhan was still calm, and seemed to be fearless in front of Jin Yan.

Jin Yan still sat sullenly in place, his eyes kept staring at the untouched glass of mango juice on the table, unusually in a daze, and his eyes completely lost their former brilliance.

"If you can't give Pan Rushu happiness, I will abolish you at any cost! Zhao Qinhan, just remember it! Jin Yan suddenly said this coldly, then stood up and walked out abruptly.

I didn't believe that he would say such a thing, and I couldn't believe that he would give up on me so easily. I hurriedly chased after him, Zhao Qinhan rushed up and grabbed my hand, I was so angry that I shook off Zhao Qinhan, and said without caring about his face: "Zhao Qinhan, I will never like a person like you!" ”

I rushed out and ran under the scorching sun for a while, and found that there was still Jin Yan on the street. I had a very ominous premonition in my heart, and I felt that something must have happened to make Jin Yan so depressed. Only, what is it, and why didn't he say a word about me?

I frantically called Jin Yan's phone, but he never answered. I was in a hurry, so I called Xingfeng's number. As soon as he connected, I asked anxiously, "Brother, has something happened in Jin Yan's house recently?" ”

Xing Feng didn't know the current relationship between me and Jin Yan, and when he saw me suddenly mention Jin Yan, he was surprised at first, and then said: "Nothing happened, everything is normal, what's wrong?" Where are you? Why are you in such a hurry? ”

I was almost about to cry, my heart hung there, and I didn't have the time to explain so much to Xingfeng, I said, "It's okay, brother, I can't say it clearly for a while, and I'll explain to you slowly in the future." I was looking for Jin Yan, and I felt that something was wrong with him, and I had a very bad premonition in my heart. "I hung up the phone without waiting for Xingfeng to speak, stopped a taxi and got into the car, but I didn't know where to go.

I asked the master to drive to the villa where Jin Yan lived alone, and on the way, I dialed Jin Yan's phone one by one, one after another, and finally, he finally answered, and when I heard a lazy "hey" on the other end of the phone, my heart seemed to explode.

"Jin Yan, where are you? I'm on my way to your house. I said hurriedly.

"What are you looking for me to do? Stay with him. Jin Yan's voice sounded particularly fluctuating on the phone, it didn't look like him, it didn't look like him at all. How could he give up on me so easily?

"You tell me where you are first, I want to see you now." I said without hesitation.

"Don't come to me, the one surnamed Zhao is better than me. Pan Rushu, cherish it, that's all. After he finished speaking gloomily, he hung up the phone.

The "beep" sound on the other end of the phone tingled my heart, and I couldn't figure out why he was like this, how could he be like this?

I stubbornly took a taxi to his house, the door of his villa was tightly closed, I knocked for a long time and no one paid attention to me, I sat on the stone steps at the door in a daze, and waited like this for an hour and a year.

I waited from dawn to dark, from dark to the early hours of the morning, and finally, I saw the black sedan slowly coming from a distance and stopping at the door of the villa. Then, Jin Yan jumped out of the car.

He saw me squatting at the door for the first time, and at that moment, his expression was so moved that he couldn't help but walk towards me quickly, and asked me sharply, "You have been waiting here?" How long have you waited? ”

"From the moment you hang up." I stood up and said with a stubborn expression.

"You're so stupid." His voice trembled slightly, and he reached out to caress my cheek, and I saw the corners of his mouth twitch visibly, and then, with great force, he reached over and took me into his arms.

At that moment, my heart was as quiet as a small boat helplessly adrift in the rough sea, which finally had a harbor to anchor. He hugged me very tightly, and then, I heard him choke out a sentence: "How can a person like me deserve to be treated like this?" ”

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