The beer poured into my stomach continuously, and I seemed to rely on the pleasure of indulgence at the moment, because it made me forget the grief and depression of reality for a moment.

I couldn't stop burping a few beers and the cold liquor was pouring out, and just as I was about to tear open a can, Linko snatched the bottle from my hand.

He said to me with a calm face, "Drink less, don't get yourself drunk, and you will be unconscious later." ”

"It's good to be unconscious, when I wake up tomorrow morning, I can hear the news that Shen Lin has turned the corner." I said as I tore open another can of beer and took a hard sip.

Lin Ke held down the wine bottle and said to me with a serious face: "Is it time for you to get drunk?" Even if Shen Lin is your best friend, what you should do at this moment is not to be drunk, have you ever considered what kind of feelings Li Shi feels like you? Shen Lin's parents have already arrived, and they have their own family to take care of them, you can care for them out of friends, but don't overdo it! ”

I was a little surprised, and subconsciously confirmed to Lin Ke that he gave me a look from someone who had come over.

I think that my performance today is a normal reaction as a friend, but for Li Shi, excessive concern is likely to breed something, it's not that Li Shi is not atmospheric enough, but people's instinctive perception is like this.

I nodded, and finally didn't refute anything, because I wasn't drunk yet, and I still believed in Lin Ke in my heart, knowing that he was doing it for my good.

After realizing my own problems, I pulled the car door and got out of the car in the light rain, at such a critical moment, I nested in the car, but let Li Shi and Niange guard at the door, which didn't make sense!

Back at the door of the emergency room, I sat next to her, without a word, just a look she seemed to understand what I meant, touched the tips of my hair and smiled, then put her arms around my neck, lying on my shoulder, I adjusted my breath, felt her breath.

"Hopefully my previous overreaction won't make you jealous."

"That's not it, I'm not your girlfriend, what kind of vinegar do you eat!"

I clutched my chest and made a hurt look.

"Don't come with me to this set, this is a hospital, pretending to be sick or anything has no effect, you have the ability to play one, and before you lie on the ground, the doctor is afraid that he will pull you into the emergency room."

Li Shi's answer eased my mood after a dull day, and finally whispered to her: "I plan you to be my girlfriend." ”

"Who's going to care about your thoughts."

"But I've always cared about what you think! Peeking at your letters in a café, all written in English, I can only find Nian Ge as an accomplice; Because of propaganda, the ghost sent the gods to secretly tear up your album; In order to understand your daily routine, even secretly flip through your search history...... Oops, I've been forced into a voyeur by you. ”

"Oh my God, it's terrible for someone like you to be a hostel manager! Fortunately, I have always liked to write in English for the past few years, especially mood things, otherwise I wouldn't have been snooped on by you. ”

"Nonsense, you sent New Year's gifts to everyone during the New Year, and the letter you wrote to me was not in Chinese, and it was written so ruthlessly, I even thought that you would never come back."

She smiled more seriously, and then said: "How could I be in the mood to write any letter at that time, do you think I am a person who spreads negative energy?" I only wrote an English greeting card, nothing more than English such as Happy New Year, afraid that my aunt would not understand, and brought a few Chinese greetings, which is also called ruthlessness? ”

"Are you sure?"

"Don't ask me such boring questions in the future!"

My smile disappeared instantly, and only half of the burned letter came to my mind again, and I vaguely felt that it was a conspiracy. It's hard for me to imagine that if all this is true, the most painful days at the beginning are not the worst, the most terrible thing is that the black hands behind me seem to be secretly controlling everything!

……

The four of them had dinner together, and I discussed with Lin Ke to let Li Shi and Nian Ge go back first, and we would just keep watch over the night, Shen Lin was still in the intensive care unit, and the doctor did not give a signal that he could get out of danger.

Standing in front of the huge glass window at the end of the emergency room, Lin Ke and I smoked cigarettes and looked at the ancient city of Xi'an under the tall buildings, the wind stopped, but the rain began to rise again, and the wind blew through the window fiercely, leaving a terrible roar.

Lin Ke lit a cigarette and stood at the window, squinting at the night outside the window, as if looking for a place called far away.

I patted him on the shoulder and said, "Anyway, I'm stuck here now, and there's nothing to do, let's talk about you and Mo Qiu!" Did she contact you last time you came back from the hostel? ”

Lin Ke spit the cigarette in his mouth onto the transparent glass until the smoke dissipated, then nodded and said to me: "We are always far and near, the real happy times have been worn out in the past few years, I don't know how long she can endure it, but we are really getting farther and farther away, but people are cheap here, the farther the distance, the more thoughts will increase day by day, and then this obsession slowly becomes a demon, I think Qu Sen is like this, he was swallowed by the demon, and since then there is only ......anger left in his life."

"Don't scare me, don't do impulsive things, if you really have this kind of thought one day, call me quickly, I'll tie you up."

"I've died once, and there's nothing I can't see."

"Don't keep talking about life and death, how unlucky!"

Lin Ke sighed, but did not smoke the cigarette in his hand again, and looked at the night outside the window through the glass again, silent He seemed to be really withdrawn, especially in today's environment, asking him such a question.

……

The next day, the rain was still dripping, Xi'an became complaining in this rain that refused to stop, the dense dark clouds were like judges, glaring at everything on the earth, and Lin Ke had a brief lunch, I have been standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, inexplicably a little anxious, but unable to release, Shen Lin did not wake up for a long time, an inexplicable sense of fear lingered in my heart.

An uncle in the corridor held the radio and repeatedly played "I Wish People Long", such a volume can be said to be very noisy in the hospital, but none of the patients hospitalized in the surrounding corridors protested, I was not in the mood to hum along, I could only silently recite in my heart: I wish people a long time, I wish people a long time......

Accompanied by Shen Lin's parents, we communicated with the doctor for another hour, because the state was not good, I had a feeling of exhaustion, and the attending doctor talked to us at the end about the worst, saying that the chance of Su waking up was no more than 30%, and Shen Lin could leave at any time.

Shen Lin's mother sat slumped on the ground, just one night had made her several years old, she only had this one daughter, if Shen Lin passed away, the rest of her life would be endless thoughts and torture for them.

At this time, Lin Ke ran over and whispered to me that several plainclothes policemen had come to visit Qu Sen.

I know that Qu Sen still thinks of his old relationship with Shen Lin in his heart, but the way that is too extreme has made him go to the point of no return.

I quickly followed Lin Ke to the door of the emergency room, Qu Sen, who was standing in front of the door to visit, had already cried into tears, his Adam's apple kept squirming, his eyes were staring at Shen Lin in the intensive care unit, and his emotions were obviously on the verge of collapse.