Chapter 157: Distressed
Or in order to let Song Xu suffer less torture!
He has been loved, tortured without the appearance of a normal person, she can't watch him openly, and the pain continues!
An Yanan stepped on the gas and took Song Xu to the No. 12 sanatorium.
Song Xu couldn't help but feel a little strange when he saw An Yanan drive the car back to the No. 12 sanatorium. Song Tong drove away in order to escape him, will Song Tong really return to the No. 12 Sanatorium?
Doesn't that mean that Song Tong will see him again?
However, his trust in An Yanan made him suppress the doubts in his heart. After Anya stopped the car, he couldn't wait to unbuckle his seat belt and go straight to the sanatorium.
However, Song Xu searched every room, but he didn't see Song Tong's figure. When I came out of the last empty room on the second floor that I hadn't checked, I happened to see Anya Nan locking the door.
Song Xu finally realized that he had been deceived, Song Tong was not here at all, An Yanan just tricked him back and didn't let him go to Song Tong!
"You lied to me, you lied to me, why lie to me! Why lock the door! I'm going to find Kirito, I have to find Kiritong right away! ”
Lost in his heart, he stumbled downstairs, desperately holding on to the lock, trying to open it, but couldn't. wanted to go to the side to open the window, but found that the windows were also locked when he was looking for Song Tong from room to room.
Song Xu felt a kind of bitter despair.
If he can't get out now, he will never have a chance to save Song Tong and convince Song Tong!
In the next second, this despair turned into anger.
He glared at An Yanan angrily, frantically smashed the window with his hand, and roared loudly: "Where are you locked, why can't I open it!" You open the door for me right away, you don't have the right to imprison me like this, I'm going out, I'm going to go out right away!" ”
"I'm not going to let you out." An Yanan looked at Song Xu, who seemed to be in a state of madness, and his eyes were full of pain and hysteria, and said calmly.
God knows how distressed she is for Song Xu behind her calm surface!
"Why didn't you let me out! Why! Song Xu was completely out of control, walked quickly in front of An Yanan, and pinched her shoulders tightly as if he was going to crush her shoulders.
"You said that you want to share the burden with me, why don't you help me now, but want to harm me!"
"Aren't you my friend? Isn't it my brother? Where have you left your promises, have you forgotten what you once told me? ”
Song Xu's eyes were full of anger and sadness, like a wounded leopard, with nowhere to vent, as if he was going to set his whole person on fire.
An Yanan really couldn't bear to see Song Xu in pain like this, but she knew one thing better.
That is, if she relented for a while and let Song Xu go out to find Song Tong, it would only make Song Xu suffer another blow and injury.
If you want to protect Song Xu, the only way is not to let him go, let him calm down first, and then persuade him to accept the reality.
"Song Xu, I-"
An Yanan was just about to appease Song Xu and explain why she did this, but was rudely interrupted by Song Xu.
"You betrayed me, didn't you! It's you! You must have told Kiri, I don't have amnesia, I'm pretending to have amnesia, isn't it! ”
His eyes, staring like brass bells, looked at An Yanan with anger.
An Yanan couldn't believe that Song Xu would think of her like this.
She looked at Song Xu incredulously, but Song Xu thought that this was a manifestation of her weak heart, and asked her even more angrily: "Why don't you speak, are you weak-hearted!" ”
"It must be you, I don't have amnesia, only you know. If you hadn't told Song Tong secretly, how could she have noticed, how could she have been so sure! ”
"It has to be you, it's you! You betrayed me, you didn't treat me as a friend at all, you didn't treat me as a brother at all, you were a spy sent to me by Tongtong, and now, after you betrayed me, you started to help Tongtong watch me again, imprison me, and don't let me go to see her! ”
"I really believe you wrong, Anyana!"
Song Xu yelled hysterically, and the whole person trembled like a leaf floating in the wind because of anger.
Anya Nan finally couldn't stand him like this.
"Have you said enough! If I want to tell Song Tong, why should I wait until today? I waited until today to say, what's the point! It was Song Tong who discovered it herself, she knows you better than you, better than I thought! ”
"I will follow you to the Half Moon River, I will send you back, and I won't let you out, all because, when she just came over, she told me that she was going to have a showdown with you, let me protect you after her showdown with you, and don't let you get hurt too much because of sadness! How can you think of me like that! ”
Song Xu looked at An Yanan in a daze, because he was emotional, it took him a long time to react, what did An Yanan say.
It turned out that An Yanan did not leave suddenly because of something, but because he knew that Song Tong was going to have a showdown with him, so he made an excuse to leave.
Song Xu's Adam's apple rolled with difficulty, and looking at An Yanan's eyes, it became full of bitterness.
His lips trembled slightly because of sadness: "Then you, why don't you want to remind me?" In this way, I can also make some preparations earlier, so that Tongtong will not be tempted out so easily! ”
"What Song Tong has decided to do, can anyone stop it? Since she's decided to have a showdown with you today, no matter how much you guard against it, she'll do it. You know her character and her abilities better than I do, don't you? Seeing that Song Xu had calmed down, An Yanan also softened his voice and patiently explained to him.
Song Xu knew that what An Yanan said was the truth, and the anger in his heart was dissolved, but at the same time, he also lost the strength that supported him.
He is like a soul that is supported by one breath, and now that one breath is gone, his soul is gone.
Song Xu shook it, leaned on the window frame, grabbed his hair in pain, and muttered sourly: "What should I do, Yanan, what do you say I should do?" I really can't afford to lose Kirikiri! ”
An Yanan thought about it again and again, but he didn't know how to persuade Song Xu, and he didn't know how to make Song Xu feel better.
Song Tong is the knot in Song Xu's heart that can never be put down.
What can she say to Song Xu at this moment?
Let him accept reality? How could he possibly accept it!
An Yanan decided to go and get some water for Song Xu first and let him drink it. His voice is really dumb and completely out of shape.
Song Xu's afterglow, seeing that An Yanan was leaving, almost reflexively, grabbed An Yanan.
"Don't go, Yanan, don't go, I can't even leave you behind." Song Xu's psychology has already appeared a shadow, he is afraid that anyone will abandon him again.
His heart really hurts, it hurts!
The picture of Song Tong driving away is like a knife, digging a hole in his heart!
How could Song Tong leave him like that and leave him like that?
He didn't believe it, if he appeared in front of Song Tong immediately, he couldn't make Song Tong change his mind. Just like when Song Tong ran to the United States.
If he didn't marry Su Li, but chose to use other methods to compensate Su Li, and go to the United States to find Song Tong at the first time, he believes that Song Tong will definitely be moved by him, and he will definitely change his mind and return to China with him!
He had already made the same mistake three years ago, and today, no matter what, he couldn't make it again, he had to rush to Song Tong immediately, ask her to change her mind, and tell him how sad and painful he was after she left him behind.
He believes that Song Tong will definitely be moved by him and will definitely change his mind! They won't miss it again!
He grabbed An Yanan's arm and knelt down in front of An Yanan.
An Yanan was startled, and immediately backhanded Song Xu's arm to pull Song Xu up.
"What are you doing here? What happened to you? If you have something to say, you get up first! ”
"I won't get up, Yanan, I beg you, you let me go out, go to Tongtong, okay, let me try again, okay? I really can't live without her, please, open the door! Please! ”
Song Xu tried his best to avoid An Yanan's pull, no matter how An Yanan pulled him, he refused to get up.
Song Xu's eyes were full of tears, and the glittering tears made An Yanan's heart almost broken.
An Yanan was really afraid, and in the next second, he relented and let Song Xu out.
No, no, she can't let herself soften her heart, otherwise, it will be equivalent to her and let Song Xu be hurt again.
At this time, Song Xu needs to be calm the most.
As long as he is allowed to spend the first few hours, he will be able to calm down and look at the problem rationally.
An Yanan bit his lip, and quickly slashed at the back of Song Xu's neck with a hand knife.
Song Xu glanced at An Yanan in surprise, his neck hurt, and his eyes suddenly darkened, and he lost consciousness and fell into An Yanan's arms.
An Yanan sighed, carried Song Xu on his back, came to the ward on the second floor, and gently, held the side of the bed, and slowly put him on the hospital bed.
Then, he carefully took off his torn coat and shoes, and carefully tucked the quilt for him.
An Yanan looked at Song Xu at this time, his extremely haggard face, and finally he was relieved.
No matter what, at least let Song Xu be quiet for the time being and take a rest.
Perhaps, when Song Xu wakes up, he will be able to be much more rational, and many things will be figured out by himself.
An Yanan stood beside the bed, looked at Song Xu distressed for a while, and then went to the bathroom and threw a towel with warm water.