Prequel. Chapter 60: When You Kill People, Will You Be Unbearable?
Every word she uttered, my heart felt like it was dripping blood.
I nodded, tears kept rolling in my eyes, and my mouth was still saying good things: "That sister, it's really... Married a... Worth... Someone who deserves to be entrusted for life. ”
She finally let go of my hand, "It's getting late, it's time to go." ”
"I hope that sister, in the future, I can also find someone like my husband, who can be devoted to you."
I stayed in place for a long time, motionless, until Lou Yihang called me, and suddenly came back to my senses, looking at the people who were far away, and my heart still couldn't stop hurting.
I pushed Lou Yihang away and let Yuyin help me back into the house, feeling weak, lying on the bed, talking to myself over and over again.
"He must have a hard time, right?"
"What is he for?"
"What reason does he have to hurt me?"
"More than a month ago, he also told me that when he came back from Beiliang, he would marry me, he promised under that peach tree that he would only love me alone in this life, he said, I hooked his soul, but in a blink of an eye, he married someone else, and that person is still my sister."
"Sister, why did she do this to me?"
"When she talked to me today, that feeling, that kind of look, was a completely different person."
Yuyin on the side finally couldn't help but speak: "Miss, you have a good rest, if there is anything, I will talk about it later." ”
I'm probably numb from pain, I can't feel anything anymore, if he wants to marry, let's marry, without him before, didn't I survive the same?
Su Yewan...
What kind of person is she, what the hell am I sorry for her, I need her to treat me like this...
I wanted to cool down in the house for a few days, but I didn't think I would go out the next day, I really didn't think I would be able to survive because of him.
Even if it hurts, that's what I should bear.
I picked up the bracelet and the pair of earrings he gave me and sent them directly to Lingyang, hoping that he could help me return them to him, and from now on, we really have nothing to do with each other.
Yang said "I'm sorry" to me again, and I smiled: "What does this have to do with you?" When did you become like this? Besides, no matter what you do, I believe that you are for my good, and I will never blame you. ”
He took it and said he would deliver it to him personally.
I secretly praised myself in my heart, so admired myself, but in just one night, I figured out everything, what is this?
It's really nothing.
Su Yi'er, Su Yi'er, as he once said, you have good looks, good temperament, and you are a young lady in the Prime Minister's Mansion, are you afraid that you won't be able to marry in the future?
On the way back, I met the man who disgusted me.
I've never felt like a person is dead even if he is innocent.
She said: "My good sister, I really didn't expect you to have such a sad day." ”
She said, "You know what? Your Highness, he was very kind to me, and last night, he hugged me tightly, and when he fell asleep, he called me by my name. ”
"He loves me and protects me, and he says that no matter what happens, he will never be separated from me," she said. ”
I didn't listen to her, I just left, for fear that if I heard her say more, I couldn't help but slap her.
Not only did my heart hurt tightly, but I also wanted to vomit.
Su Yewan, she really makes me sick...
But now in the face of her, what can I say, she is already the princess he is marrying, what am I?
His childhood playmate...
Ling Xueyun, I used to think that he was ruthless, and compared to what he is doing now, it is simply a small thing.
What did I owe him in my last life, and I want to pay him back one by one...
"Su Yi'er!"
Before I could react anything, a slap fell on my face, and Murong Ling, who was dressed in white, stood in front of me at some point.
I was beaten and fainted, I didn't say a word, and I didn't fight back, so I listened to her sarcastic words: "Su Yi'er, how cheap are you, you have seduced one after another, and now King Chen doesn't want you, you have come to seduce Ah Hang again, right?" How short of men are you? Yes? ”
"You are so capable, why didn't you hold King Chen's heart, how did you let him marry your sister? You have to learn more from your sister, and your methods are really far worse than hers. ”
"I heard that you have waited for him for eight years, eight years, but in exchange for a wedding between him and your sister, if I were you, I would solve myself with a white silk, so as not to make people laugh in the world."
He doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore.
Not a word, not a word of separation, and no reason for that, he just left me like that.
It's not good who he marries, he married my sister and married Su Yewan.
When did he hook up with Su Yewan, Su Yewan also told me that they were last night... Last night... Hehe... Yes, I've waited for him for so long, but in exchange for such a result, I'm really the most ridiculous person in the world... Now the whole capital, who doesn't laugh at me...
I pushed her away, clutching my aching heart and running forward.
Ling Xueyun, he's really ruthless...
How did I meet him, why did I meet him...
I obviously didn't do anything wrong, but God wants to punish me again and again, making me experience life and death in this world again and again, hehe...
I don't know how long I ran, and I didn't know where it was, but I saw a small river next to it, and I squatted by the river, holding my legs with my hands, and couldn't help but cry bitterly.
"I'm sorry, I used to be bad."
"I haven't forgotten our agreement, I will marry you."
"Every time I miss you, I sneak into your mansion and look at you from the rooftop."
"I, Ling Xueyun, swear to the sky, I only love Su Yi'er in this life, and if I disobey, I will not die well."
"With you by my side, how can other women get into my eyes."
"Xiao Yan, no matter what happens, we will always be together and will never be separated."
I keep thinking about the bits and pieces after reuniting with him, doesn't it mean that I only love me? Didn't you say that they will always be together? Didn't they all swear to me? Didn't you say you would marry me? It's all a lie.
"Ling Xieyun, you lied to me, why did you lie to me?"
"Ling Xieyun, didn't you say you wanted to marry me? Why did you change to marrying my sister? ”
"How can you lie to me like that? How can you do this to me? ”
Was he lying to me from the beginning? But why did he do that... What do I have to deceive me?
From the reunion, before and after, how long has it been... How did he suddenly change...
Why, why do they treat me like this... What the hell am I doing wrong...
At first, there were a few people not far away, but before I knew it, it rained lightly, and the people dispersed one by one, leaving me alone, and I felt the raindrops falling on my body, but I felt so comfortable in my heart.
Tears mixed with rain kept sliding down my face, I regretted it, suddenly I really wanted to forget him, forget, I had nothing.
Why did he stop me from jumping into the Lake of Forgetfulness in the first place... If I've forgotten... How nice...
I felt that there were no raindrops falling above, the rain was accompanied by my own crying, and I didn't hear any other sounds, so I turned my head sideways, and there was a person standing on the left side, his umbrella was propped up above my head, and his clothes were already wet.
He didn't say a word, but smiled at me.
I stared at him for a long time, and he stood for a long time, until the rain stopped, he put away his umbrella, sat down beside me, handed me a handkerchief, and said, "The Su Yi'er I know doesn't like to cry like this. ”
Not long ago, he also injured Xie Yun.
I met him and asked him why he was so ruthless.
I took what he gave me and wiped the tears from my face.
At this time, Su Yi'er is like an ant on the side of the street, just one sentence can knock me into the bottomless abyss, and only one word of concern is enough for me to regard him as my confidant.
"You know what? The moment I saw his face, my heart was really like a knife, and I didn't even feel like I was alive. ”
"I thought that he would really never be separated from me again, and I thought that everything he said to me was true."
"I love him so much..."
"But he still failed me after all..."
The people around him didn't say a word, and probably he didn't know what to say, Limo only kills people, how can he comfort people.
I just want to have someone who can let me talk about my heart, even if he doesn't say anything, even if he is not the closest person to me, as long as there are people around me, at least it can make me feel that I am not just a person.
I can't tell who is sincere to me and who is hypocritical.
Su Yewan was so important in my life, I regarded her as my dearest and dearest sister, I had never felt sorry for him, I had ever fought with her for something, as long as she wanted what I could give, I could give her.
In her father's eyes, she is so well-behaved, sensible, and likable, all the good reputation of the Prime Minister's Mansion is hers, except for the identity of the concubine who was destined to be born, everything else is hers.
But she hated me.
Why didn't she continue to act with me anymore, and why did she show her true colors so eagerly.
If she is still the sister Wan in my heart, maybe I won't be so sad, maybe I'll still think it's good that she has found her own happiness.
"Limo, when you kill someone, will you be unbearable?"
I looked at his unchanged calm face, and answered me with great firmness and without hesitation, "Never." ”
He can attack Lou Yihang, how can he be unbearable.
If only I could be as ruthless and ruthless as him, that would be great.
Perhaps in his life, there will never be sadness, no sadness, and no heartache.
"If someone advises you to let go of Limo's identity, become your cloud king again, and live your life in peace, will you be willing?"