This night, my heart was completely opened between me and Xingfeng. When all the mysteries were revealed, our hearts, which had been slightly cracked, were connected. It's nice to be able to open up and talk to each other.

After another three days, I felt that my body had fully recovered, and I insisted on going to work, but Xingfeng still disagreed, and he continued to let me stay at home to read books and movies on the grounds that I was still very weak.

I have a trace of doubt in my heart, although the high fever of adults is indeed quite scary, but after resting for more than half a month, where will there be any impact?

Until this day, I found my medical record book while tidying up the living room. The medical record book was sandwiched between the bookshelves and placed next to several books on psychology, because the edges were not neat enough, and they were a small piece of white paper higher than the others. I was curious, so I pulled it out and found out that it was my medical record.

I didn't really read the words of the doctor's prescription, but there was a B-ultrasound sheet in it, and the content displayed on it made me stunned.

I recognize the pattern above, a gray image with a small, tadpole-shaped black dot in it, and the words "early pregnancy in utero" written on it underneath!

As soon as my mood fell to the bottom, as soon as my hand was loosened, the B-ultrasound sheet slowly fell to the ground like an autumn leaf, and I froze in place. When I realized what was happening, tears followed.

Why didn't Xingfeng tell me that I was pregnant? What about children? …… Tears kept falling, and at this time, Xingfeng just pushed the door in.

"Why did you get up so early? It's a little late for the company to deal with things today, so I'll cook for you. "When he came in to change his shoes, he quickly noticed something strange about me.

"Little book?" He called me tentatively.

I didn't look at him.

He walked over and picked up the B-ultrasound sheet from the ground, and suddenly everything understood. He took my hand and motioned for me to sit down on the couch, and he said, "Little book, let's talk." ”

"Brother, why are you hiding it from me?" I asked, choking up, and stood still looking at him.

He looked at me with a distressed look on his face and said, "I want to tell you when you are fully recovered." Little book, the situation was dangerous at the time, so ......"

"My dad knows, right? He must not want to take care of me anymore, that's why you brought me here to take care of me, right? I asked excitedly. In an instant, I understood everything.

I didn't understand why I had been here for so long, my dad and Xiaohua hadn't come to see me, and no one had called to care. Xiaoxue's relationship has faded since the last time she quarreled with me, and after knowing that I woke up, she only made a phone call to comfort me. For most of the month, only Xingfeng was by my side and took care of me in every detail.

He saw that I understood everything, so he simply didn't hide it, he nodded, and then said: "But you also have to understand Uncle Pan's feelings, for him you are still a child, and he may not be able to accept such a thing." But when you were critically ill, it was your father who signed it. I didn't plan to inform your family, but I'm not an immediate family member and I don't have the right to decide, so ......"

"Hehe," I couldn't help but smile wryly, I was pulled by him to sit on the sofa, he took out a tissue to wipe my tears, and said pityingly: "Don't cry, crying is not good for your eyes." You're recovering well now, don't worry, I'll take you for a follow-up in two days. ”

"Brother......" I looked at him with teary eyes, and after a long time, I finally asked the sentence I had always wanted to ask: "Does he know about my affairs?" ”

Of course, Xingfeng knew who I was asking.

He hesitated for a few seconds, then said with difficulty: "He knows you have a high fever, but I didn't tell him about the child." If you do, won't it be in vain that you have done all this for him? Is that right? ”

"What did he say when he knew I had a high fever?" I asked anxiously, wanting to grab something, to savor something, but at the same time I knew in my heart that it was all in vain.

Sure enough, Xing Feng shook his head and said, "I didn't say anything, he hasn't said a word since that day, and he didn't say anything until he got on the plane." ”

"Brother......" I suddenly broke down again, and I couldn't help but lie on Xingfeng's lap and cry bitterly.

"Don't be sad, everything will pass. If you don't experience wind and rain, how can you see a rainbow. Like the book, I believe that you can be strong and brave to face everything. He said, patting me on the shoulder.

"But brother, I can't bear it. This is the second time I've lost my child and his child, and maybe never again in my life. Brother, I just want to love someone well and be with him well, why is it so difficult? Why is it so hard? "I cried bitterly, out of breath.

"You're still young, and even if you have a child, you can't give birth. Now, don't think about it so much, okay? In the future, if there is a brother, the brother will take care of you, protect you, and teach you how a girl should protect herself. I won't make you so miserable again......"

"Ah...... "I felt as if my heart was about to explode, and all the endless feelings of pain gathered in my heart, and my heart was about to burst. I felt that the world was darkened, tears were flooding like an inexhaustible river, and I was powerless to tell the pain in my heart, so I could only cry with all my might, indulgence, and exhaustion.

"Okay, good, don't be sad, there will be me in the future, I'm here, I'm ......" Xing Feng kept coaxing and kept patting me on the back.

A sentence of "I am" is better than the shouts of thousands of troops. The comfort of the torture wind, like a parachute that suddenly expands when falling from a high altitude, like driftwood that suddenly floats around me when the sea is turbulent, like an eaves that can take shelter from the rain for a short time during a storm, I fell on his lap and cried loudly, I don't know how long I cried. Finally, I felt as if a new self was sprouting in my heart, and that seed was shining with green light in my heart, full of vitality, like a phoenix after Nirvana.

After I was tired of crying, Xing Feng stood up, picked me up directly, carried me from the living room to the bedroom, put me firmly on the bed, pinched my nose, and said dotingly: "It's good to sleep, I'll go cook, I'll wake you up again after a while, okay?" ”

I nodded, subconsciously rubbing my swollen eyes, and he hurriedly stopped: "Don't rub it, it's not good for your eyes." Just bear with me and get some sleep. ”

It's really tired, and the nerves in the crying head seem to be clumped, and the whole head feels hard. I fell asleep again in a daze, until someone next to me gently pinched my face: "Little book, little book, get up and eat first, otherwise it won't taste good if it's cold for a while." ”

I got up from the bed and staggered to the living room, where I vaguely saw a person sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV, like a woman.

I was busy calming down, and when I opened my eyes, it turned out that the person sitting in the living room was Su Chang. She was looking at me and smiling, and then, picking up a bouquet of lilies on the coffee table, came over to me and said, "I heard that Ah Feng said that you are sick and he is taking care of you, so I came to take a look." ”

She handed me the flowers, and I quickly thanked them and quickly took them.

"Xiaoshu, you go brush your teeth and wash your face first, and come over to eat after washing." Xingfeng walked out of the kitchen with an apron and a plate of Coke chicken wings.

"Oh, good." I hurriedly and obediently went to wash up.

In between washing, I heard the two of them laughing from the kitchen. They were giggling and seemed to be happy.

When I finished washing up and walked out, Xing Feng and Su Chang were already sitting at the dining table, and the position Su Chang did was where I was used to sitting. Seeing that she was sitting, I sat down opposite the torture wind.

"What a hearty table. I can't see that you can still cook, will you cook for me every day in the future? Su Chang looked at Xing Feng with joy and asked with a smile.

"Of course. If you like, I can make it for you every day. Xingfeng said softly.

I smiled and couldn't help but glance at Su Chang. She is dressed very charmingly today, with a brown-red pear blossom head, bangs bent to the side, wearing a white polka-dot V-neck skirt, sitting straight, and her figure can only be described by the word "wonderful". I can't help but sigh in my heart that the beauty of the goddess is really all-encompassing. I can't help but look at such a woman, let alone a man.

"Xiaoshu is your cousin?" Su Chang looked at me and smiled, and asked again.

"Of course it's my own sister." Xing Feng said with a smile, glanced at me as well, and quietly took a chicken wing and put it in my bowl. Coke chicken wings, one of my favorite dishes.

"Really? Not like it at all? And your surnames are different, don't fool me. Su Chang said in surprise, and then looked at me carefully again.

"Half-sibling." Still smiling, Xingfeng winked at me, motioning for me not to debunk. I understood, so I smiled and didn't speak.

"Oh...... No wonder. Su Chang suddenly looked enlightened, and then reached over and took the small bowl in front of me and put half a bowl of soup in front of me and said, "Your brother specially stewed pigeon soup, saying that it is most suitable for us women to drink, and my sister has served it for you, you can drink it while it is hot." ”

"Thank you, sister."

So I picked up the spoon and obediently drank half a bowl of soup. Su Chang was very happy when he saw this, and said, "I heard your brother say that you had a high fever some time ago, and it will be okay for your sister to take you to yoga and take you to exercise and exercise, okay?" ”

"Okay, sister." I smiled at her again.

Su Chang chatted with Xing Feng again, the women who have seen the world are really different, no matter what advanced topics she can talk about, and even the way of doing business is the way. Xingfeng and she talked eagerly, and I bowed my head and remained silent, occasionally smiling and echoing their conversation.

What I imagined in my mind was a completely different scene, and I couldn't help but wonder: If Jin Yan and I have a future, will Jin Yan become a man like Xingfeng one day? And I, can I become a woman like Su Chang?

However, Jin Yan and I still have a future, right? Perhaps, he will never remember me again, right?

My heart ached faintly, and all the scenes in my mind were memories of the past between me and Jin Yan. I didn't even listen to what they talked about later, until Xing Feng called me: "Xiaoshu, Xiaoshu, Su Chang is talking to you." ”