I took Mo Han to find a restaurant that was open all night, and I ordered a lot of food, and Mo Han sat across from me, with the 94 roses I gave her beside her.

Physiologically full, but can not comfort the emptiness of the soul, I desperately ate the contents of the plate, eating, eating, as if remembering the dinner of the countless lonely, empty people, my nose was sour again, I hurriedly took a sip of water, no matter what, I should keep smiling, even after this dinner, I fell back into my former life.

"Eat, why don't you eat?" I looked at Mo Han and asked.

"I'll watch you eat!"

I nodded, lowered my head and stuffed something into my mouth, but I couldn't swallow it anymore, I put down the chopsticks in my hand, spit out the food in my mouth, wiped my mouth with a napkin, looked at Mo Han, we looked at each other again, this kind of eye contact was the same as when we first met.

"You know what? I ate like this many nights after work, and then there were many couples who were in ambush around me, and every time at this time, I felt bullets hit me, and these bullets seemed to be lonely, lonely, and envious........ They all hit my body, pierced my body......... When I am full of holes and my body is incomplete, I want to have you by my side, we eat together, chat together, and go home together........ Or let's go home and cook! ”

I shook my head and paused for a long time before saying, "But all this can only exist in my imagination........ I will also complain in my heart, but whenever I complain, I will tell myself: Zhang Yixi, don't complain, Mo Han will come back to you, work hard now, and be happier in the future, since you love her, what can't you bear? So I ignored the pain of your absence, lived silently, and silently watched others be happy........ But now it seems that I am more like self-deception, and I can't wait for the day when you will come back to me........ Mirror Flower Water Moon ~ Everything TMD is Mirror Flower Water Moon! ”

My eyes are so moist....... I've never been so ashamed! Shame yourself for being naïve and weak, but even if I am naïve, I am weak, is that wrong? I just want to be with the people I love, is that wrong?

After I finished speaking, Mo Han still remained silent, this silence was simply indifferent, and the 94 roses around her were delicate, but after all, there were only 94, not 99, I seemed to be able to foresee a future, a future without love.

........

Mo Han and I stood side by side outside the restaurant, the rain was pouring down, my car was far away from us, we were trapped by the rain again, everything seemed to come full circle, back to square one.

"Watching a movie? Let's go see the midnight show, at the end of this street, there is a cinema, not far away! I asked Mo Han, who was no longer holding her hand.

"Hmm!"

........

This time I watched the movie, I didn't sleep, I saw the end from the beginning, but when the movie ended, I couldn't remember the content of the movie, I only remember that during the whole process, we didn't communicate, there was no intimate physical contact, we were a couple, and some were strangers, and at this moment I couldn't even pretend to be a couple.

Finally finished watching the movie and walked out of the theater, the rain was still pouring, and our love was annihilated in this rain.

"After today, we will no longer have a relationship, now I can tell me why you keep leaving me again and again, ostracizing me, I am not stupid, I don't believe that today you are leaving me just for a pair of stockings, and I don't believe that you left me because you were afraid of my family's disapproval....... Tell me the truth, and let's separate clearly. ”

After I finished speaking, a painful expression appeared on Mo Han's face again, and after a long time, she finally said: "It is better to break up clearly than to break up quietly, you will definitely meet a woman who is more worthy of your love than me....... Mohan really doesn't deserve your love!! ”

I smiled and said, "When we broke up, I was as vulgar as you, and I still said such a cheesy reason......... Well, I won't ask! Then break up quietly....... Where to go? I'll send you! ”

"No need."

"Your clothes are still with me." I said with a smile, a mockery of the impermanence of life, one moment she was wearing clothes to live with me, the next moment I was reminding her to leave with her clothes, but what was the reason for our separation again? Just a pair of stockings? Perhaps!

Mo Han shook his head and said, "Don't do it, you're like throwing Chen Qingyi's clothes, throw it away!" ”

The rain is still washing the land, a taxi is slowly coming from a distance, Mo Han stretched out his hand to stop the taxi, she ignored me who had not yet recovered from me, reached out and pulled the car door and sat in the taxi, the taxi started, gradually accelerated, and soon disappeared into the rainy night.

The world seemed to be quiet in an instant, and I was quiet, and there was a sudden overwhelming unwillingness and reluctance in the quiet center, and when Mo Han disappeared from my sight again, I felt the pain of my soul being drained!

I suddenly rushed in the direction where Mo Han had disappeared, and the rain washed over my body unscrupulously, washing my soul that was already out of my body........ In my suffocation after running wildly, I finally remembered Anqi's saying that "rain cleanses the soul........ And at this moment, I really hope that the rain can wash my life and make everything start again!

.........

Mo Han disappeared from my life again, only this time it disappeared in the way of a breakup, I also accepted the breakup, although I was unwilling and reluctant, but I was powerless to recover, my life seemed to return to the original point after going around a strange circle, I Zhang Yixi was single again, I can freely choose my feelings again, but do I enjoy such freedom? I do not know? All I know is that I don't seem to have any expectations for love.

After Mo Han left, I got sick, I had a high fever, and it took two days to get rid of the fever, these two days I seemed to have experienced a reincarnation, but I failed to break out of the cocoon into a butterfly in this reincarnation, I gained disappointment, sadness and decadence!!

The auto show is approaching day by day, I once defined this auto show as a turning point in my life, I thought I won the auto show, after sitting in the position of general manager, I can better protect myself and Mo Han's life materially, so that she will not leave me again, but now I know that I am too naïve, Mo Han does not care whether I can sit in the position of general manager, when she wants to break up, she is also resolute to break up, but she is the only woman who does not choose to break up with me because of material!!

After I recovered from my illness, I began to work day and night, hoping to use my work to paralyze the trauma I suffered in love, as well as to win the auto show, apply for back the part of the advertising money I invested, and save the "Xiro Men's Products Store" in crisis

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Today's two shifts, the part about Mo Han is too difficult to write, and I only wrote two chapters after sitting in front of the computer for a day....... Don't doubt it.,I really didn't save the manuscript.,There's a manuscript.,Who still stays up until 12 o'clock every day to update.。。。 Thank you for the VIP of the mobile phone number brother~!