"What is this?" The expression on my face aroused Jin Yan's high vigilance, and Jin Yan hurriedly asked me.

"Nothing, a letter from a pen pal." I say.

"What letter? Let me see. He became even more suspicious, and couldn't help but say that he wanted to snatch it from my hand, with a nervous look on his face.

"It's none of your business, you go out and get busy." I hurriedly put it in the drawer and said to him lightly.

At that moment, there was endless loss on Jin Yan's face, and Jin Yan said with a stunned face: "It seems...... I already have competitors. ”

I watched him walk out of the office in a dejected manner, but I couldn't laugh or cry in my heart. I don't even know who the owner of this letter is, whether he is male or female, old or young. Moreover, he is far away in Beijing, but he knows that I am looking for a waiter here, and I don't know if he saw the relevant information from the Internet search address, or if this person is someone close to me. It makes me feel an inexplicable mystery, and this mystery makes me even more curious.

When Jin Yan suddenly appeared as a waiter, I even had a delusion whether the letter was related to him or if he wrote it. But now that he is here, the letter still arrives as promised, proving that the person who sent the letter must be someone else, and Jin Yan's reaction is still so surprised, it is unlikely that he will be very likely. So, who could this person be?

I remember when I used to study, my favorite thing to do was to write, and I often lost my mind in math class, scribbling some words on the paper, expressing the feelings of a girl. Later, the Internet became more and more developed, and there were fewer and fewer places to use pens over the years, and my habit of writing journals gradually failed to persist. I have the impression that although Jin Yan and I have been together for many years, we never seem to have written love letters with a pen, and the only few letters we have are also in the form of e-mails. Therefore, this mysterious sender awakened the beauty that had once been silent in my heart.

I sat down at my desk, and after finishing the work, I wrote back to him, and I pondered for a long time on the A4 paper with a black pen, and then wrote a sentence on the A4 paper: "Do you think human nature is complicated? ”

In the blink of an eye, it is already the year of establishment, unconsciously have their own career, have their own children, gains and losses are gradually clear in the passage of time, gain more, lose more, there have been happiness and pain in the process, most of the time, it is a person who survives, and the days have passed.

Three days later, I received a reply from him, and there was only a few words in my heart: "Walk in a wide place, enjoy the pleasure of being a human being." ”

It didn't seem like he was answering my question directly, but every time I saw a few words from him, a sense of peace and tranquility suddenly rose in my heart. I like this kind of in-depth dialogue, which seems casual but full of mysteries.

I put the letter in a drawer, and suddenly there was the sound of Qiuqiu's laughter outside the window. Qiuqiu has now begun to babble, and he walks more steadily, because the farmhouse has many employees, and it is relatively idle in the off-season, so the employees like to take him to play.

I walked to the window and saw Jin Yan playing eagle and chick with Qiuqiu and Xiaoli in the yard, Jin Yan played the eagle, Xiaoli played the hen, Qiuqiu grabbed Xiaoli's clothes and hid behind Xiaoli, Jin Yan smiled and shouted loudly, "I'm here!" I'm here to catch the ball! Qiuqiu pulled Xiaoli's clothes tightly and laughed nervously behind Xiaoli while being scared.

I hurriedly walked out, and when I walked into the courtyard, Jin Yan was the first to see me, so he quickly stood still. Xiaoli and Qiuqiu also stopped, Qiuqiu saw that I was coming, and immediately opened his arms and staggered towards me, who knew that he was tripped by the stones on the ground, and fell to the ground, I was shocked and hurriedly ran over.

Who knew that Jin Yan was faster than me, and when I arrived in front of me, Jin Yan had already hugged Qiuqiu, Qiuqiu was crying, I saw that his fleshy knees were rubbed with broken skin, Jin Yan had no experience with children, and he could only shake vigorously in a hurry, Qiuqiu cried even more, and stretched out his hand to me, I hurriedly hugged Qiuqiu over, and walked to the office while comforting Qiuqiu.

Jin Yan followed me into the office, I put Qiuqiu on the sofa in the office, while encouraging him to be brave and find a cotton swab to disinfect his wounds, Jin Yan looked at me at a loss, and after a long time, he squatted beside me and asked me gently: "Is Qiuqiu okay?" I'm sorry. ”

"How can a child not fall and not touch, besides, it's not because of you." I said lightly.

I hugged Qiuqiu to me and teased him for a while, and he burst into tears and laughed. Jin Yan made a grimace at Qiuqiu next to him, and Qiuqiu took the initiative to reach out and want Jin Yan to hug him. Jin Yan was flattered and hurriedly hugged Qiuqiu on his lap, and at that moment, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart.

"In the past few days, I have been playing with Qiuqiu, and I realized that it is so hard to bring a child. Little book, you suffered. He whispered softly in my ear.

"I'm his mother, it's my responsibility to raise him, what's so hard about it." I say.

"Qiuqiu is almost going to kindergarten, right? Where are you going to let the ball into the park? Is it just in the countryside? Jin Yan asked me again.

"Just put the kindergarten in the town, I'm here all the year round, and it's not realistic for him to be alone in H City. The kindergarten in the town is newly built, but the conditions and facilities still don't seem to be very good. I said lightly.

"It's better for me to invest in building a kindergarten in the town, anyway, I still have a lot of spare money in my hand, and I still lose money in the stock market, so it is better to invest in a kindergarten, so that I can rest assured that I can enter the kindergarten." Jin Yan suddenly proposed.

"It's not so easy to open a kindergarten, and you don't understand that." I say.

"It's good to ask someone who understands, as long as you have the funds, nothing needs to be done by yourself, just spend money for people to do it. Now I feel that my career is the most inefficient and the most unprofitable, and it is better to spend money on investment. Jin Yan said.

"Don't do it, although we have become richer in recent years, we still don't invest too much in education. If you drive small, Qiuqiu might as well study in the current central kindergarten. If you open big, maybe you won't be able to get back your investment. I hurriedly persuaded.

"It's okay, I'll think about what I should do." He said.

I didn't take this matter to heart, who knew that Jin Yan took a long leave of absence next, and about half a month later, he drove back in one night.

When he came back, Qiuqiu had just fallen asleep, and I was sitting on a stone bench in the courtyard writing, Jin Yan walked in with a big backpack on his back, sat in front of me and said to me: "I went to inspect several aristocratic boarding schools, all of which are private in nature, and the locations are relatively private, and they look inconspicuous from the outside, but the environment inside is very first-class." I want to refer to their model to build an aristocratic school in Panjia Town, including kindergarten, primary school, junior high school, and high school, how about it? ”

I looked at him with a frown, and I said, "Build here?" Can there be a market? And, if so, the investment is large and entirely on your own, can you afford it? ”

"The investment will not be very large, and there are not many classes, mainly to facilitate Qiuqiu's schooling, and to create a good environment for Qiuqiu to make friends, so that Qiuqiu can meet a group of quality friends from an early age although he is in the countryside, and I am still thinking about it in the long run." Jin Yan said.

When Jin Yan said this, I felt an indescribable surprise in my heart. I found that he has really changed a lot now, he is willing to deign to be a waiter for me, he is already unconsciously thinking about things with the thinking of a father, and he is already unconsciously thinking about the future of Qiuqiu.

"Little book, what are you thinking?" He saw that I was in a daze, so he asked me.

"Nothing." I said lightly, turned and entered the room, feeling a little complicated. At that moment, I didn't know what I was thinking, but I suddenly felt a sense of relief in my heart. It was like the moment when the harvest was finally ushered in after the heavy ears of wheat, and the burden on my shoulders was lightened a lot. [^*]

On Saturday night, we had a big barbecue on the full night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, when we gathered all the staff and their families together, and it was not open.

Xing Feng bought the barbecue ingredients from H City early, Jin Yan put the barbecue grill in the warehouse in the yard and set it up, and then assigned tasks to the male employees, some were responsible for lighting the fire, some were responsible for grilling meat, some were responsible for roasting vegetables, and the women were all sitting at the table waiting for the meal.

It was a little cool that night, but fortunately there was no wind, and when a bonfire was lit in the middle of the courtyard, our hearts were boiling. Our family has not been together for too long, everyone drank all night and staggered, in the end, the old man and the children went to sleep first, and the employees were drunk and dispersed, and only me, Jin Yan, the eldest sister, Xing Feng and Xiaohua were left on the field.

"I want to open an aristocratic boarding school here, from kindergarten to high school, what do you think?" After Jin Yan had a drink with everyone, he suddenly proposed.

"Okay, the air here is fresh and the environment is quiet, and the feng shui is very good, it should be good to open a school." The eldest sister hurriedly agreed.

Xing Feng was also drunk, and when he saw the eldest sister say this, he stretched out his hand and grabbed the eldest sister and said drunkly: "If you open an aristocratic school, I will invest in building a unique country villa area here, and now the people in the city are shouting to be close to nature, we might as well vote for them and build the country villa they want, so that the fame of Panjia Town will be louder, and the tourist area will be more famous in the future. ”

As soon as Xing Feng said this, everyone was suddenly full of expectations for the future. Unexpectedly, at this time, the little painting that had just come out of the bathroom suddenly came to the table and said: "Sister, there is something I forgot to tell you, I went to the hospital to see Tao Mengran." ”