I didn't expect that Lin Ke had just woken up after finally escaping death, and Li Shi said such disappointing words to increase the burden on his thoughts, so he pulled her out of the ward and motioned for her not to continue, but my subconscious pulling action seemed to touch her keen nerves, and she frowned and said to me: "Can you have the least respect and don't interrupt me when I'm talking?" ”

This answer made me feel impulsive, and suddenly my head was hot, and I asked, "Did what you said pass through my brain?" ”

Li Shi finally lost the upper hand in the battle of words with me, and it took a long time to say without confidence: "Why can't you always look at things with the overall situation?" For others, and even more importantly, for yourself, do you really understand the beginning and end of everything before making a prudent decision? ”

"Yes, I just wanted to find out the whole story, and I lived in a hostel with a dead face, and in the end I was kicked out like a dog."

Li Shi looked at me suspiciously, then bowed her head and said nothing......

Her appearance made me panic in my heart, for fear that I would inadvertently say something that would stimulate her, so I desperately recalled which sentence was inappropriate, and after a long time, she finally looked up at me and said in a very soft voice: "You always look at my decisions with negative emotions like this, so you will feel that everything and every action I do is wrong, don't you?" ”

Li Shi's self-speculation made me feel a lot of unpleasant words in my heart, but I had already swallowed the words alive, so I looked at her with wide eyes.

Li Shi glanced at me speechlessly, looking too lazy to pay attention, and then said in an extremely serious tone: "I just want to tell Lin Ke that I saved his life, and when I can't think about it in the future, I have to get my consent." ”

Li Shi turned around and returned to the ward again, I didn't look at her back, but exhaled heavily, and then imagined in the most calm state all the things I had been with Li Shi, as if I had really been suspicious of her.

I was left alone again in the empty aisle, and it seemed that no one else would pass by in the long aisle, and in the depression of people, the wind in the corridor blew me a little cold.

……

When I returned to the ward, Li Shi walked out before me, saying that she was going to buy some fruit.

Lin Ke's lips trembled slightly on the hospital bed, I thought he wanted to say something, when my ears were close to his mouth, I knew that he was singing Song Dongye's "Zebra", the song is about a wandering man who fell in love with a girl who had been hurt by others, but he had no ability to comfort his beloved girl, nor did he have the ability to give her what she wanted, expressing the pain and helplessness of falling in love with a person who did not love him, and also expressing the reality of this prosperous city that he assumed, a prosperous and realistic city, A noble and beautiful girl, a person who has no fixed place, the girl belongs only to this city, and this city has nothing to keep me, so "I" want to leave here. Just like when "I" came, I left with nothing, except for the guitar behind me.

After singing a song, Lin Ke slowly walked out of the mood he had created, his expression was as lonely as ever, and he said to me with a smile: "Li Shi just said a lot to me, and there is one sentence that made me have a lot of epiphanies, and I will tell you when I can't hold on alone in the future." ”

"Yo, this is from the heart?"

Lin Ke looked at me and laughed, although the voice was very weak, but it did not prevent the smile from hanging on the corner of his mouth. It seems that in my memory, he has never laughed like this, and I am a little curious which of Li Shi's words had such a positive effect on Lin Ke.

After chatting for a while, the doctor came to check and said that Lin Ke could be transferred to the general ward, and asked me to go over to go through the procedures, I took the medical record book and waited in line in the service hall, but I received a call from my father, until the voice of Meng Meng came from the other end of the phone, I knew that Meng Meng must be missing me again.

"Brother, Mom and Dad seem to have quarreled because of me, and I secretly called you with the phone."

My parents rarely quarrel in my memory, there must be something going on, I asked Mengmeng tentatively: "Do you know why my parents quarreled?" ”

"I don't know, it seems that because of my condition, I don't want them to be so sad."

I gradually realized the seriousness of the matter, I called my dad two days ago, his mood was fine, and something must have happened in the past two days.

Worried, I queued up to complete Lin Ke's transfer procedures, Li Shi happened to walk in with fruit, we glanced at each other, and went to the ward together.

After helping Lin Ke transfer the room, I hesitated for a long time, but I still said my thoughts: "Lin Ke, I have to go to Beijing in the past two days, can you do it alone?" ”

"Are you going to Beijing to see Mengmeng?"

"Yes!"

Li Shi, who was peeling apples, subconsciously raised her head, frowned and said, "What's wrong with Mengmeng?" ”

I remember that just now we obviously reached an impasse on the topic, and now she cares so much about my affairs, and what does this mean to us, it will only make each other indulge in the pain and depression of the past, but I don't want Lin Ke to take over the topic before me and say: "Or you and Li Shi go over and have a look, there is no big problem on my side, I want you to assure, I will definitely be in the hospital during this time, at least Mo Qiu can't find anyone, and there will be no way to dismantle the bar." ”

I didn't tell Lin Ke the news that Mo Qiu had come, let alone a word about Mo Qiu, but I was still thinking about whether to keep someone here to take care of me.

Lin Ke regained his previous impatient appearance, and he couldn't wait to turn over and pick up the slippers under the bed and throw them in my face, scolding: "Don't treat me as a disabled person, my rope is hanging my neck, not my limbs." ”

Li Shi handed me the peeled apples and said, "Lin Ke can only eat some bananas, you can eat the apples." ”

I stared at her for a long time, but I didn't take the apple, and said, "You have been peeling for a long time, eat it yourself!" ”

Li Shi put the apple on the plate and brought a hot towel to wipe Lin Ke's face, her meticulous care of people gave me an illusion, in the illusion, she is not so cold, if we don't have a grudge because of the hostel, maybe we can become a best friend of the opposite sex like Song Niange!

"You're so busy, do you still plan to go to Beijing to see Mengmeng?"

"I haven't seen her for a long time, and I want to go no matter how busy I am."

The long-lost emotion seemed to melt my heart, and I stared at Li Shi for a long time before saying, "Okay, but you have to agree, and I will reimburse you for the ticket." ”

Li Shi nodded, reminded me to leave immediately, walked outside the hospital, waved at me again, and then walked to the underground parking lot of the hospital......