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After the beginning of the year, I was very busy for a while, working overtime almost every day, and L and I couldn't find time to meet, so we had to call during working hours instead. It's still the same, tell what you miss, and talk about it briefly. In the past, I would complain about his conversations, but now I'm used to it, and I just say, "Don't just talk big, I want to see you." Be clear and straightforward.

Some time ago, I watched a Japanese geisha-themed movie "Momoruka" from the 80s, and the woman in it said, "You haven't loved it yet." When you fall in love with someone, as soon as you see him, your hip bones are like a melting candle.

Think about it, have you ever felt that way? I have. Every moment I see L, there is.

The Japanese geisha in the 80s had a really unique understanding.

But what if you can't see it?

On another night of overtime, L called and begged me to send him a large-scale selfie to satisfy his hunger. I smiled and said, "Fair exchange." "I'm not actually interested in it, but I know that L won't send him his own, so I'll make an excuse.

As a result, about half an hour later, L sent a small video by MMS. I'm used to deleting L's text messages, and after a glance, I was so quick that I deleted it before I opened it...... "Hey! Send it again! I didn't see what it was! He said, "Deleted." "Reshoot!" "It's not hard now......" I just found out what he had just posted, and I couldn't help but laugh.

"It's almost you!"

"No, I didn't see you, I won't send it."

"If you send it, I'll send it again, hurry up! It's going to see, it's going to be seen! ”

How to be like a child. I was so busy that I had to leave my phone aside.

When I left the company, I realized that two hours had passed, and L didn't call or pester, I guess he forgot about it.

As a result, I didn't get a call from him for several days, and hey, this guy is still angry.

I was busy with myself as usual, and I ignored him.

That's what happens when it comes to the relationship between men and women. When you know he's really angry, when you know you don't have to care, it's all subconsciously set. I didn't take the initiative this time, because I knew that I didn't need to take the initiative and he would come back to scold me&mdah;the last time I took the initiative to send it to the door, which was actually a plan I arranged: I wasn't unsure of his attitude, I knew he would definitely want me; I'm just acting to see him proud. I have to admit that I planned the derailment at the beginning, directed and acted by myself; l is the main character, but not the screenwriter. Between me and L, there is no point in who has the initiative, this is just a small game of teasing each other.

We have developed a mutual trust in another sense. Loyalty between lovers.

Recently, a girl in the department is getting married, and married women gather to chat, scaring her into the horrors of her married life. The little girl looked at me sincerely and asked, "Manager X, you are also newly married, do you think it is as scary as they say?" I smiled and shook my head, but didn't speak. Somehow, the topic turned to the extramarital affair incident, and everyone said that "there is no good thing for men", "there are only timid men, there are no honest men", and then the young women have made declarations: This is the inequality of men and women! If they cheat, why can't we cheat? The unmarried girl stared at the beads of her eyes and listened attentively.

I asked them lightly, "Anyway, do you really want to cheat?" ”

The little women were dumbfounded. One of them explained, "I don't think so, I don't have that ability!" "That's it, how much ability it takes to cheat! If you want me, I'll be exposed in two days! Another female colleague laughed. Isn't! Who are the women who cheat? All of them are warriors! You have to look like you, you have to have means, otherwise you can't catch a rich man. ”

I don't feel embarrassed when these words come out of their mouths. I watched their commotion and found it amusing.

If you can be reckless and give you a chance to be a heartthrob vixen, I believe that no woman will give up this privilege.

The only thing that strikes me a little uneasy is that the company is really a great gossip ring. I imagined that one day they would find out about my affair with L, and what a lot of talk it would be for them to be here for eight or one years: "Have you heard? Manager X always broke his shoes with the previous L, ...... "No wonder it rose so fast!" "It seems that a beautiful woman really doesn't have a clean ......" "Do you remember when she talked to us about other people's cheating?" It's scary to think about it now! "Her husband is so miserable!"

It is impossible not to destroy a person's strong heart, even the heart of a man like L. Therefore, we are all cautious&mdah; it is easy to say afterwards when we are seen by anyone, but it is difficult to explain when we are seen by our colleagues. Because they know you best: the sharpest paparazzi detective lurking around you, the most developed clue association, and the fastest viral media are your colleagues.

So what we know about S is probably more, more conclusive, more detailed and specific than his wife knows. When I first met and shook hands with his wife, it was hard to control the sympathy in my eyes.

In particular, I was one of the parties.

S wasn't embarrassed at all, and he knew I would do well. "Sister-in-law is coming to visit the class?" 's wife, Bai Fumei, who is a little older, looks like she has a wealthy family since she was a child, and she has a decent upbringing, although she does not have the aura of a beauty, but she has an outstanding temperament, and she is a perfect match with S.

I will always remember the first time she saw me, her eyes full of wariness, like a wounded hedgehog.

What a pathetic woman's eyes. She completely abandoned all her stature and anxiously guarded every "possible" beautiful woman around her husband. I smiled eye-catchingly: "It's a pity that my husband is waiting for me at home after cooking, so I will invite you and Mr. S to dinner alone another day!" ”

The tension between the woman's eyebrows instantly relaxed. I savored the subtle emotion.

"Well, I came out to run errands today, and S said to have dinner together, so I came over." There was a special sadness in Mrs. S's smile, which was a long-learned expression that was deeply embedded in her laugh lines.

Or is it just learned after marriage?

S is much more wild than L, he has always been a merciless merciful man, even others can know his many glamorous histories, Mrs. S, who has been pampered and cared for since childhood, should have suffered a lot of blows by accident, and now it seems that he has accepted his fate.

After all, a man of S's status has to be normal in the eyes of the universal eyes of society. He also takes care of his family, and that is a virtue. Of course, he can't ignore his family, and even I know very well what this marriage means to him. The inequality between men and women is sometimes glaringly obvious: people can accept wives who wash their faces in tears all day long, but they cannot tolerate gentlemen who swallow their voices. After all, the wives didn't voluntarily wash their faces with tears.

I didn't feel as guilty about Mrs. L as I did in the past.

Because I don't think we're in love anymore. If L has hurt his wife, it's not just because of me. I am not the source of her infinite sorrow, L is. Actually, I would have preferred him to be so clever that his wife would not be able to notice it, after all, he is not the same as S&mdah;In any case, I did not ask.

I'm never going to make Y miserable (don't know = don't suffer). I spread my wings like a giant eagle to protect my nest, swearing to the death that no one would violate y&mdah;this is my bottom line. Even if it's l, I'll play with him. In this regard, L once again agreed with me: the partners of both parties are always dead ends. L and I are like allies of interest, secretly trading under the Macedonian defense line.

For everyone, it is the highest self-interest. What kind of balance is my affection for these two closest men? It's hard for me to tell.