Chapter 46: Reborn in the Ashes
My aunt and I went into the coffee shop, sat down in a secluded corner, and each ordered a cup of coffee, but we didn't start talking about it right away.
I added some sugar to my aunt's cup, stirred it well, and handed it to her.
The little aunt took the coffee I had stirred, sighed lightly, and said, "Yixi, the little aunt said something to you, Qingyi is really a good woman........ You're going to miss her, and you'll regret it for the rest of your life. β
"I know what you mean, but ......."
Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by my little aunt: "Don't, treat feelings, I hope you are more mature, I am not afraid that you will be angry, you and that Angel have no future, she is not like a woman who will live a good life and manage a marriage." β
"Don't be prejudiced against her, okay?" There was something displeased in my tone.
"Is that bias? Tell you, you are a fan of the authorities in this matter, and the little aunt, as a bystander, has more say than you. β
"What did you tell you was watching? ...... You just met her once, and you don't even know how we get along with each other, where do you get your right to speak? I said in fierce words.
The little aunt sneered: "I really don't know how you get along with each other, but let me ask you Zhang Yixi, what did she do for you as your girlfriend?" β
"I don't need anything from my girlfriend." I said without thinking about it.
The little aunt gave me a contemptuous look and said, "That's why you let Qingyi, who is not your girlfriend, pay so much for you?" ....... You're good kid! β
"Don't you want to impose your brutal logic on me?"
"Zhang Yixi, you're not a thing! ....... This is a message I send to you on behalf of the whole family. β
My aunt's words made me very uncomfortable, and I said after a while: "Everything I do is involuntarily, and if you insist that I am not a thing, I have nothing to say." β
Seeing that I was extremely depressed, the little aunt's tone finally softened: "It's the little aunt who said it seriously, but don't you think it's too much to look at this matter from Qingyi's point of view?" β
"Chen Qingyi herself has made it very clear that we are just friends."
"Friends? Are you really naΓ―ve to this extent? The little aunt looked at me with a look of shock and incomprehension.
"Isn't it?"
"If a woman doesn't like this man, what incentive does she have to give again and again, just by friendship?" The little aunt said in a tone that woke up the dreamer.
Of course, I didn't want to believe that what my little aunt said was true, and I was a little upset.
"A woman has paid so much for a man, but she doesn't even have the right to say what she likes, she just silently covers it up as a friend, and even wrongs herself for that Angel, fulfilling her image in our minds, this is great love, understand? Zhang Yixi, you really can't afford her, otherwise you will definitely regret it. β
"That's all she told you?" I asked.
"No, but only a fool can't see it." My little aunt looked at me, and the look in her eyes told me that I was the fool.
"I don't believe it, I won't believe it unless I hear her say it to me herself........ You don't understand Chen Qingyi. I said in a loud voice, I can't be the fool who can't see through everything.
"Whether you believe it or not, what we approve of is only Qingyi, and there will be no other so-and-so........ I can't figure it out, what does Qingyi make you look down on, and what do you Zhang Yixi have to be proud of? The little aunt's tone became more and more dissatisfied.
My intention to communicate with her before I came was completely shattered at this moment, and I was unable to convince her to take Angel's side with me......... It's me who is too naΓ―ve, my aunt's recognition of Chen Qingyi is even more than that of my father and mother, she didn't hesitate to imagine herself in order to let me be with Chen Qingyi: Chen Qingyi's feeling for me is that she likes me, which is a kind of selfless dedication, and she is simply unreasonable.
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After the failed communication, my little aunt and I broke up unhappily, I don't plan to stay in the town for long, I will leave tomorrow, my relationship with Angel, the family will not accept it for a while, I can only wait for time to smooth out their prejudice against Angel, and this is the best way at the moment........ One day they will find out that Angel is actually very good.
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In the evening, Angel and I didn't even receive an invitation to dinner with our family, we just ate casually at a fast-food restaurant down the street.
On the street, where half of the street lights were extinguished, we walked silently....... But it was as if it was pressed by an impermeable mountain.
"Zhang Yixi, can we go to the end?" Angel looked ahead a little blankly and asked me.
"Why, are you not confident in our future?" My heart was lost for a while, I was sensitive at the moment, and I was afraid that Angel would suddenly be undetermined.
"I don't have faith in myself........ I'm even jealous of Chen Qingyi, your family likes her so much, one day, you will be tired of me, tired of everything about me. β
"Don't say that, is it true that in your heart, I, Zhang Yixi, am really a person who treats feelings as child's play?"
"But it's also true that you've had so many emotional experiences, and you won't deny that."
"I don't deny it." I replied, suppressing my emotions.
"If we get along with each other and are swayed by too many negative emotions, you will eventually get bored with me one day, and at that time you will definitely choose Chen Qingyi, who will never cause you trouble........."
After Angel's words, it was difficult for me to restrain my emotions: "Don't question me at this time, okay?" β
"Your tone is getting impatient." Angel's gaze pierced my body and looked at me.
I took out a cigarette and lit it, and my heart was inexplicably irritable, and I couldn't say a word of all the things I had to say.
Angel glanced at me, no longer stood shoulder to shoulder with me, and walked alone towards the dark, somewhat dark front with no street lights.
I strode up to Angel who was moving forward, grabbed her arm, and couldn't help but be depressed with a heavy tone: "Can you not be unreasonable?" β
"Don't you think we're suffering right now? I'm not even sure if you'll be able to hold on and lead me firmly. Angel said to me with a somewhat sloppy look.
"You don't think I'm firm enough, do you? You don't think I love you enough and think I'm abusive, right? My tone was calmer than ever.
Angel bit her lip and looked at me, nodding for a long time.
βOK.......β
At this moment, my heart is extremely sad, it turns out that not only my family members question me, but even Angel also questions me, what is my persistence for?
"I'll prove it to you right now, how much I care about you and the relationship between us." I said with heaviness and grievances, extreme emotions are going to blow up my body, I have been misunderstood enough!!
I looked into the middle of the road, and without hesitation, I climbed over the lane with one hand on the fence.
I was not afraid of the large trucks with glare lights whizzing on, and I watched Angel say to her in the calmest of tones, "If I die, it's because I want to prove that I never cheated on you........ I love you so strongly! If you are lucky enough not to die today, it will be a brand new Zhang Yixi in the future, so please let our love be reborn in the ashes......."
The light got closer and closer, and I opened my arms and said hoarsely: "I am willing to fight for you to the end of love......"
The screeching sound of brakes sounded........ The wind was blowing in my face with a huge sense of oppression, and I glanced at Angel and closed my eyes.......
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