I was speechless by his scolding, but I didn't want to care about the gains and losses of words at this moment, so I said patiently: "Could it be that you know the relationship between Li Shi and Lao Gou?" ”

"Of course I know, it looks like Li Shi didn't tell you."

"Tell me, what is the relationship between her and Lao Gou"

"Gou Yongqiang has important inspiration and guidance for her life, and she only worships Gou Yongqiang!"

"What do you mean by that?"

Yang Xuejun said with an impatient look: "You didn't notice that people coming and going are looking at us, I don't like to stand here and chat, lose my identity." ”

Me: "......"

……

After finding a teahouse and sitting down, Yang Xuejun ordered a pot of tea, and the waiter poured a cup for each of us, and then closed the door for us.

Neither he nor I had taken a sip, and it was impossible for us to sit down and drink tea together, so I said to him straight to the point, "Tell me something." ”

Yang Xuejun took a sip of tea from his cup, and then asked me with a sharp look in his eyes: "I just want to confirm with you, does Li Shi really decide to leave?" You can't keep her either? ”

I could feel the unwillingness and unkindness in his tone, but he still kept calm and replied: "That's right, she has always been the one who says the same, and this time she is so persistent, the chance of leaving may be very small." ”

He frowned: "Is it because of the gossip in your mouth?" ”

"I don't know if there is such a factor, but this kind of topic is not comfortable for anyone, she seems to have made a bet with Lao Gou, and if she loses, she will return to the UK on her own."

Yang Xuejun's expression suddenly became painful, and he said to me in a low voice: "We met when we were very young, just the first time I saw her, I felt that there was no unforgivable fault in this life, I survived under her persuasion, and then I always believed that this relationship persistence has a result, but now it still can't change the reality that she doesn't like me, if this departure is because of my last ininvestment and inaction, then I will really hate myself." ”

I was silent for a long time, and finally said to him: "I want to know Li Shi's past and some identity issues, maybe after I understand, I can keep her." ”

Yang Xuejun said with a resolute expression: "She herself is unwilling to say, why should I tell you, if she is really left by you, then your personal weight is too heavy and too terrible, instead of making you a competitor, it is better for me to go to the UK and ask for forgiveness by myself." ”

Although I had been fully mentally prepared before, when I really said it from Yang Xuejun's mouth, there was still a surge of anger in my heart, I restrained myself and smiled: "You are really too smart!" ”

"Since you can't help her hold anything, don't dwell on her, or she won't be doing well in England."

I suddenly became alert and asked, "What do you mean by that?" ”

Yang Xuejun picked up the cup in front of him and took another sip of tea, and replied after a while: "You should understand what I mean, I don't want people like you to pester her anymore, and I can't stand it when she opens and closes her mouth is you, which makes people want to drop the cup, I still have a bit of status in the past, but now except for Gou Yongqiang, it is you, it's really annoying." ”

"You bastard......"

Yang Xuejun closed his eyes, his face full of pain: "I knew that I shouldn't have deliberately embarrassed her for so long, I should have appeared when she needed me the most, maybe help her completely get rid of Gou Yongqiang's control, and things wouldn't have evolved into today's situation, I was wrong!" ”

"So you're willing to make everyone feel bad......"

Yang Xuejun was angry, and he said in a fierce voice: "I don't care if others are good or not, my life is given by her, she is my life now, I should come over as soon as she returns to China...... At that time, I heard that you rudely drove her out of the hostel, I thought that someone would tame her temper better, but I didn't expect that she couldn't change anything after all, she is still so stubborn, so cold, and has experienced so much, in fact, you will find that you are not worthy of her at all, she has paid so much for you, but what about you? ”

Looking at Yang Xuejun's hideous appearance in front of me, I couldn't help but ask myself: Do I really have so many definitions with her? I suddenly didn't understand the definition of taking and giving, but in my heart I wanted her to be good, but I really couldn't give too much, because until now I am still struggling in the early stages of life......

I finally said to Yang Xuejun, who was glaring at me: "At this point, there is no need for us to continue chatting, because I think you can give Li Shi nothing, and you can communicate directly with Li Shi for some emotions, and she will give you a clear answer, so you don't have to guess." ”

I had already gotten up and was about to leave, Yang Xuejun shouted at my back: "Yu Hang, do you really want to watch Youtu and everything around you disappear with Li Shi?" ”

I froze in place, remembering my inseparable feelings for Youtu, my heart throbbed for a while, and I still gritted my teeth and replied: "I would like to believe that you are joking with me, if all this is gone, Li Shi will have no reason to come back from now on......"

Yang Xuejun has no words, because this is also a kind of torment for him, I absolutely believe that his heart is unwilling to cut off Li Shi's last path back to China, but if the pain of loss continues to squeeze him and stimulate him, no one can guarantee that he will still maintain his sanity, and this is a gamble for me, but I am really unwilling to give up this hard-won relationship, even if it is a selfishness!

……

Leaving the coffee shop, I have been sitting by the river absent-mindedly, but my heart is still pulled by a kind of emotional pain, I am afraid to make a choice, because every choice means that my life will fall into a trough, such as choosing to go to Jiang Laiyue's company, such as choosing to return to the hostel after the harm to Li Shi, and after this choice?

A person was stunned, Li Shi called me not far away, after coming back to my senses, I hurriedly got up and ran to him, we met next to a flowerbed full of flowers, and blew a summer hot wind, finally with a comfortable temperature blowing by our side, as if even this noon sun, is clearing the haze in our hearts, and finally very wanton through the gap between the leaves, falling in our hearts.

With some apologetic smiles, I said to Li Shi, "I'm sorry that things have gone so badly!" ”

Li Shi didn't look at me, she was a little distracted, and she was silent for a while before replying: "Yu Hang, I think after I leave, you can promise me something, which can be regarded as our acquaintance, my last request." ”

"You say!"

"After I leave, I hope you can run this hostel well, I am still the owner of the store, and you will send me 500,000 yuan to your account every year, can you do it?"

"Now that you have won the right to operate the hostel, can you stay and run it yourself?"

Li Shi smiled indifferently and said: "Yu Hang, it's not that everything can be decided, you must know that even if I leave, I expect you to make this hostel what you want......

"Actually, this hostel is our impression of the city, isn't it?"

Li Shi nodded thoughtfully, looking at this city that brought us so much joy and sorrow in the afternoon when the light was scattered, she closed her eyes, as if to remember everything that happened in this city.

My mood was a little low, and then I had a feeling that I was not very good, but I just stood silently beside her, and the idea of cherishing every second of being with her at this moment actually occurred in my heart.

Finally, she said the last thing I wanted to hear: "I've decided to leave today!" ”