"I went to work as a waiter at that fast food restaurant. I'll go out to the pharmacy right now to buy gauze and ointments, and you wait for me. I saw that there was still blood oozing from his head, so I recovered from my panic and quickly stood up and prepared to walk out.

"Don't go!" He shouted.

With this shout, blood poured out of his head. I turned my head to see him like this, and hurriedly pulled him and said, "Jin Yan, how can you keep bleeding like this?" Either I'll help you and we'll go to the hospital. ”

"We only have more than 100 yuan, how can we afford to go to the hospital?" Jin Yan said sullenly, then closed his eyes, his face full of despair.

"I'm sorry ......"

At that moment, I felt deeply guilty. If it weren't for me, where would he need to be in such a field?

"It's okay, you go to the pharmacy and buy the cheapest gauze, bandages and anti-inflammatory and hemostatic medicines, it's just skin trauma, there won't be any problems." He quickly calmed himself down and spoke to me calmly.

"Okay, I'll go now, you wait for me at home."

I quickly walked out the door with the only money we had, walked all the way to the pharmacy, bought them as he told me, and prepared to go out.

When I went out, I suddenly saw a payphone in the commissary. At that moment, I hesitated, but then walked over to the phone.

My heart beat violently, and I knew that once this phone call passed, Jin Yan and I might never have a tomorrow. However, Jin Yan shouldn't belong here, he shouldn't live such a life with me, and he shouldn't suffer unnecessarily. I shouldn't be so selfish.

I picked up the phone with trembling hands, and after thinking about it for a while, I dialed Xiaoxue's phone. After the phone rang five times, I heard Xiao Xuejiao's "Hey" from the other end of the phone, at this time my eyes were already full of tears, and I cried into the phone and shouted: "Xiao Xue, it's my ......"

After hanging up the phone, I quickly went back to my accommodation with my medicine. Pushing open the door, Jin Yan had already fetched water by himself, and was struggling to clean the wounds on his face and the mud on his body, I walked over and squatted in front of him with red eyes, stared at him deeply, and remembered the appearance of him suffering for me at the moment.

"I'll put it on for you." I took his hand away, took a cotton ball dipped in alcohol, gently protruded on his affected area, and then medicated him, wrapped it with gauze and bandages, and then cleaned up the small wounds on his face one by one, my heart hurt violently, and I broke down and hugged him: "Jin Yan, I'm sorry." ”

"Sorry what? Like a fool, I'm willing. He said.

"I don't deserve you to do this for me."

"I'm not for you, I'm for myself." I understand he said this on purpose.

"Then I still feel guilty."

"Guilty fart!"

He pushed me away: "Don't be hypocritical! I don't like you crying! I know I can't make a good life for you on my own! But my dad said that as long as people can endure hardship, no matter how hard they are, it will be temporary! What my dad can do, I can do too! ”

"I know, I know, I just feel sorry for you. Jin Yan, you shouldn't live such a life, you should have a better future. ”

"What is a better future? I've lived the best life, and it's not interesting. He still has a very disdainful attitude towards the old days of fine clothes and fine food.

Jin Yan ...... "I still cried uncontrollably."

He lost his temper, kicked over the stainless steel face plate in front of him, and shouted: "You cry, cry, cry, cry!" If you don't want to live like this, I won't force you, just go! ”

"No, it's not ......" The more he did this, the more self-blame prevailed in my heart, and the more I didn't know what to say.

I knew in my heart that there was not much time left for us to spend time together. I rushed over and hugged him, hugged his waist tightly, pressed my head tightly on his back, and cried and shouted: "Jin Yan, I love you, I love you, I love you...... I hope you will always remember that there is a girl named Pan Rushu who loved you. ”

Sensing acutely of what was happening, he quickly turned around and asked me in a loud voice, "Did you just do something?" Did you call them? ”

I shook my head hurriedly and looked at him in confusion, because I was afraid that he would escape, and I lied against my will: "No, I'm just sad for a while." ”

His nervous expression suddenly relaxed, and he said, "It's good if you don't have it." I'm hungry, you can go out and buy something and come back. ”

I nodded, and then realized that we hadn't had dinner yet. I should have bought it back when I bought the medicine just now, but I blamed myself for being so confused that I completely ignored it.

I went out again, and as soon as I went out, the sadness in my heart poured out. I cried as I went, and I cried bitterly against the tree by the roadside, at the thought that he and I might never see him again, that he might never forgive me again, and that the good days we were about to part were about to come to naught.

I used all our money to buy a sumptuous dinner and brought it home, and was scolded by Jin Yan. I let him scold without saying a word, and when he finished scolding, I said to him with a smile: "You are recuperating from your injuries, you need to eat a little nutrition." I've already bought it, don't eat it and waste it, eat it quickly. ”

I tried to keep myself from tears, but my already swollen eyes made him see that something was wrong with me. I blamed the reason for my tears on his injury and my heartache, so he didn't continue to ask, and had a hearty meal.

I behaved very meekly that night, and I agreed to all his requests, until at last he fell asleep from exhaustion after an infinite toss, and I lay on my side with my cheeks resting on my side, gazing affectionately into his face.

Even though he has many small wounds on his face, even if he still has duct tape wrapped around his head, even if the clothes he wears have emitted a strange smell, even if he is still young and has no achievements, he is still majestic in my eyes, and he still stands tall in the sky.

I didn't close my eyes all night.

Around five o'clock in the morning. There was a sharp knock on the door.

Jin Yan woke up suddenly and sat up suddenly. At this time, I had already walked to the door, opened the door, and there was a man standing at the door who was a few points taller and burier than Jin Yan. He had a gloomy face and didn't say a word, and the first moment he saw me, he slapped me hard.

My face hurt hotly, and Jin Yan rushed over to stop me behind me like thunder, and angrily asked the well-dressed middle-aged man at the door: "How do you know I'm here?" Why did you hit her? ”

He turned his head to look at me nervously, and reached out to caress my face, his face full of concern and nervousness.

"Looks like you're really confused!" The middle-aged man snorted coldly and walked in with his hands behind his back, followed by Asong Ajie and five or six bodyguards in black suits.

For a moment, the small room was about to burst.

"She had people tell me to send 200,000 to her account, and then she told me where you would be. Look at how you look like a bear now! Just for such a woman, is it worth it? I feel ashamed to have a son like you! The middle-aged man said coldly, his tone making the whole room feel as if it was frozen.

"What?" Jin Yan looked at me in disbelief and asked me like crazy, "Is what he said true?" ”

I hesitated for two seconds and nodded with difficulty.

The expression on his face darkened a little, and I choked up and said, "I'm sorry, my mother is seriously ill, and I can't do anything more......"

The lie against my heart hurts my heart like it burns with wine.

I think he hurts more!

It's okay this way, it hurts deeply, and maybe you forget it faster.

"There is a kind of woman, like a mushroom that grows in the shadows, the more delicate and lovely she is, the more deeply poisonous she is, and it is easy not to be contaminated, otherwise there will be endless troubles. Son, come home with me! Don't rush to break free of my grasp! I hope you can understand this time that you are nothing without me! The middle-aged man said to Jin Yan.

I saw Jin Yan laughing, and that smile was a kind of dream-shattering self-mockery.

"Someday, I'll be better than you!" For a long time, he roared.

"At least you can't yet!" His father's taunt was merciless, "Ajay, take him away for me!" ”

"Wait!" Jin Yan suddenly shouted, "I have a request. ”

"Say!"

"Don't hurt her, let her go back, I won't contact her again in the future." Jin Yan pointed at me and said to his father.

I didn't expect me to do this to him, but he still interceded for me. At that moment, I looked at him with an indescribable shock in my heart.

"You go back and get engaged to Shen Ziyan, and then go abroad, I will promise you not to hurt her." His father said in a deep voice.

"Good!" He said yes in no uncertain terms.

That "good" weighed heavily on my heart like a boulder, almost shattering my entire chest.

"Give us two minutes and let me say a few words to her." And he said to his father.

His father glanced at his son and sighed, and that breath was full of meaning. Then, with a wave of his hand, he walked out of the room with a group of people.

"Why?" As soon as his father walked on his front foot, he asked me.

"I said, my mom is seriously ill."

"Liar!" His tone was a little excited, and he said, "You don't want to live such a hard life with me, do you?" You like the way I used to be and not what I have now, right? ”

His sensitive nerve was tingling again.

I knew what my nod would mean to him, but I nodded anyway and said something that made him even more uncomfortable, I said, "Your father is right, you are nothing without him." Without those auras, you're a more useless person than an average man. I'm fed up with poverty, and if you have nothing, why should I stay with you? ”

He let out a sneer: "Good! Very good! Pan Rushu! ”

"Don't blame me, Jin Yan." I endured the pain in my heart and tried desperately to keep my tears from staying.

"What do you blame? I will only thank you for making me discover that the women in this world are all the same. The reality of being rich is more realistic, and the poor are more realistic, in this case, it's good to be engaged to Shen Ziyan, right, Pan Rushu? No matter how she says that she is a rich girl who is envied by everyone, she is one in the sky and the other on the ground with you! Even so, there were hot tears in his eyes.

I wanted to reach out and wipe the tears from his face, but I forced myself to say something even more ruthless: "Yes, so Jin Yan, goodbye, I wish you happiness." ”

"Ahh He let out a cry of grief, the bandage on his head snapped, and blood once again flowed from the wound he had just healed.

My heart tingled.

I watched him open the door, watched him leave without looking back, watched him rush downstairs in grief, and disappeared into the dawn with the men in black......

My Jin Yan, like a meteor, flashed from my sky, leaving behind the brightest beam of starlight, which will disappear from then on.

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