82. Burying
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I've never looked at L from an outsider's point of view. After the "breakup", I seem to have reflected on his personal changes in the past few years for the first time. While I was growing up, L was not idle.
Now l is not what it used to be, and the defeat in the last battle did not have a great impact on their company, but found another way and achieved remarkable results. Jumping out of the relationship between men and women, I should respect him in the workplace, he is indeed very good with the team, positive motivation, not playing false, the centripetal force and cohesion of the enterprise are very high. Although he is not as good as S, in the two years that L has been in power, their company's performance has skyrocketed, and the reputation in the industry is excellent, which is an undeniable fact.
L's name still appears frequently within the company. Many of the elders of the Three Dynasties were proud to have dealt with him, and occasionally mentioned it, they were still proud. Whenever this happens, my heart is filled with jealousy: I am closer to him than any of you, but I can only keep it secret.
If L really breaks up with me completely, then what kind of face will he face when he faces me again in the workplace in the future? This circle is very small, and aside from the previous "secret frame-in" holiday, I can't imagine that we can still communicate objectively like ordinary professional managers. For a person like L, if he takes the initiative to dump me, it will be fine, and he may be able to sympathize with me in the future; Now I'm the first to mention breaking up, and when we meet on a narrow road in the future, it's good that he doesn't give me small shoes, in case one day I want to take revenge, then there is an end? Now I'm wearing shoes, holding each other's handles, and I'm more afraid of public pressure.
Unless I leave the city, even if I change jobs now, I can't escape the network of any company in the same industry. He could have discredited the little feather I've cherished for so many years with just one sentence&mdah; though I may have thought too much.
I sometimes have heart palpitations when I see Company L's news or advertisements.
Behind these pictures and texts, there is a man who has achieved fame in the eyes of outsiders, a man who used to be like a child in front of me.
One day during my lunch break, I had a whim and browsed all the news and information related to him on the Internet. That's a lot. I slowly looked at the familiar face, and suddenly found an alternative search field in the midst of many industry information. Originally, I thought it was just a coincidence of the same name and wanted to ignore it (L's name is very popular), but curiosity drove me to click and check it out.
The omnipotent Baidu Yellow Pages told me an amazing secret.
l Have your own company.
The information was very hidden, almost unsearchable, and I only found it after I turned to four or five pages. Its franchise business is also incompatible with our industry. The legal representative's name is the same as L, but the name and phone number in the contact information are not his&mdah, and everyone will think that this is just a common duplicate name in the world, but only I know that this person is L. Because the phone number of that contact looks very familiar: it is the special number that L uses to contact me.
My first reaction was: What a talent. Hidden deeply, he can still open a company like this, I adore him so much!
The second reaction is: This special number was only assigned to L four months after we lost contact, so his company should have been established less than three years; Look at the creation time of the Yellow Pages, and it is also right.
The third reaction: Why did he open this company? l There is no shortage of money, and the career development is also very smooth; This small business doesn't seem to have much oil and water, and if it is a side business for his wife or relatives, he will not choose such a professional and technical business; Moreover, he is still consulting his own business in his busy schedule, which shows that he is not at ease with handing over the company's core business to others.
Could it be that there is something else going on? I think that even if L wants to start a business independently and become a boss, walking on two legs, he will not choose such a profession or form. The name of the contact is still fake. If I hadn't known this phone number, it would have been absolutely difficult to find out the relationship between this company and him. But he actually used his real name to apply for a business license, which shows that the interests within this company must be firmly controlled.
Of course, everything was just my guess. I couldn't figure out the mystery of this for a while: if it was just for "money laundering", why did you advertise on Baidu's yellow pages? Or maybe l is just an ordinary entrepreneurship?
The information is not equal, I can't guess. But now I had a very nasty feeling in my heart&mdah;I had never told me about it. It seems that I can't know how many secrets he has&mdah;not even his wife knows. The information about his family that had made me haunted me before can now see through me at a glance, and now I firmly believe that he can see my various thoughts as if transparently, and is willing to accompany and tease me because he finds it interesting, just to make his preoccupied life easier for a moment. This man is probably very tired of living&mdah;Maybe every successful person who is beautiful on the surface is tired behind his back.
I was so naïve, I always thought that the mediation of interests between L and S only existed where I could see it. This is the gap between people. I had a hunch of a looming net of interests, and all I knew was a drop in the bucket, and I was in the middle of a spiral, like a fool. In fact, S and L didn't regard me as a real insider&MDAH;I don't know if it was discussed or they both favored me and didn't want to pull me into the water, so they opened up to me?
L's prophecy is not groundless. Originally, I planned to wait until after the executive development program, but this idea may have been too greedy.
Maybe he and S have already colluded and played a rival scene, and I became a pawn in the moment.
This kind of thought makes me feel very uncomfortable. I feel like I'm being tricked, especially since I still have such a relationship with L&mdah;he doesn't just play with me all the time, right?
But now, I'm indignant that I can't verify it.
After I got home, I was uneasy, and I roughly revealed to Y about the possible variables at work, and Y said: "It's a big deal, my wife is so powerful, what is there to be afraid of!" Otherwise, you will rest for a while, and your husband will support you! ”
I laughed: "I'm planning to have a baby next year, you can raise three people by yourself, and you can't afford to pay off the mortgage." ”
It turns out that there are so many troubles in the face of being caught by her husband and breaking up with your lover!
Adult life is really not mixed.
I've had a showdown and am now waiting for L to be played.
You can only take one step at a time.