Shen Lin's parents also got the news, and immediately rushed over, Shen's father was uncontrollably tearing Qu Sen's collar, and almost yelled: "What are you still doing as a scumbag, a cat crying mouse, or look at the sins you have created?" ”

Qu Sen frowned, but he never dodged, letting Shen Lin's father pull him.

He fell silent, as if recalling what he had done all these years, and the pain was written on his face again, but he muttered, "Is she awake?" ”

I seemed to see Qu Sen's dead heart, and his whole person was so lost and depressed, and then he lost all the ability to express himself, and stood stupidly.

"I shouldn't have believed you in the first place, just make a few stinky money and show off, I was blind and asked Xiao Lin to follow you."

I hurriedly stepped forward and persuaded: "Uncle, let go of him, those are all things in the past, there is no need to mention them again, we only hope that Shen Lin can wake up safely." ”

Qu Sen raised his head and looked at me, as if he had made up his mind and said, "If Shen Lin can wake up, tell her that we are clear." ”

The police pulled Shen's father away and took Qu Sen out of the intensive care unit, and when he left, the corners of Qu Sen's mouth tilted and he smiled bitterly.

I watched him leave, but there was no joy in the slightest, until he was no longer in my sight, and I didn't leave, I stood there thinking a lot, including some people, and some things......

His emotions have told me more intuitively, what kind of devastation he has experienced, and now he may have really seen through the past, so he can face the severe punishment of the law so calmly.

……

After Qu Sen walked out of the hall, I suddenly saw a middle-aged woman hiding in the corner crying, although I hadn't seen her for a long time, I still recognized her at a glance, she was Qu Sen's mother. Probably in order not to stimulate Qu Sen's emotions, she didn't appear in Qu Sen's sight just now, just hiding in the corner and secretly watching, crying secretly.

Qu Sen has always been her pride!

Even if Qu Sen has made money in recent years, Qu Sen's mother does not seem to have changed her lifestyle, dressed plainly as before, looking at her painful back of leaving, even as a bystander, my heart is like a knife, Qu Sen is a poor family, self-reliant and self-reliant since childhood, his hometown is in a village in a poor county in Gansu, there are four brothers and sisters, and he is the eldest.

I've seen his house, how to say it, it's like a dilapidated house, the beams are covered with cobwebs, the few pieces of furniture are covered with dust, a few children live in one room, and the uneven walls are covered with awards.

We studied tourism management, his grades are really good, he has been a pacesetter in college for several years, every time he gets a scholarship and a hardship grant, the money he gets as a tutor is sent home, three hundred and five hundred, that year, online payment is not as popular as it is now, and his worn-out, sewn cloth wallet by his mother, not even a red ticket, but there are a lot of 2-inch photos in the wallet.

There are wedding photos of his parents, when he was a child, his brother and sister, and an old cow.

I remember he told me that when he was a child, when he came home from school, he saw his mother in the cattle pen beating the cow with a rolling pin. Because the oxen broke free from the reins, they ran into the granary, and spoiled a lot of grain and fruits. My mother cried and scolded: "Why are you wasting food, why are you so disobedient!" ”

He stared blankly, and there were tears in the cow's eyes. I feel so sad, the cow is the lifeblood of the crop household, and if you hit it, it doesn't understand. But at that time, I suddenly felt that it understood, and it didn't hide, with tears in its eyes, and stood there silently to be beaten.

Later, his father said that the cow was very hungry to break free, and lately it had been working a lot and always not having enough to eat.

In my memory, I always remember the moment when he said this, I felt that the cow was so hard, his parents were so hard, and life was so hard.

In college, we had a good time, he loved music, he had a worn-out guitar and he would always carry it on his back and follow us, and I would occasionally drink with him, and when he drank, he would bring a guitar and say he wanted to play and sing.

His songs are not very good, at that time we will go to the bar to pick up some work, sing and sing, earn a lot, at that time the youth is invincible, so he took it to form a band, the band is called "gray and white", he often uses action to "invest" in my band, he pays for hire people to sell tickets on campus, the money is fifty-fifty, but often the end loss is him, there are too many ticket evaders, we can't get the money, he also has to pay his classmates part-time fees, but the amazing thing is that we have such a cooperative relationship, actually maintained until the graduation of college, The relationship cultivated together in those years is really rare, but it is undeniable that the ups and downs experienced in it are also a very valuable memory in the whole university......

I remember that in my sophomore year, our band went to his house for the first time during the summer vacation, Qu Sen's mother was busy every morning, making potato flour, making cold skin, making hand-baked cakes for us, and laying eggs in a chicken pen. On the day we left, I went to the chicken pen to count the five or six left, and later we learned that the chickens we ate at noon and night every day were originally intended to be sold by Qu Sen's mother to buy a gas stove for the family.

At that time, we only knew that the handmade potato flour and cold skin were delicious, but we ignored the hard work of making, and her mother comforted me and said that these ten days were the most idle days in decades, cooking every day, listening to songs, and letting Qu Sen's father do all the housework, for which I apologized for many years.

After his junior year, his family became more and more difficult, and he spent his spare time making up classes for high school students, and at most, he took four classes a day. In his spare time, he likes to disassemble and assemble people's scrapped electronic devices here and there, and after some testing and maintenance, the scrapped things can be used normally.

At that time, I was brainstorming for this, saying that I would open a door-to-door repair studio and start a business before graduation, which would be more inspirational.

He laughed and scolded me for being mentally retarded, saying that this kind of thing, it's okay to play, in case someone else has an Apple 4 mobile phone that we repair, how can I afford it?

I said he really didn't have a business mind, and he said to drink and drink, so he stopped talking.

When takeaway was not yet on the rise, he began to deliver takeaway for a hotel, and it was a few years, he was preparing for the graduate school entrance examination in the second semester of his freshman year, and he gave up in his junior year, of course, it was not a matter of grades.

I understand him.

The family is poor, and there are several younger brothers and sisters, and he can't afford to delay.

It is said that one of our associate professors wanted to push him to be his graduate student, but he also refused. In his senior year, he gave up the quota for internal promotion.

When I graduated, I chose a guitar and gave it to him. I said, I hope you will continue to sing in the future, and I hope that one day I can hear your live house, this wish is not far away, right?

He said, "Let's see when we can catch her!"

During the dinner, he looked at Shen Lin lonely, drank a lot of wine, and then sang Song Dongye's "Six Floors", he played very rusty, and I also realized in a trance that I hadn't seen him pick up the guitar for two years.

After graduating, I didn't have much contact with my friends from college, and most of my friendships dissipated in the northwest wind with the memories, and we were all dispersed by the big city of Xi'an, he went to other places, and since then some people have been running around, and some people have fled everywhere.

The tears that came to my eyes when I raised the cup gradually ceased to exist.

In those years, everyone didn't play much on WeChat, and I didn't reply to him several times, until last year at a photography exhibition, when we met again, he had been reborn and settled in Xi'an, and it was from that time that I realized that he didn't like any guitar at all, just because the guitar club had Shen Lin......

……

I was groggy in my memory, and when it was time for lunch, I ordered a takeout, and when it was delivered, the soup was half spilled.

The takeaway brother said embarrassedly: "Look, this soup, I don't know what's going on, I'm very careful, it still spilled." ”

I took the soup, and before I could speak, he rubbed the corner of his clothes, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Or...... I...... I'll lose money to you. ”

I immediately said, "No, there's still half a bowl to drink." ”

After thinking about it, I added, "Be careful next time." ”

The little brother said thank you, turned around but didn't leave.

I was afraid that he was still worried, so I opened the APP in front of him and specially gave him a five-star praise.

Just a few years ago, however, I was a completely different person, and I wondered why some people were so stupid, and why some people couldn't do their simple jobs well.

Now, I don't think I was wrong at that time, but I feel that I was very mean at that time.

Once a person is forced to stop, he will think seriously, and I suddenly realized that everyone is not Qu Sen, but Qu Sen has become everyone, he is poor but unswerving, when he is famous, he is upright, and when he is evil...... At this moment, I seem to have let go of a lot, I just beg Shen Lin to wake up, so that Qu Sen can be sentenced lightly for a few years, after all, his two younger brothers have just been admitted to college!

……

In the evening, I was going to go back to the hostel to take a shower and change clothes, so I told Li Shi in advance and asked her to prepare some ingredients and cook her a good meal.

When I returned to the hostel, when I passed by Li Shi's room, I saw the white sneakers placed in front of her door, and I felt inexplicably steady, and when my emotions were filled with this sense of steadiness, I would really feel: after some twists and turns, I am the lucky darling, and I am glad that everything is developing in a good direction.

After taking a shower, I saw Li Shi sitting on the sofa scrolling on her tablet, she seemed to be very busy, and hurriedly told me that the vegetables had been cut during the time I was in the shower.

I rolled up my sleeves, responded to her smile, and as I walked to the kitchen, I asked her, "Are you doing things so fast now?" ”

"Have I ever been slow?"

"Not really, the cutting board or something can be cleaned?"

Li Shi threw the tablet aside and said: "My God, Yu Hang, you really want to ask this kind of question, I was just starting a live broadcast, and now the people of the whole country think that I used to be very sloppy." ”

"I see you just held the tablet and didn't say a word, it turned out that you were live broadcasting? Other people's live broadcasts are all bouncing, there are fights and troubles, your live broadcast method without saying a word, coupled with high-value makeup, is really a clear stream! ”

After I finished complimenting, she nodded without hesitation, as if what I said was just the truth, not a compliment.

I looked around, the kitchen had been cleaned by her, all the bits and pieces had been neatly arranged by her, I looked at the cutting board, and the dishes had indeed been cleaned and cut by her.

I turned on the gas stove, Li Shi carefully helped me tie my apron from behind, and just poured some oil into the pot, the phone rang, it was Shen Lin's father calling, he choked up and told me that Shen Lin left three minutes ago......