Chapter 86: I'm afraid I'll regret it for a lifetime
Standing at the exit of the parking lot and waiting for a long time to see Li Shi's car come out, I was about to go in to see, she had already walked from the inside of the parking lot to the exit, beckoned to me: "You come in, I really can't pour out this car." ”
I stepped forward, smiled and took the car keys from her, trotted all the way, looked at the route of the car in reverse, and motioned for her to get in.
"The surrounding situation is too complicated, I'll stand outside and help you watch."
"Don't worry, get in the car!"
Li Shi responded to me with a look of unease.
I smiled helplessly, got into the car and skillfully reversed the car out of the parking space, drove forward again, turned the car around in the open space, came to her side again, opened the window, and honked the horn to signal her to get into the car.
Li Shi didn't get into the car immediately, but stared at the car for a long time and asked me, "Where did you sign up for the driving school?" ”
"The driving school I applied for closed down the year before last, so you don't need to worry about this difficult thing."
"I just thought it was incredible."
"If you don't kick me out of the hostel, I'll be your full-time driver, how nice."
Li Shi ignored my complaints, went around to the other side of the car, opened the passenger door, sat down next to me, pressed the window, adjusted the seat backrest, leaned back, and after a long breath, urged me to hurry up.
Looking at her tired face, I smiled and said, "Just tossed in place a lot of times, right?" ”
"It didn't take many times, and I was angry for a while."
"You're in a good state of mind."
Li Shi didn't bother to talk to me, didn't say anything, just looked sideways at the traffic on the road, and after the car was far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, she lowered the window and blew the natural wind. ”
I shook my head and said, "Not yet, but I believe that as long as we don't give up, there will still be a chance, but I don't know how long Mengmeng can last up." ”
"Don't say these frustrating words in the future!"
I stepped on the accelerator and overtook a car in front of me before saying: "Actually, no matter how you usually lose each other, but in the matter of Meng Meng, I really thank you, Meng Meng has treated you as a sister, and for a child who only has a few faces, you can treat it so carefully, I feel very ...... Let's include all the words in a sentence of "thanks"! ”
"Actually, you don't have to say that to me......"
Looking at Li Shi's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, I smiled helplessly: "One thing is one thing, I still have to thank you when I should be thanked, and I didn't show mercy when I hurt you!" ”
Li Shi glared at me: "Don't tease me." ”
I sighed again in helplessness: "I really shouldn't say such hypocritical words, it seems that I am not handsome." ”
"If you don't get up, I really can't save you."
I subconsciously wiped the cold sweat on my head, it turned out that Li Shi also has such a cheeky side, and she will also use a typical woman's logic to look at things.
I was hesitating what to say to suppress her little woman mentality when my phone rang on the center console.
Since it was a winding road, I didn't plan to pick it up, but as soon as the first bell ended, the second bell rang again.
I was afraid that this was an emergency phone related to work, so I finally picked up the phone, handed it to Li Shi without looking at it, and said, "Please help me turn on the amplifier, and by the way, see whose phone it is." ”
"Jiang Laiyue's."
Li Shi's tone was calm, and I was still hesitating to pick it up, but there was really no reason not to take it, I finally did an event, and the growth of tourists also brought many new industries, and how to pocket the money of this group of tourists, this is the most important thing.
But if I answer the phone in front of Li Shi, I always feel a little weird, and after the bell rings several times, it finally stops, but I don't feel that relieved.
Just as Li Shi was about to put the phone back in the center console, the message prompt sounded again, she subconsciously glanced at it, and then asked me if I wanted to read this content.
I shook my head, slowed down, and drove carefully while reading the text message, in which Jiang Laiyue wrote: "My dad has already started to work on me in advance, and I have to rearrange it, because of manpower problems, you may have to take a tour group for about 20 days." ”
After reading the text message, I typed with voice input method: "Okay, now I'm in Beijing to see my sister, the incident happened in a hurry, I haven't had time to ask for leave, please bear with me, I'll report tomorrow." ”
"Thank you Yu Hang!"
I was surprised by Jiang Laiyue's attitude, and I didn't know what to reply for a while, and she sent a text message: "Have a safe journey, don't go back!" ”
After putting the phone down, I gradually accelerated again, Li Shi looked out the window, and replied with some emotion: "Leaving the hostel, you can be regarded as a nirvana in the short term." ”
"Not everyone can afford to burn!"
Li Shi also seemed to have emotions, more focused on looking at the scenery on the side of the road, and my world seemed to be divided into a single body again, I was afraid that I was too absorbed in this loneliness, so I quickly adjusted myself to the driving state, and concentrated on driving......
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Flying from Xi'an to Beijing, within a few hours, Li Shi and I had basically zero communication, and when we took a taxi to the hospital, we did not say a word.
Through the front desk consultation to Mengmeng's ward, Li Shi and I took the elevator to the ward area on the 13th floor, and after gently pushing the door open, we saw that my parents were much older, especially my father, with chapped lips and chapped skin.
My parents, who had both sad faces, suddenly smiled when they saw us coming, and quickly stood up and gave us a seat.
Li Shi and I waved our hands almost at the same frequency, but we didn't dare to make a sound, because Mengmeng was sleeping.
Obviously, my parents didn't know that we would come, and when Li Shi stayed and sat in the ward to take care of Mengmeng, my parents and I went to the rest place in the corridor to do it, and they seemed to be very puzzled, so much so that they dared to exclaim when they stood in the corridor: "Why are you free to come?" ”
"I'm here to see your sad faces."
Dad said solemnly: "You kid, what are you talking about, which family can still laugh when this happens?" ”
My mother took over and said, "Yu Hang, don't pay attention to him, I don't have any common language with him now, and I don't want to talk to the dead." ”
In all my memories, my parents never seemed to have quarreled about Mengmeng, so they asked: "Mengmeng called me and said that I still don't believe you guys, it seems to be true, how much damage do you say this will cause to Mengmeng's psychology, what is the reason?" ”
"I want to celebrate Mengmeng's birthday, but this dead man just refuses."
"You're afraid you won't have a chance to remind your child that he's only eight years old, right?"
Dad's words touched the wound in my mother's heart, her emotions were released, she shrunk into my arms and cried bitterly, choked and said: "You see that he patronizes superstition, and he doesn't even dare to celebrate his birthday, the doctor said that it is difficult for Meng Meng to survive until the next birthday, this birthday is however, I am afraid that I will regret it for a lifetime." ”
Dad was breathing heavily, and he couldn't wait to get up and leave, but he buried his head deep for a long time and didn't speak again.
"Yu Hang, do you think this birthday should be celebrated!"
This seemingly trivial birthday, but it has become a parent's emotional *, I seem to be able to feel my mother's breathing in the waiting, and finally no longer hesitate, said to her: "Why, but, I know that I may regret, why do I want to create regrets, let's ask for Meng Meng, okay?" It's best not to use adult thinking to guide children's choices! ”
"But how can we ask about such a thing."
Dad was very practical, I fell into silence again, and the emotions that had plagued me for a long time also rolled in my heart, and I said to her for a long time: "Let's make ourselves happier, and then invite the photographer to come and take a set of family photos, even if Meng Meng leaves with regret in the end, at least she lives in our hearts very seriously......"
Dad nodded silently for a while, the bitter taste in his heart was heavier, even if he had grievances, but he never regarded familiar people as the object of venting, this is a kind of morality, for a long time, he finally relaxed his tone and said to her: "You are all here, let's pass!" ”