It was as if I had been asleep for a long time, shuttling through one fragmented picture after another.......

Mottled picture: On a hot night in my freshman year, I played basketball with the prince and others, went to the cafeteria to eat, a group of people laughed and scolded, I was wet, knocked over the lunch box in her hand, I apologized again and again, she just smiled slightly, I saw two beautiful dimples, and I have had a crush ever since!

Mottled picture: I asked around and finally learned that her name was Zuo Lan, the same level as me, majoring in financial management.

Mottled image: I started to create all kinds of chance encounters, and finally one day she agreed to have dinner with us on the weekend....... I stayed up all night excitedly, extorted 500 yuan from the prince, and took her to eat the first Western meal in my life.

Mottled Picture: First Confession Rejected...... I was angry and kissed her....... She bowed her head and left without saying a word.

Mottled picture: One day in the winter when it was snowing, she knitted a scarf and gave it to me...... My heart is beaming! took advantage of the night to kiss her again......

The mottled picture: A winter vacation, the joy of every day, is to receive a text message from her, we will ask each other what we have eaten in the morning and when we will rest in the evening...... Simplicity is like two blank sheets of paper.

Mottled picture: In the spring of spring, I held my guitar and sang the song "Love Forever" downstairs in her dormitory, confessing again....... That night, she told me: she is a rational person, that we are in a long-distance relationship that is destined to be fruitless and that it means pain at first...... I bragged recklessly: what are you afraid of, after making money, all over the country will buy our house, where there is our home, go to Hainan to live in a sea-view house in winter, and go to Xishuangbanna in summer to drink red wine in a comfortable wind...... She asked: Really? I replied: Really.......

Mottled picture: We went to Shanghai to listen to Faye Wong's concert, and we lived in a modest hotel due to financial constraints...... gave each other's first time...... We hugged each other, and she asked me: Will you love me for the rest of your life? I said, "For the rest of my life...... She said, "Very well, I will bear you a son." I said: It's better to have another daughter!

Mottled picture: We live happily every day, she calls me superboy and I call her prettygirl....

Mottled picture: we save up for living together, eat together, occasionally corrupt together, she gives me a brand-name lighter, I give her a beautiful bracelet...... We have become a model couple in the eyes of others, and every time we get together, we will always be envied.

Mottled picture: After graduating from college in the middle of the day, I accompanied her to wait for the train to Shandong at the train station..... But she tore off the ticket in her hand at the moment she was about to leave, and hugged me tightly...... She said that my promise to take her to Hainan to live in a sea view house has not been fulfilled....... I cried with joy! The two hugged their heads and cried!

Mottled lake: We stayed in Nantong to work together, but I was weighed down by the heavy reality and lost my dreams....... She and I often sit on the bed, each holding a bowl of instant noodles, and sighing at the wall: when will I live in a sea-view room, and when will I go to Xishuangbanna to blow the comfortable wind.......

Shuttling back and forth through these mottled images, my heart twitched, and I finally cried...... But I couldn't wake up, I felt like I was trapped in a swamp and couldn't move.......

My soul was still shuttling through the scenes, chaotic, and finally I saw the blinding light again, heard the screeching sound of brakes, and I struggled desperately....... Finally opened his eyes.

The originally quiet surroundings suddenly became busy, and I saw anxious figures, followed by bursts of pain.

"Yixi, are you awake?"

I looked blankly..... I thought back to the pictures before I lost consciousness, my heart suddenly ached, and I asked hoarsely without strength: "Where is Zuo Lan?" ”

She ..... She's fine! The little aunt replied hesitantly.

I had trouble breathing: "Then you let her come to me!!"

No one responded to me anymore......

I looked at the familiar faces, all of them with the same expression: unconcealed pain.

"Speak, speak......" A force supported me to sit up from the hospital bed, but there was a piercing pain.

Han Feng held me down...... I struggled to remove the needle...... I couldn't control my emotions and shouted, "Let Zuo Lan come to see me!" ”

Han Feng whispered to me, "Zhang Yixi, you are a man...... You have to be strong! ”

"Don't talk nonsense with me...... I want to see Zuo Lan! ”

.......

Han Feng was silent for a long time, and said to me in a low voice and choked up, "She's gone..... Went to a more beautiful world......"

.......

I heard the sound of my heart bursting and I was shaking...... Once again, I can't control my body......

"Zhang Yixi, cheer up some...... Such an accident cannot be avoided by manpower...... Your life will go on, for the sake of these people who care about you. ”

There was a heart-rending cry outside the door: "I hurt Lan Lan...... If I had known that this was the case, I would not have asked her to go to the bar to find Zhang Yixi that day......"

"Bai Jing, this is fate, and it's an accident that no one wants to see, don't blame yourself!"

I was surrounded by all kinds of mournful voices, and in the great pain in my body and heart, I fainted again......

.......

Three days later, there was only Bai Jing in my hospital room, and everyone left, giving us space to talk.

"It was raining heavily that day, and it was a car that was overtaking on the road...... The driver who caused the accident died on the spot, he was a drunk driver..... After Lan Lan was sent to the hospital, the rescue was ineffective...... "Bai Jing cried silently......

"It's her with her life..... Changed your life...... Traces of the accident scene..... She instinctively hit the steering wheel to avoid collisions on her side..... But when it was about to collide, it hit the steering wheel again...... She left the hope of survival to you! ”

"Pipsqueak is your son....... Zuo Lan has already confirmed with me in front of her, this is our text message chat history......." Bai Jing took out her mobile phone from her bag and handed it to me.

Bai Jing: "Lan Lan, we are sisters, you tell me the truth, whose son is Pippi?"

Zuo Lan: "Don't ask...... I want a quiet life. ”

Bai Jing: "Are you acquiescing?" ...... Pippi is Zhang Yixi's son, why don't you want this scumbag to be responsible? He's so rich now, at least he needs a compensation! ”

Zuo Lan: "He already has a girlfriend, I don't want to break up his happiness, and with Pippi by my side, I feel like I have the whole world." ”

Bai Jing: "You're too stupid...... When he left Nantong, it was to fulfill his happiness, and it is still the case now, is this scumbag worthy of you? ”

Zuo Lan: "If you love someone, why bother with so many gains and losses?" It's not easy for him these years...... And he doesn't have any feelings for me anymore, and I don't want to tie him up with so-called responsibilities anymore...... Also, in fact, it wasn't all about fulfilling his happiness when he left Nantong, it was mainly because his parents forced him! ”

Bai Jing: "You just continue to excuse him...... I've never seen such a stupid woman as you! ”

Zuo Lan: "Anyway, you are not allowed to mention this matter to him again, if he knows, I will not have you as a sister!" ”

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Tears dripped down the phone screen, and there was a fishy feeling at the corner of the mouth, and the lips had been bitten by themselves!